Damn, I'm already at what? Chapter 30? I'm going a lot further with this story than I had expected. Ok, I'm not doing a Karvel story, it's going to be a Glossniss (Gloss-niss) story, do you like the name? I came up with it myself, I think... I will have the name and summary at the bottom :)
I got the letter just a few moments ago. I had sent the tributes off to their rooms, because the chariots are being postponed until tomorrow because a few of the horses got sick and need to rest. I have three appointments in a row, then I get dinner, some down time, then three more appointments.
A barely have any time for myself anymore. I just wish that old geezer would just drop dead. I want him to die by my hands, even though I promised myself that I wouldn't ever have anyone die directly by my hands, but he is the only exception.
"Katniss? You have that distant look again," I hear Cato ask. Right now we are sitting in bed waiting until I have to get ready for my first of the night. "Oh, sorry, just thinking," I reply. "What about?" He asks. "Just about how I hope the president dies by my hands," I say with a twisted smile. "Yeah?" He asks with a grin. "Yeah," I answer grinning with him. "You'll have to fight me for him," he says.
We kept joking around until the alarm clock I have set goes off indicating that I have to get ready. "Oh, I have to go get ready, watch after the tributes while I'm gone, we both know Haymitch probably won't," I say as I put on my slutty lingerie and a pale yellow dress that goes to my mid-thigh. It hugs me in places I really do not like being hugged, but if they want it then I have to wear it. I put on some black flats as head out. But I give Cato one last lingering kiss before leaving.
I get to the car and hop into the back while the driver drives(?) to my first client of the night.
I hop back into the car after my third appointment. My hair is slightly messed up and I have bruises almost everywhere. The driver doesn't mention them and just flips through radio stations until he lands on one that is playing the song Simple Man by Shinedown. They did a cover of the song, and right now, I can't for the life of me, think of the original artist of this song.
I climb out of the back and walk to the tribute centre, to the elevator, and I press the '12' button and wait until the elevator shaft starts moving. When the elevator stops I climb out to my room and see both Cato and Finnick waiting for me in the room.
"Hey, guys," I say and they both look up at me. Cato hops up and gives me a hug as does Finnick. "Rough night?" Finnick asks. "You have no idea, oh wait, yeah you do. One of them tied me up, one was just plain aggressive, and the last just seemed to want to give me 'love bites'," I say motioning to my neck.
"Haha, pussy, I can give darker love bites than that," Cato chuckles, earning a dirty look from Finnick. "What do you mean, 'one was just plain aggressive'?" Finn asks. "I mean, one just liked to hit me, and give me love bites, it hurt and I'm very sore between my legs," I say sitting down on the bed.
"How bad do you hurt, because I don't want me little Kitten to hurt," Cato says making me chuckle. "What does it matter, he is just like my first, but a little less so," I say.
"It does matter, you seem to be taking this... Well, too calmly," Finnick says. I would tell than that they are soooo wrong, and that right now I just was rip off my skin and scrape it with sandpaper until I feel clean, but I don't want them to worry.
"I-I know I'm taking this too well, but I guess it doesn't effect me like it should?" I say with out any expressions, but they can both see it in my eyes. I just can't cover what they see in them.
"Katniss, you're lying, just tell us," Cato says, and with the worry written on both of their faces, I finally give in. I sit down on the bed and they both sit down next to while I go into a fit of sobs.
"I feel like dirt, I just want to scrub my skin raw, but I'll never feel clean. I'm like a dirty, old, rag, used, washed, and used again. I already just want it to be over!" I say weeping harder.
"Kitty, you're not dirt, and I know how you feel, that's what happened after my first, just remember, you're doing it for your family," Finnick says rubbing my back.
"How can I not remember I'm doing this for family, if I didn't remember I would have quit by now, but I can't, I have to do this for my little Primmy, Mother, heck, even Gale. I just wish I didn't have to do this. I'm just a dirty whore," I say and Cato lifts my chin up to look in his eyes.
"Kat, you're not a whore, are you doing this because you want to?" That is a rhetorician question, we both know the answer to that, "no," he answers. "So stop doing tho to yourself, I just want you to be happy," he says.
They both give me another hug before Finnick leaves.
"Can I just take a nap before we go to dinner, then I have three more. After that I don't have any until they start training," I say laying down.
"Sure babe," he say laying next to me and wrapping his arms around me.
Ok, there is no excuse why I haven't updated in, like, forever. But here is the name and summary for my other story, tell me if you like it!
Wavelengths- We both live in two separate worlds. Her, in District twelve, and I in District one. We meet when she first mentors, Haymitch is sick, so I show her around. She, is Katniss Everdeen, and I, am Gloss Dimond.
Do you like it? Yes it is in Gloss' POV.
Hugs and kisses -(^*^)-
~~Kristen~~
