Rin's point of view

Something soft was under me and it smelt good, the dream I was having about a strange man made me somewhat happy for some reason he seemed fimliar so did this scent and the soft fur under me…. When my eyes opened hoping to find my mate all I saw was the dark cave and my heart sunk from my hope crashing down.

'Is he punishing me?'

I sat up and grabbed my hair fisting it in my hands and shaking her head " No, no something must be wrong." With that I walked out of the cave I was hungry but didn't feel like eating right now… I would find my mate where ever he went I would find him… I have too.

I ran out of the cave and ran through the forest.

Inuyasha huffed as he glared at the trail ahead his golden orbs looking at his next target the one he would hope save him from his boredom. A smirk came across his face as he slowly walked with a scary calmness and a cocky smile, he took out his sword and let it touch the ground dragging it behind him making a trail in the dirt. Each step was a step closer to the village a step closer to their death… The village smelled of only humans, a child was playing in a tree on the outskirts and was swinging on the limbs with another child as they giggled they quickly stopped seeing Inuyasha glare up at them.

Their tiny eyes opened in horror "D-D-Dem-"

"DEMON! Damn kid speak if you are going to!"

"DEMON! Taiki warn the vill-"

The child known as Taiki jumped from the tree and nodded he turned around hearing his friend never finishing his sentence, what he saw when he looked back was disturbing horrific sight. His friend had blood spilling from a cut that sliced his throat and it soaked his clothes as the demon smiled and rammed his chest through a branch on the tree hanging his corpse on display for all…. The dead child's eyes were frozen in fear and glazed with early death.

Inuyasha smiled and flicked his sword quickly making the blood disappear as he smiled and rested the large fang on his shoulder and smiled a smile that only death himself could match "Hey kid where you going?"

The child ran faster and faster as Inuyasha smiling walked with cold calm air around him and the taste of killing only made his soul hungrier to do it again. The villagers tending the field heard the child's voice far off screaming about something coming and then a loud scream filled with pain, they didn't move from the rice fields as they stared down the path to the forest and shrugged going back to their weeding.

Suddenly a loud splash was sounded and a scream of a woman farmer all the field workers looked in her direction to see she was shaking as she fell back frozen still in the water screaming as she stared at the sight in front of her. A child with cuts all over his body and blood soaking his kimono his eyes gouged out a man ran making more splashing as the blood from the child's body flowed and mixed with the water home to the rice and where the field workers stood their kimonos also being stained with his blood.

The man ran and picked up the boy cradling to his body with tears and a trembling voice "T-T-Taiki!"

A chuckle sounded and the man holding the dead child looked up as did the others "Y-Y-You!" The demon smiled his red fire rat yukata stained with blood, his white glossy hair was decorated with speckles of red blood also on his face and so was his right hand as was his sword "You mortals are all the same… weak!"

Screams were sounded as the water had turned within two minutes from clear to semi red with the child blood and then dark maroon with all the field worker's blood added to it. Inuyasha smiled and walked towards the village and took a breath within twelve minutes all that remained were bloody bodies and huts.

Inuyasha walked over to the nearest creek and sighed washing off their blood "Disgusting mortals…why can't they all just disappear they are nothing just pests… Much like rats." He heard a voice in the back of his mind that voice he hated most… his human heart.

"Why kill mortals?! You are one!" His human heart spoke with grief and anger.

Inuyasha barked back quickly "No! I'm a demon!"

No you are not. I am your demon self and your father has separated us. His inner beast spoke with hate and some other hidden feelings.

"You guys drive me crazy with all your talking shut up."

You have to ditch that sword of yours!

"Yes! It turned you into a monster!"

"I will do no such thing."

Before he could finish on the conversation in his mind he saw a young woman and smirked as he darted for her hoping to fill another need he hadn't taken care of in a few weeks and hopefully kill his boredom and then kill her in the end 'I'll have no child with a mortal!'

Speak for yourself…

'Stop your nonsense.'

Rin fell to her knees clutching her stomach as she screamed in pain and in fear "Sesshomaru!" Her breathing quickened as she felt a feeling that made her fear only escalate as she grunted and tears flowed "SESSHOMARU!SESSHOMARU!SESSHOMARU!MATE!MATTTTEEEE!"

Sesshomaru's ears were burning as did his lungs with the speed he was running he made it to the clearing where his mate was lying in a vulnerable state, his breathing was hard as he looked at her she reeked of fear and tears. Shame filled him he was giving his mate the silent treatment and now she was in labor and he wasn't there, he knew that it was tricky her simply caring his pup and yet he left her alone even a minute could make all the difference between her life and her death or the child's.

He nudged her side when he had she opened her eyes tears flowing quickly "S-S-Sesshomaru?!" He laid on his belly and quickly spoke a command 'Please grab on I will rush you to Ayame.' Rin quickly grabbed her mate's fur and crawled up his back and latched on with all her might, Sesshomaru took off quicker than he ever had before her eyes widened "Not so fast! I'll fall!"

Sesshomaru slowed his speed and then quickened it. If he ran fast he would make it to Ayame quicker which could save his mate or his child's life or both of their lives… But if he dropped Rin it could increase the chance of death to one of them and a stressful birth.

He made his speed a mix of both and was manageable for Rin she gripped harder on his fur and whined in pain as she bit her lip, he quickly made it to the village he knew Ayame would be in. He stopped in front of Koga and Ayame's hut. Ayame met him outside and took in Rin laying her on a patient bed quickly and shooed out Koga telling him to keep Sesshomaru calm. Rin closed her eyes wincing in pain feeling another contraction and then opened her eyes to see Ayame gathering supplies quickly.

Rin closed her eyes again and breathed she opened her eyes to see Ayame had hiked up her yukata and was between her legs as she propped them up. Rin was in labor for six long hours.

"Push on the count of three," cried out Ayame as she too had heavy breathing this was tiring her out just watching Rin and with all other medical assistants gone to teach other's in the fox village to the far northern mountains she was the only one and had to do it all on her own. Rin nodded as sweat dripped from her face as it twisted in pain and she breathed heavily as her ears strained to hear Ayame "Kiyomizukika 1….2….3. PUSH!" Rin did so grunting in pain as she stopped to feel her lungs straining to gain more air that she had just lost in grunting out her pain.

Ayame nodded with a smile and looked up at Rin "Good, now another!"

Ayame told Rin to again push, Rin was worried at how long it was taking she was instructed her next push took much of her energy making her take in more air as her head became to feel light as a dizzy feeling mixed in. Rin smiled opening her eyes as she saw a black white pup in Ayame's arms as she dried off the pup with a clean white cloth "Rin it's a boy."

A faint smile rested on Rin's lips as she watched Ayame wash the pup in warm water, Ayame giggled as the pup splashed around and whimpered at the strange new feeling "Rin so what are you going to name him?" Hearing no response she smiled "Tired huh it can take it out of you, but any ideas? Or you letting Sesshomaru name him?"

The pup was dried and laid in a white fuzzy cloth in Ayame's arms as she turned to look at Rin, a small tired smile was frozen on the girls ghostly pale face as her golden eyes were no longer bright. They were dulled and seemed far off as the sweat froze clung to her face her cheeks that were pink from being hot were now pale like ash Rin's head laid back on the pillow as her chest didn't move like it normally did while she breathed…

"Rin?"

The pup in her arms opened whimpered and let out a tiny howl, Ayame's eyes widened as she sat the pup down and ran over to Rin with tears in her eyes "RIN!" Koga ran into the room and saw his mate on the floor crying her hands held one of Rin's and held it to his mate's forehead "RIN! NO! RINNN!"

The pup on the floor just whined and let out a somber filled howl as a loud howl echoed not long after the pup's it shook the entire land and was filled with agony and lost. Sesshomaru's ears heard a tiny howl of his pup no doubt but he heard Ayame's screams and let out a pain filled howl of his own 'RIN!'

AM I EVIL OR WHAT?! I WANT THREE REVIEWS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!