Entry #29
I'm about to leave my 'campsite' now.
I have all of my belongings packed up, but it's not like I took out that much.
It's kind of depressing to leave this spot actually.
It seems right to stay there and wait for help,
But seeing that no one is here and that it's almost morning,
I have no other choice.
The sun is almost rising
And the forest gives off a sincere feel,
aside that I'm out here, cold and alone.
I have Kyo- chan's jacket on
But I don't want to ruin it.
Who knows what he'll do to me when I see him.
That is, if I ever see him again.
I was about to stand up,
But then I sat back down.
'Just a few more minutes,' I told myself, 'and then I'll leave.'
I sat down for about 10 seconds before the sound of a proof reached my ears, faster than the pink cloud I saw after.
And then I saw my familiar furniture.
I'm back in my room, back in my bed, under my blankets.
It feels out of place since I'm numb from the coldness and the bed is warm.
I'm confused.
Who was here before me?
How did I get back?
What's happening?
What's going on?
Where was I before?
Who do I turn to for these answers?
[ooooooo]
So I confusingly presume that I 'proof' into my bed at 6 in the morning. I was cold, soaked, and tired; it took me a few minutes to force my jaded body out of the soothing of my bed and change into comfier clothing.
The clock read 6:30 by the time I crawled into the safety of my blankets. I felt so warm there. I didn't want to go to school that morning. I have this massive headache and I think sleep would cure that…
[ooooooo]
By the time I woke up it was evening already. Mommy still wasn't home but didn't she say in a few days? 0.o How long is that?
I just have this feeling that Kyo- chan won't be happy once he sees me. I skipped school and his jacket is partly wet. Oops .
I pushed myself off and climb into the bathroom. I washed my face and in the mirror I see that my eyes were a bit red. Was I crying last night? I don't even remember. Everything was a sort of blur. Do I want to believe it?
I dress up in a new set of clothing (a.k.a. my uniform) and pack my recent materials in a new bag. Even though it's night time, I have to find everyone else, right? And plus, I got to show some school pride here! .
So I'm about to leave when I saw something I haven't seen in so long: Mini Kyo- chan's clothes. (Which was a smaller version of Kyo- chan's black pajamas) *0* It brought a….what was that word…nostalgic feeling to me. Then I really looked around and saw that scattered all over my desk were pictures, past journals back when I was much younger, letters, and items.
I wonder who took my stuff out. A white note was in the middle and I read it:
"Dear [Name],
Don't be alarmed.
I'm someone close to you.
Very close.
You probably have tons of questions, right?
Don't worry about it!
You'll find the answers some way or another but in time.
Don't rush things so quickly and settle down your impatient self.
Just be the normal you and everything would fall back into place.
You'll find the answers from the one who you love.
He'll explain in detail when you're much older.
For now, just stay at home because
Change is going to come.
Just wait.
Relax.
-[N]
I stood there and read the letter over again. Who wrote this to me? Who is [First Initial]? How did they know me? I certainly don't know this person.
I looked outside and saw that it's about to rain. The wind picked up and swayed the tree branches violently to the side.
Well… even though I don't know this person, I have no other choice but to listen to them. Outside looks pretty bad anyways. And I guess I should be…normal (or like I've always been).
But I just can't help but wonder and have questions with the 5 Ws swirling through my mind. (5 Ws: who, what, where, when, and why)
But most of all, a sentence in the letter struck me: You'll find the answers from the one you love.
Who is that?
[Name] was here.
Now let her relax and wait for this 'change' that's about to come :P
TEE HEE.
