Sean was tired, so tired, too tired. So much had happened, how did everything get so out of control? How did everything happen so damn fast? And hell, where did he go from here?

Everything had been perfect, well not exactly. But things had been good for them. Kate and Han were back together and having a child together. He and Neela were finally moving forward. Twinkie's business had been growing. Even his dad had been less annoying then normal. But now he went and screwed that up. Like always. Why was it always him that ruined things and caused others to get hurt? It was always him!

He felt like he could scream!

Because of him, the team was everywhere. Two dead, who knew where Twinkie was, and Neela...

He hadn't seen Neela since… God, how could he be so stupid? He had thought that she would be standing with him not going back to Takeshi. Once again he was wrong. He was always wrong and this time with huge consequences.

It was his fault that both Han and Kate and their… he swallowed tightly. Everything was his fault, Han, Kate, their baby were dead.

Sean sniffled. God he hated that he had caused this. If he had just listened to Han, avoid Neela, listened to his dad. And yes everyone made mistakes but his had just cost three people their lives, one who hadn't even seen the world..

He looked round the empty warehouse. How was he meant to do this? How was he meant to fix this? Nothing he did would bring them back or save that unborn baby who hadn't even seen how good and bright the world could be.

Slowly, he walked the warehouse. Counting each step, counting each minute. He had to make a plan; he had to do something.

"Ahhh!" he shouted into the space, his emotions flooding him - he couldn't hold them back anymore.

That's when he broke down…


Fast and Furious


Sean's father found him at the warehouse the next day. The military taught you certain helpful things and he would never tell Sean but he always knew where he had been staying. But this wasn't where he'd been staying. This was somewhere completely different and he could tell Sean was effected by this place as much as the place was effected by him - it felt like the warehouse was depressed, sad, scared...

It worried him to find his son here, on the ground, tear stains covering his face. What worried him most of all though was the fact he was all alone.

"I should send you home to your mum," he said, reaching Sean's side.

"I need to fix this,"

"How are you going to do that? You have no one here,"

He wasn't being sarcastic or rude, he was honestly wondering. Sean didn't look at his dad as he tried to find an answer to his question.

"I need to find Twinkie,"

"Here,"

He handed Sean a phone.

"Call whomever you need to. When you're finished, come home,"

Sean watched his father walk away like he had done so many times before. But this time, he was walking away because he cared. Dialling quickly, he gave Twinkie his location. Now all he had to do was wait…


Fast and Furious


"Are you serious about this?" Twinkie asked, not for the first time. "This isn't exactly what I had in mind." Or Han; he would've wanted us to leave town as quickly as possible leaving the psycho alone.

"Twinkie, they're dead because of me. They died saving me and Neela. I owe them and I have to do something!"

"But racing Takeshi isn't going to bring them back. It's only get you killed!"

"I'm not going to be killed,"

"You will if race Takeshi. Don't you think you should honour Han and Kate death's by not trying to commit suicide!"

"This feels right to me. Doing this, puts things right,"

Twinkie sighed. There was no talking him out of this. Twinkie knew that for Sean, it would make Sean feel better but at what cost?

"Okay, I'll help but this is crazy,"

"I know,"

"I'll call the team,"

"Thanks Twink,"

"Yeah, whatever,"

For Sean he would do this even though he knew that this was going to cause a lot more trouble for everyone involved…


Fast and Furious


"Are you happy now? You just destroyed everyone's lives! You killed two of the greatest people in the world!" Neela screamed at Takeshi.

She was normally pretty good about holding things in. But she was going out of her mind. She had only chosen to go back with Takeshi to keep Sean safe but since Sean had decided to disregard that and challenge Takeshi, she was going out of her mind – she was grieving, could sleep at night, and so worried about Sean and Takeshi racing.

Neela didn't know about the baby, Sean never told her and she hadn't been there at the announcement. Of course if she had known this tiny titbit, she would've been using it against Takeshi. As it stood, she was trying to get Takeshi to see sense.

"Yes Neela, I am happy. My partner who was stealing from me along with his little annoying girlfriend. In a few days I will get rid of annoying flea and once again, my world will be right,"

"I will not stand for this!"

Takeshi grabbed her arm, holding it tightly. She felt panicky as his increased the pressure and she knew there would be a bruise there tomorrow.

"Neela, you don't have a choice,"

And that moment, her world crumbled…


Fast and Furious


Author's Note: Okay so this one is super short and please don't give up yet. I still I have more to come! On a side note, this story idea came from the song Just A Dream by Carrie Underwood. You should check it out!

Xoxo Miss Hood