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Chapter 29 – Deans solo act
It had been two days since Dean vanished with Crowley of all people and my brothers only told me after some serious time. What is Dean doing with Crowley? I have a very bad feeling about this and why didn't my brothers tell me about it sooner. They should have called the minute he was gone, but my brothers wanted to tell me in person. I am not a tiny girl, who would've cracked and they know that.
But that's not important at the moment. No, I have to make a call and tell Sam that his brother is missing … again. What a pleasure? I pick up my new phone and dial. He picked up and his happy "Whats up Izz?" made my heart heavy. I know the moment I tell him about Dean, the short happiness he felt at the moment would be gone.
I take a deep breath to calm myself a bit, because my panicked voice would worry him more. After I am sure I could say the words in a calm manner, I say, "Dean is gone!"
"What do you mean by gone?" he asks in his hunter voice.
"I send him on a hunt with my brothers." I answer.
"What did he do?" I have to smile at that, because Sam knows that I only would have sent him away as a last resort, so that he could cool off, before we are together again. So it feels good that he isn't angry at me for sending him away. Sam knows me and Dean and the ups and downs of our relationship. Even if he didn't do it on purpose, he was subconsciously always at my side, because of Deans emotional baggage and the problems with it. Besides he isn't only a brother to me, but I am like a sister to him.
"He was Dean. He was going stir crazy and there is so much angry sex I could take."
"I don't need to know that." he said disgusted like my real brothers would.
"Sorry, but that's not important. Dean is gone."
"Go on with your story then."
"After they finished the hunt they went to a bar and there they met Crowley or better he found them. But as he vanished he took Dean with him." I say with tears in my eyes that damn hormones make me into a mess. One minute I am sad, than I am happy again but I could easily go to pissed or angry mode. At the moment I am scared, because I don't know where Dean is. Only that he is with Crowley and I don't trust him in the slightest.
"Okay, did they say anything?"
"Only that Dean would be back in some days. That's been two days ago."
"Two days … hell Izzy … and you're only telling me this now." he yelled at me.
Back to angry mode then. "I only heard of it 2 hours ago. So sorry."
There was a moment of silent, before he said. "I shouldn't have yelled at you, sorry."
"So what do we do?"
"Have you contacted Cas?"
"He isn't answering." Probably because he is on his search for Gabriel, hopefully he will find him.
"We could summon Crowley?"
"As if he would come, he is a coward."
"Good point."
"Could you ask Bon if she could do a locator spell on Dean?"
As answer I hear him ask Bonnie the same question. The time they used with each other indicate familiarity. They must have grown close in the past weeks. No, wonder they have been at the bunker for a month now to do research. And from the sounds of it, they have found more than they were looking for. Poor Damon but she wasn't his in the first place. It took some moments before Sam responded to me. "She isn't sure if it would work, if he is still near Crowley he would somehow cloud Dean."
"Fan-freaking-tastic." I say.
At that same moment my brother's storm in to the living room, the front door opens and I hear. "Baby I am home." he didn't really say that or? Forget anger I am down right pissed now.
I put Sam on speaker as I say in an angry voice. "Guess who just walked through the door."
"What a nice welcome home after I was missing for two days." he said in a grumpy tone as he enters the living room. As I see him I feel something isn't right. I can't put my finger on it, but I know something is different. Call it a gut feeling, but somehow this isn't the same Dean that left a week ago.
These feelings are the reason that I have always salt and holy water on me. You never know when you need it. Like the skilled hunter I am I take both out and throw them at Dean. He didn't react to either of them at the least not physically. "Really?" his tone is getting more pissed by the minute. But his anger is normally not this unpredictable. So what is different?
While I got the knife from my boot out, I search my brain for a solution. With the knife in my hand I slowly step towards him without letting him out of my sight. Dean didn't steps away, but wasn't too pleased that I didn't trust him either. The blood on his forearm after I cut him was red, so no skin walker, no demon or shapeshifter or werewolf, because the knife was silver.
"Happy now?" he asks me.
"Not in the slightest I know something is different." I say and study his face. In his eyes I read that he hides something from me which he isn't to keen to share. "You can't lie to me Dean. So what is it? What did you do?"
"Nothing! Everything is normal."
"That's a lie." Damon takes part in the conversation. "I hear your heartbeat and it speeded up."
"Come on Dean even I know you lied and I am not even in the room with you." Sam yelled at him over the phone.
Dean sighed but didn't answer. So I made my own conclusions with the information I have in my head. "It can't be good if you won't tell us. So I would guess you made a shitty decision which will bite us in the ass. And I bet Crowley somehow told you that you would do the right thing which is an oxymoron." I say as I look at him. Every one of my accusation hit the target right on. I hate it to be right, but not only because he did it. No, because he did it without talking to me.
What was he thinking? Shouldn't we be a team and make decisions together. Ok, I also did something without talking to him, but I definitely wasn't as reckless as him. His reckless self will get him killed and then I am alone with our child. Not going to happen, he had to learn a lesson; even it would be hard for me. Not only because of my hormonal state, but because I love him, but we are going to be parents and that he starts thinking about his actions is important.
I cross my arms in front of my chest and say with a hard voice. "So what did you do?"
"Babe …" he tried to say something.
"Don't babe me. I thought we are in this together, but clearly I am mistaken." tears storm down my face.
"What are you saying?" he asks with a slight panic in his eyes. Which did enhance my tears, the flood gates are open and I am full on crying now.
"I think you should tell me what you did, so we could reverse it and then I think we need a break."
"What?" he asks with a shocked expression. It hurt me to tell him that, but I can't trust him at the moment. Not until he understands that his actions have consequences. This could go terrible wrong and I could lose him, I know that, because Dean Winchester didn't react quite well to ultimatums. But it could also be good like a wakeup call. At least that's what I hope for.
"If you are saying what you're saying, then I want you to know, that if you send me away I don't come back."
That hurt. Wow. Dean is as stubborn as me and he never will do anything he is told. It is his life and he has his own rules and you don't stab someone in the back. In his eyes I did exactly that, but if I take it back I would be go against myself. Something I never would do.
But before I could react somehow, Stefan tried to play peacekeeper as always. "I think we all should take a step back and think about it." he is trying to give me a way out without going against my principles.
"No she made herself clear if I don't do what she wants I have to go?"
"Typical you only hear what you want to hear. I only wanted to be part of an important decision, especially if this decision could kill you. That's what a family should be like and I thought we are one." I yell at him. Even if his face had a hard expression on I could see in his eyes that he was hurt, because that statement hit home. He is a hothead and he knows it. It is a part of him that I love, but his not-think-something-through attitude, brought him more trouble than he cares to admit.
"We are a family. That's why I bought you this." with that he reached in his pocket, got in front of me on one knee and presented a ring box to me. Not really. Is he really proposing … now? But of course he is. He is looking waiting at me for an answer.
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