Hello those who have been so kind to review, here is another update for ya, next comes marriage, and Amon with a baby carriage, heehee like the song goes.
Robin was happy, she thought this was a dream come true, she never in her wildest dreams imagine that Amon would actually want to marry her, or even become so comfortable about opening up to her. It was closing in on their wedding day, Robin made him sit down so she could tell him her thoughts,
"Amon, are you sure you want to marry me?" Robin asked in her bird-like voice.
"Of course Robin, why wouldn't I?" Amon reaching out and bringing her to sit in his lap.
"Because, because my powers, they are weak, I couldn't save you from the factory collapsing, I've never saved you, you were always saving me," Robin almost crying. Amon slowly pushed her hair back,
"Robin, do you recall the first hunt you ever went on, it was with our boss," Amon giving her a clue to refreshing her memory.
"Yeah, you told me in a very arrogant way if I could use my powers a bit more efficiently, that it was a pain in the neck putting out fires," Robin sobbed.
"Before that, me, Karasuma, and Sakaki were on our backs and you swooped in and distracted the witch long enough so I could get a shot off, you saved my ass the first time and I was so arrogant towards you because I wasn't about to admit that a replacement craft-user had saved my ass, you are a very strong and independent young woman, you're smart and you are very beautiful," Amon playing with her hair. Robin managed a small smile,
"Robin, you saved my life, if I had never met you I would have been corrupted by my powers, you saved me from the darkness I had become, I had put up all these barriers around my heart, I thought my own mother had never loved me, that and with the training to become a hunter, I formed concrete walls with the razor wire at the top of those concrete walls so nothing could come in and nothing could escape, I love you Robin and I would have not been here today if it weren't for you teaching me to love and care again, I guess I was lost without you," Amon thinking about it. Robin laughed a little,
"It's funny, I felt lost when I thought you were dead, I felt like I had lost all ability to love and to care, I wanted to die to be with you but Nagira wouldn't allow me to lay down and die, so I pretended that you were okay, that we just got separated and you knew the plan, you knew where we were going to be, that you would meet up with us at some point, but you never came, you never showed up," Robin pouring her heart out to him. She buried her face in his shoulder,
"I came back to you Robin, I still found you when I had no memory, it just took me a little longer to find you, I'll always find my way back to you, I'm sorry you went through so much pain because of me," Amon closing his eyes and shedding tears of his own,
"You know I would never let anything bad happen to you," Amon's voice giving out on him.
"I was punishing myself because you were dead, I blamed myself because I had exhausted my powers and I didn't have enough to save you, I even tried to blast the debris before it fell on you, but only sparks flew," Robin mumbled.
"It's not your fault, if I hadn't taken some kind of action, you would have been killed, you had a purpose," Amon explained,
"You did too, you were my Adam, I punished myself because I didn't stay by your side, partners never leave each other behind and I shouldn't have left you," Robin crying harder.
"Robin, look at me," Amon raising her chin, green eyes met dark brown,
"You had no choice but to leave me, the cleanup crew would have found you and Solomon would know exactly where you were, he would have killed you himself if he had to, I am a better person because of you, you stayed alive just like I wanted you to," Amon's voice deep and ragged.
"I never gave up on you, if I had, I would have walked up to Solomon himself, I tried to move on, to forget the man that saved my life countless times before, but I couldn't, I loved you Amon, I will always be in love with you," Robin staring him down, Amon smirked,
"I will always love you Robin Sena," Amon kissing her lips gently. Slowly he picked her up as if she were a piece of glass that would break, he carried her to bed and gave her one of the t-shirts that Ashley had materialized for him, he walked into the bathroom to change, soon they were curled up one the bed together with the crimson drapes drawn.
"Amon," Robin having her head lying over his heart, listening to it beat.
"Yes Robin," Amon having his eyes closed, enjoying the serenity of their closeness,
"I'm scared, I've never, you know, made love with anyone before, I'm scared I won't make you happy and be a good wife, I'm scared I won't be a good mother," Robin freaking her own self out. Amon laughed,
"Robin, we have each other, we'll share the load, remember we are still partners, and partners have to have good communication or their mission will fail, we'll get all the parenting books, Shawna can give you some pointers, and besides, I've seen you with the kids around here, you are not going to fail, as for a good wife, you make me happy, I like helping you in the mornings, with fixing the coffee, and you can teach me how to cook so you don't have to do it all the time, and as for the making love part, it will hurt for your first time, but like I said I wouldn't let anything bad happen to you and until you get used to it I will be easy with you, its why they call it making love and to be honest with you I am a bit nervous too, I don't like hurting you, I want to pleasure you and I'm glad that I'm your first because I don't want to think of anyone being rough with you," Amon explained.
"But um, I want to pleasure you too and you've had all this experience with Touko," Robin softly.
"Robin, I never loved Touko, it was something we just needed, there wasn't any attachment, I'm not going to compare you with anyone, its your first time and I know that, it gets better with practice, I don't expect anything from you, look, I love you, and yeah to a guy sex is great, but I love you, its not about if you are good in bed or not, just don't worry about it, you have determination and when you put your mind to it, you can do anything, but our wedding night, its going to be about you, unless you want to do something to me," Amon explained to her.
"I like talking to you, you make everything clear to me, you calm my nerves," Robin giving him a kiss,
"Mmm, I never thought I could make someone calm before," Amon laughing a little.
"We've changed, come on, lets get some sleep," Robin smiling against his naked torso,
"Sounds like a good idea, goodnight my sweet angel," Amon pulling her closer,
"Goodnight my dark prince," Robin smiling and closing her eyes.
