The Perfect Bucket List

Chapter 29: Bitches

"You have a car?" I asked when we reached a red mustang parked in front of the building.

"No, my boyfriend left town for a week to visit his parents and lent me his baby" She took off the lock with her keys and we got in. "To the Big Ben, right?" I nodded.

"There's a café that also has a restaurant" I explained.

"Okay, to the café then, what's the magazine about?" I told her the story of the day we went to the Big Ben and the woman took the photo of us and said they would publish it in the magazine they sell there. "I really liked the place, besides the chocolate cake tastes awesome"

"I'm sure it does, but I can't eat cake" She sighed resignedly "I'm on a diet"

"Too bad… You know what's cool about the fact that I'm going to die?" I asked and she laughed.

"You don't have to do diets?"

"Exactly!" I gave her a smile "Lately I've been eating like a crazy lady and it doesn't matter"

"That's cool, but changing the subject ... You think I didn't notice the 'kiss on the cheek' Tobias gave you?" She made air quotes with one hand. I grinned like a fool at the memory.

"Oh Chris! I didn't tell you that we kissed!" I said in an almost-cry of emotion. She turned to see me with wide eyes for a second and then returned her gaze to the street "…several times"

"No! I don't believe you! Oh my god! Is he a good kisser?" She asked more excited than me "Now you two are totally going out!"

"No, not exactly, in fact we only shared a few hot kisses and ..." Now I felt silly for not having done it with him. I mean, how difficult could it be?

"OH, MY GOD! You had sex!" She stopped the car and just then I realized we had reached the cafeteria. "Let's go inside so you can tell me all about it. I need to know all the dirty details!"

"Okay…" I murmured. We got off the wonderful fancy car and she practically dragged me up inside, pulling my poor arm impatiently. We got to sit at the same table where I sat with Tobias the last time I was here.

"Okay, tell me! How was it the first time you kissed?" She made me tell her everything since the party, the dance, what he said before kissing me in the dancefloor, the wonderful first kiss between us and behaved as a concerned mother when I told her about the chest pain and when Tobias called our kiss "Bloody hell insignificant" (and yes, I will repeat it forever, I'm still not over it). She told me the same thing as Susan and that made me feel a little better about it. Together we cried with emotion when I told her about the romantic moment, but her face changed to one of frustration when I said I couldn't do it.

"Dumb ass!" She accused, staring at me with narrowed eyes.

"I know!" I covered my face "I was in panic"

"He wasn't mad at you; he was just frustrated because he was turned on"

"I don't know" I scoffed "Maybe he thinks I'm useless" Christina laughed.

"I don't think so, maybe he only thought you didn't want to do it with him and that's all, he won't try it again, I promise" I winced. "Unless he is very eager."
"It's not entirely my fault, I mean ... He bit my nipple" I said in the lowest voice so only she could hear. "He can't do that!"

"Double dumb ass!" She shook her head and laughed. I looked at her in disbelief.

"Does your boyfriend bite you there whenever he feels like it?"

"Yeah, I guess" I gave a sip to my coffee mug. I couldn't help feeling uncomfortable "It's normal ... I think"

"It didn't feel normal with Tobias; he took away what was left of my innocence"

"It feel weird talking about him like this and not feel like a psycho girlfriend, I mean, if you told me this a year ago I would've hate you" She said sincerely.

"If you hated me you wouldn't even know how dumbass I am"

"I would consider you a bitch" We laughed.

"I wish I were, everything would've gone better"

"EW, of course not, if you were a bitch Tobias would not be like that with you. Can't you tell? He obviously likes you… seriously."

"No…" I grimaced "Maybe he's just confused because he sees me every day; he is in love with another girl and I don't know who it is"

"What? Rita or another chick? Did he say what her name was?" She asked quickly.

"He only said she's beautiful and blah, blah, whatever, I will not torment myself with that, it's not even as if they're together or something, and the bitch doesn't even know that Tobias likes her"

"But it doesn't make sense" She grabbed her fork and brought a piece of lettuce to her mouth "He was like the most desirable boy in all Monttemery and all the girls wanted to be with him. Who can it be?" I shrugged. "It's stupid that he's not in love with you though" She admitted. Before I could answer her cell phone rang. She turned off what apparently was an alarm "Oh God, I forgot, I have to pick up my sister from her ballet class. Is it okay if we go out another day?"

"Sure" We paid the bill and walked to the stand where they were selling the magazine "This is so embarrassing" I shook my head when I looked at the picture.

"You look so cute" Christina exclaimed. They put the pic with the name "youthful love", and it looked good except for the fact that it screamed: I love this guy but he doesn't love me back!

We bought it and left the place. I couldn't answer what she said about him being in love with me, but it was a very obvious reason and I knew that he wasn't entirely indifferent to me. But how was he going to fall in love with me? I would not live more than a few months and was definitely not the best choice as to fall in love with or having a relationship.

She parked the car in front the building, we said goodbye to each other and she left quickly to pick up her sister. I walked inside, thinking about Tobias's girl, he said that she didn't know that he loved her but that doesn't mean that she doesn't love him back. And I couldn't say that Tobias was the kind of boy that realizes when someone has feelings for him. I had been in love with him for about two months and he hadn't noticed.

I pulled the key from my purse and opened the door; it was strange for me not to see Tobias in the room or watching television. I left my purse in the living room and heard a faint sound. I walked into the room where he surely was watching a movie or playing videogames with Uriah or something. But as I approached I realized that the "sound" was not shooting from a videogame, they were the moans of a girl.

"Oh, Tobias!" The Giraffe screamed from inside the room. And I knew it was her because of the damn squeaky voice she has. I closed my eyes shut and held the urge to scream with rage. He wouldn't fall in love with a girl like her but he can have sex. If I didn't die because of my illness, I would die because bitchy Rita would end up killing me with rage.

Thank god I didn't do it with Tobias! Of course the stupid boy was just turned on and looking for someone to fuck, since I didn't want to, he called the other slut who opens her legs in a second.

I covered my ears with my hands to stop myself from listening to the disgusting sounds coming from inside the room and left the apartment, it was the best I could do at that time. I closed the door and sat leaning against it, at least I wouldn't get lost or hear the howls of the stupid Giraffe.

And although I didn't want to, the tears came out of my eyes one after another without being able to control them; I couldn't believe Tobias could be that way. Of course all the boys like having sex and all that shit but using me only because he wanted to fuck? Come on, we're supposed to be best friends that love each other; he can't go and kiss me only because he was craving sex! And what is that of hooking up with Rita in the same bed we slept together? I know it's his house and everything and he can do anything he wants with it but I deserve a little respect! Now that bed would be prohibited for me, I would never be able to sleep peacefully again thinking about what happened there.

I wanted to hit Tobias so bad! I would've liked to be a man and give him what he deserved. I know could never hurt him but thinking about it at the time made me feel better. Couldn't he stand the urge? He would have all the time in the world a few months from now!

I wiped the tears with my hands and hid my face between my knees. How long does it take to have sex?

"Tris?" A voice asked me. I lifted my head and stared at a concerned Uriah. "Feeling bad again? Why are you crying? What happened?"

"Nothing" I said quietly "Tobias is inside "doing" it with Rita"

"Doing it? You mean…" I nodded before he said it. I was acting like a crybaby. "Son of a bitch, he is stupidest boy I know" He complained as he sat beside me. "Did he tell you?"

"No, he doesn't even know I'm here, I went inside and listened to the moaning bitch, and I preferred to come here"

"I hate her so much" I was confused for his complaint. "She's a bitch, and I don't want to offend her but she is, she sleeps with Tobias, her boyfriend, Max and Eric, and the worst thing about it is that they know but they don't care"

"What?" It took me a moment to process all this information "Really?"

"Yeah, and Tobias is going to get something if she keeps doing it with her"

"It's his life" I shrugged "He can do anything he wants with it"

"He's not going to do whatever he wants" He pulled out his cellphone and dialed Tobias's number.

"He's not going to answer, he's busy"

"He always answers, I will put him on speaker" The phone rang three times.

"What the hell do you want?!" Tobias answered with a hoarse voice.

"I need you to stop fucking with Rita and come open up the door for us"

"Us? Who is with you?"

"Tris…"

"What? Is she with you?" He asked with a worried voice. "She has keys"

"I know, she went in and heard unpleasant things" Said Uriah. "We don't want to hear anything so come open the door"

"What the fuck? You are so stupid!"

"You are the stupid and you know it!" Uriah replied with a frown and hung up. I wiped my eyes so that there was no trace of tears, I didn't want the humiliation of watching Rita walking out of the room with a triumphant smile on her bitchy face. Uriah put his hand on my cheek and wiped my eyes with more finesse than myself. "Don't cry over nothing, she's just a slut" I smiled and felt how he gave mild blows to my eyes.

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