March 10, 2015

Monique is gone. She didn't even tell me she was leaving. I had to ask Jason where she was when I couldn't find her at dinner. Why didn't she say anything?

She's been so busy with extra classes. And I thought she would need space after Nathan. Cocytus! Would she have stayed at camp if I had been a better friend?

Doesn't she know how dangerous it will be for her to go back? Anything could happen.

Evelyn is off in England for some sort of vacation. Now Monique is gone. Tristan and Angela are holding hands under the table at lunch. I don't even know when that happened, but it makes my stomach twist to see them like that. I guess I should be happy for them? But it just feels… weird. I don't know. Everything is a mess.

I can't stay here anymore.