If she knew everything she could try to stop the really bad things or fix the things she could without breaking the future but it was exhausting which is a hard feat for someone who doesn't sleep.

Stopping the bad things could reck the future and that just wouldn't do, so instead of messing with her own head she was going to get a volunteer to do it for her.

"Cass! I need your help." She yelled this into the empty meadow, of course her angel appeared next to her. He wasn't in his usual great mood and he only smiled slightly when he saw her.

"What is it?" So informal obviously he was mad at her but that didn't matter right now.

"I know way to much Cass I want you to take it away," She already decided all of this and didn't want to debate about it. Cass just looked at her, he had taken things from her head before, by request or for his own reasons, but he never liked doing it.

"Are you sure Jo? You know missing memories is a good way to get caught."He knew she was hiding her power from the boys and that she didn't want them to think of her as a freak so it was the only way. He also knew that if she went back to them without remembering where she'd been, they might want to find out and investigate, if they did that they would find out things they didn't want to know.

"Of course I know that Cass-Cass, its just different this time, I want to stop the things I know about but it could quite literally end the world. So, its best if I don't have the temptation." She already thought about this and figured out what she wanted to do about it, though she knew she would have to convince him as well. Thankfully he knew that once her mind was made up it was damn hard to change it. So instead of protesting further he put his hand to her forehead and was swept into her mind.

Some peoples minds are like books with words scrolling constantly, other people have visuals pictures unorganized and scattered. Jo's mind was a series of doors, not a natural thing, she spent some time in her own head organizing it and locking away things she didn't like. His first task was finding the right door. Now when your in someones mind you can't just open random doors and unleash any number of things on her conscious mind. Thankfully most of the doors were labeled, mostly sarcastic labels but he could decipher what they meant. He figured "World Changing Shit I Don't Want To Know," was probably a good bet. He opened the door mentally and stepped through into a world way different than the one he was used to. For one thing he was interacting with humans, for another their were 3 neflium around the table.

It appeared to be a bunker of some sort complete with a world map on the table and books lining every shelf around the sides. Sitting at the table were 3 people he recognized and 4 he didn't. For the sake of ease i'll just tell you the names.

Dean sat a crossed from Sam who sat next to Jo, who was holding Holli on her lap. Jack was next to Dean crossed from Mary and Cass. Seeing himself in this strange almost family setting was slightly unsettling but he wasn't here to gawk at himself.

He moved the scene an erased this memory, he continued on through them trying not to pay too much attention to them. It burdened her to know so it undoubtably would burden him. As he moved he couldn't stop thinking about that family scene, he was with those people and they seemed happy, laughing and throwing food a crossed the table, she was probably thinking about that one because it was the goal, its where she wanted to be and so she would sacrifice knowledge to have happiness.

When all of them were erased he started to back out but alarms were blaring in her head, and he was suddenly stopped. He couldn't move. The mind version of Jo walked into her own door in her own head. Thats a strange sentence... anyways.

"I want to make a deal with you Castiel." She looked different darker somehow, it was strange seeing someone in their own head but he could tell this wasn't the part of Jo he had been discussing with a moment ago.

"I do not know who you are." He didn't want to communicate with other parts of this girl. Maybe you've heard of multiple personality disorder and it was a bit like that this version of her was one from the future who knew the future things where as the one he talked to was still from the past. He was sure there was more, a Jo that likes to murder babies, a Jo that isn't keeping secrets, maybe even a Jo that loved him.

"It doesn't matter who I am, I know whats best for us and I can't let you leave with those memories, they can't be all gone. I built several walls in a different section of her mind if you'll follow me we can put the memories there." She walked out giving him no choice but to follow would her unconscious future mind try to stop him from getting rid of her burden? She walked to a different door this one labeled "Physic Stuff." She stopped in front of it and held out her hand.

"Memories." This was a demand and even though it was only a small part of Jo talking to him now, he still had to follow her orders. He pushed meant to erase them but things like that don't happen so he had to carry them. He imagined them as a glowing ball of light so they manifested that way and he put them in her hand. She swung around, opened the door and threw the ball in, then slammed it with finality and disappeared. He stood there for a second puzzling but he knew he would have bigger problems when he got out of her head. He stepped out.

When she opened her eyes Cass was right in front of her with both hands on her face. She stepped away quickly. He opened his eyes too and looked at her apologetically.

"Where am I?" She looked around and then at him accusingly. When he took her memory he also took everything that happened after she heard the woman pray to her. So in her mind she just went straight from her hotel room with her brothers, to this meadow with Cass.

"Our meadow I believe. You needed me to erase some of your memories." He was very sincere so she believed him but was puzzled by her own motivation.

"But I'm not talking to you, why would I ask you to erase them?"

"I suppose you do not have any other angles at your beck and call."That was a lie she could have summoned any of them she chose and forced them to do it. Truthfully when she had the weight of the worlds knowledge she wanted him to do it and was on speaking terms with him because in the grand scheme of things, their argument was so small it didn't even register. She rolled her eyes at that.

"How long have I been gone then?" That wasn't a question he wanted to answer.

"About a month." It had been that long. Taking memories wasn't a one hour task, they were actually standing completely stationary for a full week. Right now Dean and Sam were investigating

"A month... okay I am so dead." She knew how Holli would react to that kind of missing. She also knew her brothers would be furious and her father probably wouldn't care. Despite all of that she wasn't angry at him, she knew herself well enough to be mad at only her.

"I think it will be fine, you left a note the will understand." He was trying to comfort her and it would have worked had she not known exactly how they would be. She figured she should see Holli before she lit the world on fire looking for her.

"No not all of them won't, you don't know Holli she's probably been arrested by now." When Cass said a month she figured she was here or otherwise with him for that whole time.

"No you saw her, we've only been in this clearing for about a week." He didn't want her to storm in like she'd been gone a year and then be disappointed. It was maybe a good thing how much he cared about her.

"Oh..." Suddenly she fell to the ground and her eyes went pure white. Cass yelled her name and caught her but she didn't move for 3 whole minutes, in her head she saw one of her brothers get his heart ripped out of his chest.