Here's chapter 29, enjoy! review please, another short chapter but I promise next one will be a big one xx
Bella's POV
I had experienced alot of pain in my life but right now was the worst I had felt in a long time. Every single part of my body ached painfully and I could hardly move without pain radiating throughout my body. I could feel that my eyes were swollen and I could smell blood, it was making me want to pass out all over again. This was probably the worst Charlie had ever beaten me before and I knew if I did get out of this alive, I would be sore for a long time. I had atleast a couple of broken ribs and I was sure from the pain I had in my wrist that it was broken.
It certainly didn't help the pain that my hands are tied tightly behind my back. I was laying on a hard cold floor and it was only lit by a small lamp in the corner. It smells absolutely digusting and their are cobwebs absoultely everywhere.
Charlie was nowhere to be seen which was a good thing. I don't think my body could put up with much more of his beatings but no matter how hard it got I wouldn't give up. I would survive as long as I could. He had hurt me for too long to just give up now.
I had survived for six years, i wouldn't let this be the end now after all that pain. I just had to hope that the police or edward and his family found me before he took this too far. I was definitely right about one thing he was going to drag this out and cause me as much pain as possible.
I closed my eyes and pictured edward's face. His beautiful eyes, pale face and his loving words the past two weeks flowed through my mind and kept me from giving up hope. They had promised to protect me and I hoped with everything in me that they keep to that promise. I needed them to save me now more than ever before.
I had to hold on as long as I could. They had took me and risked their lives to protect me and I wouldn't let that be for nothing. Remembering Charlie's words from earlier sent a spark of fear through my body. I couldn't let him hurt them. He was right I had been so stupid. I should of never got them involved. I had put their lives in danger just to save mine how selfish was I really!
They were such nice people and I had done nothing but cause them trouble. I didn't deserve them. I didn't deserve to be happy. Why did I ever let myself believe that I could ever be happy. I had always wanted to have a loving family and I had finally got that and now it was once again being ripped away from me.
Why did this keep happening? What did I do that was so bad to make me deserve this sort of misery? Was I really that bad of a person? Did I deserve to die?
Images of everything that had happened this past week flashed through my mind. They had showed me how good life could be and what a family is supposed to be like. Picturing each of their faces made the tears begin to fall all over again. I missed them already.
Esme and her loving nature who reminded me how much I missed a mothers touch and who showed me that I had hope of a good life. Carlisle who was more like a father to me than Charlie had ever be. He had taken care of me and showed me that a father is supposed love and protect his children instead of hitting them.
Alice and her bouncy energy. She could always make you smile and she was the first friend I had made in years and my new sister and I loved her like one. Jasper although we hadn't spent loads of time together he was still there for me just like a brother and I knew I could rely on him if I ever needed him.
Emmett, although big and muscly in appearance was really like a big teddy bear who came out with the most inappropriate things but could have you laughing within minutes. He had cheered me up on more than one occasion this past couple of weeks. Rosalie even through we didn't click at first she understood how in a way I felt and she was there when I needed to talk.
And most of all Edward. He was my hero and without him I don't have a clue what I would of done. He was there through everything. He alongside Carlisle was the one to save my life that night. He had held me to him when I needed comfort and let me cry when I needed to. He had been there to talk to, to laugh and smile with. I loved him and will always love him.
I wanted nothing more than to be at home with him curled up in his arms. I wanted to feel his cold lips kiss mine. I wanted to smell his scent. I wanted him to save me. I wasn't ready to die. Please hurry edward I need you, I begged in my head wishing that he could somehow hear me. I don't know how long I laided there and cried but eventually my body took over and I fell into darkness once again.
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Edward's POV
I ran to my car as fast as I could and speed away from school. I pulled out my phone and phoned the home knowing Carlisle was off today and would be home with Esme. The phone answered after the second ring.
'Hello?' Came Carlisle's voice.
'Carlisle its edward, its Bella' I told him in a rush that I wasn't sure even he would understand.
'Whats happened son? Is she okay?' He asked trying to remain calm but you could clearly hear the panic in his voice. He really loved Bella as his own daughter and they had grown quite close.
'I don't know she went to the toilet during one of the lessons and after ten minutes I started getting worried as she hadn't come back so I went looking for her and she's no where to be found and I can smell Charlie's scent. He has her Carlisle' I told him truly panicing now. I heard an gasp of shock in the background.
'Calm down son, its going to be okay. We'll find her I promise. We will do everything we can to find her.' He said. I know he will do everything in his power to help find her its just who he is as a person and I know he cared about Bella just as much as the rest of us.
'Thank you Carlisle. Im on my way home now. I'm going to see if we can get her mobile tracked im sure she has it with her still.' I told him.
'Okay you do that son and ill see what I can do from here. Don't worry we will find her edward I promise' he said before hanging up. I hoped more than anything that his words were true I needed her more than life itself.
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