Twenty-nine

"Felicity get up it's midday," I heard someone say. I pulled the cover over my head pulling it tightly, I didn't want to talk to anyone or wake up, "wow she really is grumpy."

"Shut up Freya and get out of my room!" I snapped annoyed. I rolled over facing the wall hoping if I ignored her long enough she would get the point and go away. I felt her poke me and frowned. I sat up pulling the covers off my head putting my hands up in front of me as I did something exploded and I screamed. I looked to see Freya and Lydia stood there, "did I do that?"

"What was that explosion?!" Mom shouted. "Felicity that better not be your sister in replace of an alarm clock!"

I looked at my hands I didn't know what to do with them I looked at my sister to see she had pushed Lydia out the way slightly, she came forward and grabbed my hands straightening them out, "I think we've just seen one of your powers," Freya explained. She pressed them together and grabbed some tape from my desk and taped them together, "erm we should go to mom." She nodded. "Mom can figure this out."

I climbed out of bed and we made our way downstairs mom was in the office, "why are you hands tied together?" Mom asked.

"That's a good question," Freya mumbled.

I looked at the window and bit my lip this was not going to be so fun in telling my parents that I could know magically explode things, a whole new set of rules was going to be needed in this house now. "Boo!" Someone shouted. My hands ripped out the tape as I turned around in shock as I did something exploded, "Felicity duck!" I turned around to see glass flying towards me I put my hands in front of my face as it came towards me. I squeezed my eyes shut flinching but nothing ever hit me I cracked open an eye to see everything frozen in mid air. "Move away from the glass."

I moved out the way and stood next to my dad a second later the glass dropped to the floor, "What the hell is happening?!" I asked grabbing my hair.

"I think you blew something up and then froze time," mom said.

I laughed and looked at her, "oh my god you are serious," I whispered my eyes wide. I walked out the office and made my way to my room and shut the door sitting at my desk not even a moment later it opened mom stood there, "I think you should stay out of my room."

"Felicity I'm your mother and right now you need your mom not to be locked in your room scared of your powers," she said, I frowned slightly, "how did I know? I'm your mom it's my job to know how my daughters are feeling. Your powers are tied to your emotions you must remember that, it is key to learning control."

"Mom not being funny but the rest of our family are werewolves and I'm the abnormal one who is a witch," I said flatly. "I'm the odd one out here so you have no idea how I am feeling right now, I have powers and we don't know when they stop, we already know I can do something with wind. Now I can freeze time and blow stuff up to, what's next thunderstorms?" I shook my head and turned away from her, "you don't know what I'm feeling."

She walked into my room and stood behind my chair and began playing with my hair, "I don't think you being a witch makes you odd one out, in fact it makes you special," she said softly. She grabbed my brush and began to brush my hair and soon enough she was platting it, "you think your powers are a burden because you refuse to accept them, and with it comes control. We are supernatural people, yes your sister your father are all born wolves, I wasn't born a wolf, in fact I had to be bitten for it to save my life, I was human. Comparing ourselves to others doesn't make it better, your powers are who you are and you have to accept them. You managed to heal yourself and Freya isn't that magical?"

"It's not dangerous then," I whispered. I couldn't help but feel so self-conscious, mom placed a bobble at the end of my hair and placed it over my shoulder.

"I always loved your hair a lot thicker than Freya's was," mom said. "Honey magic ins't dangerous not when it's controlled, I told you to find a balance for you and Freya now you need to find a balance within yourself." She leaned down and kissed my head, "and think you got your magic from someone in our family. I stopped you from being with Derek because I didn't think you could handle a bombshell like magic right now. I was wrong."

I shook my head, "you were right," I said quietly. "I magically threw you down some stairs, I blew a whole into my wall and I blew up the window in the office, I can't do this, I can't have these powers."

"Yes you can," mom said. She bent down to my level and grabbed my hand as soon as she did flashes began appearing in my head, there was my mom she had touched her stomach and the flashes began throwing her head, I blinked and shook my head I opened my eyes and saw mom sitting in front of me confused. "What's wrong?"

"You knew?" I asked confused. "I just had a vision of you having a vision you were pregnant."

Mom nodded, "I got a vision when I was pregnant and because you were twins I had no idea which of you it was until you were 3." Mom sat on the bed and turned my chair to face her and put her feet up on the edges as I looked at her. "You and Freya were outside playing and we heard a scream your father and I ran outside and you had made Freya float in the air."

"I hurt Freya?" I asked shocked.

"No," mom laughed. "Freya was laughing an encouraging you to do it again, you two didn't seem afraid of your magic. Your father and I were petrified we went to someone who would bind your powers so you could have a normal childhood." I sighed, "I thought you needed a normal childhood not a magical one, only the witch who binded your powers says other than her only one more thing could break it."

"Love," I said quietly.

"Not just any love," mom smiled. "True love."

"How would you know Derek would be as you say true love?" I asked raising an eyebrow. "I mean other than the fact now my powers are activated."

"I had a feeling," mom shrugged. "Just the way you looked at him and he you."

I nodded, "you really think I can handle this?" I asked.

"Felicity you've kept this whole thing with Freya a secret for a year!" Mom said shocked. "You've been trying to help her and have faced so much, I know you can face this too. I know you can control your magic you just have to believe. Believe in yourself." She pressed her finger on my chest, "you need to believe you can do it. Because I believe in you." She pressed her lips to my forehead her lips lingered against my head and I closed my eyes.

"I love you mom," I told her. "Also sorry about the wall and the window."

"This is why I didn't want you to have magic when you were a child," mom said. I nodded I grabbed my bag and pulled out the mac and mom raised an eyebrow, "your boyfriend spoils you too much." I laughed and shook my head slightly, "I guess that is better than him not treating you at all. Don't break it."

"I think he got warranty out," I admitted sheepishly. "Mom did you fall in love when you was in school?"

"I did not with your father though, I met him in college, but just because it didn't work for me or anybody else who has had first loves in high school doesn't mean it won't work for you." Mom stood up and made her way out my room, "it doesn't hurt to open up to me or your dad either. We aren't Freya who can read your mind."

I laughed, Freya could barely read my mind she struggled to do it unlike me who had entered her mind many times. I laid on my bed and turned on my laptop and began doing the rest of my assignments. "Hey," I heard someone say I turned to see Lydia stood there.

"Hey you can come in," I said. She came in and sat on my bed, "sorry you had to see my little freakout."

"Liss I've had many meltdowns like that I'm a banshee," she said. "It's cool, believe me you'll have many more like that. Did you enjoy your day at Derek's?"

"Yes but not in the way you mean," I laughed. "I worked and he worked there was no hanky panky."

She laughed, "I figured after the talk you would have made a little progress with that."

"I was there to walk and concentrate on my work," I told her. "Derek and I are just we do things in our own pace and we are okay with how it is going." I looked at her, "but who knows. I don't think I really should if I have magic happening and I can't control it, I may accidently blow him up."

Lydia laughed, "sorry I'm just imagining Derek in pieces," she said with a grin. "You shouldn't worry he heals fast."

I climbed out of bed trying to not make much noise, I sneaked downstairs trying to be quiet as possible, I reached the front door and heard a cough I jumped a mile and turned around. Freya was sat on the sofa, "tut tut tut sneaking out," she teased.

I opened the front door and Scott was stood there, I turned back to Freya, "tut tut tut sneaking people in," I smirked. Scott walked in and over to Freya, "you cover for me and I'll cover for you?"

"Agreed," she nodded. "Have fun."

I closed the door quietly behind me and ran down the road, I saw Derek's car at the end of the road, I opened the door and got in closing it behind me. I turned to face him and kissed him softly, "hi," I said happily. "I missed you today."

"Me too, is there a time I need to get you back for?" He asked.

"Nope Freya is covering," I laughed. "You have me the whole night." I bit my lip and put my belt on. He drove us back to his loft and we walked in, "is everyone out tonight?"

"Yes," he whispered.

I walked forward and pulled my jacket off throwing it to the floor, I bit my lip as I looked at him. I placed my hands on his chest and looked up at him, he placed his hand on the back of my neck, I leaned up and kissed him softly, I deepened the kiss pulling him closer he placed his arms under my bottom and began to lift me I wrapped my legs around his waist. I let go of his neck and pulled his shirt over his head and dropped it onto the floor I placed my hands on his chest and trailed my fingers up and down his chest. I trailed my lips down his neck and over his chest kissing him, I felt his hand grabbed the bottom of my top pulling it off, he let out a moan as dropped it to the floor.

"What are you doing to me?" He asked, his fingers traced the top of my lacy bra. I shivered biting my lip, my back hit the bed gently and he let go of my bottom, "are you sure you want this?"

"Derek," I whispered. "I wouldn't be here if I wasn't. I trust you and I want my first time to be with you." I wrapped my legs back around his waist and grinded myself on him, I pressed my lips to his. I grabbed onto his jeans and unbuttoned them pulling them down his lips left mine and trailed down my neck he began sucking and I moaned slightly, I felt a fang dig into my skin slightly, I pulled away and felt my neck.

He noticed straight away and moved my finger out the way, "sorry," he mumbled. He leaned down and licked where he bit I frowned slightly, he then sucked the wound and I couldn't help but giggle it felt so weird.

"I thought you was a werewolf not a vampire," I teased.

His lips left my neck and he hovered over me, "lost control for a minute there." I couldn't help but be slightly surprised. "Yes Felicity I still loose control with you." I giggled, his hands snaked around my back as he unclipped my bra throwing it to the floor, my boobs were left free he sucked on them and I moaned biting my lip. I reached down and entering his boxes and took held of him and began stroking him, he grunted, his hands moved down my body, his fingers felt so soft it felt like a feather was touching me, I shivered and bit my lip. I felt him pull my leggings and panties down together his fingers lightly passed over my stomach and inserted a finger inside me I squirmed moaning it felt weird. I digged my nails into him as he quickened the pace, he winced and I realised he was still holding his erection. I pulled his boxes off and looked down my mouth dropped open in shock. He was huge.

"You'll expand," he said softly. I looked at up at him as he was hovering back over me, "it will hurt for a little bit but you should get used to it. Are you sure?"

"Stop asking," I whispered. I leaned forward and kissed him softly, I wrapped my arms around him tightly and deepened the kiss "I'm sure. I trust you."

He removed his fingers from me and licked them, he placed himself at my entrance, he interlinked our fingers and held my hand, "You ready?" He asked. I rolled my eyes he was being annoying, "it amazes me that you can still find me annoying even like this."

I smiled sheepishly, he entered me and I let out a scream the pain hurt either that or I was a sucker for pain. I bit on my lip and I felt blood, Derek leaned down and kissed me softly he had stilled inside me, "does it usually hurt?" I asked breathlessly.

He stroked my cheek and kissed me softly, "first times usually do," he said softly. I pressed my lips up to his and kissed him softly, "tell me when it feels more comfortable."

"Feels weird," I mumbled. He moved inside me and I moaned, "it's okay." He pushed inside me further and I bit my lip, it felt weird but a good weird. I kissed him and he began moving inside me fast, I grabbed onto his arms and squeezed them my nails digging into him. He pressed his body against mine but managing to keep most of his weight off me.

"Are you on the pill or anything?" He asked.

"No," I said shaking my head. He pulled out of me and reached over to the bedside table, he pulled out a condom and ripped the packet in half, I sat up looking at him on my elbows he placed the condom at the tip and unrolled it onto himself. He entered me with a groan and I squirmed under him, "that feels weird."

He laughed, "well I'd rather one of these annoying things then get you knocked up," he chuckled. I pressed my lips to his and kissed him softly, I wrapped my legs around his waist pushing him further into me.

I moaned my whole body was tingling it was a feeling I had never felt before, I squeezed his arms tightly I placed my mouth against his shoulder and bit down as I felt my whole body began to shudder and shake as I came. I let go of his arms and my hands dropped to the side as they did I jumped a mile. Derek turned around and looked to see one of his chairs blown up.

"Sorry," I mumbled breathlessly. "New powers." I pushed him onto his back and I rolled with him. He was still inside me and I sat up placing my hands on his chest. My hair was in front of my face all over the place and he brushed my hair out my face.

"You have no idea how sexy you look right now," he said softly. I grinded myself against him and I lifted myself up and back down on him, he groaned. He pulled me to lay on top of him and crashed his lips to mine deepening the kiss. I felt him stiffen inside me and he groaned. I bit my lip he sounded so sexy. I pulled myself off him and he took the condom off throwing it in the trash. Derek pulled the quilt over us and pulled me closer to him.