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The next morning I awoke around four in the morning. I got out of bed and finished packing Jesse's stuff. I decided I would bring it over now sense I had nothing better to do. I walked over to his house and placed his stuff down so I could look under the rock for the key. I unlocked the door and put the key back, picking up his stuff and opening the door stepping inside. I looked around the living room.
Flashback
"You know I like you. It's obvious. So why are we not together?" Jesse asked.
"Ummm...I have a boyfriend dummy." I giggled.
"So..." He leaned in and we shared our first kiss. I pulled away and he shook his head looking away.
"Jesse, what's up with you lately? You have been acting really...weird." I asked.
"You promise you won't get mad?"
"Jesse just tell me." I said.
"I don't like him."
"What? Why?" I asked getting up.
"I...I just...He's just not a nice guy Colleen."
"That's funny Jesse. Are we talking about the same guy?"
"I'm being totally serious!"
"So am I Jesse. I want you to like my boyfriend. I can't be friends with someone who doesn't like him!" I shouted going upstairs to get my sweatshirt.
Flashback Ends.
I shook my head. 'Why did he have to do this?' I thought walking upstairs. I got up to the top of the stairs.
Flashback
"I know. It made no sense to you. We can't explain it, you just do it." I said.
"That's what she said." Jesse said chuckling. I smacked him trying not to laugh.
"You are SO SO wrong! That is not what I meant!" I said.
Flashback Ends.
'Oh my god! Stop!' I thought. I shook it off and walked to his room. I stopped at the door before walking into it and I took a dee breath. I opened the door put the box down and stood there. I looked around.
Flashback
"I have a request." Jesse said.
"Ut-oh." I said. He smiled.
"I think you should come with me." I looked at him confused.
"California." My eyes widened.
"For what and how long?"
"I have to record some of the tracks for my new CD and write some music. Do some shows." he said. "...Its for 4 months." He mumbled. I looked at him. "What?" he asked.
"Are you asking me to move in with you?" I asked surprised. He looked out the window for a second then tightened his grasp.
"What if I am?" I thought for a minute.
"Well...How are we separating the closet because my shoes are totally coming with me." I said. He smiled and kissed me.
"You can have the bigger side." he said pulling away. I giggled.
"Aww you're too good to me."
Flashback Ends
A tear slid down my cheek. I saw some of my clothes on the floor by his bed. I went over picked them up and folded them placing them on his bed for now. I looked around again and saw he had pictures of me and him on his wall. I went over and took them off placing them on his computer desk. I accidently shook the mouse and a picture of me popped up. I changed his back ground and thought about what else there was. I went into his closet and found a little shoe box. I opened it, it had tons of stuff in it. I opened a folded letter...
Katie,
I know we've been going out for a couple months now but the truth is, I don't know if I really have feelings for you, I like someone else...
He did not finish it. There was another one. I opened it. It wasn't addressed to anyone.
6-3-05
We're still not dating. I guess you can say I have had a crush on her for 8 years now, ever sense her 9th birthday party. I want to tell her sooo bad. But I know she doesn't feel the same. She's going out with some guy now, he's an ass. Her birthday's coming up in a month and three days but he won't give her anything. I swear I'm going to love this girl forever and she will never know how much. We say we love each other but I think she means it as a joke. Her mom scared us the other day, she said that they were moving, she was just joking but I didn't find it funny. If I ever lost Colleen Corbin, I would die.
If only he knew how wrong that letter was. 'He had a crush on me for 8 years and didn't even tell me, is he and idiot? Well I guess his feelings changed.' I took out a picture he had in the box. It was the same one on my night stand. I smiled slightly while putting everything back in the box and closing it. I went into the bathroom to get my hairbrush and toothbrush but something in the bath tub caught my eye. It was the message I wrote in there before we left. I sat on the edge of the tub and turned the water on watching the soap form bubbles. I started to rinse it out. I was crying. It was starting to sink in that Jesse and I were no longer together.
"So what are you now, my maid?" Someone asked from the doorway. I knew that voice. I wiped my eyes and sniffled lightly so he wouldn't know I was crying. I looked over my shoulder and smiled.
"Yeah, I'll make your bed next if you want me to." I said.
"No, it's all good. What are you doing cleaning my bathtub at 4 in the morning?" He asked shutting the water off.
"I went t sleep as soon as I hung up with Lea. I woke up early and had nothing to do so I decided to bring your stuff over."
"You didn't have to. I mean it's not like it won't wind up over there next week." He said as I stood up.
"Not your clothes, no." I said picking up my hairbrush and toothbrush again and walking past him. He knew what I meant by that.
"We're not ending on that note. We're not ending at all..." He said following me.
"Oh were not?" I asked with attitude tuning around to face him. He went to say something but I cut him off. "...I think I get to make that decision. You made yours."
"I did not make mine Colleen..." I looked away from him.
"Jesse, the second you touched her..." I said looking back at him. "...thats when you decided."
"No. I've wanted this for way to long...you're never going to know how much you mean to me."
"Long, Jesse? How long is that?!"
"July 6th, 19fucking97 Colleen!"
'Ughh! Here comes the tears again!' I thought as he yelled.
"I remember that fucking night every night before I go to sleep, You told me you loved me, yeah we were young but It meant a hell of a lot more to me then a little 9 year old could imagine..."
"Don't do this to me! Don't make me feel guilty! This..." I interuppted him picking all my stuff up from his bed. "..This is not MY fault. I loved you and I told you I would never cheat on you and you swore if I did, you would end us. So, don't tell me I'm doing the wrong thing!"
"You don't understand! If you ever cheated on me I wouldn't have the balls to brake up with you, I might kill the guy, but you don't get that I will literally die without you! It hurts to much!" I shook my head.
"Not as much as you hurt me. You know I always cared about you and what I'm about to say will surprise you. I couldn't care any less about what your feelings are right now. You broke me and once again I was right. I had my doubts about dating you. I trusted you, with everything. I believed in you. I even slept with you, but none of that meant anything to you so I hope your happy..." I saw tears fall from his eyes. "...I hope you and Katie have a wonderful life together Jesse." I mumbled walking past him.
"I'm not with her. I'm with you." He said not turning around while I opened the door.
"Keep thinking that Jess. I wish it were still true." I said wiping my tears. "...When you get back, call me. We'll hang out but I'm not promising I won't have a new boyfriend." I said walking down the stairs.
"Don't do that!" He shouted as I approached the front door.
"Just go back to Cali. Good luck with the new album Jess." I said. I gave him a smile and walked out the door.
I woke up the next morning and got ready for school. I wasn't looking forward to sitting around the house all day wallowing like I did the previous afternoon so I chose to go to school. I got ready waited for Cienna and Matt. Matt came down first, crying.
"Hey buddy. What's wrong?" I asked hugging him.
"Mommy won't let me stay home and I don't feel good." He said. He really did look sick. I felt his forehead.
"You have a fever. But it's mommy's rules, do you need a ride?"
"No. Mommy takes me now that Jesse is gone." I nodded. "How's Timmy? How ing till they get back?"
"Timmy is good. 3 more months."
"God it's been forever sense I seen him." He said. I smiled. Cienna came down.
"Ready?" I asked standing.
"Yup." She said.
"Bye Matt. See you later. Love you." I said hugging him.
"Bye Leenah. Love you too." Cienna and I got in my car and drove to Starbucks. We got our coffee and were off to school.
"This feels weird. We don't have Lea or Shay with us but were back on our old schedule." Cienna said as I drove.
"Yeah, I know what you mean." We parked in the parking lot. My door flung open to reveal Shanna.
"Colleen Corbin! What are you doing here?" She asked hugging me as I got out. "Where's Jesse?" She asked.
"California?" I pulled back with a laugh. "Remember?" I asked. She was looking at me weird.
"I mean, why aren't you there?" She asked with a smile. I shrugged.
"He cheated on me." I walked past her like it was no big deal. I was done crying about it. I heard her do a sarcastic laugh.
"Are you kidding me?!" She yelled trying to catch up with me.
"Nope."
"Did you catch him?" She asked.
"God no. Ew." I said.
"Paparazzi?"
"He told me." I said.
"And your ok with this?" She asked.
"Umm no. But I'm not gonna take away more of my time for him. I already wasted 19 years of my life for him."
"Colleen, don't say that. Those were the best 19 years of your life and you know it."
"Not if I make them everything they can be." I said stopping at the table. "Hey guys."
"Hey. Where's Jesse?" They questioned.
"I can't be the only one telling you this." I said looking at them.
"Jesse hasn't picked up any of our calls lately. We've been getting worried."
"Don't worry. He's fine." I said.
"Where is he?" Matt asked.
"California." I said.
"Why aren't you there with him?" Chris asked.
"I came home." I said.
"Obviously. Why?" Frankie asked.
"We broke up." I said.
"What!?! You guy's were perfect together!" Chris said.
"Yeah that's what I thought but I guess we were wrong." I said.
"Dude I remember Jesse always coming to practice talking about you. Saying if he ever got you he'd never let go." Matt said.
"Yeah, me too bro." Chris said as the bell rang.
"Alright baby cuz, now if you need anything, you let me no..." Frankie said wrapping an arm around my shoulder.
"I don't need you to kill him or anything Frankie." I giggled.
"You sure?" He asked.
"I'm sure." I giggled, nodding.
"Ok see you in later." He said giving me a hug and walking off to his locker. I got a lot of 'Hey, welcome back's' as I was putting in my combination to my locker. I got it opened, got my books and went to first. Second period was math and it had my 'group' in it. Dream Street, Shanna, Ryan...It had everyone.
"Ok. take out a piece of paper and a number 2 pencil. We have a test to take." Mr. Tridal, my math teacher, announced.
"Do we havve tooo?" Matt whined.
"Can't you just give us hundreds Mr.T." Chris said.
"No. You need to do it." Mr.T said.
"That's what she said." I said making the whole class burst out laughing.
"Miss. Corbin, it's good to know your back. You have made your presence now I must make mine, how do I do this? I suppose I could write you up?"
"I'm shutting up." I said. The class door opened, seeing distracted by that I leaned over and back towards everyone. They focused their attention on me. "I wonder what he would do if he found out we found out his hair is actually a wig?" They laughed. I looked back up and immediately stopped laughing. Jesse was talking to .
"Fuck." I mumbled a bit to loud. I put my head down and Shanna looked over and made a sad face.
"What was that Miss. Corbin?" I darted my head to look back at . "Puck...Matt got hit with a puck last night." He looked back confused and I smiled. "Right Matt?" I asked.
"Umm not that Im..." I pinched him.
"Not the answer I'm looking for Matt." Chris laughed as he winced.
"Mercy. MER-cy. Colleen." Matt said as I let go. "Yeah Mr.T..." He said turning around. "Yeah. It hurt..." He said rubbing his arm wear I pinched him. "Real bad." He said giving me the evil eye.
"Yeah...I'm sure it did. Now Miss. Corbin, seeing that you and have a past for talking with Mr. McCartney, I will have to ask Rob to move next to you."
"It's funny that you should say that. But I don't think Jesse and I will be talking for a very long time." I said looking Jesse straight in the eye.
"Right, I'm not taking the risk." said putting Jesse in the row to my right but up two seats. I looked at shanna who was to my left and mouthed 'I can't do this.' She made another sad face I knew she felt bad for me but I also knew she didn't know what to do. Mr. Tridal handed out the tests. I tried concentrating on it but my eyes kept wondering to the blonde boy in front of me. (Jesse not Matt.) He must have felt it because he turned his head and looked at me. I wanted to let him know I was still thinking about him and that I wasn't okay and that I need him too. We kept eye contact till Shanna dropped her book and made me jump. I looked at her and she pointed to the test. I shrugged and mouthed 'Like I know how to do this shit.'
"Ok. I agree with Chris. Can you give s the answers Mr.T?!" I shouted out. Everyone laughed and I don't know why cause I was being serious.
"Miss. Corbin..." The door opened. "...you know I can't do that but what I can do is give YOU a zero."
"Owww!!" The class said in unison as went to the door.
"Can we please see Colleen Corbin in the hall?" I heard a males voice ask.
"Miss. Corbin you are needed in the hall." Mr.T said walking to his desk and sitting.
"By who?" I asked.
"Do I look like your secretary?" He asked sarcastically.
"You would if I paid you enough."
"Owww!!" The class said in unison, again.
"What about that write up?" He asked.
"Your right, what about that write up? And the person at the door is..." I asked.
"The person at the door is actually 3 people and they are Greg Rasapo, Jason Bradley, and Katie Cassidy..." Jesse, Shanna, and the rest of the group shot their heads at me. "...Now will you please let the rest of the class take their test without a disruption?" He asked.
"Ask them what it is about?" I said. Katie stepped in.
"Colleen don't play stupid. You know what this is about." She said snobby.
"Well leave a message at the beep cause Im in the middle of a test." I said looking down at the test.
"We both know your not smart enough to pass it." She said with a smile.
"Oww!!" The class said again. I laughed and shook my head.
"Well we both know you showing you face after you fucked my boyfriend isn't the smartest thing you've done either..." I said standing up.
"Oh yeah? Why's that?" She asked.
"Because Im going to rip your fu..."
"Ladies! Hall! Now!!" Mr. Tridal yelled.
"Oh. Good thinking Mr.T. Bigger space." I said.
"Colleen don't do something stupid." Frankie warned.
"All I'm saying is she's messing with the wrong person." I said pulling Shanna up and walking out the door.
"What do you people want from me?" I asked angrily.
"Your asking me why I am here? Jesse slept with my girlfriend Colleen." Greg said unbelievingly.
"Why am I in this?" I asked confused.
"You don't care that your boyfriend cheated on you?" He asked.
"Um, I already knew all this. We broke up yesterday." I said.
"So if he told you, that must mean he wants to be with me." She said with a sly smile.
"Shouldn't you be worried that your girlfriend is still in love with her ex, let alone slept with him." I asked Greg.
"I know. I don't care. I just like seeing her on the side." He said. I looked at him disturbed.
"You guys are twisted. Stay away from Jesse, Katie. I mean it." I said angrily. "You don't deserve him. He can do way better then you."
"Oh sweetie, he tried moving on from me, to you. He got no where. That boys head is twisted and once he unwinds he'll notice he misses me. He'll come back. You know I really want to tell you but when he came to my house that night, he was talking about how much he was confused and that he thinks he still has feelings for me..." I started crying for the 50th time that week. "...Then he caved in and kissed me, told me he missed doing that and so one thing led to another. When we were done he confessed..." She said.
"Katie! How can you sit hear and do this to her?!" Shanna yelled wrapping an arm around me.
"Confessed w-what?" I asked wiping my tears with the sleeves of my sweatshirt.
"I'm better then you. He told me, he always wished you were me but now that you are he wishes he could go back." Katie finished and I broke down hard.
"Evil bitch." Shanna said hugging me tighter.
"Oh no Shanna. Don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to hurt her. I just think she needs to hear the truth."
"Shanna it's ok." I said with a smile shrugging her off.
"Stop with the 'I'm fine' act Colleen. It does not work on me. Especially on this topic. You and Jesse are meant to be. None of that was true. She was pulling a 'Mean Girl' move. Don't listen to her. Would Jesse really say all that? Are you seriously going to believe her? Ask him first Colleen. Don't believe your enemy over your best friend. Ever. She's just trying to ruin you and it's working."
"No seriously. She can have him. I'm not crying over him no more. He chose Katie. He was hers first." Katie nodded in agreement.
"He was yours first retard. He loved you first. You were just dating this moron..." She said pointing to Jason. "...and were to blind to see nor believe it...What are you doing here anyway?" She asked looking back at Jason.
"What? You don't think this is a good enough excuse to skip class?" He asked.
"Wow." Was all I said before walking back into the class room. Shanna followed and sat back down as I got my stuff. "Sorry Mr.T I was wasting my time in California..." I said making eye contact with Jesse. "...I didn't study so I'll take a zero on the test. I don't feel good, I'm going home..." I walked up to his desk. "...So can I get that write up now?" I walked out of the class room to my locker.
"Colleen?"
"Jesse, not now." I said stressed and throwing my books in where ever.
"We're definietly going to talk about this." He said with a soft laugh.
"I'm tired of crying, fighting and trying. I can't. Not anymore." I said shaking my head shutting my locker.
"I won't hurt you again. I promise. You can trust me. You know that. We've had our ups and downs. And were going to get through this. Please?"
"It's not that you cheated on me. That seems to be the in thing now. It's kind of over rated. It seems to be to hard for a guy to stick with one girl...but did it have to be her? Of all people, her? I don't think I'd even be this upset if it was Shanna, Jesse. Is that sad or what? You go to the girl that broke you heart. I mean literally broke it, took it out and tore it to shreds. She slept with your best friend. If I ever saw you hurt like that again I would kill myself. Seriously. I'd rather eat a thousand spiders, walk on broken glass, and even go through a relationship with Jason again before I ever saw you that hurt again..." Jesse bit back tears. "...I go from being in one of the worst relationships ever to the best relationship that any girl could dream of...but its gone, all gone now."
"I don't want it to be." He manage to say.
"Jess, if we were to get back together, it wouldn't be the same. We wouldn't be happy. We wouldn't be us anymore. I would be insecure and always have trust issues I'd be calling you every minute your out asking where you are and what your doing. You would get annoyed and we would be fighting all the time and I'm not just saying its all your fault cause hey, I'm the insecure one."
"Then lets give it a shot. I know I screwed up and if you calling me 24/7 is the price I have to pay its better then the alternative of not seeing you at all. I really don't want to see you in to weeks with another guy." Jesse said.
"Is that what this is about? You being happy? Don't remind me of that cause I don't care." I said walking away.
"Colleen..." He said grabbing my arm. "...Leenah. I love you. Trust me." He said looking me in the eyes. "Tell me you love me too and that you'll go back to Cali with me, we'll try us again, or tell me to go away. Tell me to leave you the hell alone, get the fuck out of your life, I hate you will do too." He said shrugging.
"I can't do that Jesse. You know I love you but..."
"No." He said simply.
"No? No what?" I asked confused.
"You know the rules. No buts. Straight up. You know it's all or nothing with me so which is it, do you want me to leave or stay?"
"I want you to let go of me. And I'll see you when you get back..." I said trying to get out of his grip.
"You don't understand, when I go back to California without you Colleen, thats it. I'm done. Im not going to be there for you. I don't want to see you at all if were not together. I'm not looking at you the rest of my life and thinking 'Man I fucked up.' I'm not being invited to your wedding knowing the guy on the alter is suppose to be me. I'm not looking at your kids knowing they're suppose to be mine. I will not be there. I will block you out and go on with my career and I will try and forget you." We stared at each other for a very long time.
"I gotta answer now don't I?" He nodded once. He knew what he was doing but what he didn't know was I knew too. "Well then, I hate to say this but I hope you have a wonderful life Jesse because..." I looked him right in the eye. "...I hate you." I said firmly. He froze. He didn't think I'd do it. I loosened his hold on my arm and walk away down and around the corner. I heard him slam his fist into the locker and heard him cry. Hear Jesse cry was all I needed to hear. He has a heart and he really does love me. I heard him start walking and as he rounded the corner I punched his chest.
"Don't ever fucking cheat on me again." I said looking him in the eyes. I pulled him into me and kissed him roughly.
"Wait." He said pulling back. "You said goodbye."
"Oh yeah, well in that case..." I said pushing him off and started to walk away.
"What the...no. Get back here." He said pushing me against the wall and kissing me even rougher, his tounge exploring every inch of my mouth. I smiled. Flashback and I pushed him back.
"What?" He asked shocked.
"Promise me." I said.
"She means nothing to me Colleen. I love you and I'll never leave you. I promise I will never hurt you again and I'll always be better then him."
"Him?" I asked confused.
"Yeah, him. Your not so future husband." I smiled.
"Your such a dumb ass." I laughed at him.
"Let's get out of here." Jesse said.
"I gotta go to the office real quick." I said as he wrapped his arm around my waist.
"Why?" He asked.
"I gotta see if Cienna needs a ride." I said.
"Oh. Yeah." We walked into the office.
"Hey Mrs. Martone, can you get my sister for me?" I asked politely.
"What room?" She asked.
"I think Mrs. Christian."
"One minute." She said with a smile. I looked over and saw Jesse sitting on a bench. I walked over and sat down next to him.
"What are we doing when we get home?" I asked in a whisper sense it was quiet.
"I don't know but I think we'll find something to do." He said with a smile. I giggled as he kissed my nose. My sister walked into the office.
"Oook. I'm confused?" She said looking at Jesse then me.
"I'm leaving early. Do you have a ride home?" I asked.
"Ask me another question." She said.
"What's your favorite color?" I asked.
"And another." She said again.
"You wanna go home now?" I asked.
"BINGO!!" She yelled. Mrs. Martone looked at us weird as I coverd Cienna's mouth and started laughing. I put my pointer finger over my mouth.
"Shhh." She started laughing as well. "Mrs, Martone, Can I please check Cienna and I both out of school?"
"You need to call you mom and get the ok." We said at the same time. I'm up here a lot. She smiled at me and shook her head. "I'm gonna miss you next year Colleen. You brighten my day. Where have you been the last couple weeks?" I giggled.
"California. Long story. But I'll miss you too Mrs. Tridal." She smiled.
"You and Jesse better invite me to your wedding when it's time." She said out of no where. I shot a glare at Jesse. He smiled and shrugged.
"Yeah, if they make it that far." Cienna said.
"Hey!" Jesse and I said at the same time.
"What?" Cienna said. I looked at my sister with an evil eye and walk to the phone. "Haha."
"Your a piece of work." I said.
"I know you are but what am I?" She said mockingly.
"Don't start." I said.
"Or what?"
"So , I'm not taking Cienna..."
"Oh, no. She's having some heat stroke, she doesn't know what she's talking about." Cienna said to . "Continue with what your doing." She said looking at me trying not to laugh. I dialed my moms number.
"Hello?" She asked.
"Hey mom."
"Colleen?"
"Nope. Albert Einstien." I made a face at Cienna. "Yes it's me!"
"Why did it come up on my phone as NY School Board? I thought they were calling for me to pick up your brother."
"I'm at school." I said simply.
"What happened in Cali? Why are you not there?" She asked curiously.
"A lot. Long story."
"What did you call for?"
"Um, I'm leaving early. Cienna does not have a ride home after school so I need your permission to..."
"Go ahead." She interuppted me. "Are you going to be home tonight?" She asked.
"I don't know. Maybe. I might be over at Jesse's. You need something?" I asked.
"No, thank you but I have to go. If I call the school and let them know, will you pick Matt up early for me?" She asked.
"Sure. I'll see you later. Love you."
"Thanks sweetie. I love you too. See you later." She said and hung up.
"Alright. Do you have the sign-out sheet?" I asked Mrs. Martone. She handed me a clipboard and a pen, I filled in what I had to and we walked out to our cars. My cell phone started ringing.
"Hello?"
"Hey." Jesse said.
"Didn't I just see you?" I asked confused.
"Yeah but I forgot to ask, what are we doing?"
"Well, I gotta pick Matt up so I figured we could drop your car off at your house and then we can drive over to get him."
"Ok. Sounds good."
"K. Love you." There was a pause.
"Really?" He asked.
"Yeah, I love you. Why? You don't love me?" I asked pulling out of the parking lot.
"No. I just thought it might be weird between us for a while." He said I looked in my rear-view mirror and saw him following me.
"Why? You want it to be weird? Cause I can make it weird." I said.
"No. Can we just forget this whole conversation?" He asked.
"Can we just forget this whole break up?" I asked.
"I'm totally with you on that. I love you too baby. I'll see you in a little." He said and hung up. I hung up and put my phone in the cup holder of my car.
"Can you do that?" Cienna asked.
"Do what?" I asked back.
"Forget about the break up?"
"Who's gonna stop us?"
"Why would you take him back? He cheated on you."
"I love him Cienna and I believe he feels the same way. I have never cried so much in my life, even when I was with Jason and he beat me. Those couple hours away from Jesse made me realize even if I wanted to, I can't live with out him."
"i really want a relationship like yours and Jesse's. You guys have been through so much and still manage to stay together. I hope he knows he is one lucky guy and he better realize that before he ruins it." I smiled.
"Thanks Cienna. I guess thats just how strong our relationship is." I said. I smiled because for the first time I noticed that love isn't just a word, its something you say when you have possibly found the one person you want to spend the rest of your life with.
"OhMyGod!" I yelled jumping up as we pulled into my driveway.
"Ohmygod. You scared me! What?" Cienna asked feeling her heart rate.
"He loves me!"
"Isn't that what we were just talking about..." I hopped out of my car and he was about to open his but I beat him. I whipped the door open and pulled him into a deep, long, passionate kiss. He was surprised but being careful not to break the kiss, he stepped down out of his truck shutting the door and leaning on it. He pulled me closer slipping his hands in my back pockets. I put my arms around his neck and pulled away.
"I'm not complaining at all but mind telling me what I did to deserve that..."
"Cheating on me made me believe you."
"I think I should do it more then." He said nodding slowly with a smile. I giggled and ht his arm playfully.
"NO! I just get love now, so thank you."
"Your welcome." He said kissing me again. "Now, can we please go back to doing what we were doing before I stupidly interuppted and confessed?" He asked. I giggled.
"I thought you said no? Plus I gotta pick up Matt." I asked.
"No! I just did not feel right. I felt so guilty and I meant after we pick up Matt."
"If you want. You know I won't have a problem with it." I said with a smile. He smiled back and kissed me lightly.
"LD let's go!" My sister shouted. I laughed.
"LD?"
"Love Doves baby." I said pulling his hand to my car.
