Inuyasha was looking straight at me. He didn't move he just stared, his amber eyes were piercing.
"Kagome." Inuyasha said. I stepped back this wasn't the Inuyasha I feel in love with. He inched forward.
I didn't know what to do so I just turned and ran. I was waiting for him to call out my name, to chase after me but he did neither.
I ran and made my way back to the barbeque.
"I found him Kagome." Rin said when I reached her. I must have looked bad because Rin asked what was wrong.
"Nothing I just don't feel good, could you please ask Sango to take Sota home?" I said grabbing my purse off a bench.
"Sure but are you sure you're ok Kagome." Rin asked.
"I'm fine, I'll see you tomorrow." I said and I started running to my car.
I finally stopped when I reached the parking lot. My body was shaking violently with anger.
"That bastard." I mumbled to my self. I balled my hand into a fist and tried to catch my breath.
"Kagome!" I heard Miroku yelled. I didn't look up at him.
"Kagome!" he yelled again.
"What!" I asked turning around holding my head up high so the tears would fall down my cheeks.
"Your hand." He said.
I looked down at me balled up fist. It was glowing like my arrows did when I shot them.
I stared at it but the glow around it started to dissipate. I looked back at Miroku and he just stared at me in amazement.
He walked up closer to me.
"Are you ok?" He said.
I shook my head trying to get rid of the image of Kikyo and Inuyasha kissing.
"I thought- I thought that he liked me." I sobbed. Miroku pulled me into a hug and patted my back.
"He does Kagome." He said.
"Why did he kiss her?" I asked.
"I don't know Kagome." He said so simply it only made me cry harder.
He let me cry, he didn't seem to care that me tears and snot was getting his shirt wet, he just kept patting my back.
I pulled away from Miroku and wiped my eyes.
"Are you ok Kagome?" He asked.
"I'm fine sorry about you shirt." I said.
"That's fine." He said with a smile.
"Why are you being so nice" I asked.
"I have to be friends with my soon to be wife's best friend." He said with a smile.
I tried to smile back but it's hard to smile when your whole world just came crashing down five minutes ago.
"Are you sure you're ok to drive?" Miroku asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine I'll see you at school tomorrow." I said opening my door.
"Be careful." Miroku said as I pulled out of the parking lot. I turned on the radio and Avril Lavigne When You're Gone was playing. I changed the station and Here in Your Arms by HelloGoodbye was on.
I turned off the radio. I felt sick to my stomach thinking about Inuyasha and Kikyo, as soon as I got home I ran to my room. My mom and grandpa called after me but I ignored them. I ran up to my bathroom and threw up.
"Kagome, what wrong?' my mom asked and she walked into my bathroom and I was lying next to the toilet.
"I just feel sick." I told her.
"Do you want me to make you something?" She asked.
"No mom that's ok, I just want to be alone right now." I told her.
She walked out of the bathroom and I heard my bedroom door close after her.
I walked over to my bed and fell onto it. I grabbed the nearest stuffed animal and held it close. Tears started to roll down my cheeks and I couldn't understand why Inuyasha did this to me.
Inu Prov
I did it, I had broken up Kikyo but it hadn't gone according to plans.
I picked up Kikyo from her house. She was wearing a tight black shirt, jeans and flip-flops. When she got in my car she tried to kiss me but I turned my head.
"What wrong Inuyasha." Kikyo asked looking at me sidewise.
"Nothing I just think I'm coming down with something." I said as I started the car and pulled away from Kikyo's house.
"So where are we going?" Kikyo asked as she put on her seatbelt.
"I don't know, do you want to go catch a movie." I said.
"No let's do something romantic, how about a walk through the park." Kikyo said.
I though about Kagome and the others at the barbeque maybe I could catch up with them after I was done "talking" to Kikyo.
"Sure, lets go to the park." I said.
Kikyo and I were walking through the park for quiet a long time. Saying nothing in particular. I could wait to meet up with Kagome at the barbeque so I thought now would be as good as time as any to break up with Kikyo.
"Kikyo, we have to talk." I said. She looked at me for a second before averting her eyes else where.
"What is it Inuyasha." Kikyo said.
"I think that well, I think that we'd be better as friends. I mean it's been a good two years but I can tell we want different thing.' I said.
"True you want that girl, what is her name Kagome." Kikyo said Kagome's name as if it was sour on her tongue.
"I don't think that any of your business." I said careful to control my temper.
"Inuyasha do what you must but I must tell you someone seeks my life." Kikyo said.
"What are you talking about Kikyo." I asked.
"Since I've been in the hospital someone has been watching me. Today when I was driving home someone was following me." Kikyo said.
"Kikyo I don't have time for your games." I said.
"You think I'm joking Inuyasha, I'm scared for my life and you think I'm playing games." Kikyo said. "I wanted to come out tonight because it may be the last night I see you."
"You seriously be thinking about looking for this person by our self, they could be dangerous." I said.
"I know how to protect myself Inuyasha." Kikyo said.
"Kikyo! I'm the only one who can protect you." I said. "Kikyo you don't have to fight anyone, if someone really is following you then I'll kill them."
"Inuyasha you are such a fool." Kikyo said.
"Maybe but a fool's who in love with you." I said as I grabbed Kikyo and held her close.
"I don't care how mad you're at me now, but I won't let anyone hurt you. Only I can protect you Kikyo."
Kikyo tried to push me away and then her arms wrapped around me. She looked up at me and kissed me. Kikyo was a good kisser but nowhere as good as Kagome.
I tried pushing Kikyo away but she held onto me firmly. Kikyo pulled away from the kiss and said spoke so softly I had to strain my ears to hear.
"Goodbye Inuyasha. Forever" She added. A blinding light appeared and Kikyo was gone.
"Kikyo!" I yelled. "Kikyo don't go."
From behind me I heard someone.
"Who's there" I yelled.
Kagome appeared from behind a tree. Damn her scent was in the air the whole time I was just to busy to notice.
"Kagome." I said. She backed away from me like she didn't even know who I was. She shook her head in disbelief and she ran.
"Kagome." I said to myself silently.
Back to me
I woke up and looked at the clock it was one in the morning. I walked downstairs slowly and got a glass of juice. My throat felt so dry after cry for so long.
I walked back up the stairs and feel onto my bed. I was about to fall back asleep when my phone started vibrating. I looked at my home it was Inuyasha calling. I felt my stomach twist, my fingers ran over the talk button but I shook my head and pressed ignore.
A few minutes later my phone blinked with a new voicemail. I looked in my missed calls and I showed that Inuyasha called ten times. I called my voicemail and my heart stopped when I heard Inuyasha's voice.
"Kagome please call me back. It's Inuyasha and I really think we should talk. Please call me Kagome." And the line went dead.
I thought about calling him back but I couldn't do it. I dropped my phone on the floor. I walked over to my cd player and but in my Rascal Flatts cd. I skipped right to track seven and put it on repeat. I climbed back into bed as the song started.
What hurts the Most
I
can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't
bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them
out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though
going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now
and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What
hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And
watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have
been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to
do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere
I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when
I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up,
getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could
do it over
I
would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That
I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And
having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never
knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is
what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so
close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And
never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving
you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving
you
That's what I was trying to do
I cried myself to sleep, singing along to the song.
Inuyasha prov
I watched Kagome cried her self to sleep and it was all my fault.
Back to Me
I woke up with my throat sore and walked over to my mirror and gasped. My eyes were puffy from the crying and I had big dark circles around them I looked like a raccoon.
I took a hot shower and spent half an hour putting on makeup to hide the dark circles under my eyes. I pulled on a red and white striped tee and a pair of skinny jeans. I zipped up my red boots and put my red sunglasses on the top of my head. I grabbed my book bag; and looked in the mirror on more time before I went down the stairs.
I sat in my car in front of Avalon High. I watched people pass my car and chat. I was about to go home when Ayame walked up to my car.
"Hey Kagome, how are you doing?" She asked. I guess everyone already know about Inuyasha.
"I'm fine" I lied.
"Are you sure Kagome?" She asked.
"Positive." I said as the bell rang. I opened my grabbed my bag, locked my car and put my sunglasses on. I walked Ayame to her class and went to met Sango on the way.
"Hey Kagome, nice shades." Sango said as she walked up to me.
"Hey Sango, the barbeque was really fun last night. I can't believe your dad managed to burn everything though." I said.
"Yeah" Sango laughed. "About why you left." Sango began.
"I'd rather not talk about it." I said before she could continue.
She nodded her head and we walked into Feudal History. Inuyasha was sitting in his seat. I walked to my seat and sat down without even looking at him.
"Kagome, can we talk?" Inuyasha asked.
"No, we can't." I said taking out a note book as the late bell rang.
Mr. Yanaka started writing on the board. He wrote Shikon no Tama in big letters.
"Today class we will be learning about the jewel of four souls." He said turning towards us.
"The jewel was created by the battle of the great miko, Midoriko and a powerful yokai, Magatsuhi. She was able to seize the souls of yōkai and purify them, this power coming from having a positive balance of the four souls within her heart, and in a time of many yōkai ravaging the earth those who possessed spiritual powers such as hers were considered to be as powerful as 100 samurai." Mr. Yanaka said.
Kanna raised her hand.
"Is it true the Shikon Jewel, can grant any wish." She asked.
"Yes, we'll be getting to that later on this week." Mr. Yanaka said.
"Her final adversary and the one that claimed her life was created by many yōkai joined and anchored within the evil heart of a human who secretly lusted for her. After seven days and seven nights of fighting, Midoriko realized that she would be unable to fight off the yōkai, and as she was drawn into the creature's massive jaws, she seized the spirit of the yōkai and bound it within her own with the last of her power, killing both of them and creating the Shikon Jewel, which burst from her chest. Within the jewel, her soul and the souls of the yōkai she bound with it still battle on. The state of this battle is influenced by the person who possesses the jewel."
Ginta raised his hand to ask a question.
"Yes Ginta." Mr. Yanaka said.
"So you're saying if an evil person possesses the jewel, then the demons will start to win the battle." He asked.
"In a manner of speaking yes that is exactly what I'm saying." Mr. Yanaka said.
"What happened to the jewel." I asked.
"That's the thing no one knows there the jewel disappeared to. Some believe that the jewel was placed in the reincarnation of Midoriko." Mr. Yanaka said.
"Perhaps in one of you." He said right when the bell rang. I grabbed my stuff and rushed out of the classroom, not giving Inuyasha the chance to talk to me. I walked out with Sango and Miroku to our next class.
When we got to study hall, Ayame and Rin where already sitting down. I pulled out a chair and sat down.
"Hi, Kagome how are you?" Rin asked.
"I'm fine guys why do you keep asking me. I'm perfectly fine." I said lying straight through my teeth. Kouga pulled up a chair and we started talking about Sango's party.
"Well, will you guys still playing." Sango asked.
"Beats me." I said. "I'm not in the band anymore."
"Kagome! You better be joking. The band hasn't been this good since you've joined." Kouga said.
"I'm sorry guys but I can't-" I began when Inuyasha walked into the room. The whole table looked up at him. Sango, Ayame and Rin each sending him icy stares.
Miroku and Kouga looked at him with indifference. Inuyasha looked at me and I felt sick again.
I gathered my books and swung my book bag onto my back.
"Kagome, where are you going?" Sango asked.
"I have to get out of here." I said as I pushed my chair in.
I pushed past Inuyasha and started walking toward the parking lot.
"Kagome." Inuyasha called after me.
I started walking faster and I was a couple feet in front of my car when Inuyasha jumped in front of me.
"Kagome!"
"Get out of my way Inuyasha." I said going around him to unlock the car door.
"Kagome are you just going to ignore me without giving me a chance to explain." Inuyasha said.
I fumbled with my keys trying to unlock the driver's door.
"Kagome." Inuyasha said so loud I dropped my keys.
"What is it Inuyasha, what do you have to say in your defense. Because I was there and I know all I need to!" I yelled picking up my keys.
My tone must have scared Inuyasha because he jumped back.
"Please Kagome." Inuyasha started but I cut him off.
"No, Inuyasha I don't have time for this, first you kiss me in that damn pool, then that same night go have sex with Kikyo and tell me we should be friends. Then you start kissing me on the sly while you're still going out with Kikyo and now you say you'd break up with her but inside I see you kissing her. So don't please Kagome me, because I'm tired of your bullshit."
By the time I was done talking Inuyasha's ear were flat against his head but I couldn't care less. I opened my car door and drove off.
I didn't get very far because I was crying so hard I couldn't see the road. I pulled over into a supermarket parking lot. My hands were shaking and I could barely see. I climbed into the back seat, laid down and cried.
I updated so quickly for two reason one I overslept today and missed skool so I had plenty of time to time and two ppl were threatening me
Anyway Read and Review
Thanisha
