Ok, so I decided to upload a brand new chapter. I haven't written a couple of chapters in ages that why I updated it yesterday. I am sorry to inform you that this might be the only chapter I update in a couple of days. I must say I was over whelmed with all the nice reviews and all those reviews that have helped me out with ideas, grammar and spelling. You guys are amazing and I would just like this time to say a huge thank you.
Ok so this chapter will make most of you hate me. Well not hate me as a person, but hate me for writing it. It is one of those ones where you are like WTH dude! But don't fear my lovely readers, it all will be ok... possible. Enjoy!
Vulnerable.
"Aria, there are many things I could say to describe you as a person, but I would never call you a coward! Come on there are more things that you could do, this is not the final answer!" Caleb voice was pleading and I could see how much he meant every single word he said.
Despite the fact that Caleb was being very convincing I had to stick with my decision. This was the final answer, I have tried so many different options but none of them worked. I end up miserable in the end. Nothing works; I can put my hand on my heart and say that.
I didn't answer him, I just simply turned around and walked straight out of the doors; leaving everything I knew behind me. This would be the end for Aria Montgomery.
I felt the cold rain hammer down on my back. It was falling from the sky incredibly heavily. In a way I was glad it was raining because then no one could see my tears that were sliding down my cheek; and hitting the floor at the same time as the rain drops.
My feet squeaked as I walked. The paths were flooded and the road was so wet it was causing traffic to back up. The queues seemed to last forever. But I didn't care; I would just take the train from Rosewood to the Brooklyn Bridge. It wouldn't take me long, plus I would have enough time to think.
So I caught the 12:30 train from Rosewood station and I started the 19 hour journey all the way to New York City. I could hear the rain smashing onto the top of my metal train carriage and I watched as it rolled down the windows, where it finally lay on the already soaked ground.
The only other person in my carriage was a tall, young man. His eyes were the same colour as mine a beautiful sky blue. His hair was a dark curly mess on the top of his very tired looking head; it looked exactly like Ezra's. He had thick black eye lashes that outlined his already beautiful eyes. The only thing that looked out of place on his perfect face was the thick, noticeable black bags that hung underneath his eyes.
I watched as he turned his head and noticed me staring. He gave me a sheepish smile. I could see his teeth that sparkled, a beautiful white colour, in the light of the carriage. He leaned over and shook my hand.
"Hi, my name is Benjamin Fitz. You can call me Ben." He said giving me my hand back.
I smiled at him sweetly. Had I heard him right? Did he say his last name was Benjamin Fitz?
"Hi, I'm Aria. Aria Montgomery." I replied slowly. "Do you travel here often?"
"Well, not really no. I just wanted to come and surprise my brother with a visit, but I have no idea where he lives anymore. You don't look very happy, is everything ok?"
Well since I didn't know him, I guess he wouldn't tell anyone what is wrong.
"Well to cut a really long story short. I met a very cute guy at a bar a year ago. Kissed him and it turns out he is my teacher. Then some mental guy started stalking me and ended up killing himself. I got married to this guy I met and we have a baby. But now someone wants to kill me and won't stop until I'm dead. I don't know what to do." I felt yet another tear slip down my cheek.
I didn't even know this guy, Ben. But yet he is the only person I can trust to keep this all a secret.
"Wow, your life must really suck. So this teacher dude what's his name?" He asked me slowly and carefully.
I coughed and cleared my throat before replying with a simple answer.
"Ezra."
Even saying his name made my heart ache. My heart felt like it was being broken into a million trillion pieces; and it was my entire fault. If only I had stayed in Iceland none of this would have happen. Ezra wouldn't be in any trouble at all, his life would be much safer and we wouldn't know each other.
... But I didn't want that. Man I don't know how I would survive if I didn't have Ezra in my life to protect me.
"Ezra. Oh that's my brother's name, it's actually who I am trying to visit. What's this Ezra's second name?" He said, moving closer to me on the chair.
Before I could stop the words from coming out, I had already replied.
"Fitz. My husband's name is Ezra Fitz."
I shouldn't have said that. I have already said too much haven't I?
"Oh. Then that would be my older brother. Is he living near?" I heard Ben say very quietly.
"Yea, he lives in Rosewood." My voice was barely over a whisper now.
The tears flowed from my eyes quicker and faster now. I could taste the salt in my mouth.
"Hey, it's ok Aria." Ben moved closer to me, wrapping his muscular arm around my shoulder and pulling me closer to him.
He smelt the same as Ezra, a mixture of aftershave and cinnamon. This was the scent that I had grown to love so much. The scent that made my heart beat faster and made me breathless.
"You smell just like Ezra." I said to him flirtatiously. He slowly pulled me up and turned my face to look into his sky blue eyes.
"I guess Ezra won't mind his younger brother sharing you."
Before I could even reply he leaned in and kissed me. Softly at first but then the kiss deepened.
His kiss was amazing. But it was nothing compared to Ezra's, but still it was out of this world. He pulled away and smiled at me. I wanted more of him. I pulled him by the collar of his red T-Shirt and kissed him again.
He laid me on my back and climbed on top of me still kissing me passionately. He started to rub his hands up and down my back, legs and bottom. He moved his hands to my top this time, ripping it open. I felt his hands explore my front, my belly and breasts. His hands were soft and careful, but I didn't want this. I wanted Ezra to save me.
I looked into his eyes and I could see the aggression and hunger that flashed through them. It was then and only then, that I knew that I had lost all control.
After all I was only vulnerable.
I'm mean aren't I? I mean I sometimes hate myself for writing these things. If it wasn't a very good chapter please tell me. I love it when people tell me how I can improve because then I can write better things that you guys will read. Some please take the time to leave a short review telling me what your thoughts are! You guys rock, thanks for reading! -Amie xox
