A/N: I don't own anyone from Twilight. Check out my other Twilight story: Cruel Survival.

Bella POV

I just laid on my bed and cried until I fell asleep. I hated him and loved him at the same time. I already missed him and I didn't want to believe that he didn't love me.

I woke up a few hours later and looked at my phone. I didn't have any missed calls or text. I felt that I had nothing left to live for. He had not given me anything to live for.

I finally got up the next morning. I didn't eat and got in my truck. I wanted to see if they were really gone. I drove to their house and was sure not to miss the turn.

I drove back there and the lights were all off. I went in and saw that the furniture was still there with nothing being moved. I realized that they really had just up and left. I made my way slowly up to Edward's room. I looked around and nothing had been moved. The bed was the way I had left it and the only thing missing was a picture of us that Alice insisted we took.

I sat down and just cried. I finally left and went to Jacob's. I had texted him about tonight and hoped that it would take my mind off him. I went with Jacob that night and was a zombie. I didn't care and drank for the first time in my life. I was not myself so Jacob took me home. He snuck me inside and sat with me for a minute.

"Bella, you need to let him go." He told me. I just rolled over and looked at the other wall.

"Fine, but I am still your friend and will be here to help you." He told me. I rolled over and looked at him. I knew he was serious. I hugged him and he just smiled at me as he left.

I didn't sleep that night because my nightmares of James came back to me.

Jacob POV

It had been three months since the Cullens had left and Bella was broken. I had tried everything to get her back to her old self. I hated him for what he had done to her. The fact he was a vampire only made it worse. Bella was over at the house almost every day. I watched her become better, but no where near what she used to be.

I had a pack meeting one day and Bella promised me she would stay near by to go cliff diving when we got done.

Bella POV

I was by myself for the first time in months. Jacob had been a great friend and he was my helping me to realize I didn't need Edward anymore. I just needed to do one more thing to finally move on.

I slowly drove my truck to their old house. I walked in an upstairs to Edward's room. I knew that the memories would one day give me strength. I slipped the ring he had given me off my finger. I looked at it for a minute and put it on a shelf. I knew he would find it when or if he ever returned.

I took a deep breath and made my way back outside. I was almost to my truck when I heard something move behind me. I turned around to see Tanya standing there.

"Bella?" she asked me. I nodded and looked at her.

"What are you doing here?" she asked me.

"I am trying to move on." I told her. She nodded.

"I am surprised me left you. I knew he loved you." She told me. I looked at the ground.

"It is because I am not like you. I am human." I told her. She looked confused.

I told her about the incident with Jasper and she understood.

"What if I could give you want you wanted?" she asked me. I just looked at her.

"What if I could make you Bella Swan, the human disappear?" she asked me. The proposition sounded interesting and wanted to hear more.

"How?" I asked her.

"What if I made you a vampire? You could have Edward forever." She said. I knew there was a catch.

"What is the catch?" I asked her. She smiled.

"I actually don't have one. I hated you at first because I loved Edward and he rejected me for a human. I saw him the other day and he looks horrible. He is not the vampire or human he used to be. He is a shell of himself." she said. I felt horrible and looked at the ground.

"Would you help me to learn to not feed on humans?" I asked her. She nodded.

"I would, Bella. I will give you time to think about it and meet you back here tomorrow at the same time. You will be giving up a lot, but getting so much in return. I will see you tomorrow." She said and disappeared from me. I just leaned on the truck for what seemed like forever. I was taken out of my thoughts my Jacob calling me.

I left to go meet him and to see what he thought about it. I already knew what I wanted, but I didn't know if it would help me to keep him.

A/N: Let me know what you want to happen? I have already thought about the two ways it could go, so just let me know what you want to happen.