A/N: This is still in Nick's Point of View (POV). The story is almost complete, just a few more chapters and we'll have Save A Horse, Ride a Jonas. But, I think I'll have to change the title :\
What do Jonases have to do with horses?
Since everyone is saying "Save a horse, ride a cowboy", I think I'll use "Save a Cowboy, Ride a Jonas" lol! I'll think about that one :D
Katie rolled on top again, not breaking away from the kiss. My heart was telling me NO but my mind was saying YES. She was about to take off her shirt but I pushed her off of me, not gently, and very rudely. I quickly sat up.
Me: look, Katie...I can't do this...
Katie: Nick, what's wrong?
I tried to find a good enough excuse. I looked at my hands. Brilliant, I was wearing my ring.
Me: I have a purity ring.
Katie: what?
Me: I'm not going to be doing this...you know...
Katie: oh...Nick, can...can I be your first?
Uh...too late.
Me: Katie, I'm going to wait for marriage.
Katie: but why, Nick? What's the point of that?
Me: Katie, I want it to be with the girl that I love more than anything...
Summer, I love you. I would love you no matter what...
Katie: nick, let me be that girl...
me: you can't be...I'm sorry...I...I just don't love you...I like you...but it isn't love...
Katie nodded. I could feel she was mad at me. But I shrugged it off.
Katie: why don't we go to summer's house?
Me: oh...sure...
We were in Katie's car. I was driving us to Summer's house. Katie was still mad at me and there was an uncomfortable silence between us. I decided to break it.
Me: you're still mad about what happened in your room right?
Katie: (sigh) I'm sorry, Nick...I don't know what came over me...but we could have kept kissing...
Me: yeah, but how would I know when to stop? I didn't know what I was doing.
Katie: uh, it seemed like you knew what you were doing.
Me: Katie, I was too caught up in the moment.
Katie: I'm sorry
Me: me too.
The rest of the way to Summer's house was quiet. Katie took out her cell phone and called Summer.
Katie: hey Sum! Are you busy?...oh...(laugh)...ok...yea...me and nick...is that cool?...ok...we'll see you in a few...bye...
Me: is summer okay with us going over?
Katie: yes. She's home alone now.
Me: ok.
It wasn't a normal conversation. We were snapping at each other.
Katie: nick.
Me: what.
Katie: nothing. I'll ask you later.
I rolled my eyes.
Me: fine.
A few minutes of awkward silence later we ended up at Summer's house. We walked up to her front door and Katie rang the doorbell. On the other side Summer yelled "Come in!"
Katie opened the door and we walked in to see Summer sitting on the floor of her living room, her back against the couch and Baby Lizzie sleeping in her arms. Lizzie's face was snuggled into Summer's neck and Tommy had his head on Summer's lap.
Katie: hey, Sum. How long have you been sitting like that?
Summer: not long. Just a few minutes I think.
Katie: I'm going to use your bathroom.
Summer: go ahead. (smile)
Now there was an awkward silence between me and Summer.
Me: you want me to take Tommy upstairs?
Summer: sure.
I bent down and lifted Tommy. While I was carrying him I looked at summer. She was looking at Lizzie, but then looked at me and our eyes met. I held my stare, but she looked away from me quickly. I carried Tommy up to Summer's room and Summer carried Lizzie.
When we walked downstairs we saw Katie sitting in the living room watching TV. We were making small talk and then Matt showed up.
Matt: oh, hey nick. I didn't know you'd be here.
Wtf was that supposed to mean?
Me: well here I am.
Then matt looked at Katie.
Matt: Katie.
Katie: matt.
Summer: ANYWAY. Hey matt.
Matt: hey Sum.
Katie's phone rang. She excused herself and walked into the kitchen to talk on the phone. I needed to talk to matt.
Me: hey Matt. can we talk outside?
Matt: sure.
(Summer's POV)
Matt and nick walked outside and Katie was in the kitchen. I was in need of an energy drink so I walked into the kitchen. But I heard Katie talking. I knew it was wrong to eaves drop, but I mean c'mon, I'm a girl. It's what we do.
Katie: I don't know Lauren...but Joe's so in love with Tori...no! Using nick was a stupid idea. It's not working.
Wtf? And damn straight it wouldn't be working. The Jonas boys know to back off a brother's girl.
Katie: what do you mean? No, I'm not going to go out with Kevin next. Lauren, I almost had sex with nick today.
Okay. I stopped listening there. What was going on? Katie was using Nick to get to Joe?
Yep.
But...nick almost had sex with Katie?
wtf does he think he is?? He has Matt. it hurt a lot. Just the thought of nick holding her the way he held me...yeah I want Katie out. Now.
I walked into the kitchen and glared at Katie.
Katie: what?
Me: what are you playing at?
Katie: what?
Me: you. Nick. Joe. What are you doing?
Katie: (rolls eyes) look Sum, I know its wrong to come between two brothers but...I really like Joe.
Me: then why the hell are you making out with nick?
Katie: to get closer to Joe!
I sighed in frustration. I decided to treat her like a retard.
Me: Katie, Joe has a GIRL...FFRRRIIIEENND. You know, as in GIRLFRIEND.
Katie: so?
Me: Joe will not break up with Tori to get with a girl nick almost screwed.
Katie: what?
Me: (inhale) Joe, would NEVER kiss you, because you kissed NICK.
She stood up and we were staring at each other.
(Matt's POV)
Nick and I walked outside and I waited for him to say something.
Nick: why are you here?
Me: I wanted to hang out with summer. Why are you here?
Nick: Katie wanted to be here.
Me: nick, is there anything going on with between you and Katie? Because we've been spending a lot less time together and it seems like you don't care.
Nick just looked at me. Did he want to break up with me?
Nick: matt, I do care. There's nothing going on between me and Katie. I don't like her like that. Please know that matt.
I nodded.
Me: but what about summer?
Nick: what about summer?
Me: nick, you love her. I can't be with you knowing that you love someone else.
Nick: matt, what happened with summer is now over. I...I don't want to be with her anymore. But what about you? You seem to be pretty interested in Summer.
I laughed.
Me: nick, you shouldn't be talking. You got her pregnant.
Nick: what exactly did she tell you, matt?
Me: the truth?
Nick: what did she say?
Me: she said you guys were messing around and got carried away. That it was just a one time thing. Why? Is that not true?
Nick: no, it is the truth. And I'm really sorry it happened matt.
Me: are you?
Nick: am I what?
Me: tell me the truth nick, as my best friend, answer my next question honestly.
Nick nodded.
Me: do you honestly regret having sex with summer the other day?
Nick looked at his feet and stayed quiet. When he looked up he looked at me straight in the eyes.
Nick: no.
A/N: If anyone wants to send me a pic of what they want Matt to look like, they can be more then welcome too :D
They can also send pics of Tori, Summer, Katie...and other characters. I'll put them up in my profile :)
