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Chapter 29: Bittersweet Part 1

It was like digging up my biggest fears from the bottom of my heart.

It was practical all spelled out on this next letter.

Paige,

It was the only way my love.

From your lover,

Fu-Bear

PS- Not that I care that bitch had it coming.

I felt sick as I pulled myself together towards exist the door.

I felt dizzy as tried to escape this mental place.

I didn't care as I let my tears go down my check.

I didn't watch where I was going as I bumped into someone.

Before I could fall to the ground that person grabbed my hand and lifted me up a little bit so I could get my balance again.

My eyes widen before the person spoke.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know that….."

His eyes wide as he lifted his head.

"N-N-N-N-N-N-N"

"Syaoran…"

"…Netto…."

I wasn't ready for rejection as I tried to jerk my hand out his grip.

However he had other plans as he hold my grip.

His bangs were coving his face as he spoke to me.

"Why did you leave like that?"

I didn't know as just stare at him.

"Netto….please answer the question."

His voice was pleasing as I broke down instantly.

"I was scared of your answer."

His bangs were still covering his face as he start to inch closer to me.

"You were scared of…my answer."

He said like he trying to piece some puzzle.

I felt my inside ache as I tried again to get free.

"Please Syaoran….I'm sorry if I….I'm so sorry."

I tried harder to escape his grip again.

He finally looked up at me and his eyes seem to wide in fright.

He lift his other hand as gently brushed away one my tears.

"Netto, don't cry. I'm sorry too."

He let go of me as he step back.

"It's just…I'm sorry too Syaoran."

He looked me in the eye and smiled weakly.

"I missed you."

I ran towards Syaoran as I embraced him.

"I missed you too."

I let my head rest on his chest as cried in his chest.

He didn't hug me back for a split second before he wrapped his arms around me.

He rests his check on my head as he whispered three lovely words that I missed for a long time.

"I love you."

000

I opened my eyes and for a minute I thought I had dreamt of Syaoran…

Then I saw two arms wrapped neatly around my lap. my eyes abruptly went up as I looked into warm chocolate eyes.

He smiled at me as he gently started to rub my check,

I reach for his hand to make sure it was really there.

However, Syaoran had other plans as he took his hand away.

He chuckles as I knew I made a pout face.

He then turned serious as he asked me.

"Now Netto can you explain to me what happen? Also why you're a boy would help too."

I lowered my head trying to cover my eyes before it betrayal my feeling.

I didn't care that it was even Syaoran.

I could let him know how black my heart felt right now and how horrible my dad was.

I suddenly jumped out of Syaoran embraced as I turn towards him with fear showing on my face.

"Syaoran! Quickly we need to let your mother know about my freak of a father…" I yelled but stopped in when I saw how confused Syaoran was.

"What are you talking about, Netto?"

I took a deep breath in as I started to explain myself.

"Did Mr. Fujitaka marry Yelan?"

I saw his expression turn dark as he shook his head.

I sighed in relief as thoughts to start to whirl around my head crashing into each other.

"Then why does he still wear his ring?"

He gave me a look that screamed, 'What-Does-This-Have-To-Do-With-Anything?'

"I'll explain later please Syaoran just answer these answers."

He sighed as he started to answer.

"That bastard is still marrying her it's just on hold.. That is why he still….wait he your DAD?!"

He yelled the last part as he piece part of the information together.

It was my turn to sigh as I nodded my head.

His expression was aghast and then twisted into disgust.

"He your father." He said with some much venom that I felt that I was slapped.

"Did you really think you could fool me Sakura?"

I felt my heart pond loudly as felt dizzy.

"NETTO!"

The last thing I saw before I closed my eyes was Syaoran's guilty eyes.

000

"I'm sorry, Netto"

I heard his gently voice say to me.

"Syaoran!"

"He your father."

I saw Syaoran figure approach me.

His eyes were full of rage.

"At first I knew that the boy was head over heels over you and I was jealous of him."

I turned my head behind me.

Josh was there with my dad beside him his arms crossed with smug expression.

"I mean you got everyone fooled by your big act that I even fell in love you."

This time I heard Syaoran said that with some much venom.

"You are just a part of the past."

They both end.

"I hate you Netto."

Syaoran then passed me towards to my dad.

"That is right Syaoran come to the right side."

My eyes full with tears as I saw them walk away.

I tried to run after them but I could reach them.

0000

"NO!!!!"

"Netto!"

I saw Syaoran by my side.

My pounding heart started to slow down.

However, I remember what happened before as I started to push away from him.

His eyes soften as reached for me.

"I'm sorry. Hahaha…I'm been saying that a lot. However, I'm so sorry about what I said. "

"All of it." I asked.

He looked at me with a perplexed expression as he nodded his head.

There was an awkward silence as we both sat there.

"I wanted to prove my dad wrong."

I didn't wait for Syaoran to say anything as I continue.

"I wanted to prove to him that I could live his world."

Syaoran waited in respect for me to continue.

"My dad----Yelan's….you know."

He nodded as he put his arm around my neck.

"I…Oh my gosh…everything falling an apart."

I started to cry again.

"Touya and Tomoyo helped." I said

Syaoran nod again as he smiled at me.

"I put that together myself."

Syaoran laughed at my expression.

"I---"

Syaoran started but was interrupted when I heard my dad voice.

We both looked at each as I heard footsteps.

"Syaoran?"

Oh no! My dad found us.

Syaoran had unreadable expression as he got up and walk towards my dad.

"Don't worry father you were right."

I gasped as I realized a little too late.

My dad smirked at Syaoran as he put a hand on Syaoran shoulder.

"Really what was that?"

"That Netto was a girl and he---I mean she just wanted to prove you right."

No. I shocked my head. No He wouldn't.

Syaoran expression was neutral as he said the last devastating three words that I didn't want to hear.

"I hate you."

Betrayed.

TBC….

My fingers are numb. This chapter was so hard to write. Anyways I won't be updating until August since I going away on vacation. Sorry guys. Please review.