Kai's POV!!!!!
Quite important. Read and Enjoi.


I sat in Mrs. Block's fourth Journalism class listening to a lecture on creative writing and spice words. Although the speech was oh so very entertaining I would rather be doodling 'I 3 JB' all over the paper I was supposed to be taking notes on. I felt a nudge to my foot and looked over to the tall, skinny, but masculine boy sitting next to me with a pretty large grin on my face.

"You're supposed to be taking notes. You never know when we might have a pop quiz in this class," He nagged. Kane always seemed to be trying to take care of me. Much like my Jacob, but no where the same. His care is just there when Jacob's is more important to me.

"I am taking notes," I stated with a grin and showing him my already written notes.

The closer I get to my birth date the more definite my powers become. It's crazy! I just got my visions. The seeing the future stuff. Pretty tight, eh? Though I hardly use any of it. I'm too lazy I guess, like whenever I have a chance to use it I never do. I forget. Kane looked down at my notes and rolled his eyes.

"Mrs. Block gave them to me before class," I lied. He snickered and nodded.

"No fair. Teacher's pet," He groaned. He turned back to his notes and narrowed his eyebrows. His eyes shut tight and his face began to squirm into different emotions. He shot up his hand.

"May I go to the bathroom, Mrs. Block?" He asked his eyes still narrowed together.

"Yeah, come get the pass," She said blandly and handed him the pass. He got up and shuffled out the room. I watched his tight jeans hug his legs so gently. Although they were baggy, something seemed so classy about his feminine style. Before he shut the door I noticed him pulling them up to their supposed place around his hips. Ah! I love it when he does that.

Oh hush! I know what you're saying.

'Kai, you have a boyfriend. You cannot like other guys!'

But I don't like other guys. I crush on other guys. That's not my fault though, I'm easily dazzled I suppose, but as soon as Kane does one thing I don't approve of this crush will be crushed!

Kane and Jacob are just so different. Jacob is the sweet, adorable loving bear that I am deeply in love with, but Kane is the sexually driven bad boy that I could love...? Do I sound like a whore? Dang it. I don't mean to. I wish I could morph them together.

Yes! A buff, Native American skater? Is that not totally perfect? I think I'm drooling.. I bet I could probably do that once I'm sixteen. My first goal: Morph Kane and Jacob together. Are you still yelling at me. Ugh.. I know, I know. Jacob's love for me is different than Kane's love could ever be, and that is the exact reason I have having this conversation with myself. Because I love Jacob and nothing can interfere. I hope.

Kane scurried in quietly with a mischievous smile spread across his face, rubbing his neck. He plopped down in his desk and pulled out a notebook. He tore out a sheet and began writing. He balled it into a ball and threw it at my face. I groaned, pierced my eyes at him, and unraveled the paper ball.

So will you finally go out with me?? I looked over at him with an misconceived smile. I picked up my smile and began writing.

No!!! I wrote in large letters over lapping them to bold my point.

Not even after you an Jacob breaking up? It read. I didn't feel my heart beating anymore. Not that I can hardly feel it ever. My hand reached for my pencil.

Huh? I wrote. I balled it back up and threw it at his head.

I thought that you two broke up... I mean I saw Jacob and Frankie kissing. I figured you two weren't together, I read it and heard a slam and a pain start to inflict in my head.

"Kai?" Mrs. Block called noticing I had just slammed my head onto the now dented desk. Kane glared down at it. I hurried to move my hand under the desk, heat the plastic, and smooth it out with my other hand.

"Yes?" I replied anxiously trying to fix my hair and not rip the paper I was holding to shreds

"You okay?" She question. I nodded and picked up my pencil.

Don't try to make up stuff just because you like me, Kane. That's utterly crude, I wrote back feeling satisfied with my excuse. He unraveled the message and snickered to himself.

I'm serious. I thought that... Well I'm sorry Kai, He wrote back with a sad face drawn after his simple discouraging sentence.

I still didn't believe that little devious boy. After that fake smile he gave me after my "thanks" and a nod. I don't think it's right to trust him. Not to think that I trust anyone. Give me a break.

Jacob's my second love. My first was absolutely amazing. The butterflies I got, the way he made me feel was bliss. Yeah, Vince was great, but he also always made me feel awkward. He never felt that comfortable around me either. There were those wonderful times, but he always said I had a wall up. Like I wasn't telling him something. Well duh.. I'm totally going to tell a guy that I'm slowly but surely turning into a super hero. Ah! I don't know. It's all stupid. I think it was because we were both each other's first time to be in love and we didn't know how to handle it. Well blah, blah, blah we fought a lot and he cheated on me. Guess what his explanation was! Guess!

"I didn't cheat on you, I just didn't tell you," What the fudge, Vince!? I had hoped I would never see him again. Too bad Vince Hoang lived across the street from Ms. Lisa and his family knew my biological family. I know. What a coincidence. You know to make it worse he cheated on me with a girl he met at some party. I was so ashamed. I ... It sucks. I really did love him. He knew how sensitive I was... I really hope that Nina chick cheats on him. No! No I don't, that's mean! He deserves love. No! He already had love. Oh never mind. I talk to myself too mu--

"Kai, come on. Chemistry time!" Kane woke me up from my long argument with myself. I gathered my things and met Kane in the hallway next to his locker.

"What are you going to do?" He asked putting his around my shoulder. I felt the need to shrug him away, but I was sure this was all the comfort I'm going to get from anyone for a while.

"About what?" I soon realized what he was talking about, but just didn't think before I spoke.

"Jacob?" He chuckled his deep husky laugh and then sighed with worry.

"I can't just break up with him I--"

"Yes you can!" I nudged him in the gut.

"Don't interrupt me!" I shrugged his arm away and began towards fifth period in a power walk.

"Kai! Slow down!" He caught up with me and kept up with my pace. Not even Jacob could do that.

"I have to talk to him," I noted while watching people dodge our race to fifth period space science.

"Kai, do you really want to face that pain again?" I turned to face him. Kane's hand was glued to his forehead. Besides Terra and Delilah, Kane was the only one that knew about Vincent. I was too embarrassed to tell Jacob and there was no reason to anyway. My skin began to itch. Another attack.

"Why do you treat me like your little sister, Kane?" I asked hoping for a loving answer to save me from this attack.

"Because you're like my little sister. My best friend. I don't want you to get hurt," He noted sincerely. He pulled my shoulder into his chest. His Burberry cologne always smelled so good. I couldn't help, but stay there inhaling his scent outside of Mr. Kritlock's chemistry class. He always waited until the late bell rings to let is classes in.

"I can take care of myself. You and Jacob don't cut me enough slack," I sighed and felt his chest elevate to inhale.

"You're still talking about him?" He exhaled and I could feel his almond, brown eyes on me. I was too intimidated to look up.

"Because I love him," I announced looking up to see his strong cheekbones seem so weak. The doorknob turned and Mr. Kritlock opened the door.

"Keep her safe, Jacob. Be good to her," Mr. Kritlock was saying. Jacob was leaning against one of the desks. His face was devastated. What was Uncle Kritlock saying to him!? The rest of my class began to walk in. My legs wouldn't have moved if Kane hadn't started to push me through the door.

Oh no. Jacob's waiting for a hug, or even a smile. He knows he doesn't deserve either! I looked up at him on my way to my seat. I gave him a simple, half smile and slummed to my seat. I put down my backpack and unzipped it pulling out my notebook and beginning my science warm ups. I saw his head drop as he closed the door behind him. That was all I needed to confirm Kane's rumor.

"Mr. Kritlock?" I got up from my seat. I guess my legs are working now..

"Yes, Kai?" Mr. Kritlock looked up from his computer. I sat down in the chair beside his desk.

"What did you say to Jacob?" I interrogated, whispering so that Kane or anyone else in the class could here. He began playing with his tie, not looking at my face. I grunted.

"Nothing," He muttered without looking up at my accusing face.

"Miles," I accused bluntly waiting for his response.

"I just told him to be good to you," He told. I groaned and threw my hands up involuntarily. I got up from the seat and yanked the pass from around his neck.

"I'm leaving!" I groaned turning the knob hesitantly. I closed my eys and pushed it open. I tried to recall Jacob's schedule.

"Ah! Mechanical Arts! Now.. Which way is that?" I pondered to myself. I began skipping down the hallway to the right towards what I hoped was the Mech. Arts garage.

Hm, what am I going to say? Why'd you kiss that sassy werewolf? Or, am I too happy for you so you kiss the angry female werewolf? Is that fair? I felt a tug to my Dance Gavin Dance shirt and all of a sudden I'm in someone's chest.

"I'm sorry," His voice muttered against my head. My lip quivered in disgust. The three phrases I hated the most are I love you, I miss you, and I'm sorry. I pushed away and tried to look as angry as I could. Although I wasn't that mad.

"I have an explanation, " He muttered hesitating at places just in case I wanted to interrupt. I crossed my arms and switched my hips waiting for him to continue. He scratched his head and leaned against a locker.

"You kissed another girl, there is no good explanation for that!" I balled my fists and was very close to handling him that balled fist to the face. The explanations guys give you these days. They're absolutely pitiful. He was too calm to be in this situation. He cheated on me. Oh. He cheated on me...

"Really though, please calm down," He reached for my arms, but I dodged his large hands.

"Elaborate dear peasant!" I snapped. His worried face calmed me down. Dammit!! Why is he so adorable?

"She's in love with me," He said. I felt my mouth run agape. Oh my gosh! Another horrible excuse! His head dropped and I unclenched my fist at that pitiful gesture of disappointment.

"So you made another chick fall in love with you? That's great!" I muttered sarcastically, shaking my head. He reached for my arms again, more hesitantly than the first time. I gave in this time. The cold, icy feel of the hall leading to the Mech. Arts garage was aching and he was so warm.

The best feeling is when the world around you in freezing cold and the man you're in love with holding you is warming your heart. Melting your worries away. I closed my eyes and smiled into his chest, where he couldn't see my pleasure.

"She imprinted on me," He muttered. I pulled away from his chest and glared up at him with a worried, but forgiving face.

"That's horrible," I didn't mean to sound that devastated, but he found it amusing.

"It can't work out. It is horrible, huh?" He nestled his head into mine and I did the same into his chest.

"This sucks," I feel like crying. I feel like a man stealer. I don't deserve Jacob. He's too wonderful for me, but he needs me in his life to be complete. Frankie needs him in his life to be complete.

"This sucks," I muttered again. I love Jacob. I really do, but Frankie deserves him. Kane deserves me? I love Jacob though. Dammit! What is this?? A love square!!

"This really, really sucks," I said one more time. My skin began to itch again. My heart felt like it was beating out of my chest.

"I love you, Kai. No one else," Phew. I think this is the only time I've wanted to hear those dreadful three words. I sighed and looked up at him,

"I love you too," He smiled and leaned in for a kiss. He soft lips met mine and I felt his smile spread across our lips. I pushed his chest away.

"Don't you dare scare me like that again!" I hit his chest then pulled his shoulders down to kiss him again. I could feel his heart beating hard through his chest. That's how it always was. His heart seemed to work so hard these days, but that's why I love my Jacob. He knows how to fix things, but he does it with his hard working heart.

"So you do get jealous?" He muttered against my lips pushing me back against the lockers behind me. I couldn't help, but play along and clench his shirt in my tiny hands.

"You kissed another girl. I'm not being jealous, I'm being a real girlfriend. I don't want to get herpes," I joked, pulling his waist into mine. He chuckled and when in for another kiss.

"I didn't fuck her. It was just a kiss you satisfy her," He breathed against my lips with that wolfish, sexual grin that I loved. I groaned at his choice of words, but I couldn't object to the works he was doing on my neck. And those damn frisky hands that wandered my hips and thighs as he sandwiched me in-between the lockers and himself was getting me too excited.

"Jacob.." I groaned. Why had I groaned. Pooh, now he thinks I'm enjoying this. You know this is kind of disgusting. He kissed another girl less than twenty minutes ago. This is--

"Jacob! Stop! You know usually I am forgiving, but you cheated on me..." I let my voice trail as I began pushing away. And began waking aimlessly down the hall. He groaned behind me.

I heard a big bang to some lockers that made me jump.

"Kai! It meant nothing!" His hard, cold face frightened me. I watched his fist begin to bleed and looked over to the locker. His fist was imprinted into it. I chuckled to myself. I wonder who the owner of that locker is.

"A kiss always means something. Even if it isn't on your behalf. It meant something to her Jacob." I justified. His facial features drooped and his eyes dropped to where his blood was dripping to the ground. His wound had healer by now, but there was a puddle of red gush at his feet. I turned and began walking again. I heard his footsteps following.

"What do I do?" He pleaded. I turned around to see my heart wrenching boyfriend surrendered on his knees. My eyebrows narrowed and I crouched down behind him.

"I don't know the guidelines to werewolf voodoo, but how did Sam react?" He turned to look at me, wondering how I knew about the most terrible exampled of their werewolf voodoo. He turned back around as I began to massage his shoulders the way my mother had taught me.

"He didn't react really. He just loved Emily. Just that," He inhaled and exhaled deeply, as if he'd start crying. Ugh, I hope not. I don't want to make my Jacob cry.

"And how are you going to react?" I challenged moving my hands to the middle of his back. He adjusted to the movement of my hands and sighed.

"I'm going to just love you?" He questioned looking back at me. I grinned and kissed his lips.

"Exactly," I confirmed standing up and pulling him as well. He didn't smile or look amused in any way. I pouted.

"What's wrong?" I asked cocking my head to the left trying to find his gaze. He kept his eyes off me though. That was different. His eyes were always on me.

"How do you cope with me?" He muttered dropping his head. I lifted it up with my knuckles.

"I have patience. Not like any other girl can keep up with you anyway." I chuckled as I began walking aimlessly again hoping he was following behind.

"But why? I'd figure any other girl would have kicked me to the curb after kissing another girl with or without patience," He was on my left now, taking short steps meeting my long, but slow strides.

"I know that you need me. And I know that this is my second chance," I muttered. He reached for my hand.

"Second chance for what?" He asked massaging my fingers with his large thumb. I looked up at him and shook my head.

"I meant your second chance," Nice save Kai Raze! You're good! I grinned to largely at my victory and Jacob could tell.

"Shut up. Tell me the truth," He chuckled. I looked up at him with my mouth wide open and brows narrowed.

"Tell me!" He demanded, squeezing my hand. I winced.

"You're forcing me to tell you by inflicting pain!? What a horrible boyfriend," Two can play at this game. I raised my foot above his and slammed down on his size fifteen show with all my shifter strength. He yelped and crouched down to aide his foot. I giggled and shrugged.

"Why are you so..., So... Why are you so Kai, Kai?" He chuckled to himself forgetting why were even fighting again. I shrugged in response to his question. We walked through the halls silently for a while. Hand, in hand.

"This is a test. Just a test! Ok?" I blurted to end the silence that was brewing in this lonely hallway. He nodded and waited for his test, "What would you do if.. I err... Got you back?" He stared down at me baffled.

"Why would you want to?" He asked defensively. I held my hands up in surrender.

"It's a test remember!"

"Well.. I guess it'd be fair," He pondered, "But I'd have to approve," He announced staring down at me. My brows narrowed.

"Hey! That's not fair! I didn't approve your... Person. That's not fair," I testified. He chuckled and made up his mind. Pursing his lips and shrugging at my complaint. I pouted.

"Name your options," He ordered.

"Fine, Embry?"

"No, he's actually attracted to you. He'll take it the wrong way," He chuckled. I scrunched my nose and thought.

"Brady?"

"He's too young for you," He nagged. I groaned.

"It's not like I'm dating him!!"

He didn't answer and shrugged again. My lip raised. I officially hated that shrug.

"Paul?"

"No! He'll molest you! No one in the pack," He demanded. Oh pooh, who else is the--

"Kane!" He stopped in his track causing me to back track to face him. His hard, cold face scared me again. Unlike most times my worried face didn't change his.

"Never mind. I don't want pay back," I acclaimed grabbing his hand and looking for his eyes to meet mine. He growled and wrapped his arm around my waist more protectively than I'd like. I heard footsteps. Sneakers that were oh so too familiar.

"Mr. Kritlock wants you back to class, Kai," Kane said behind us in that deep, husky tone. I really think that Kane and Jacob should switch voices. Jacob's bland teenager-y voice didn't fit his body. Jacob slung me around by the waist revealing Kane in front of us. I grinned which made Kane grin which made Jacob glare down at me. The grin was wiped away by Jacob's hard face and replaced with disappoint. He let go of my waist and pushed me towards Kane.

"By Jacob," The departure came out as a whimper as I glared up at him still hanging onto his hand.

"Bye," He growled still glaring at Kane. He bent to kiss me. More intensity than passion. Kane snickered to himself. The kiss broke and I turned to walk to Kane. The deep purr in Jacob's chest echoed through the hallway. I watched Kane's devious smile stretch across his face as I walked towards him. I turned to Jacob. His furrowed eyebrows and twitching lip made me frown.

"Watch yourself," Jacob snarled. Kane snickered and nodded.

"Will do good sir, will do," Kane mocked in a British accent. Jacob's growl deepened and got louder even after walking away.

"Why are you so.. Ah! Why do you have to be!!? Ugh!! Kane you're so unfair to him," I stammered after we were a good distance away from Jacob. I began pacing in the hallway, twisting and turning in front of Kane. He caught my shoulder causing my to face him.

"Don't you see what he's doing? He's brainwashing you to think that you have to be his and only his forever," He testified. I grunted. He has no idea!

I shoved my finger into his chest, "I wonder why! Ever since we've met you're been threatening our relationship. You're probably the reason we fight so much! Wait!! It is!" The veins in my muscles enlarged.

"What the fuck, Kai! I like you. How else do you expect me to react?--"

"I expect you to move on! That should be your first idea! I'm walking if you don't want to die you shouldn't follow," I snapped, stomping away. Trying to control my thoughts in my head. How could he make me feel so guilty? I like you. He likes me? Really, does he not realize that I like him too? And did he have to make it officially. All verbally and what not.

Agh. This isn't good. I have the urge to look back. Damn these single long always. There are only four of them and they're all probably a mile long. I might be exaggerating, but still. My head ached to creep around to see that tall, lanky boy dangling in the hallway by the last piece of his heart and spine. I like you. My neck muscles began to tense as I tried to turn to look at Kane's heartbroken face.

Agh. I can't do it! I'll cry. I'm so sensitive. I'm such a baby. I'm too emotional. I'll cry. Dammit. This is horrible. Where is my class!? Have I passed it? If I have to turn around I don't know what I'll do.

Agh. This is a time that I really need Jacob. I need my snuggle bear to cry into. Oh pooh. This is absolutely horrible! What do I do? I really need someone right now. I'm going to fall apart.

Agh. Kane, my best friend-- besides Terra and Delilah-- is hurt. Because of my absolute horrible ability to resolve someone's emotions. How does he feel? I broke his heart. I feel horrible. I broke someone's heart. I broke Kane's heart. Oh crap. Here come the water works. Where is my class? No, no. Better yet, where is a bathroom to breakdown in? That's perfect. Bathrooms are always a perfect place to just cry and cry. Perfect. With all the bacteria and disgusting used--

"Kai?" I whizzed around to the familiar high-pitched stern voice. As soon as I saw her devastated and worried face I couldn't hold back the tears any longer. Terra caught my body before it collapsed to the now, cold and discouraging hallway floor.

"Kai. He'll get through it. I'll make sure of it," She comforted, but the tears kept coming.

"How?" I asked, my voice thickened with flam. The lump in my throat scratching it's way through my mouth.

"We'll get Delilah to whore him into her orbital prostitution," I couldn't help but burst into laughter. Terra probably is the best "happy giver" ever. It's probably because she takes your mind off what you're upset about. "And none of us liked him anyway. He was stealing you from Delilah and me," She sighed.

I didn't respond. I still wanted Kane to be "stealing" me away from my two best friends.

"You have Jacob," She muttered in my hair. I blinked our the last of my tears as I thought of my oh so loving teddy bear. My dear peasant. Then I realized why I was even in this hundred mile hallway.

"He kissed Frankie," I muttered into her hoodie. Well, Marcus' hoodie. I felt her shudder.

"Blech. Never mind, you don't have Jacob," She groaned with a final 'humph'

"But..." I began. I thought about it. Maybe Jacob and I need a break. That's a knee slapper eh? A break? After... Five days? That has to be record.

"You need space. You know how much you don't like relationships," Agh. Terra knows me too well. I hate relationships actually, but Jacob was so worth it. And I knew he'd force me into it at some point.

Relationships are so pointless for kids my age and I didn't want to be drawn into all that stupid "teenage infatuation". I didn't want to get hurt. But look where I am. Crying in my best friend's arms over a boy. Scratch that. Two boys.

"Maybe. I'll talk it out with him," I sighed pulling myself from her arms. She got up and held out her hand for help. I'll talk it out with him? Oh gees. That raised my heartbeat. I twitched at the sudden itch in my neck. Oh my goodness. I'll talk it out with him? Really Kai? Will you really? Or are you going to chicken out? You couldn't talk it out with Vince, how are you going to talk it out with the most sensitive, most masculine, most wonderful guy you know? How Kai? Please elaborate.

"You going back to class Kai?" Terra asked already halfway down the hall. I nodded and pulled my glasses off to wipe my eyes and the lenses.

I walked six short steps back to Mr. Kritlock's class. Six short steps that I could have ignored Terra's revelation . Six short steps that I could have made to avoid the horrible occurrence that may lead to my one and only and I breaking up. After all, he is Frankie's one and only too.


Yup.... I'm sorry you guys :(
Breaks my hear too!!

But yeah. You're hating Kane right now, but wait til the next three chapters (:

Question of the Chapter: Kai or Bella? And because I know most of you are going to pick Kai *snicker* Why? And for the losers who will pick Bella, why? WHY!!??
She has no soul!! Agh.. I don't like Bella, she's such a boring main character, really. Get a life. Jump off a cliff.
Oh wait. You did eh? Well do it again and make sure Jacob's not around.
Oh wait! He's not going to be because he's going to be with Kai :D