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WARNING FOR LANGUAGE

DEAN POV

I screamed for my brother once more when he ran down the stairs. We said our goodbyes to Bobby and then drove at full speed to the location of each artifact. Meanwhile, we drove in silence till I heard my brother sigh for the hundredth time:

"what is wrong with you, Sammy?" I asked him " you've been sighing for over an hour!"

"why did you do it?" he asked me. I looked at him confused before focusing on the road again.

"why did I do what?" I asked him.

"why did you kiss Jo?" he asked me in an angry voice.

" I didn't " I said in a low voice.

"oh you didn't? Then maybe what I saw was you checking if she had something on her teeth" my brother said in a sarcastic voice. He was taking the sarcasm of Eve.

"Sam" I started.

"what? He spat.

"it was her who kissed me!" I explained.

"but you didn't back away form her" my brother persisted.

"I was too shocked to even do anything!" I spat " it was when I saw Eve walk away when I realized what I did!"

"yeah, sure!" my brother wasn't believing me " you know what does Eve think about it?" he asked me.

"what?" I asked him fearing the answer.

"that you got tired of her, jerk!" he shouted " you know that it's not easy for her to rely on someone , and less to show her feelings to someone. What is what you do? Go and break her heart!" I felt devastated. I couldn't believe that she thought that I got tired of her. I could never get tired of her! She is the one who holds my heart in her hands! She can do anything with it and I wouldn't mind! Anything that she asks me I would do it! I love her!

" she doesn't let me explain it to her!" I exclaimed .

"that's no excuse , Dean!" my brother was right.

"I'll explain everything to her once she is in shape, Sam" I started " I love her" I said in sad voice

"I know you love her, Dean" my brother sighed and placed a comforting hand on my forearm " it's just , that I sometimes wonder if you know how to treat the woman you love"

"what do you mean?" I asked him confused .

"you should not go and let another woman kiss you, even if you were shocked you should have broke away from her"

"Sam…" I started.

"I know, you just got your love and then Jo goes and kisses you, but you should have done something. I don't know , just…"

"I know, Sam" I said and then parked the car in front of the place where we have to find the artifacts "let's get this artifacts and then heal Eve" I said as we knocked on the door.

An old woman opened the door. She seemed to be a gypsy. She let us in and we sat down on an old battered couch. We looked around the house and it was full of jars with things that we didn't want to know what they were. The house was poorly lit by some random candles on the shelves.

"so you have come here in search f the artifacts, right?" she asked us .

"yes" was all Sam said.

"well, you know that there is something you have to give me in return, right?" she smirked as she looked at us. If she was going to ask for sex, I'll let Sam do her gladly, cause I don't have the stomach to do her.

"what is it that you ask in return?" Sam asked her. She got up and then cherished both our cheeks. Sam and I shuddered and almost gagged as we saw her black and yellowish teeth when she smiled.

" one of her alchemy circles" she sat down on the couch and we sighed in relieve.

"what alchemy circle?" I asked her.

"the resurrection circle" she smirked.

"we can't give you that!" Sam exclaimed. If we gave her that , it would mean that we are giving her Eve's life, that is Eve would become her slave. You might ask why Eve would become her slave, well, easy, remember that she had engraved her circles in her hands, right? Well, the resurrection circle is engraved in her hands and the last bit in her chest. How do I know this? Well, before we went to fight Lucifer, I saw that semi circle and she explained me that she could use that circle only once, as it would mean a sacrifice for her.

"well, then you will not get your artifacts and she will die" she laughed evilly.

"ask for something else" I pressed her.

"anything?" she smirked again.

"anything" I said. Silence took over the room as she thought of what to ask in exchange.

"how about her memories" was all she said looking at me straight in the eyes.

"what?" I asked her confused.

"she won't remember meeting you or anything that she has gone through all this time with you" she was still smirking "she will remember nothing of you!" her smirk turned into a devilish smile.

"you can't do that!" Sam exclaimed. I was too shocked to answer anything.

"yes , I can. If you don't accept this then everything is over" she got up and started putting the artifacts back in their place.

"she will only lose her memories about us and everything that happened in between us, right?" I asked her.

"Dean!" my brother shoved me.

"Sam, it's the only way for her to live" I looked back at the gypsy.

"yes, only the memories about you" she placed the artifacts back in the table "I'm being generous, boys" she continued "losing her memory would be one of the things that would happen to her if an angel or demon brought her back to life"

"how do you know that?" Sam asked her confused.

"because I've been around for many years, honey" she cherished his cheek.

"oh, OK" Sam said uncomfortable by the little distance left between him and the gypsy.

"maybe , I should ask for something else" she ran her fingers through his hair as she bit her lower lips. Sam was gagging and feeling ubberly uncomfortable, while I was holding my laughter.

"yeah, well too late" Sam disentangled her fingers of his hair and stood up " now, could we have the artifacts, please?"

"sure, anything for you, honey" she batted her eyelashes and I was still trying to hold back my laughter.

"how do they work? I asked her once I was regained control of my voice.

"all you have to do is place them around her body and then this one" she held up a strange orb "you have to place it in her chest, where her heart is"

"OK, thanks" Sam was about to ran out of the house when the gypsy grabbed him and kissed his cheek leaving some saliva on his cheek. He gulped and wiped the saliva of his hand before running to the car.

We drove back to Bobby's and after 5 hours we ran inside his house:

"Bobby we have them" I screamed as I didn't see neither Sue nor him. We arrived to where Eve was staying and found Bobby, Sue and Castiel there looking at a sleeping Eve.

"hey, we have the artifacts" Sam announced nearing them. Sue was in Castiel's arms, while Bobby was looking down at his lap.

"shit! " I exclaimed as I saw that I forgot the orb back in the car "I'm coming back in a sec" I ran down the stairs and picked the orb and then ran back up the stairs. I found Sam outside her room and when he saw me he stopped me.

"I think that we should drink something, Dean" he said in a sad voice.

"what? No!" I tried to get free form his grasp " there is no time for that, Sam! We have to cure Eve!"

"Dean" I looked at him and then I knew that something was wrong. I found it strange for Sue to be in Castiel's arms and for Bobby to be looking down at his lap.

"let me go, Sam" I said in a dark voice.

"Dean" he started , but I punched him and ran to Eve' s side. She had her eyes closed and blood was everywhere in the bed.

"she is just sleeping" I said as I shook her by the shoulder " come on, wake up, Eve" she wasn't waking up "damn it, Evania! Wake up!" I felt a hand on my forearm stopping me.

"she is dead, Dean" Sue cried "we couldn't do anything"

"she is not dead! " I screamed.

"Dean, boy, come on let's get out of here and calm down" I shoved Bobby's hand away as I hugged the cold body of Eve. "please, wake up. Don't leave me. You can't leave me!" I whispered over and over again in her ear.

"Dean" Castiel started.

"leave me alone!" I shouted "leave me some time alone with her!" they nodded their heads and then left the room. I sat there motionless looking at her bloody body. In that moment, I remembered what my future me told us, how he found her. The future was coming true. I swore to her that I wouldn't let anything to happen to her. I cleaned her bloody face with a wet towel. Then, I looked for the last time at the face of my one and only love before covering her with a blanket. I stood straight and then got down the stairs, where everyone was looking at me with tears in their eyes.

"Dean" Sue started.

"let's find that mother fucker and kill him" I said in an impassive voice.

"Dean" my brother stood up and made his way to me .

"she left a note" Castiel handed me the note. I opened the envelope and then started reading it.

Hi everyone!

Well, right now I'm not there with y'all yelling to stop crying over something so stupid. Y'all knew that this was going to happen sooner or later, so please stop crying and think that I'm in a better place, where I'm with my brother and friends.

I paused reading and looked at the rest who had a sad smile on their faces, but tears continued falling nonetheless, though my eyes were dried as no tears fell at any moment.

First of all, you guys have to find Sue's soul and make it sure that she lives peacefully with no problems at all. Secondly, I'm really sorry that I was a bitch to you Castiel. I just feared that you will bring Sue back to her prison, though I realized that you love her.

Thirdly, Castiel keep an eye on the Winchesters in case they do something stupid, that I'm sure that they will do. Bobby, I wished I could have brought back your ability to walk. I'm sorry about that. Take care of the boys, Bobz.

Sam, don't do anything stupid, please, like letting the demon take control of you or something like that. I'm sure that there are many other ways to kill Lucifer. Moreover, don't let your brother do anything stupid either.

Sue, at first I hated you, but then I started liking you, seeing that you have suffered like me. You have been like a light in our lives, Sue. You have giving us strength and faith. You sure do justice to your real name and your duty for humanity.

Dean,

I paused again and they looked at me.

"maybe we should leave you alone, Dean" Bobby offered.

"yeah, that's kind of personal" Sam agreed.

"you know, you were her boyfriend and love" Sue smiled at me sadly.

I just looked at them as they exited the room. I sat down on the couch and sighed before placing my whole attention on the letter again.

Dean, I loved you so much that you can't imagine it. I remember the first time that I met you.

I smiled remembering how shy she was back then.

My brother told me that you were going to help us with everything. When I met you I thought that you were a cocky man who would try to get in my pants. You tried that, remember.

We were in a mission. We checked in a motel and Eve and her brother were sharing a room. We went to this bar to have a drink and eat something, when I decided to make my move on her. She was drinking a soda peacefully when I sat next to her. I talked with her and she answered shyly to my questions. That night I knew that she was different form any other woman that I met before. She didn't fall for my pick up lines or my looks.

She said she was tired to her brother and I decided to walk her. I thought that I would get what I wanted, but I didn't. I tried kissing her and she backed away from me. I told her directly what I wanted and she blushed. Her blush made me smile at how cute she was. Then, she kissed my cheek and told me that she couldn't do something like that with someone she didn't love.

I can't help the smile that came to my face when remembering this. She sure drove me crazy in every way she could.

When my brother died my world crumbled down to pieces. However, you and your brother helped me picked all those pieces and put them together again. During that time, I despised you, but then again I loved you at the same time,as I couldn't stop worrying about you. Then your behavior towards me changed and I started falling in love with you. You made me feel safe. You gave me strength to go on. You were my everything, Dean.

But, you broke my heart when you got tired of me and kissed Jo. However, I do understand it now. I thought that I could change you, but I was wrong. You are Dean Winchester a man who can't stay with the same girl for more than 2 months. That's why, I forgive you and wish you to find the right woman, the woman who will make beat your heart like you made beat mine. The woman who would make you want her more and only for you, like I wanted you only for me and no one else. The woman to whom you will give your heart and everything, like I gave you my heart and everything. I forgive you , Dean, because I know that I wasn't that woman.

I love you, Dean. Take care of yourself and your brother and don't do anything stupid.

Pst.: don't throw away my things, please. Bury them with me, please. And don't become a grumpy Dean like the one we saw in the future.

I finished reading the letter when a tear fell to the paper. I wiped it away and touched my face, only to realize that I was crying. I folded up the letter and placed it on my pocket. I walked to where her corpse was and sat down next to her and grabbed her cold hand.

"you are my only woman, Evvy. You had your heart in your hands and now you leave me heartless" I kissed her hand and then got down the stairs again. I dried my tears and walked to where the rest was.

"let's find Garrett" I said before turning around and walking to the car.

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