A/N Very interesting feedback from you all for the past chapter. We're not out of it all yet..we're just getting started. Hope you enjoy this chapter.
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MALLORY
Deep breaths.
In.
Out.
Still shaking.
I can't stop.
I need to get out of here.
How can I get out of here.
They aren't going to just let me go.
I can tell.
They want me here.
They want to use me, fuck me, abuse me. I know it.
I ignored their words before they threw me in here, trying to not listen to the thigns they'd say. I didn't want to get riled up over tnohing. I didn't want to make this a bigger deal than it already fucking was. I needed a clear head. I needed to think about what the hell situation Im in right now. This I bad.
They aren't clients.
They have basically kidnapped me in their own way. A reversed fucked up way. A way that would make any cop not believe me, because I walked my own ass here. Fuck.
I can't believe I'm such a fucking idiot. I also let them do what they wanted. How could I be so naive to think that they'd let me go. Of course they wouldn't let me go. Nick just wants to get his dick wet, like I had told him last time I was here and Neil is on a power trip up the fucking ass with me because of Tyler.
Tyler.
If he finds out what Neil has done he's going to try to kill him. I just know it. I don't want him to get in trouble though, I couldn't lose him. I wouldn't be able to function without him. I can't. I can barely breathe right now because of it. He's not here, and I wish he was. He could help me out of this mess I'm in. I should have just told him from the beginning that I needed help,that I was lost and young and confused. That's what I am, isn't it.
My mom fucked me up beyond belief and being at the club hasn't helped me either.
The only two people in my life that have ever actually cared have been Tyler and my dad.
Dad, send me Tyler, please. I need him to come and save me, please come and save me. I need you so bad.
I've always needed him, since the day I met him.
That realization is hitting me like a ton of bricks right now. My heart burns at the thought.
I need him.
He's always been the one that has kept me grounded and stable.
I take another deep breath.
I need to think of a way out of this.
The second I get out of here I need to go talk to Tyler. I have to tell him all of the things that I've been hiding. He has to forgive me. He loves me. He loves me.
I keep replaying his words in my head, he loves me.
I can't focus on anything right now. I wish I could see what's around me, I can feel around and tell there's shoes, clothing and jackets. Maybe I'm just in a side closet.
They're going to come back soon. I'm going to need to think of something. I don't want this to go any further. I don't want Tyler to wonder where I am and try to find me. I need to get out of this fucking mess I'm in.
What if I just asked them if I could leave? Tell them I'll give them money or drugs or whatever, just let me leave. I could always go to the cops afterwards? No. I couldn't that wont work. Plus Neil is too crazy. I can't deal with him. He would never let me go no matter what. Could I get to Nick though?
Nick.
Hmm.
Maybe.
Even though hes involved in this he doesn't have the malicious motivations that Neil does, at least I don't think so. I could work with that, right? I could try to get Nick to let me go? Maybe trick him into it? Use my skills like they wanted me to earlier? Toy with his emotions, make him think with his dick instead of his brain?
I just need to get him alone.
TYLER
"Is that all you got?"
"No." I punched him again, harder this time. "You fucking asshole, you fucked her?" I felt his jaw snap under my hand, I had definitely done some damage. I hit him again. He was letting me. I didn't get why. I saw his hand move barely but I didn't care, there was no way he could hit me. He was leaning on his desk for support.
I didn't even realize he had moved and I felt something punch my face. It wasn't him, it was his body guard, who was now holding me back by my arms. I'm screwed now. No more hitting for me. I was probably going to get the shit kicked out of me now.
"Enough of that." He rubbed his jaw as he spoke, I fucking hurt him. Good. He was fucking Mallory. I wanted him dead. She had been fucking cheating on me this whole damn time and with this asshole out of all people. Her fucking pimp or some shit. What is that?
I still can't believe she'd do that to me.
Why?
Maybe he was lying? Maybe she wasn't fucking him?
If she was, why couldn't she have just told me? We could have broken this up a long fucking time ago if she just told me she was going to cheat. Although, when you're going to cheat you usually don't fucking announce it do you?
Fuck this, my brain is like mush right now. There's too much information being pushed in and its doesnt go with what I had originally thought.
Apparently, I was lied to. I was cheated on. This fucking man in front of me had his fucking dick in her. What the fuck. I'm seeing all red. I can't stop.
I try to pull away from the man holding me, it doesn't work. He's too strong.
Max walks towards me, still rubbing at his jaw. His expression was smug again, I wanted to smack it off him.
MALLORY
"I'll go get her." I could barely hear his voice from inside the closet but I knew that it was Nick.
Yes. My nerves were still rising, I was still shaking, there was no stopping that.
Please let me be able to go back to how I used to be with men at the club, I need that side of me again.
If he didn't fall for my plan I was being taken back to that fucking room again. I didn't want to go back there, I didn't want to be anywhere near either of them but if I had to pick one it would be Nick.
Neil wanted revenge, I wanted out.
I hear Nick's footsteps get closer.
This could work.
Maybe, please.
Please, let it work.
I heard the door knob jiggle, I couldn't see anything. He was standing right outside the doors though, I could feel him there. The nerves in my stomach started piling up. I could feel my heart in my throat. If this doesn't work I could get in some serious trouble.
There is a good chance I could be killed, I would have no doubt in my mind that Max would give them the okay on that.
"Get up." The light outside the door was dim, my eyes adjusted and I saw him standing above me. His face was hard.
"Nick?" I asked, quietly and as innocently as I could.
"What?" His voice was harsh yet again.
"Can I tell you something?" Please say yes.
"What?" Still not sounding interested, I don't care.
"I want you." I lowered my voice, trying to make myself sound sexier now.
"Excuse me?"
"I want you, just you. I don't want Neil."
"You want me?" I shook my head, yes. "Not Neil?"
"Not him. I just want you. Can we get away from him?" His face wavered, I could tell he wasn't sure about doing that. I needed to hit a trigger point. "He's making you share me, right?"
"Yes. You didn't want me though, you said so last time you were here." I knew it. I knew he just wanted to fuck me, I could do this.
"I was scared, that's all. Now that I've had you, I want more."
"Oh really?" He was intrigued, I had caught his attention.
"Yes."
"Well I think we could arrange something, I mean you were technically mine before you were his anyways. He sort of crashed this party."
"I hate it, I just want you all to myself. " I licked my lips. "I just want to fuck you and suck you until you can't handle anymore." The fact that I was on the ground still helped me here. I pushed myself onto my knees as I spoke, giving him a visual of what I wanted.
The old me was back.
I hated it but it was here.
I didn't mean any of the words that were coming out of my mouth, it was an act. I just wanted to be safe and make sure that Tyler was as well. The sickening feeling in my stomach wouldn't go away.
His eyes looked hooded, I only needed to push him a little further. I reached my hand out and dragged it down his stomach, "Take me, Nicholas." I whispered using my breathy sex voice. I hated that voice because it always seemed so fake to me. I used to use it at the club all the time to get clients to want a private room or pay more for extras. I never needed it with Tyler. Please don't hate me Tyler, I'm trying to get out of this the only way I can think of right now.
"Come on." He grabbed my hand and pulled me off the ground. We started walking towards the kitchen, taking a right just before we got there and into a bedroom. Now I knew where I was. I was right off the kitchen, which meant the door was right there as well. I could do this. I was still shaking, I hoped Nick couldn't tell.
I just needed to get him to want me, keep him wanting me and keep Neil away.
He walks me towards the bed and stops. Probably trying to see if I try to escape or something. "Can you shut the door? I don't want Neil to walk in on us." I say it suggestively as though we're going to be in here for a while and we need our privacy. If this goes how I want it to I wont need to do much before getting out of here, fast.
"Of course. I don't want him to ruin anything we're going to do." He winked, walking over and locking the door. It made a small clicking sound, I'd need to cover that sound with something to get out of here.
I had him right where I wanted him.
I could do this.
I just needed to play this right and I could get out of here. As long as when I did I avoided Neil Iw oudl be fine. I wondered how he planned on keeping Neil away from m me, he obviously wasn't too big on the sharing thing.
"What are you going to tell him if he comes over here?" I asked as I walked closer to him. I wanted to know what his plan was, make sure he was really on board before I started.
"That you're mine right now." He said and kissed me, I was stiff at first. I didn't want to kiss him, ever.
I had to though, I needed to get out of here. I kissed back, hating every single second of it all.
"Let's go to the bed." I moved him over there and threw him down, climbing on top. I wanted to be in control. I kissed him again until I felt his arousal poking me, I hated this. His hands were all over my back and ass, he wanted to keep me there. "I just want to tie you up and fuck you so hard. " I whispered against his mouth as we kissed, he moaned.
Good.
"Can I do that to you? Can I tie you up and ride you?" Dirty talk seemed to work on him. I hated this. I fucking hated it. He opened his eyes as I backed up slightly, waiting for his answer.
"Only if I can tie you up after." He thrust himself upward, pushing into me. I wanted to jump off him and run away but I didn't. I couldn't He really thought I was into this, I always knew how to talk dirty to a man to make him want more.
"Please." I moaned into his mouth one of those fake porn moans. He bought it.
I hate this.
Tyler, forgive me.
I don't want to be doing this.
I need to get out.
This could work.
I can do this.
TYLER
"She's a great fuck, I'm sure you know that. Always so damn tight and wet." I want him dead, right now. Immediately. Fucker talking about Mallory like that. "We always did have a special relationship, she was my favorite."
He said it as though she was gone. A distant memory. I didn't like that. Where was she? Yes, I'm fucking frustrated that she lied to me, I can't even wrap my head around it still. I want to fucking shake her and ask her why she would do that to me. I want to ask her why she would lie, why she would cheat.
I just didn't understand how she could lie to me when I had told her I loved her. I fucking loved her.
You don't do that to someone that loves you.
Or someone you love.
But she never told me she loves me, she probably doesn't.
I'm nothing to her.
That doesn't mean I'm going to let her get hurt though. That's wrong. Max doesn't seem trustworthy and I need to know where he sent her. What he's done with her. He's acting like shes gone forever, that doesn't make sense. Nothing makes fucking sense.
I'm still fucking lost.
I may be fucking pissed as hell at her but I still love her, I do.
My adrenaline is taking over and forcing me to protect. Its pushing away the hate that's growing in my chest for her, the hate I never thought would come.
The problem is that I can't just leave this whole thing and hope she comes to find me. I need to find her.
Now.
"Where is she?"
"Let's go. Bring him." The man pulled me along as Max walked out the back door and to a black car. He threw me in the back seat and Max was already seated. What the fuck?
"Where are we going?"
"To see your girlfriend." He said it like I was stupid, like I should have known that.
This seemed wrong. The ride was silent, I still wanted to kick his ass and I'm sure he wanted to do the same to mine. We resisted though.
I couldn't focus on anything the entire ride.
I need to get Mallory out of wherever she is. What if shes there on purpose? What if she wants to be there? No. She'll want to come with me, she has to. She still must feel something for me even though she lied.
How can it be that the one person I care about is the one person who is crushing me, killing me from the inside out?
"Here we are." I didn't even realize we had stopped. He gestured to the apartment building outside of his window. "Shes in there."
A/N: So Mallory is plotting her own way out and Tyler is just arriving outside. Uh oh! What will happen next? Any ideas?
