The Chosen Ones Ones And The Battle For Truth
Disclaimers: Star-Wars or Stargate SG-1 are not owned by me. The story belongs to me everything else belongs to the George Lucas and MGM studios.
Warning: with this chapter, the Trust Operatives try another attempt to get rid of the entire light side portion of the base by resurrecting the memory of the team's mission P3R-636. But quickly learning the dangers of that. The members of the SGC get the shock of their lives as they meet the side of him they thought had been just a story all this time.
Chapter 28: Regression Therapy, Split Personality and Traumatizing Memories
Yeah exactly, after she was recovered from the Ashrak attack, we had her under scrutiny for two months, because her memories started breaking down the front door, till I suffer that reaction to the drugs and then I'm put under scrutiny. But the scrutiny is on the wrong person and has been for the last five years now since we met them. It's not an accident that she kept quiet when Jack spoke up regarding the symbiote killers."
"Not an accident that she just rolled over and played dead regarding Euronda and the Enkarans, and definitely not an accident when Reese had been neutralized at the time. It's intentional, she wanted this, to be free of the scrutiny, of the way you all were around Teal'C, and she didn't want that anymore. She also was angry of the way I dismissed her remarks regarding the sarcophagus at the time, because I knew more."
"And I'm making it seem like I'm falling in love with the woman 'who used you to get me addicted'. I'm clean, I'm not the one who's been compromised, I'm clean, but I'm following my code as my new lifestyle and role, however she is not and its the truth regarding the papers you're reading, the lies are getting flushed out. And now said lies are revealed she sabotaged my trying to get you that truth, before I passed out dad."
"And Jack never mind holding me under scrutiny now anymore, because you've been duped this entire time. You, dad and Janet are innocent of all charges. She's not telling you everything and her personality has been warped by Jolinar, you remember your remark regarding Hathor, well you're looking at that again. She wanted out of it by getting you to trust her again and the results are you three don't trust me anymore."
"What I'm saying is she sabotaged my attempt to tell you everything I needed to by always being in the room with you, dad and Jack, Janet. And I'm too drugged to think straight, which is what she was hoping for when the 'black medical kit' activated. Causing the effects you saw, by acting like I'm on speed and you got to arrest me and put me into restraints and once recovered you start holding me under scrutiny."
"That's what she was hoping for, reverse the effects because to you with her being the former host, she knows she can't be trusted and wanted that trust back, like you saw with Charlie and she wanted out of that, by sabotaging me. I've been helping you crack things regarding alien technology when she's incapable of doing it Janet, like I cracked the 'Touched and Untouched' epidemic, helping you regarding the nanocytes."
"When Jack caught that virus on Argos, the issue regarding Teal'C and his symbiote at the time, how neither of us were hit by anything. The noise regarding the nomads when we encountered the singing alien plants, and so on, in all these situations you turned to me ever since. But she wanted that trust back and sabotaged how I was going to explain it to you, by you just reading it out to dad and Jack now and was in the room already."
"Bill gave me the test results and Lou gave me the manual and I was going to suggest you being in the room to explain this in your language with the fact you needed more information regarding the sarcophagus. The reason I wanted to go back, during that conversation, is because I'm ripping out the coordinates of the Suncrusher from the navicomputer and burying the torpedoes inside it, I needed your reaction to be genuine."
"Your reaction Jack, I was waiting for you to ask why and I was waiting for her to screw up as she revealed her true colors, but the side effects hit me and she's involved in the attempt to keep me quarantined, so you don't trust me. But she sabotaged that and from there she's out of the microscope, but I'm put under it and have been for the last five years and why did she do it, why did she want out and what made her do this exactly, and why didn't I tell her the truth, regarding the Suncrusher five years?"
"Well it's because Jolinar's memories and personality traits ended up in her. It's the Harcesis memories and her going Rambo Barbie with Hathor showed up on the base. That she feels the need to turn me into someone you can't trust and turn to her scientific solutions, when I'm the reason you're still alive at the moment." he told them and he nodded as Hammond and Janet exchanged looks at the wording as he said it for them.
"What's he talking about Sam, what did you do exactly if he's set aside his anger at me and the duo, but is now pissed at you now?" Jack asked her slowly. "What I'm saying is with the fact I spoke to Egeria herself, she was a scientist, in addition to a queen, she and Telchak did a trial and error, using themselves as Guinea pigs for the technology. She also discovered that they could manipulate the flow to act like these things."
"And created the hand devices as well, but she said she could manipulate the flow slightly by increasing more energy into you bit by bit till you mentally told the device to stop and it opened up and you're free. But for the severe healing you allowed the device to heal fatal or near fatal injuries and after fully healing that's it. The agitated rant I gave you in the mine was because just ended up coming out of the latest dose, because I had just purged what they dosed me with at the time."
"And I was waiting for the adrenaline in my system to wear off, but to go on here. It counteracts drugs and added side effects in the body which explains that and with my glasses destroyed I ended up needing to use it to heal my eyesight till I could get my replacement pair there at the base. After asking Egeria about this she said it cures whatever health problems there are and physical disabilities including blindness."
"I figured out a way to make me stronger physically till I could get you out, by temporarily neutralizing my blindness and enhancing my strength, my energy, by giving myself 500% boost which was the lie I said 9 or 10, but only five time. Five times, but in a malfunctioning one it gave me the ten times boost a normal one does, till we got out of there and and I had enough to last till we could go home and you relieved me."
"After explaining to me the way she could do this and act like a true scientist in the way Jacob and Selmak have, she and I got into medical talk and I learned a lot from her. She also explained to me the concept of the healing devices and after reading the manual for the game, I made the connection to the supplies lying all over the place in the game: the sarcophagus could add like the soul spheres and the black medical box."
"While the healing devices just acted like the blue healing potions. I was studying history being in the way the game had it. And we started changing five or six things in history. But it was enough that Selmak could come to me when he needed a mission done and it's because he was her favorite. As time went on I became her favorite lotar, and I gained one big piece of information: destroy the brain and they can't ever bring you back, or just the CPU in our androids, but here's the thing now Jack."
"Egeria is 20,000 years old, she was a Goa'uld for ten thousand years, before I came into her life and when I did, she became a Tok'ra and everything that the quintet in front of me show. But that's where the facts become fiction, because Jolinar is not a true Tok'ra at all, and she's in big trouble, because what she did could be considered a court martiable offense for interference and leaving certain things out."
"And I'm calling a retrial for this right now regarding what caused it in the first place, the sarcophagus was the beginning of your scrutiny dad, Janet, well I'm explaining the facts and the facts are the scrutiny is being placed on the wrong person now to you. Said person who used to be a host and is still emotionally attached to another former host that resulted in another situation regarding false positives here."
"When it caused the reason you just got that eight months advanced warning by her father and the joint chiefs. Said principle that you three need to recall that last decision regarding the trio. Jacob, General Jumper, Doctor Matheson, retrial, Jack, Janet and my father are innocent of all charges: they've been duped by her. She's been keeping quiet about this for five years now." he told him and Jack nodded as Jacob said it for himself, Hammond, the joint chiefs and Janet as he crossed his arms as he answered that.
"Sam you have something to tell them, you better do it now or I will, because you're screwed now, at the moment this entire situation started because of one thing and one thing only. As I clued them in on information you never told them, so again you tell them or I will Sam." Daniel told her and she swallowed. "I don't know what you're talking about Daniel." she said and he crossed his arms as he answered her then.
"Don't you, dad said if there was tampering he wanted it found and, after five years, I finally found it and you're the saboteur. Nice try Garshaw, Malek, it didn't work then and it won't work now, I'm working at making sure there's chance you're operative does try and destroy what's left of my team and the Jaffa rebellion. Especially when we're the reason you're living by your new position and I'm the reason you came into being."
"I know you're trying to act like the trust, and everyone working for them, just to get rid of me or turn me into a a weapon so you can destroy billions of lives. Well it's not going to happen, Selmak, you, Areanea, Persus and what's left of your batch need to end things now, because they're trying to me into a walking time bomb waiting to go off at a moment notice now, which is why they wanted the Goa'uld knowledge."
"You and your faction are never going to win regarding destroying the planet and the team that brought you into being, Garshaw. And neither are your plans to control that gate Kinsey. Mr. President, code 235-276-254 high treason and attempted murder of the presidential advisor and chief archeological supervisor. All this is their plan to get rid of me, because I'm your version of Anakin and at the moment just remaining in the light side of the force means I can't give them what they want." He said and Jacob said it.
Looking at the scared look on their faces then, he knew something was up. "About what and why exactly anyway, if you and the trio just fixed your bonds?" he asked and Daniel crossed his arms. "About your remark regarding the fact that what she did could be considered right up there with Maybourne and his faction. The Trust and Kinsey's involvement with them, two words here: attempted murder, why well she's been lying to you all this time, every time she's wracking her knowledge it comes too close."
"About what the sarcophagus really does, and everything she's lying to you about, it's in reverse, it's always been that way, Mckenzie is working for the Trust, as is Vidrine, and Jolinar's personality possessed her. She's now Jolinar reincarnated and to prove that claim and information now, I have the manual that disappeared and my chance to elxplain the truth to you, so with that fact in mind here, guys get the security tapes!"
"Peter get the tape regarding what happened in the office, I had the manual in my back pocket, it's time for the truth to come out. So we're showcasing the facts that they never got a chance to hear and this is now court martial hearing regarding the her compromising the situation." he called out and the technician nodded to him as he showed them and the trio's eyes narrowed as she pulled something from his pocket.
And then put it in her jumpsuit to hide it. "Zoom in on that Sergeant Freeman, I need a better look if he translated this for me." Jack said and it went into a close up of the cover to show the second game cover on it. "She hid the manual, before I could see it at the time, that would have been translated to the way you told me regarding the Residents. And I always turned to him first regarding scenarios after things began that year."
"And the said facts are, in this situation: what if you were trapped in a room with only a TV set, VCR, or DVD player, and only five movies, but how long could you watch those movies till you were bored silly and wouldn't you just give for five or seven more at the time. Which is an accurate assessment regarding scenarios, but it's no longer that, but video game references and with two first person shooter V. R. chairs now and we're not using them till we get the programming fixed as well."
"I'm looking at the same scenarios regarding this technology and that manual was meant to translate this in my language, because I'm a video game addict. Alright parts 1-3 were the first game, part four was involved in this one, before the second got started and those medical kits didn't start till the victims were on earth. The sarcophagus being just like the soul spheres, but when mixed with drugs, it turns into the black medikit."
"Yes alright I get it, when suffering severe injuries it was like the soul spheres in the game, giving a normal jolt of adrenaline and facing off against a monster even stronger than the last, you need the added jolts to keep you going. With the fact I'm not around to get you to take a break this time, the first was five times were counteracting the drugs Shyla hit you with, but the drugs turned the thing into the black medikit."
"Which is what happened in the infirmary and why you went on a rampage, before the berserker faze in you wore off and you collapsed right in front of me. The hand held healing devices were the blue health potions and these stim-packs, they were our first aid and suvival kits for basic first aid in the field. And it had everything we needed, in case we were trapped and we all carried one when we went on a mission, but add drugs into the soul sphere and you get the black medical kit and get out of the way and fast."
"And you were going to tell me that, but before you could, I made the mistake of getting into a debate with you and why did she take that manual, before we could see it." he said and Jacob repeated that as he looked at her in shocked disbelief then. "Yeah he's right, that's how mother and Telchak created the technology, mixing drugs with it causes the berserker state that the black medical offers till you pass out."
"Which is just what happened here and with those words in mind. Yeah you're right on every count Jack, but that's what the sarcophagus technology does to you. Young lady why didn't you say anything to them regarding this after this situation ended and before we saw each other at the time when I was in the party in Washington." he asked and when she didn't answer he repeated the question, his tone going stern.
"Alright what did you do young lady, because this is considered a court martiable offense." Jacob repeated and she tried to keep from paling at that. "Major you're facing the end of your career here in the military, you may have knocked me unconscious, so unless you want to get dishonorably discharged explain yourself right now?" Hammond repeated and she swallowed at that. "Again young lady, you better fess up, or I will make good on that warning I gave you a bit ago, because this is illegal, whatever you do to him at the time."
"Whatever you're not telling me young lady is enough you're getting put on probation for it, if you did this because he was with another woman." Jacob said with a warning tone and she swallowed. "Which is in fact the truth, Jacob did she ever have problems with getting territorial with her friends when it was a man and he was around another woman?" he asked and he nodded and she paled at that and knew she was screwed.
"Well that's the catch, Jacob, as I said we were doing a Stargate version of that episode, but here's the thing, though I was undercover I would never do what she's thinking, not when I'm taken already. With you and the quintet, it was the Terminator grandfather paradox, without me, you'd never be born Selmak. That's one thing, but with Shyla, it's not, I'd never cross that line when I'm separated from my mate and not willingly."
"Hathor did it against my will, and I could never relax completely when around women who'd go for date rape. But this time it's not even that, I never gave in and she feels the need to turn me into a dangerous junkie no one can trust anymore, because of jealousy." he told him and he looked at her and felt his anger growing by the minute. "Crazed jealousy is the reason the entire leadership of the base doesn't trust you anymore?" he said slowly and Daniel nodded as he explained that to him, Jack and Hammond.
"I know all of you considered addiction here, but there's another stair to consider here Jack, think about it, what would a power hungry maniac do to you to divulge your most important secrets regarding your country. I mean I work for the military, and I dealt with this when we got captured by the bedrosians, just without the drugs." he told him and he covered his eyes. "You put yourself into broken record mode back then, you mean to tell me that she deliberately lied about what you went through?" he asked him slowly.
"Yeah that's exactly what I mean, I was under orders never to tell them why I was there and they tried any means to break it out of me and not till we get back, do I suffer the exact indication of a full scale case of PTSD. That entire time while you're trapped in the mines, she's letting her imagination run away with her at the time, and the jealousy starts getting worse, why, well it's because she's been in love with me since we met."
"Before I met her I was friends Anna there, she and I were like the narrator and his best friend, we did everything together. She was dating another man, but it didn't bother me at all. And like me, she too was victim of the system, after my last foster child stint, she was in the house with me and we chose the same college to go to at the time. We did our research together and when dad made suggestions, I chose one of my own."
"And chose her, so I had a friend who knew me in ways no one at the base did just yet till we got used to each other. When Catherine got called in, well here's the thing, the coordinates regarding the Heliopolis revealed that it belongs to the races and Anna figured it out first and turned that information over to Sam. And I just saved his life by help through Anna at the time and I get the recognition with Anna when doing it."
"And Sam started getting jealous that I could tell her things that I can't tell her or the guys and it got worse by the time. When Hathor came to the base, I didn't have to say anything she knew what Hathor did and turned that information over to Janet, it's every scenario you can think of here. So whatever happens to me, she's the first to know about it, as my best friend, because we could tell each other that every time."
"Leading into when Jolinar came into the picture, she couldn't trust Sam after that, but when this happened I told her everything and when she later heard what Sam did she was ready to have her prosecuted for it at the time and as to why. Well it's because it violated orders given to them by the president and she wanted to go straight to you to report this. During this scenario, with Jack to furious to think straight, I turned to Lou and Anna regarding this and translated the message and thry got it immediately."
"While evidently she's thinking I fell in love with Shyla and I'm acting like I've had ten cups of coffee. But here's where you're really going to be furious, though I was alone with Shyla, Jack, it never happened and she never got me into bed with her, and Sam thinking I did, crossed a line she can't ever take back, because what she did was as against our code as you can get. I was using Shyla and not the other way around."
"And I'm deflecting what she's saying by naming off the safe points to it. Till I tell her a simple fact which I might is true and that is she's just found me as her true love and never found her exact match till she met me and this pisses her off so much, that she's ready to have me hospitalized by my knocking over a few things. So she decides, if I'm really going back to her, than she's sabotaging my turning my research over to you. But my attempt to tell you what I went through for you. I did your research for you and took their places as the stooge for these people." he said and he nodded to that.
"But everything that happened that month was part of my plan. That's one piece of my plan making her think I was going on a rampage, as I'm heading for dad's office and getting ready to explain things to you in your language bro and she's spouting off things that she's not realizing are exact symptoms of drug abuse, drug abuse not by you, but by some sicko constantly hitting you up with drugs and everything you eat is tanked."
"And is the reason you look like you've lost twenty pounds and your body is sporting indications of torture, and drugs. Not to mention you're on the edge of collapse when you're colleagues see you in a light bright enough to see all this, before it lands you in the emergency room. And she sabotages their chance to see this by coming up with some made up story regarding the sarcophagus technology just to make you look bad."
"Which, unfortunately for her, is what's getting her nailed to the wall for a black mark on the record here, it's she's lying and as to why, it's because she's the reason I ended up as a prisoner by this sicko. Jack, you, yourself, know the means people like this go to break you if you're trapped in another country and they want information of why you're there, and this happened in desert storm too no less and with that in mind."
"But if they can't get you to talk by pain, they go to drugs and if that doesn't work they go to sexual means to break you. So with that, treat this as if it's a classic case of being a prisoner of war, focus on what you saw in my body language that night. I was drenched in sweat, despite the fact I had a shower, I was sporting palish pink skin. Looking like I was about to be sick to my stomach and to to top it off I was looking like I had been up for weeks." he said and Jack nodded as he closed his eyes then.
Closing their eyes the trio focused on all of this then, before the duo stood up at that in shocked anger and fury at the realization then. "That was no attempt to break out to go back you were having a fever induced hallucination. And of whoever this sicko was when they got their hands on you. I found indications of torture all over your body when we got you into that ice bath. And she made it out to be the..." Janet said in shocked disbelief and he nodded to confirm that to her.
"Yes precisely, that's what I wanted you to see and remember, I went through a civilian's worst nightmare just to keep these maniacs from getting their hands on the sarcophagi and the Sun Crusher." he told them and they nodded as Jack crossed his arms as he answered him then. "So who was I looking at when you were dressed like that at the time?" he asked him and he sighed. "What you were staring at was the facade."
"But it was my cover story regarding creating a double of me, this me is who you know me as, calm, patient and caring, you're best friend. The version you met was Maulstar himself that day. If I was a shapeshifter he's the wolf trying to break out. But to put this gently in terms you understand, a Jedi is the calm facade showing the amount of power in the force sensitive, but the Sithlord is the werewolf just waiting to get unleashed."
"At the moment Stephenie Meyer is working on a book series focused on both, but you've seen me as I am, I lose my temper and the results are he's getting unleashed." he said to him and Jack nodded as he switched subjects then, knowing he wasn't going to like the answer. "What else happened, if you reacted like that after I cornered you Daniel, it's not from drugs that would cause you to pull a gun on me, in fact there's more to it than that, it's almost..., like a POW, alright who did it, who were you seeing."
"I kept seeing the face of the general when I was released after Desert Storm, what happened, who did this ..., it's not my face you were seeing at all, who were you seeing when I cornered you, Danny, it's okay." he asked and seeing the exact same expression on his face then he watched as the memory come, as he started shaking as he said through clenched teeth then. "Jack, forget it colonel, I'm not risking it." Jumper shouted out over the radio as he saw the look of fear in the younger man.
"No, I can't, please, I don't want to remember this." Daniel said and and Sam, thinking fast, and knowing this could be her one chance to get out of their scrutiny then as self preservation kicked in as she grabbed him by his shoulders. "Daniel who was it, who were you seeing back then." she said and he jerked away from her as Jacob quickly answered that and he jerked away from her as he repeated the remark.
"Get away from me, I don't want to remember this. If you're trying to trigger a repeat its not going to work, I'm surrounded by my masters and new brother, but don't try it right now!" he snapped at her and Jacob headed off a shouting match then, knowing this was serious. "Sam that's enough, if he's blocked this out, it's for a very good reason, and this causes a split personality and you're going to get hurt, so back away now."
"I'm not risking it right now, aside from that I'm taking unspoken advice from the council and Carson. So with that fact in mind here, absolutely no regression therapy and forget it about bringing it up." he said sternly and Mckenzie answered that remark. "General if he doesn't relive this memory now he's going to relive it later as suppression stress and he's going to snap in combat." he said and Carson snapped at that with a growl.
"I don't care, if you're thinking what I think you're thinking it's too dangerous, it could trigger a split personality. Thank you for saying that general he's already told me about Mckenzie and Mckenzie is working for the NID, that was a set up at the time. But with that fact in mind general, absolutely no regression therapy, we need to let the Jedi masters handle this, and calm him down."
"And before he loses total control. Daniel, son, just calm down and relax. We're not making you remember this, it's okay, just calm down." he said gently as he looked at him as they heard the strain get worse. As they watched him shaking his head, Qui-Gon felt his concern growing by the minute. "Master, I don't need this right now, he's getting stronger, by just trying to bring it back, help me." he said desperately and, hearing that, Sifo Dyas grabbed him by the shoulders to calm him down.
"Shh, it's okay, it's okay, it's in the past, here's the next test, your trials of trials by self has begun, you have to face him this time Padawan, but don't give into anger or hate. You remember what we taught you, though not in sight, we taught you what you needed to know, use it cub." he said softly and he leaned his head against his shoulder.
"Of six, we're the first to return to him in his memories, but we're the ones he needs most now, me especially, I do both sides of the force and Qui-Gon is the living force, but we're who he needs most to control his alter ego right now generals." he called out to Jumper and Matheson and they both nodded as they watched him carefully as Daniel relaxed into his arms as he buried his head into his shoulder and Jack sighed in relief that he ended it that fast then as Sam felt her heart pounding then.
"He's okay, that went faster than I thought." he said and he nodded with a gentle smile then as he rubbed his back as she tried again to get out from under what was to be her one to chance to free of the scrutiny with the fact he just busted her then as she tried to get to the alter ego to make his anger start growing enough to make him explode. "Just who is this maniac exactly and what did he do?" She said again and Jack quickly growled at her, alright seeing through plan then as he said with a dangerous growl.
"Shut up, if he doesn't want to remember this, I'm not going to. Damn it, Jacob she's on self preservation just to get out from under our scrutiny, and it's because everything he just told us is true. She's getting desperate to turn this around and as to why that is, it's she was and has been compromised ever since Delaris, she's trying to trigger a repeat here. And it's by getting the general, Janet and me to throw him back into mental health, it's the old divide and conquer technique and it's not going to work twice, that's her, Jolinar's, attempt to destroy my team and get justice for the duo."
"She's a Goa'uld alright. This Tok'ra was a convert and she's just a child no old than my son and adoptive son and his friends, everything Daniel told us is true and she knows she's screwed, because everything she's told us, the general, Janet and me, is and was a lie all this time and he's nailed her to the wall for it." he snapped and he nodded to him at that as Matheson, Jumper, Landry, Maynard, Gates and Carson all stood up at that as they got what he meant and Carson said it for all of them with a firm growl.
"Well don't let her, she's in enough trouble already Colonel, we let the quartet deal with this, but he's not returning to the Milky Way till that bastard is caged. That's the split personality trait here and we have to get it under control, because no one deserves to die like that!" Carson shouted at him from the base and he nodded to him as he looked at the Jedi trio quickly, knowing they knew more about it.
"No he's fighting it out with him and he's shaking uncontrollably here, alright, Qui-Gon is what he just told me the truth, regarding the personality swaps with force sensitives. Is your alter ego like a caged werewolf just waiting to break out out of anger?" Jack asked as he watched him shaking uncontrollably then. "If you can not control your anger, yes it is indeed, but forcing him to remember is causing the anger to break through."
"And with that fact in mind, everyone back away, or you're getting caught in the crossfire, back away now!" Sifo Dyas said sternly and Jacob quickly went to the next question. "What's this do exactly, one side of you is good person you are and the other is a monster?" he asked and Qui-Gon answered that. "If the alter ego is getting stronger, he's getting ready to spring forth, and with the lightsaber on the table get out of range now. It's a split personality trait, like you're suffering from a mental illness."
"Now again all of you get out of range, before he loses total control and turns it on, all of you get back!" he snapped and at that Matheson got the message."Split personalities, alter egos, and with a trauma this serious it's enough to break down the front door. So with that, just forget the therapy regarding this, no regression therapy he loses it, he's going to break now or it's going to cause a split personality or worse." Carson snapped at them and Matheson repeated that remark sharply.
"So either split personality or just a repeat of Porter's reaction in that movie and that happens he's going to either hurt you or himself, don't try it." Matheson snapped as they watched him and Jack felt his heart take a violent jump then. Watching him they heard his tone take on a tone they never from him before. "You're not taking me a second time." They heard as Teal'C and Ferretti both grabbed him at the same time as his hand landed on a knife and swing that Carson shouted it out.
"Get that out of his hand now, guys, it's more than just split personality, it's a repeat, of the toxins!" Carson snapped as he struggled to get free. "What's happening to him?" Padme snapped and he explained that. "He's suffering a flashback regarding the maniac that got their hands on him and tried to kill himself just to get the toxins out of his body. Guys get that out of his hand, before he tries it a second time!" White shouted out to them and Lou grabbed his wrist as he said it.
"Daniel easy man, calm down." Lou snapped as Jacob stood up. "Guys hold him, I'll get that." he said, as wrestling him to the floor, Teal'C pinned him down as Lou grabbed his arm and Jacob grabbed his wrist then and forced the knife out of his hand, before a sudden power blast threw all of them into the wall, and the trio stood up in shock at that as they watched him as the memory unlocked the door he tried to keep contained.
As he stood there he found he was not on the ship, but back in the bedroom and seeing the guard's face as he had him tied to the bed. As he closed his eyes he saw his brother and then quickly said it through clenched teeth as the strain started getting worse as they heard a voice that chilled them to the bone. "Thanks Sam, I needed that, I've waited a long time for this." they heard and they exchanged looks of shock.
"That's not his voice, who the hell is that exactly?" Jacob said in shock as he answered him. "If I was Vader in the way they claimed him to be all this time, I think you know the answer to that general. But think it over: why did he refuse to give you that knowledge Garshaw, why else would Jack refuse to let you have it. I've been lurking in the darkness just waiting to be released and now that Mckenzie just brought the memory back here I am." he said with a tone that scared them out of their wits as Kinsey smiled in satisfaction at this.
"A Jedi is selfless, they only care about others, but as Sith, let me explain this, there is another path to follow when you're trying to keep from losing the thing that matters most to you. Samantha just triggered exactly what happened to Vader by giving the leadership of the rebellion some tale that I was dating someone else. The SGC is a Pandora's box waiting to happen and I'm trying to protect it at all costs, in my eyes earth comes first and that's it."
"Well now I can. The first step is getting my hands on that Suncrusher." They heard with a low growl then. "No, I'm never hurting anyone, you can forget it, the SGC is the salvation of the entire galaxy wherever we go, we fight for what is right. You follow the Sith code, I follow the Jedi and Grey Jedi. But I'm never turning to the darkside." Daniel said through clenched teeth as Vidrine looked at him in shocked disbelief.
"It can't be, it's been five years, why now?" Vidrine said in shocked amazement then as they heard the voice of his alter ego. "Because I just realized why she tried to have me thrown in the psyche Ward general. And now it's time you met me as you wanted a chance to destroy every Goa'uld in the galaxy, but now that I remember this maniac. I'm doing some spring cleaning, before I finish the mission you wanted me to finish Sir, but it's time to finish this."
"But I'm the man you tried to bring to life when you and the trust wanted the Goa'uld knowledge. I've just been suppressed these last five years and now that he's learned control at th time you met the me you wanted to unleash on the Goa'uld finally and with that. I'm finishing things as they should have been back then." he said his tone changing to one that they never would have thought possible from their brother as they heard a taunting tone then.
"You can't hold me for long, I've been waiting for this for five years Starglider, it's time they met me for real." they heard a voice say through his and he answered that remark, and knew it was their him as he said it to him as his eyes landed on the lightsaber. "You're never hurting anyone Dan, you're never going on a rampage here in this galaxy, let alone ours..., aw god, no, guys, everyone back off now."
"Jack get away from me, it's a werewolf on the edge of phasing, get back, get back now!" Daniel shouted at him then quickly. "Daniel fight him, fight!" Charlie said to him quickly. "I'm trying, but the memory is just feeding the anger, everyone get away from me. The bastard is getting his hands on that lightsaber when he comes out, no one make it worse, just stay away from me." he said through clenched teeth and they heard in response to that remark a taunting tone in answer to his orders.
"Yes James bring that memory back I need the anger to make me stronger. To be the most powerful I can be, I must draw on the darkside." They heard and Daniel screamed in pain as he shouted at his team leader. "Jack don't touch me, don't, Jack don't, get back." he said as his legs gave out and he said it again. "No, not again, please..., I..., no, don't make me remember this, please!" he said to him and hearing the fear and panic in his voice he stopped him at that as he said it a third time.
"Jack don't, get back." he said as his legs gave out and he said it again. "No, not again, please..., I..., no, don't make me remember this, please!" he said to him and hearing the fear and panic in his voice he stopped him at that. "What's happening to him exactly?" Jacob asked and Sifo Dyas answered that his as his tone went dangerously stern. "A Jedi suffering a trauma like this once the anger of the attack starts."
"If it's beyond anger like whatever happened to Anakin to make him brush the darkside, before, and it's causing an internal struggle, he's fighting it out for control of his own body with Maulstar, stay clear all of you. But if it turns physical it gets extremely dangerous, he's holding in five years worth of anger and it's pointed directly at whoever caused it. He's still very young, he hasn't learned complete control."
"Boys if it takes restraining you're going to have to catch him off guard and get his lightsaber out of his hand, because Ballard is going to want to exact revenge on whoever caused him to nearly kill everyone on the base back then." he said as Daniel stiffened and then his body stance changed then. "Daniel?" Sam said quickly and he turned to her, but the intensity on his face was enough to scare her then, because his eyes were now yellowish red then as he answered her, his tone ice cold then.
"Ballard's in control, everybody back away and keep your hands where he can see them." Aris said quickly and Ballard looked at her. "Nice touch you two, just bring me back in the worst way possible. I've waited five years for this day to come so you can meet the reason he blocked all the Goa'uld knowledge from his mind and with that here I am in the flesh, so you needed my help to destroy the Goa'uld."
"I can do that easily by use of this knowledge he blocked out. So did you want me released to get back in their good side Samantha. Because with the fact I was already furious enough that I lost my parents and my brother, a member of my original team. If you were trying to bring me to life well you just succeeded by bringing back a memory of something that is enough to tick me off."
"It's not enough I got to deal with you constantly throwing my choices in my face as I want Sha're back. Uh let's see here turning to Kendra for her help, you throw Sha're in my face simply because I'm not following the book. When I found the Heliopolis you destroy a mountain of knowledge just to get the gate working, and it's because again I'm working towards getting Sha're back."
"It's always about Sha're with you back then, when I'm finding different ways to get my job done, but then once Jolinar comes into the picture. It only gets worse and I beat the crap out of Samuels by nearly knocking him right through the window. Once it gets revealed that there's a few upturns with your new skills it becomes apparent that the jealousy starts getting worse, because your godfather still turned to me for my advice and that brings it 636."
"I was under orders to insure that the sarcophagus never ends up on earth at the time, see Shyla and when I save Shyla and you manipulate the situation. I mean sure they have a sarcophagus, he looks like Goa'uld, and they have Jaffa, but nothing is black and white. We stumbled right into the facade of a Goa'uld empire there on the planet and I was orders to infiltrate it."
"But by not stopping Jack from breaking out, you just keep your mouth shut and immediately follow orders, but then Dack shoots out the roof right above me. I get hit. I went down and you make a judgement call regarding Jack's orders of getting the hell out, before the guards arrived and I'm already beginning to wake up, before they do. So why didn't you just wait patiently exactly huh, or is it because I was really getting ready to tell them the truth."
"Said truth is they had a turncoat on the base and let them figure it out on their own, what my body really revealed when I had a male medical doctor, specializing in drug rehab and one who treated me on two more occasions. Especially when Janet wasn't around, and he's one I do trust, because he understands the force sensitive genome better than either of you do, and what could happen if it causes a split personality, like this situation."
"As he gets to look around at the amount of needle puncture wounds, nail scratch marks and everything else my body shows him, when I'm in a private room with him and the sextet who were at the alpha site with me. That he gets to see the evidence on my body, said evidence revealing more than drugs and alcohol. And even more than adrenaline, but every man or woman's worst living nightmare if they're a soldier, and they're trapped out in the Middle East."
"A memory that is as close to being a POW as possible and a near exact replication of what Jack went through, nicely done Carter. I'm free, so why not just tell them the truth exactly, why lie, were you trying to get me out of the base so you could be trusted again. And what we said was the truth. You never really known what love is do you." he said, and she flinched as she said it.
"There you see, the Daniel I know, would never say that." she said, trying to make him angry enough to do some damage this time and he stood up. "Oh really well tell me why cross the line to get out from under scrutiny and you've been lying to them ever since you turned into a host. And a Sith allows their emotions to make them strong, but you're the one acting like a Jedi, sticking to your code."
"You're acting like you're under a restriction just to keep from having your heart broken and you're not. Cassie's a classic example of this, why stay detached when you find someone that comes into your heart. While he's not under any rules and he is, by just not getting close to anyone outside of the program, so just what does that say about us huh, what exactly Samantha."
"It says we're two sides of the same whole, but I'm a Sithlord and the side of him that lets me use my emotions to control me, he's both versions of Jedi. As to that, I'm the side of him that beat the crap out of Samuels for insulting you. The side of him that would kill a Goa'uld just to protect you and risk my life and sanity just to get you out at the time, and you feel the need to do this."
Yes I'm that version of him, but mixing narcotic's with sedatives you caused me to hurt my sister and with that fact in mind here now Samantha, the Sam I know would have been patient, would never have considered I was cheating on her and waited for me to return to you. Lied to Jack, her father, my father, and to the entire joint chiefs just to save herself from scrutiny. You're not my Sam, but wearing the face of the parasite that took you away from me."
"You betrayed me, you fell in love with another man, who's mate is the parasite that took you away from me, so you try to destroy me in the only way possible. And why did you do this, because though I'm the ruthless side of him, I'd never do that to you. Here's something to consider, like Vader, I'd cross the line, just to gain enough power to protect you, because you're my entire life, my everything."
"By not just waiting patiently and arguing with Jack, you ended up leaving me in the hands of a man's worst living nightmare with a god damn sicko. A security guard who is a bi-sexual and a ticklish persons worst living nightmare and with it is the piece I can't say in front of my cousin, because he's seen some of the dangers on our home planet after dealing with it repeatedly."
"And 'he's' everything that I described to you, that Jack said Segei was and you feel the need to do this because of jealousy. You recall my remark regarding the sarcophagi, if we were captured by some maniac like Pyrus and subjected to the type of treatment that Saddam does to soldiers of Jack's caliber. These people don't resort to violence there on this planet, but they don't need it."
"And that doesn't mean they don't have other alternatives to that, like breaking a person through drugs, addiction, harassment, torturing them by a child's playful punishment. And if violence doesn't work or is restricted they go for another form of torture that is enough to drive even a child out of their minds. Followed by something that every soldier in the military is afraid of, a fear we all share in common with each other at the time."
"I just suffered through something that you haven't and you're too arrogant to realize I'm not talking about the god damn technology, but being on a cocktail of nerve enhancement drugs, narcotics, depressants, but drugs period. I mean sure it makes you smarter, stronger, you live for hundreds of years, feel great, but the double edged sword to this technology is if in the hands of a guy like Saddam he's got a way to break you and you're captured by a guy like Segei."
"A guy that once you're left alone with can break you by using nerve enhancement drugs to tickle you till you feel like you're ready to die and you realize he's going to break you by sexual means next, which is the security guard tried with me, and thanks to you, I just suffered through that til we left the planet. Why do think I was ready to go back then huh, well it's because I was ready to kill the guy myself."
"The sarcophagus, counteract the drugs and I return home as my normal self, and the attempt and why I lost three quarters of my blood supply at the time, well the reason is I wanted all this crap he drugged me without of my body. My body was on fire from the drugs alcohol, the fever and most of al, because my body temperature was spiking, because it takes two weeks to bring it down."
"If you thought it was simply the sarcophagus you've no right to where that rank, because anyone of Jack's caliber, of the first four teams, that were at the alpha site. They can see the scratches and needle marks and see it as simply only one thing as they can understand as they're of one kind and one kind only, a soldier of Jack's caliber, they can see this as one thing and one thing only!"
"And that is to prevent the poor man from killing himself, to stop it by simply turning back and neutralizing all of the drugs by the damn technology, but you, oh no. You wanted to make me suffer till I turned into someone the trio can't trust and it results in me doing something that furthers that opinion. I saw this guy's face when I nearly killed Jack, the sicko that attacked me."
"Or are you so dense you can't see the difference between drugs and alien technology, that your friend is really suffering the trauma of being behind enemy lines Samantha, because you're too furious to think. And go to the victim's adopted father and telling them a bunch of lies till I get released finally to cause the victim to react in the way I did when we were back at the base."
"Your arrogance released me then and now you released me now by making me realize you're the reason I suffered the withdrawal and rebound from hell, and for what exactly, because you wanted them to trust you again and in doing so it nearly kills me while doing it Samantha. Well he's getting his when I get through with him, and then I'm blowing away every stronghold in the galaxy." He said with a low growl as he grabbed his lightsaber and Lou quickly said it.
"Daniel put it down, there's no need for this, we can take care of it, but there's no need to kill a man like that." Lou said quickly as he stood up then and he looked at him as he saw the fear and anger in his eyes then. "Back off Lou, I'm going after the parasite that caused this and when I do he's getting cut in half as is the general that hurt Jack!" He growled coldly and at that Jack stood up slowly.
"Alright easy, easy, what's wrong exactly?" He said and when he didn't answer, he rested his hand on his shoulder and he jerked away from him as he saw the fear in his eyes and realized what was happening then when his eyes went from completely clear to glazed. Then, as they watched carefully, he froze up and fell to the floor, watching this in disbelief, they saw a second shift, before his body jerked again as his eyes changed again, from yellow, to blue and he shouted in pain, as the tone shifted and knew it was him this time as he responded to the Sith Lords tone.
"No you're not going anywhere Ballard, I'm not being held responsible for the deaths of billions just so you can exact revenge on thIs pervert, guys help me, put him back to sleep now, Charlie, lock the damn door, I'm not getting to the flight deck. Jack it's the sarcophagus all over again, keep that door locked I can't get near the flight deck till I put him back to sleep, do it now!, do it!" he snapped then as Charlie stood up then.
"God damn it it's like being a damn host to an infant Goa'uld, this happened to me, before the bastard took total hold.. He's fighting for control and that's our Daniel doing the talking, Ric lock the door, he's not getting near the control room." Charlie snapped as Anakin, watching carefully as he realized it then. "Didn't the kid suffer through this in the book?" Jack asked and he nodded as Anakin turned to him in shock at that.
"Yeah he did, but the difference is that now that he's in training to control it, the more dangerous it gets now as a result. And causing him to remember this memory and his adoptive parents it's just resulted in causing Maulstar to break out." Lou said to him and Qui-Gon answered that. "Indeed, and that's not my padawan doing the talking, what we have here in front of us is not my padawan, my original youngest. But the alter ego, it's Daniel Ballard and not my Daniel doing the talking." he said, standing up slowly.
"Daniel, Dan Ballard, this is what the Darkside does to you?" Anakin asked and the quartet nodded as Jack explained it then as he activated the lightsaber and saw the younger man's eyes change from blue and back to a darker yellow then. "Yes, but fighting it out like this is like someone trying to fight off the toxins of drugs and alcohol Jack." Warren said to him over the radio and she answered that with a growl.
"This happened in the infirmary, he was hallucinating after the breakout attempt before he collapsed, and before Jack got him to focus. But back then it was he was in a full struggle of keeping him under control, but a few weeks training Ballard's getting stronger every day, how do we change him back?" Janet snapped over the radio and he explained that to them.
"It's going to take him freezing up completely that the duo and I can put him back to sleep, but in order to do that portion of it, the twelve of you have to restrain him, so we can put him to sleep." he said as Maulstar swung and Jack dodged as he quickly said it. "Daniel calm down, easy!" he said to him quickly as he dodged a swing to keep from getting cut in half as they all backed up, as Panaka and Ric moved to protect Padme.
"What's happening here?" Panaka snapped and he quickly answered that. "Flash back or a blocked memory he never wanted and Ballard just broke down the front door. Everybody get back!" He said quickly as the quartet of Jedi were watching with worried looks on their faces Panaka and Ric stood up to help him. As he froze up a second time. "No..., you're not going back at all Ballard I'm training to keep you under control."
"I'm a Jedi, like my parents, before me, you're never..., going back..., there, Teal'C now, Take him down, guys I can't control my powers yet, and he's fighting it out with me there's your window now." Daniel shouted, straining as his tone got stronger and then, as he forced his body into locking his joints to prevent him from leaving at all, as he locked up his joints and at that, Teal'C slammed into him from behind and forced him to the floor as the jolt caused his thumb to hit the control and it went off.
"Get it out of my hand, I got him fused, just put him back to sleep now, Padme, do it now, before he tries that twice, do it!" Daniel snapped out and Padme said it for herself and Janet then quickly. "Get the lightsaber out of his hand before he hurts himself." Padme shouted at him then, as Charlie channeled his strength and helped Teal'C hold him to the floor as his tone changed again as Jack grabbed his wrist and pinned it down by his knee as he loosened the grip on the lightsaber as the tone turned savage.
"No let me go!" he snapped as his eyes shifted back to yellow as he said it again, as Jack forced his grip open and then passed it Obi-wan, as he watched his team-mate struggle to fight an internal struggle over his body then. "Daniel, calm down it's okay, you're not there, shh." He said quickly and then they heard him shout. "Do what you want with me Thanos, I'm not telling you anything, get away from me. "
"You're never touching me again you bastard, and I will destroy you and every egomaniac just like you you sick pervert, once I get my hands on that technology." He snapped as he struggled to get free as they saw sweat all over his face and hearing that Freeman and Brown stood up and hearing the fear and panic in his tone then Jacob quickly stood up then as he shouted out the orders.
"Never you bastard, I'm not letting you loose, a Jedi doesn't do violence or kills in this way, that technology is never being used and I'm destroying it, if it's the last thing I do Dan. You're not going back going back to the Milky Way till I have total control over my powers you power hungry bastard. I'm going to Coruscant, alright again guys put him back to sleep, before he hurts anyone, this is what master meant."
"Just whatever you do, don't put me under completely or he's got total control, he's suffering a snap on the memory block I put on this memory to block it out, now. Jack do it, fast. Regression therapy triggered this, it keeps he's going to hurt someone I need to lock him up, do it now!" Daniel shouted out as he looked at him. "Split personality traits now, what the hell is this?" Lou asked quickly and Qui-Gon answered that.
"Regression therapy, if this was Kinsey's plan that could kill someone, alright to explain this to where you can understand colonel at the moment. Whatever memory block he put on this memory he's blocked it out ever since this attempt, in which he tried to weaken himself, but even bringing it up reactivated the anger. Along with his fear of this man and it woke up his alter ego finally, it's resulted in a flashback waking up his alter ego."
"Teal'C hold him there, we got to wait till he drains himself, before I can block it out again." He snapped and Jacob stood up at that. "Aw god no, he's having a flashback. Alright hold him, I need to give him a small one till this ends and then we can find out, but keep him restrained." Jacob snapped and the seven nodded as they wrestled him to the floor as Panaka and Ric gripped his legs as the ten of them pinned him to the floor.
"You're going to kill me that way, forget the sedatives, I need total control for me to keep him from killing anyone, forget the sedatives dad!" Daniel shouted as a jolt of pain shot through him and he screamed in pain as Sam stood up. "Alright this keeps up, he's going to have a seizure, I have to sedate him." she said, trying to keep him like this and Lou grabbed her by the arm and pulled her into his arms as Jack said it firmly.
"Yeah good idea Lou, hold her away from him, and keep her over there, and to answer that remark Sam, or should I call you Jolinar. No we did that once and it causes him to go on a rampage, I'm agreeing with our him, no sedatives. And nice try, Jolinar, it's not going to work twice here, Janet you don't have to say it, I'm saying it for you here, no sedatives?" he said with a firm growl and Janet repeated that over the radio.
"Yeah he's right sedate him and it's going to kill someone, forget the sedatives, he needs total control to resist now. If Bill knows the most about this after Charlie got taken he knows what he's doing, we go with his research. No sedatives, we're letting him do it his way, general forget the sedatives." she said and Qui-Gon finished that remark. "They're right, with situations like this, he needs to stay in total control, any drugs can and will dull his cognitive abilities, so with that."
"Never mind sedatives that's going to leave the alter ego in total control we got to hold him down till he drains himself completely and I'll take it from there." Qui-Gon said to him and they nodded as they all got a grip on him as he struggled to break free, then after fifteen minutes the young archeologist let his head fall back in exhaustion then and Jack looked at him as Sifo Dyas shook his head as he said it to him.
"It's a trick, the ten of you hold him still, Obi-wan hold his head still while I do this." Sifo Dyas said and they nodded as just as he crouched down Qui-Gon said it to him. "Wait let me do this. I was the master who found him I have to do this, and you just hold his head still." he said and crouched down next to him. And hearing that remark he struggled to pull away at that as Maulstar turned his head away from them then.
"We both do it, we're both managing in mind locks and we're the ones who helped get him out of our galaxy, but if it takes all of us, it's going to take the four of us to lock that door and keep it bolted shut." Sifo Dyas said to him and he nodded as Sifo Dyas got both hands into position on both sides of his head to hold him still then as he got ready to channel the added mental lockdown as Qui-Gonn put his on his forehead as he said it to him gently as he struggled to prevent him from touching his forehead.
"No you're not putting me back to sleep, no, let me go, noo!" Ballard screamed out as Qui-Gon took over and as he said it to him gently. "God I feel I feel like we're doing a Starwars version of the Man in the Iron Mask, keep 'Louis' under lock and key while 'Philippe' trains himself to be the best king in all the land." Brown said with a growl and Jack nodded. "No kidding, this is has gone passed ridiculous and is bordering on insanity, just to prevent this maniac from getting loose in our galaxy."
"But can the chatter and hold him still while they do this, boys." Jacob said to him and he nodded as Qui-Gon said it Daniel gently. "Who of the Jedi acted as counseling in cases like this after a trauma such as this?" Jacob asked and he explained that to him. "As Jedi masters, we did every area you can cover, because we are everything the students need, from parents to teachers to healers, and in this case, it's emotional healing."
"He lost his adoptive parents and the Jedi he needs most are the three of us. We have to heal this emotional damage by his being with us again." he said and he nodded as Sifo Dyas said it for both of them. "Shh it's okay, it's okay, you're safe, shh. Just rest, it's okay." he said, before Qui-Gon pressed his hand to Daniel's forehead and channeling a memory block as they heard several laser clashes and then a loud thwap and thunk into the wall in his subconscious then as they watched his eyes shift between colors then.
