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Speiderman's POV

I sat by Jude's bed with Squinty Frown. It was awkward he was just staring at Jude and holding her hand so I tried to break the silence.

"You really care about her don't you?"

"That's none of your business"

"Sure it is she's my best friend and I want what is best for her" Tom snorted.

"What's best for her please. You just want a good lay" Speiderman looked him straight in the eye fiercely.

"Don't talk about Jude like that. She isn't like that"

"So she didn't screw half the city?"

"No she did. But I seem to recall you screwing half the world. Plus, after what she has been through you can't blame her for that"

"I don't blame her for that. I blame the guys who took advantage of her"

"From what I remember you were one of those guys"

"How would you know?"

"I worked the bar, plus Jude told me" Tom looked away to hide the guilt in his eyes.

"Look, man, I can tell you care about her. I bet if you changed your ways and actually tried to be there for her. She would be with you in a second."

"Changed my ways what ways? As much as you'd hate to believe this I'm actually a nice guy" his voice was raising unnoticed by him.

"Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about. Your fuck every girl alive ways."

"I don't fuck every girl alive! I'm a one girl man now!"

"Yeah. What about Jude? Huh? If you were a one girl man. Why did you have sex with her no strings attached? Huh?" Speiderman was getting angry with his lies.

"Jude's different. When I saw her across the room she looked so sad but she was so beautiful. I went up to her to find out was wrong maybe to help her. To see her smile. I fell in love with her the moment I saw her. I just wanted to make her happy. Her smile lit up the room her laugh was like music. When I realized sex was all she wanted I gave it to her, I hoped it would make her happy. But when I saw her almost crying afterwards, I felt immense guilt. I tried to make her happy and I make her cry. What kind of worthless piece of shit does that?"

"It wasn't your fault dude. Jude had just went through a rough spot. I can see how much you love her and the way she talks about you I know she loves you too. I wish the two of you wouldn't continuously hurt each other. But that's love. If you can get through all the dark and dreary days for that one person and they can too. Then your meant to be."

"You really mean that?" Speid nodded. "I thought you hated me?"

"I did but if Jude's happy with you then I am too"

"You really believe all of that love stuff you just said?"

"Yeah I do" Tommy nodded and looked thoughtful for a few moments.

"You ever been in love?" Tommy asked.

"Yeah once. She cheated on me multiple times and one time attempted to with my best friend. That was like a year ago. She moved to London last month, thank god."

"Sorry about that man"

"It's okay. I'm over it" They both looked away from each other. Shocked they had just had a moment. Tom felt Jude's hand twitch. He looked at her to see if she was awake. Her eyes started blinking.

"She's waking up" Tom said with joy in his voice. Her eyes blinked a few more times before she opened them and observed her surroundings. She saw Speiderman and Tom and gave them both a lazy smile.