Another Chapter full of shameless smut. Same rules apply here as the last time: Skip if you don't want to read it, points that I believe should be included will be mentioned in the next chapter.
To those who chose to stay…
Don't mind me; I'm just going to hide in a corner now. =-_-=
Killua felted stuffed, slinking onto the couch. Between what happened this morning, and his Breakfast, Lunch, Brunch? He couldn't move an inch… He and the TV are going to get into an intimate relationship, regardless of his current one with Daniel.
The plan is already set in motion, they heading out the following morning, thank god for cancelled bookings. He couldn't stand waiting a week for another flight, not while Victor was on the prowl. When could the man have stalked them? They didn't notice any strange movements, besides Yanick.
Was it possible that Victor knows about Daniel regaining his memories? Is he hyperaware of the fact that Daniel now deeply cares for Killua's wellbeing?
No, he would have made a move by now…?
Wait, no he might attack like last time, while they are asleep…
Or will he make a move against Zaikaria tonight?
Don't run, don't hide… just act normally.
That was the condition set on him… How does he act normally, while also knowing this ravenous beast was hunting them down from the dark, waiting for them to make a single mistake?
He'll have to stay awake tonight just in case, and if Daniel asks, he's just too excited for their trip…
Their…
Killua cheeks flushed red at his thought, his desire to save Daniel from the unending torment, of eternal nightmares… He didn't want Daniel to never know who he is ever again, to continue to experience his hugs, and the boy's touch…
Damn… Why the hell did Zaikaria have to ruin my mood! I didn't want her to know about that…
He just has to give it a little time, and then, he can finally lay his hands on that boy again. It's gonna be so fun watching him squirm at his touches. It also didn't help that last night; Daniel mentioned during his memory loss, he would've: bottomed for him, to quote the words from the evil, unfiltered, embarrassing, little bookworm, Daniel.
Whether that was a joke or not, he still wouldn't mind driving himself into that boy, to see if his voice cracks, squeaking and moaning, as Killua pounds as deep as he can into that warm…
Shit…
Killua ran his fingers along his thighs, using subterfuge to hide his now forming erection. Hopefully, his sister or Daniel didn't notice his tent, or his intent to hide the evidence. He might be able to get away with it if he ignores it for long enough. It might be a pipe dream, but be damn if he doesn't hide it from Daniel entirely.
Daniel ran his fingers along Killua's thigh, wanting to touch the boy he lost his memories of. With every touch, maybe he might be able to burn Killua's image into his mind, therefore making it impossible to lose those memories of him. He couldn't stand having to go through that scenario again…
Forced to relive the moment he falls for Killua…
Their dance…
Confession…
First time…
That was arguably the worst thing he could be forced to remember yesterday, their first time together. How he enjoyed every second, Killua's confession to wanting more…
And he had it swirling in his head the whole time his sister was several damn feet away from him. He was surprised none of them noticed his damn erection, he sure as hell did. He just couldn't worry about it at that time because his mind felt as though it was splitting in two, crowded by other information and memories.
Now, even when those memories lingered… he still wanted to touch Killua right now…
To drag his fingers across the boy, but he was scared to do so. He lost his memories of him; so surely, he didn't deserve it until his mind fully sedated itself.
Fuck it…
Daniel got up, heading toward their room. He needed to deal with his feelings… his lustful side begging to be released.
Killua's eyes followed the boy as he left, worried for him. Hopefully, his ok…
Minutes flew by before he heard the boy speak, shuffling coming from their room, "Killua, can I ask for some assistance?"
Killua sighed, running his fingers along Alluka's head, "stay here and watch some TV, I'll help Daniel with whatever he needs."
Alluka gleamed with delight, "Is big brother happy now that Daniel's back to normal…?"
Killua nodded, running his lips along the girl's hair, making sure to plant a small kiss on her forehead. It was a bad habit which dug its claws into him, thanks to Daniel rubbing off him in more than one way. He was slowly growing accustomed to showing off his affection to those he cares about, mostly Alluka. She believed that no matter what, Daniel will come back to him; he loved her for that…
He got up after ruffling her hair once more, letting his fingers dangle in the air before falling to his side, "Coming…"
Killua opened the door to their bedroom, making sure to close it as he stepped in the room, "What-"
He couldn't get more than a word in before he felt Daniel's lips on his, his mind short-circuiting. Huh…? Daniel was kissing him, with no warning whatsoever. Out of everything Killua thought Daniel would do, this was not even last thing to cross his mind. Hell, he wasn't even expecting this anytime soon.
Killua let his body take over as if he were using Whirlwind, his body performing all the actions he would've been doing; fingers digging into the boy's hair, pulling him as close as humanly possible, one hand digging into the boy's side, caressing every inch.
He was in bloody heaven right now, and it may have been possible, because one time he asked Daniel to be more assertive during, ahem, being more involved in the… bedroom…
He wanted this, his body needed this… and when he felt Daniel's slightly-experienced hands run along his inner thigh, the boy's lips left his, instead, opting to attack the juncture between his neck and shoulders. The action had completely caught him off guard.
He even squealed Daniel's name… squealed! He never squeals!
Daniel was kissing, biting and marking the area at alternate degrees.
After hearing boy's chuckle, Killua was barely able to contain his next few groans and moans. He had no time to respond, let alone voice his concerns between each stutter of breath, "Please… Alluka… next… room…"
"Shush…" Daniel's fingers slid up and around, squeezing the boy's ass in a needy way. Who, the fuck, are you, and what have you done to Daniel? The boy so badly wanted to say, but between each controlled groan, he couldn't physically get the words out. He wanted to at least move to somewhere away from the door. So, in a desperate attempt to get him to stop, much to the boy's dismay, he begged, calling out the boy's name, "Daniel…?"
It's as if the boy's name had undone all his desire, his fingers left the boy's side as he managed to rip himself free from his predatory nature, "I-I-I'm sorry…"
Killua's flushed cheeks radiated, a hand curling around the spot Daniel had been marking earlier. It stung a little, but at the same time… it felt really good. He should definitely be more assertive…
Yet, the boy's dismissive nature made him more concerned, "Damn it…" Killua breathed out heavily, stumbling over to his boyfriend. Originally he wanted to stop it, now here he was, stumbling over to Daniel to get him to return to his earlier actions. Not even missing a beat, his hand found Daniel's, pulling the boy's towards his crotch, making sure the boy really felt how hard he was right now, "You made it… You fix it…"
Sure, he was flushed from his own actions and words, but he'll be damned if Daniel leaves him with blue balls, thanks to being scared out of his own forcefulness. Even still, he still couldn't believe what he said. Alluka was in the next room, and he just told Daniel to finish him off, by any means necessary.
Killua grit his teeth when Daniel made no move. He locked the door before grabbing his boyfriend's hand, dragging him to the bed. He wasn't going to deal with the boy's sudden cold feet. He wastes no time, forcing Daniel onto the bed before climbing atop of him, eyes gleaming with lust, a sly smile giving away his intentions.
A shiver ran up Daniel's spine, lips being drawn to Killua's once more.
Even though his body begged him to stop, he couldn't, not while Killua was overpowering him. Fingers dragged along the boy's side, shifting and grabbing every inch Killua allowed him to.
They stopped at Killua's butt cheeks once more, caressing them as Killua's mewled and groaned into his lips, the need evident in his voice. The boy wanted this, so he should give it to him.
He gave a few gentle squeezed, Killua shifting his position to bite and nip at the boy's neck, just like Daniel had done so earlier, but he intended to leave marks, making sure to leave a bruise which would mark him as his property. No one can have Daniel, but him…
No one can take Daniel away from him ever again… he won't allow it.
Daniel slid his hands around, groping Killua's groin, fingers, attentively dancing over the top of the boy's pants, the nerves alighting on every touch.
He needed to keep quiet so that his sister didn't overhear, but at the same time, he wanted to let Daniel know his doing a good job… to not stop. He pulled his mouth away from the boy's neck, whispering into Daniel's ear, "I want you, your lips on my cock…" Oh god, that sounds so bloody weird saying that… Although, it kinda feels… sort of… hot, I guess? Don't know how I feel about dirty talking…
Daniel nodded with flushed cheeks, drawing Killua to his side, only to then slide on top of him, fingers now working the boy's belt. He slid off the boy's pants down easily, eyes now looking up at Killua. The boy expected him to continue without out words, so he did so, removing Killua's underwear.
Killua closed his eyes as he felt Daniel's hand enclose around his member, jerking him off like he first taught him. Thank god not only he was a quick learner, he still remembered all the techniques he taught him last time.
The boy found his fingers curling through Daniel's hair once his member was enveloped in boy's mouth, making sure to drag the boy's head down on every upward thrust. When he heard Daniel gag, he put less power into his every move, opting on working himself in as deep as he could get, hoping that by the end of his session, he'll get Daniel to deep throat him.
It is sort of payback for getting him riled up without further action. And if Daniel told him to stop or complained he'd do so, working with what he can, rather than what he wants.
Daniel never did complain though, even while Killua's hairs brushed against the boy's nose, he accepted the boy's actions like a champ, allowing his mouth to accept more every time he could. He did gag here and there, but most of the time it was because of Killua's greedy nature, wanting more within the split second.
Killua held back his moans, already feeling that building sensation within his gut. He kept going for as long as he thought he could handle before removing the boy face from his pelvis, pulling the boy up instead for a kiss.
He wanted to keep going for as long as he and Daniel could handle. When Killua pulled back from the kiss, he offered Daniel a smirk.
"My jaw hurts a little…"
"You think you can keep going…?"
"Sure, as long as it makes you happy…" Daniel offered his boyfriend a smile, fingers caressing his partner's inner thigh.
Killua feinted ignorance, pretending as though those words weren't making him happy. Daniel was going along with it, without complaint, because he wanted it, not because they both agreed to it. "Baka, you can tell me to stop if you don't want to do it…"
"Oh…" Daniel's hand slid up the boy's thigh, whispering into the boy's ear out of fear he may alert Alluka to their actions, even though Killua's noises probably did that for them anyway, "does the prince not want to do it anymore? To feel my warm… moist, um… mouth sliding along his… cock?"
"Wow… that was almost as bad as Gon's attempt at naming his ability. I'll give you two for effort. You don't have to dirty talk if you don't want you. I'm not even sure if I like it either. I'm just trying new things… see where they lead, you know…"
Daniel shrugged before sliding his mouth back on Killua, working his throat to the best of his ability, from what his experienced so far. He made sure to use his hands whenever he could, letting them caress the boy's thighs or balls, whichever the space allowed for. It feels weird, in both a good and bad way. Yes, Killua likes it, but he gets a tingly sensation he doesn't like, from being used like this.
Killua mewled at the sensation, "Mmm, yes…" the boy sat upright, spreading his legs as he helped Daniel bop his head up and down, trying to get Daniel's throat to completely accept him to the base. If he hadn't guessed it earlier, he would dare say Daniel was secretly more submissive than him. It was nice to know that; although, somehow he felt like that was a bad thing…
He felt as though Daniel wouldn't accept it, outright denying it.
Killua continued the pattern for a while, every time he came close, he pulled Daniel off for a kiss, letting his body calm down from the heightened senses. It took a few more tries after that, at least half an hour had gone by before he felt Daniel able to take his whole length without gagging once. It felt so good, He never wanted it to stop, but at the same time, he was at wit's end.
Killua entwined his fingers through Daniel's hair, letting the boy control his own pace. He was so damn close, but he didn't want to do this without letting the boy know what exactly, he wanted to do.
He dragged Daniel off his length hopefully for the last time, pulling the boy in for a quick kiss. As he pulled back, he let the boy know his concerns, "I want to know if you feel comfortable with this."
"As long as you're happy…"
"No, I mean…" Killua blushed from his own thoughts, Daniel's hand barely keeping him on the edge. Shit, he needs to say something now before he climaxes, "Listen, I want to unload while you're all the way down on the base. You might gag because I'm pretty sure…"
"You're gonna shoot like a fire hose?" Daniel said with a smug expression, ceasing all actions just in case Killua does cum.
"Well…" Killua acted all innocent and cutesy "maybe not that bad." Daniel chuckled as Killua continued, "If it gets too much for you just tap my leg and I'll just let you go, ok? I don't want to have to explain to the police why you drowned to death."
"Yeah… drowned to death from his boyfriend's cum, doesn't sound like something I'd want. Nor would you…" Daniel pulled Killua in for another kiss, one last time. He then moved on, peppering kisses down along the boy's chest before stopping at Killua member.
"Ready…?"
"No time like the present…" On that, Daniel swallowed Killua, working his throat to once more accept his boyfriend. Killua's hand found the side and back of Daniel's head, help him dragging it up and down, forcing it in at his own pace.
While Killua kept Daniel's head busy, the boy used one of his hands to massage Killua's balls, while the other ran along the boy's thighs, alternating the routine between his hands.
He felt like it was doing something bad to him, his body reacting in a negative way, at least in his head. He felt it several times already, being used like this was turning him on. And if he didn't know any better, if Killua was to climax, it might be too much for his body to handle.
Maybe this is a bad idea… Daniel, however, didn't get long to ponder the situation.
Killua barely whispering loud enough for him to hear "I'm gonna cum… baby…" Yeah, I'm never saying that again, it sounds weird… Killua quickened the pace, Daniel now freaking out. He was enjoying it too much; the 'baby' part the way it was being said, the ripple of his voice, the moan just escaping at the perfect time, brought him uncomfortably close to the edge.
He wanted to tap out now, but at the same time, he didn't want to disappoint Killua.
"Damn it…" Killua growl as he forced Daniel down, holding him in position; his dick throbbing from the first contraction, the first volley shooting down his partner's throat. Daniel didn't gag which was good, but the boy was squirming, fingers digging into his butt, applying the right amount of pressure to somehow managing to get him just a tad bit deeper.
Killua grunted as he curled forward on the second shot, between Daniel's reaction and action, this one felt like a rapid-fire shotgun fired off somewhere deep within his gut, the third and fourth shot coming off in quick succession.
He heard Daniel gag that time, but his throat constricted around him, the swallowing movement adding an extra pressure to all his senses. Killua sobbed as he continued his climax, as Daniel continued to swallow everything he was being given.
It took a minute, but after Killua was finally done, his hands left his partner's head, the boy slowly pulling himself off.
Daniel was squirmed, shaking a little as he breathed on Killua's member, not exactly removing his head just yet. Probably thanks to Killua's own actions of driving himself in and out too quickly, Daniel felt restless, taking a breather before he completely finished.
Killua panted as he fell backwards, breathing heavily as Daniel worked the last of his cum out. On one last lick, he finally joined Killua, panting, cheeks burning red like Killua's during a complementing session as his fingers hugged the boy close. But his body was turned off at a weird angle, something the boy didn't exactly like.
He wanted to hug him close, to kiss him deeply, his fingers dragging goosebumps along the boy's skin as he thanked him for going along with his plan. Plus, it's only fair if Daniel does the same to him. It might be fun…
Killua worked his way downward, only to be forced back, held tightly in Daniel's arms, "N-No need to do that. You should relax a little, get your energy back…"
Killua's hand swept downward, feeling every inch of the boy's body on the way down, "I'm fine, plus, it's only fair if I-"
SQUISH.
Their eyes met, the boy ceasing all actions after feeling Daniel's groin; the fabric was unusually soft… wet… sticky… No way, everything now made sense to Killua, why Daniel's cheeks were warm, blushing. There was an actual reason. Killua caught him red-handed in an act that Daniel was hoping he wouldn't have…
Killua felt a smile extend; after having been used as a tool to pleasure himself with, his boyfriend had gotten off, without the need to be touched. The tables had turned, and Killua found a weakness he could tease his boyfriend with for days.
That was until he saw how destroyed Daniel was, the tears being barely contained… He was scared.
Killua curled his fingers along Daniel's face, pulling the boy close to his chest. As he felt Daniel's arms wrap around him, the boy spoke in a soothing manner, one which he would usually use with his sister, "You aren't your father…" Daniel tensed at the words, "You, are still you…"
Killua had perfectly pinpoint Daniel's biggest fear. He scared of something he has feared for most of his life. He was afraid, of being like his father… "Everything is ok…" The boy played close attention to Daniel's reaction, allowing his fingers to caress the boy's back. Killua's fingers found Daniel's hair, weaving them through the boy's hair in a kinda gentle manner, even though Daniel probably felt it as a more affectionate gesture, "I still l-love you. I don't want you to change, so who cares if you… really enjoyed what happened."
"I feel humiliated, scared…"
"Sure, it can seem humiliating in your eyes… but I find it sensuous, seductive… flirtatious…"
"I don't want to be like my dad, Vastorie… at least the mental image of how I see him as."
"You're not… he ran away from everything. The moment you regained your memories, sure, your initial reaction was to run, but looking back on it, it was though you were scared of something else. The moment you saw me… you clung to me."
"I didn't cling to you…"
"Moot point; the fact is Vastorie couldn't even apologize to you when you were right there… he still hasn't even apologized to you now. But you, you and I still want to be with each other after everything that's happened. You are different…"
"You and Gon, I guess taught me that… I don't have to be like my father. I can find my own ideal goal. Maybe I'll just use all my assassination techniques and training, to just capture criminals; it'll be a hocking a giant loogie in my family's face." Daniel chuckled at the mental image, Killua's smile spreading at the sound, "You won't have to kill anyone… I won't have to kill anyone… It'll be our own thing."
Daniel buried himself deeper in Killua's chest, still afraid, but mostly calm from Killua's kindness. Even though for the last few weeks he treated Killua like shit, not only did he still want to remain by his side, he was only thinking about their future, not how he was wronged…
Or what just happened…
He wasn't asking him to change in the slightest, to just be him…
Even though his body's reaction did make him feel slightly disgusted with himself, Killua enjoyed it, and now his ruining the afterglow. Daniel sucked in a breath, forcing himself to look his boyfriend in his eyes, "Did you enjoy it…?"
"It was…" Killua awkwardly scratched his chin, diverting his eyes slightly. He was feeling a little guilty now "erotic."
"Then I guess…" Daniel pulled Killua in for a kiss, letting it linger for a few moments before he finally pulled away, both left blushing, "I should be happy."
"Huh?! We both should be happy… this is a two-way street, not, a one-lane-" Killua stopped, thinking logically about the situation. Daniel wasn't ready to accept that part of himself, yet. So he'll let the boy come to terms with it on his own, "Well, I wouldn't mind doing it to you…"
"Maybe later tonight, after I shower… and we pack."
"Deal… Oh, and Daniel…"
"Yeah…?"
"I still taste disgusting…"
Daniel broke out into laughter, warmth now filling his chest. He was honestly happy, and nothing could change that now.
They still had a goal…
They still wanted to be with each other…
No one could change that…
Not even himself…
First, comes Scarlet…
Then a whole adventure awaiting them ahead…
The goal was to understand his father… and to finally, break free from the looming shadow, swirling deep within the pits of his heart; coming to terms that there are some things he shares in common with his father…
