Summ.
Roxas never cared what his dad did with his life. Until he fell in love with the boyfriend's younger brother. They're engaged to be married, but will the young lovers stand up for their relationship? I mean it's not REALLY incest!
It is written in first person, chapters switching viewpoints from Axel to Roxas. Axel for odd numbered chapters, Roxas for even numbered chapters.
"Mm…" I hummed in approval against Axel's lips as he slid my shirt off. I giggled softly into the kiss, pulling my lover down on top of me on his bed. "Axel…" I purred, squeaking as he nibbled my neck.
When I tugged at his shirt and he grinned widely, an expression that clearly screamed 'YES! I AM SO GETTING LAID!' before he slid off his shirt and went back to my throat.
I smiled contentedly, sighing at the general sense of being loved. It was such a wonderful feeling…
Axel distracted me, tracing his hands up and down my ribcage. I whimpered, wanting more but disliking the sensation of being teased.
"Quit teasing! You jerk," I lightly punched his arm.
"No. I don't think I will. Come here, cutie…" he moved in to kiss me when—
"What are you two doing?"
I froze, eyes frantically searching for the voice. It was Reno. Dear God, we're dead. I thought we were fine, but we let our guard down… I couldn't think of any excuse, so I simply bit my lip and waited for whatever was about to happen.
Axel broke the awkward silence with an awkward greeting. "Hey, Reno… What are you doing back so early?"
"I came back for my wallet."
"I see… Well…"
Reno heaved a sigh, running a hand through his hair. "Look, I've got no problem with you experimenting with your sexuality or whatever the hell you were doing, I did the same thing when I was your age, so I'm not going to punish you or anything, but Cloud might not be so accommodating. Get it out of your systems while you can, okay? Just… don't do it in my apartment, please."
Axel blinked stupidly. "Uh… okay…"
"And… be more careful. It's weird enough popping in on… this…" he motioned in our general direction, "but… yeah. Don't do that in my apartment. I don't care if you live here, Axel, I'm paying the bills, so just… just don't. Not here. Find somewhere else to mess around."
"Alright…?"
He left with a "Later, yo…"
I stared at the door uneasily, and sure enough, Reno poked his head in again.
"Oh, and Axel…"
"Yeah?"
"Don't do what I used to do. Please."
"Which was?"
"Bringing chicks and boys home as fucktoys to piss dad off. Be monogamous and safe!" he grinned. "Roxas, your dad would say you're too young to have sex, but I disagree. Just… don't tell him I said that."
Did he seriously just encourage us?
"Okay, kiddies, I'm off. Again. And don't do that in my apartment, yo!"
Reno walked out again, and after a moment Axel started laughing.
I slapped his arm angrily. "This isn't funny! That could have gone really badly!"
He chuckled. "I fucking love my brother… Roxas, chill out, we didn't even get in trouble!"
"I nearly had a heart attack when he appeared out of nowhere!" I punched his chest with enough force for him to feel it, but not enough to hurt him.
"Roxas, he doesn't even know. Relaaaaax," he spoke in that seductive tone that made me writhe in arousal. "Reno got the wrong idea anyway. The only consequence is that he doesn't want us to mess around here. And if you don't stop wriggling, I'll make you regret it. Reno was just way too nice about it for me to not listen, but if you keep squirming around and rubbing my crotch I won't be able to follow orders, and I'll have sex with you, and I'll tell Reno it was all your fault."
"If you don't want your crotch touched then get off of me!"
"Hm… No, I don't think I will. You're nice and comfy."
He lay down on me, nearly crushing me. "Axel!"
"Roxas~"
I gasped as his lips played along my neck, looking down at him with lusty eyes. "I… I thought… you didn't want… to break the rules…"
"This isn't what we were doing before. We were going to have sex before. Now I'm just going to play with you until you can't take it anymore. Then I'll leave you alone."
"Fucking tease…" he bit down on that special spot on my neck and I cried out in pleasure. "God, Axel! This isn't fair, you fucking asshole!"
"Mm… I love when you call me God… and it's so sexy when you talk dirty."
I was getting upset now, he had started to actually touch me in those ways I couldn't stand to be taunted with. "Axel! Axel, stop! Nng!" I tried to fight him off, concerned as to why he wasn't able to see that I was seriously uncomfortable and wanted him to stop. My voice was firm, but it shook slightly in fear, unsure if words were going to be effective.
After a moment, I knocked him off the bed and into the wall. He made a sound of pain as he touched his hand to where his head had hit the wall, pulling it away to reveal blood.
"Oh my God, Axel, you're bleeding! I'm so sorry! I just couldn't take it anymore and I… I…"
"Roxas, calm down. Don't hyperventilate. Just get me a wet facecloth to put on my head and then help me walk to the bathroom. I can't see straight."
"Okay…"
As I cleaned the wound, Axel had a small temper tantrum, making a big deal of every time I touched the bump. 'Big baby…' I thought, rolling my eyes.
"Axel… if you hold still it wouldn't hurt as much. I need to put the alcohol on it before I bandage it or it could get infected. They'd have to amputate your head. You don't want that."
"Don't I?"
"Just hold still, okay? I'm only doing this because I love you."
I finished cleaning and wrapping him up, deciding to make something to eat when he suddenly kissed me. "You're lucky you're so god-damned cute."
"I know," I kissed his cheek before sauntering into the kitchen. "Is pasta okay?"
"Sure. Go for it. As long as my lovely wife is cooking, I'll eat it."
"You just don't want to cook, so you're making me cook for you."
"Aren't you a lucky little housewife?"
"Yes. I have a husband that only wants me for sex and food. I'm living a charmed life."
"Hey," he pecked my cheek. "That's not true. I want you for kisses, too."
I punched him softly, placing a soft kiss on his lips. "I have a husband I love, that only wants me for kisses, sex, and food."
"Mm… and your husband loves you too."
"That's good. At least I know there's some love involved when you want me."
"There's always lots of love for you, my cutie," his mouth connected with my neck and I suppressed a moan. "I love you, Roxas…"
"A-axel… Ah… Axel…"
I was panting, and Axel's mouth was making my mind fog over with desire, so much that I didn't even notice he had pinned me against the counter until I felt his hips against mine. I clutched his shoulders, moaning loudly.
"Axel, stop… I… I can't… nn…" I tried to speak, but my reason was quickly hazing. "Wait… ah… Reno said… we can't… ah! M-more, Axel… more—" my legs and arms wrapped around him and Axel started to rhythmically thrust against me. "Please… Axel, please! In… Axel, in… inside… Please… I need you… inside…"
"Shit…" he suddenly hissed, and it wasn't until he put me down that I heard someone fiddling with the lock that I understood why he had stopped. I rushed into Axel's room, closing the door and taking deep breaths to relax, eventually feeling weary and deciding to lie down on Axel's bed, surrendering to sleep before I knew it.
In limbo, I heard Axel and my father talking, their voices growing easier to understand over time.
"Cloud, hold up for a minute…"
"Yes?"
"You said it was a stupid choice… which means you regret it… but if you hadn't done that, Roxas… Roxas wouldn't have been born."
He shook his head. "I don't regret it. I love Roxas, and I'm very happy I have him. I just don't want him to make my mistake, because he might not end up happy in the end."
I didn't listen to anymore of the conversation. I felt my heart throbbing in pain. A stupid choice… a mistake… I was a mistake. An accident. I was never supposed to be born, or meet my dad, or lose my mom, or meet Axel… I was a slip-up in judgment. The result of a stupid choice. A consequence.
Those thoughts gestated in my mind, making me almost want to cry. Was that really all I was? I was a consequence, a mishap, an error, a punishment?
I felt my heart break slightly as I fell back into a suddenly-restless slumber.
Mistake.
Again, here's your new chapter, sorry for the wait.
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