So I know that more people were confused on the end of the last chapter than i could guess, but maybe this chapter will help with the confusion. Enjoy!


"Seb...Sebastian? Where am I? What is this place? Why am I a child? Answer me!" Ciel was frantic and didn't know where he was and didn't know wy the two of them were standing in an empty void. He was lost and confused and all he wanted were answers at this point...and an explanation.

Sebastian lifted his head to see Ciel's angered face. He smiled remembering how he would wear this face all the time at that age. He stood to his feet and his lips pursed into a smile. He was going to miss this, the life of serving his master.

"This is the last you will ever see of me master, soon, I will be nothing more to you than a memory."

"Is this a dream?"

"Yes. Something of the sort. This was the only way for me to communicate with you at this point."

"Where are you? I mean your real body?"

Sebastian could hear the concern in his voice, this was a feeling that he deleloped as he got looked away from him, not wanting this to be the end for them, but he knew that it was. It had to be this way.

In all of his years of being a demon and all of the things that he has done, he has never known what pure joy and happiness was until the day that he was able to serve Ciel Phantomhive. He cherished every moment and wished that he was able to spend more time with everyone in the Phantomhive manor. He couldn't have asked for anything more. But how his real body was right now, at this moment, was not something that he wanted his master to see.


"Remember when I told you that Grudges could become demons?"

"What about it?" Sebastian grimaced.

"Well, Bassy, in order for this to work, you have to die. And the only one that can kill you, is a demon that was once a Grudge."

"So, Claude is the one, which has to kill me?" Claude smiled as he began to walk forward to Sebastian.

"Yes. I'm sorry it has to be this way. But I don't make these things up. That's the way it is."


"It's not a place a wish to speak of." he said eventually.

"Then why am I a child again?"

Sebastian then put on another smile. "This is how you and I began, and how I would like it to end. Seeing you this way."

"End you say. To think that at this age, all I ever wanted was to have revenge on who killed my parents and just used the people around me as pawns as if it were a game of chess. As if they were nothing," he clenched his fist thinking about it. How heartless he seemed at that age just mad him hate himself somewhat. "I used you and even Lizzy and soon I would have thrown my own life away not caring about what everyone else felt. Now, I love Lizzy more than anything else and she and I are going to be happy, with our child. Thanks to you, Sebastian."

"You should do anything but thank me, young master. I was the reason that so many things caused you to do nothing but worry and hope for the best. If this were me, many years ago, then I would not have lifted a finger to help, so my thanks should be going to you, for making me, a better man."

Ciel smiled at him, then noticed the tail of his coat was beginning to fade away. His eyes grew in surprise as it did. He wasn't ready to say goodbye to him, not yet.

"Well, it seems that my time is up."

"No Sebastian! There could have been another way! I'm sure it was!"

His feet began to fade quickly and Ciel wanted to stop it but he knew that he couldn't he was at a lost.

"Master, I know that you are going to be a great father. You're a good man at heart, and your son will be one as well."

"Why...why are you doing this..." his voice began to crack as he spoke and he wasn't surprised that he was feeling this way that his faithful butler was leaving him.

"Because, if I could not do a task such as this for my master," he looked him in the eye one last time," then what kind of butler would I be?"

And he was gone forever...

Ciel was there alone. But not for long


Within a blink of an eye, he was awake again. He was trying to catch his breath. He saw that he was in another room and Mei Rin was patting his face with a wet cloth. He could hear the faint sound of a baby crying and jumped out of the chair.

"Master!" Mei Rin called after him, but he didn't turn to see what she wanted.

When he reached the room, the doctor was cleaning the baby. He could still that Lizzy was alive and his baby was too.

"It's a boy." The doctor said to him.

Ciel smiled at him and didn't know if he wanted to fall to his knees, or jump up and down out of pure joy.

"Would you like to hold him?"

"Yes."

He wrapped the baby in a blanket, and handed him to Ciel, he didn't know that something so small could bring so much joy. He say that he had locks of blond hair. He smiled at this. He knew that he would be beautiful, just like his mother.

"Ci...Ciel..."

"Let's go see your mommy." he said kissing the baby's forehead.

Ciel walked over to her side and saw that she didn't look her best, but that was to be expected. But not like this. She looked weak and tired.

Ciel helped her hid the baby; she tried to smile when he placed him in her arms, but that seemed hard for her to do.

"He's so beautiful." she said as they watched his sleeping face.

"He is." Ciel agreed.

"Ciel...I know that...you will be a...great father."

He turned his attention to Lizzy as she spoke, he saw the grim look on her face and was hoping, that what he thought was happening, was not going to happen, not to him.

"Lizzy, you will be a great mother." he said taking the baby in his arms'.

She shook her head ad her small smile faded. She knew that it was her time...even though she didn't want it to be.

"I will I could...I really do."

"Lizzy what are you saying?" he took her hand in his a gave it a slight squeeze.

"Let him know how much I love him, all the time. Don't let him get hurt, or feel lonely. Be the father I know you can be."

"But you can tell him...All the time...!"

"I wish I could...I love you both." Her hand fell out of his and Ciel thought that his whole word, was gone.

Because she, was gone.


So I know that a lot of people didn't want this to happen...but I planned it a long time ago.

But it's not the end! So don't hate me yet!

But thinks are going to get better!

Don't forget to review!

Until next time readers!