I am at my study session with Kenma comfortable on the floor in his room. He still looks like he hasn't been sleeping well as he has dark circles under his eyes. I am actually starting to become worried about him. I try to focus on my reading when Kenma says something I didn't think he would ever say.

"Shoyo, do you want to be roommates?" I drop my pin and stare at him. Is he being serious right now?

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"I know you have to renew your lease in another month," he explained. "I was hoping we could get a place together."

"Is everything okay?" I asked although obviously not if he is moving out of here. Kenma actually looks at me for the first time since starting this conversation.

"I need this," he said. "I just can't be around him you know. I thought I would never feel this way." I pat his hand completely understanding.

"You know I could use a change of environment myself," I replied. "Let's do it!" Kenma actually smiles which lights up my heart. It would be nice to be not stressed out about Kageyama. He is still being super nice and kind to me but I need to stick to my guns. My thoughts are interrupted with the door swinging open.

"You're leaving!" cried Kuroo. Kenma looked up at him unfazed by his intrusion. He had to be on the other side of the door listening to our conversation. How long has he been there?

"Yes," he replied refocusing on his class notes in front of him.

"What about me? What about the rent?"

"I found a roommate replacement. Bukotu and Akaashi will be moving in. You should be thankful. They can afford rent easily."

"What!" screamed Kuroo. "Come on Kenma, don't you think you are overreacting."

"No," he replied. I actually almost feel bad for him. In this moment I wonder if Kageyama is going to react the same way when I tell him I am moving out. Kuroo looks at me pleadingly.

"Hinata, do you mind if I have a private moment with Kenma,"

"No private moment," said Kenma answering for me. "We are studying and you are distracting us. Could you please leave." Kuroo leans down grabbing Kenma's hand.

"I said I was sorry," he begged. "It was a mistake, that wasn't suppose to happen," Kenma snatched his hand away.

"I accept your apology," he replies not looking at him. "For the record this is your second mistake and I am still moving out though,"

"Hinata, please help me," he begged.

"Don't ask him for help because he needs this just as much as I do," replied Kenma finally looking up. "Please leave my room so we can finish studying." Kuroo looks defeated as he stands up and finally leaves. I look at Kenma who has returned to his textbook.

"You are being a little hard on him," I replied. "I mean he really loves you,"

"Sure," said Kenma. "He loves me so much he sticks his dick in someone else." My face hits the floor.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" I am so stunned, I just don't understand how such a thing could happen. I mean Kuroo and I talked about this, like…what the hell.

Kenma sighs. "I don't know the details but he had sex with Sugawara. It was bad enough he loved the guy but then to do that." Kenma tries to shake away the tears. "I just can't." Damnit Kuroo, how could you be so stupid. What about Suga? How the hell did this happen? I drop the subject getting back to studying. Kenma is my best friend but there are certain things he won't talk about. I am going to have to go straight to the source, Suga.

We wrap up studying and head straight to the shop. Suga is closing tonight and it is close to closing time, perfect time for us to have a little chat. I walk in and he is stocking everything that we usually do at closing. He looks up and sees me.

"Hey! What are you doing here?"

"I was in the neighborhood and decided to stop in," I grin. Putting a smile on my face is so forced it feels weird. Suga looks at his watch.

"Almost time to lock the doors. Did you want anything?"

"No," I replied slowly. "I really just wanted to talk."

"Sure," he replied standing up from his squatting position. "Is this about Kageyama?"

"No," I reply. "It's about how you help hurt my friend or should I say two friends if I include Daichi." Suga looks away adding to his guilt.

"I don't know what you are talking about," he lies weakly. I walk over grabbing Suga's hands.

"What the hell happened!" I cried. "Kenma and Kuroo are over. Kenma and I will be getting a place together but Kuroo. He is just…." Suga covers his mouth as tears comes to his eyes. He closes his eyes looking at the ground.

"This was never suppose to happen," he whispers.

"What happened? I thought you were staying away from him."

"I did!" he exclaimed. "I mean I was. I don't know what happened Hinata, I swear I don't." He is now full on sobbing. I go and lock the shop doors since it is now closing time. I walk back over and hug Suga. What the hell is going around us. I feel like we have all lost our minds. I lead Suga to the back and I am glad none of the other staff is around. We sit down in the office as Suga finally stops crying and is now breathing once again.

"What happened?" I ask quietly.

"You have to promise not to tell anyone," said Suga.

"I promise," I replied. I would never tell anyone's secrets but for Suga to say this it must be major. Suga sighs and takes a deep breath.

"A few weeks ago Kuroo asked to see me," he explains. "I hadn't heard from him in months. I figured you know, it's May maybe it would be okay to see him. Besides he said he just needed to speak with me one last time. So I went over to his apartment." I listen closely and feel so engaged as if this is happening to me. "Everything started off normal. He asked how I was doing and I told him I was fine because I am fine. Then he started crying. I mean I have never seen him cry, it was heartbreaking." Suga stops talking and looks at me. I put my hand over his to let him know it's okay to continue.

"He told me how Kenma found out that he was in love with me," choked Suga. "I didn't know he was in love with me because I stopped talking to him. He was begging me to talk to Kenma and let him know that we don't talk and there is nothing going on between us. Kenma didn't believe him."

"How did Kenma found out that he was in love with you?" I asked. Suga face turned red.

"You don't want to know," he whispered. "I told him I would talk to him if it would help bring them back together. I am hug him because he is so tense and crying. Next thing I know one thing leads to another."

"Sugawara are you kidding me!" I cry. "He asks you for help and you two end up fucking! How is that helping anything!"

"I feel bad enough," he replied wiping his eyes. "It was so stupid. It was almost like Kuroo final good bye to me, good bye forever. I know we can't even be friends, not even associates. We cut off all contact after that." I hang my head low because this is too much for me. I don't know how Kenma found out but it was enough to make him cry.

"Do you love him?" I asked.

"What?" asked Suga.

"Do you love Kuroo?" I asked. He nods yes before staring off in a daze. "You love Daichi too?" He nods again. I don't know what to say at this point. "I can't really say anything to make you feel better or make any kind of suggestions," I say softly. "I know you will need to make a decision."

"My decision is made," replied Suga standing up. "I am staying with Daichi. He must never find out about this." I agree, Daichi already couldn't stand Kuroo. He would blow a fuse if he found out about this.

"You promise no more Kuroo, ever?" I ask.

"I promise," he replied. "I'm so sorry for what happened to him." I take a deep breath.

"Kenma was willing to forgive Kuroo but that was going to take some work," I replied. "I almost did a few weeks and then you kind of messed that up."

"Sorry," he apologized again. "I can't describe what happened in that moment," I stand up hugging Suga wondering if he felt like what I felt for Kageyama. He always manages to pull me back to him no matter what. Makes me wonder if that is what love is truly like. I calm Suga down before we walk up front in the shop. I jump when I see Tendo sitting at a table reading. He lowers his book when he sees us as he begins to smirk.