Authors Note: Sorry I haven't updated in a while, but there were these things called 'final exams' that kinda got in the way, and being in IB, that makes it even harder. Not failing math is always a good thing!

Disclaimer: Haven't we been through this enough times already? I don't own them!

Do you ever find yourself
emulating him?

The quick smile,
the way your hands move,
the way you speak?

The way you walk.
The way you see things.

Have you ever cried
after seeing through his eyes,
frightened,
by a glimpse of a world
you hadn't seen before.
Hadn't known existed,
how awful it was,
being able to see it all.
Hadn't wanted to see.

Have you ever caught yourself
thinking like him,
looking for a motive
when no one else is aware
that there is a crime.

Have you ever realized
you were acting
according to what he would do?

Have you ever analyzed
a complete stranger,
and not felt ashamed?
Just for the practice?

I have.

I've tried to deduce things,
about my fellow students.
Caught myself smiling,
moving, thinking, speaking,
like him.
Sobbed after seeing what he sees.

I've watched him
for what seemed like forever,
copied him, talked about him,
written about him, read about him,
laughed over him, dreamed about him,
loved him.

All love,
almost from the start,
But that's another story.

Please, reviews always welcome! Exceeding the number of chapters would be nice....

And.... drumroll please.... I have a question. do you think SACD's female character reflect views of the time or more modren views? Why? because I'll probably be doing an essay on it! gotta love theses wide open 'give me four thousand words by christmas' essays. . . . .