Hey guys I know I've not update very much recently sorry works been mad... I'm not sure if you guys are still reading this or not... But here is another update :)

Caroline couldn't help but smile as she watched a sleepy Kate rest her head upon her shoulder "not long now" she yawned, it had been such a stressful few weeks this holiday was well deserved. "Nope, then I can have you all to myself and do whatever I want to you". Kate laughed as the mock horror now displaying across Caroline's face "I'm in your hands" Caroline smirked.

As they arrived at the villa they took in the sights a magnificent grand front entrance and beautiful paintings all over the walls, it felt fresh and modern a good choice. Caroline couldn't help but sigh contentedly she couldn't help herself but thing what it would be like all the time, if things stopped getting in the way.

As they reached their luxury double bedroom with a sea facing view, she heard a "wow" escape Kate's lips. "You like it?" Kate nodded the seen focusing as she pulled Caroline closer "it's so beautiful". They had chosen a good villa but Caroline had always been good at that sort of thing, it was easy when you just ignored the price and worried about that later. They had chosen well there room over looked the sea and had a magnificent pool that sat on the edge of the mountain with a sheer drop to the sandy beach below, it was so romantic. It was warmer than she had expected as it was only May and not yet really holiday season, which was a bonus as it was nice and quiet.

Their bedroom opened on to the back garden with a patio and seating area and the double doors opened completely from their bedroom to meet the fabulous back drop. As Kate moved to her bags "swim?" Caroline nodded.

As Kate stood in her bikini she watched Caroline undress feeling her breathe hitch, her cheeks flush her core dampen. God she was such a sexy sight to behold she moved nearer hearing her breathing louden, picking Caroline's bikini tie from her back that Caroline had only just finished fastening. "I preferred it off" Kate paused smiling as she now marveled at Caroline's once again naked breasts, moving to untie the strings holding her bottoms in place.

Caroline choked a little as she felt Kate's wandering hands "Kate" she whispered as she glanced at the sun setting in the horizon behind her, she let Kate lower her onto the bed. She felt Kate's soft lips nuzzle and nip and her barely suns kissed skin, her freckles already becoming more prominent from the suns deep rays.

She felt the heat seep from her centre, she knew Kate was aware of her raging need to have her, and yet she continued to tease, to make her wait. She found it so sexily frustrating she wriggled under her tense torso, willing to edge her on. "Kate" a whimper dripped from her pursed lips, as Kate's soft moist lips enclosed upon a hardened nipple.

Caroline tensed her toes curling them slightly as her body recoiled in the sheer pleasure of this amazing woman slowly devouring her. She pulled at Kate's face pulling her in close and letting their lips connect briefly, before Kate deepened the embrace. Their mouths almost violently linking together drinking each other in, desperate to meet the desire biting inside them.

Caroline parted her legs and let Kate dip between them, leaving her vulnerable as Kate began her assault, moving erotically slowly down her soft cream skin drinking her in.

Kate took her time, she felt Caroline's enjoyment and frustration at her keen attention to every freckle, every curve every inch of subtle skin. Caroline's stomach fluttered and twitched under Kate's gentle kisses as her hands skimmed her hips, feeling the ache below deepen.

She arched her back as Kate pinched her nipples her mouth breathing warm air upon her delicate centre, the want almost painful. Caroline moaned breathlessly as her eyes met Kate's the love and trust mimicked, their understanding clear before their sparkling orbs become filled by lust as the cool sea breeze rushed over their naked forms.

As Caroline's eyes lost contact she felt Kate's fingers explore her tender opening, she felt herself retain her breathe, as Kate hot sticky tongue dipped into her centre. She felt herself tense trying to fight the urge to surrender at her first touch, she sank deeper into the bed encouraging her further decent. She felt Kate smile into her tender skin as she drank in Caroline's sweet nectar.

kate felt Caroline's body contort her stomach tremble as her lips sucked at her intimate folds, licking, nipping at the skin until she made hard contact with her clit. She felt Caroline shudder as she came hard drinking in her sweet juices, reveling in the sweet noises escaping her lover above.

Caroline whimpered openly begging for mercy and release all at the same time, her fingers wrapped deeply in Kate's dark hair, She felt her body rise and fall at a hastened rate she felt the flush spread across her breast as Kate continued. "Kate, oh Christ..." She growled as Kate lips once more found her nipple and her dexterous fingers harshly pushed deep inside her opening, she shifted loving the feeling of Kate's fingers filling her. She sought Kate's face pulling her up to meet her gaze as their lips connected, Kate pushed her fingers deeper inside Caroline. Kate curled them slightly moving them in and out a rushed pace, whilst gazing lovingly into Caroline's bright orbs, she felt her rock against her. "Kate that feels amazing" she breathed loudly as Kate increased her pace letting her thumb slid over her clit, immediately feeling Caroline wetness pool around her hand. Kate nuzzled in to her neck "Do you know the affect you have on me..., your so sexy, so georgeous, and Christ watching you come makes me want to explode. You don't even need to touch me to make my body tingle, that's how much I love you.

A large smile spreading across Caroline's sex flushed face as she pulled Kate down closer "I can't even put into words how I feel about you, your the best thing that's ever happened to me other than the boys and I don't know how I'd live without you. Now I know you I Don't know how I survived without you".

Caroline moved her body under her and before Kate registered it she was now being pinned down by a magnifiecntly naked Caroline, she smiled. "I'll show you instead" Caroline smirked "I love you Kate your my family you and the boys", Kate smiled but her eyes couldn't meet Carolines, "Kate, Kate" tears silently began to flow "Kate what's the matter?".

Kate sat up and pulled a towel around her before walking towards the open doors of their bedroom to look over the horizon , she was held in deep concentration, her eyes saddened. "Please Kate" Caroline spoke gently following to stand beside her holding her waist "Caroline I love you and what we have but I've always wanted one thing so badly, but I never dreamed... But ... whilst I was looking for love it was in the background. Now I've finally found you I know I have been waiting for you, you complete me I've never been so sure in my life that your the one!

Kate turned to see Caroline's concerned face "tell me" Caroline asked again pleading "with everything going on I know, it should be the last thing on my mind but it's not its like a scream getting louder and louder".

She searched Carolines worried face "I've always wanted a family" she watched Caroline's face soften "you have one, you have me and the boys now". "I know and I am so lucky but it only makes me want it more .. I want to have a baby. I know it's not what you want but I just can't ignore the feelings", she paused watching Caroline's face for any reaction.

Caroline was passive Kate felt her stomach lurch " Caroline I know with Micheal I shouldn't bring this up now but the more I love you the more I crave it .."

Caroline sat down on the decking her head swimming she couldnt really process it all there was so much already going on.. "Kate" she saw the desperation in her beautiful dark orbs And the sadness that lay behind them. "It's ok Caroline I just had to say it butI won't make you, I'll just accept that that will never be apart of my life, it's ok really as long as I've got you and the boys, I'll be ok with it, I'll get over it.. " She smiled.

She watched Caroline desperate for her to say something, anything Caroline looked at Kate she looked so vulnerable so beaten down by life, She knew she loved this woman more than she could ever out into words as so she smiled.

Caroline tried to pictured a pregnant Kate and a little person calling her mummy she knew how much the boys meant to her, she loved Kate and she knew she couldn't deny her this and as she thought about it more, she couldn't help but think it would just make their little family totally complete.

"Do we still get to practice" she winked "even though we can't actually make it happen every time we do".

Kate froze confused before sing Caroline's wide smile and burst into laughter "what.., you mean?" Caroline moved closer "Kate I love you, and I love my boys so id love our baby too. But we need to let everything else settle, but if that what would make you happy I'm game!"

Kate moved closer linking their soft lips, holding each other closer, scared to let go to loose the intimacy to loose the moment to allow reality to threaten once more to shatter the illusions.

"Kate let's go back to bed" Caroline smiled as Kate dropped her towel "yes Dr Elliot"... She saw the seductive and sly grin upon Caroline's face. At that moment nothing could break her... Caroline sighed "This must be what happiness feels like" she whispered almost to herself as she followed a naked Kate heading toward the plush double bed.