A/N: Another chapter is up!
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This chapter is dedicated to Widdle Wombat for being such an amazing person and helping me out with this chapter ;) so now that I have added a little twist in the past few chapters the story will continue for a few more chapters then previously intended. A gift for you Mon :)
Previously,
"There's more, there's an army coming for us, for Bella. It's all Alice's doing we think, the vampire who was caught gave us as such when he stated 'Because the mistress SAW and informed us' we need to train and obviously my mate doesn't trust you and the wolves especially don't so I am going to leave Peter and Charlotte along with the Twins to be your guard to keep an eye on you." I stated to them seriously, they nodded hurt radiating off them but they understood. The wolves were pleased by this as well and I knew I did the right thing; Em and Rose need to earn trust again with my mate and the pack.
"Jasper?" I looked at my mate as her voice reached my ears.
"Yes darlin'?" I knew my drawl soothed and she loves the term.
"Let's go hunting Jay, I can sense some bear up a head" she told me softly so only I and Paul could hear. I smiled softly while holding my hand out for her to take, if my mate wanted to hunt then hunt we shall.
Bella POV
The two new vampires had me on edge, I knew deep down I knew who they were but like everything else my mind couldn't grasp it. So I did the only thing after my mate had explained what was happening I asked if we could go hunting, I didn't feel thirsty but I knew I should feed as apparently I am unlike other newborns of my kind.
I was confused and slightly enraged at what I had re learned, the woman who had killed Zach was under the control of someone else, someone who could see visions. A flash of a gold eyed pixie girl in blue danced across my eyes. Was it her, the pixie looking girl who looked so innocent? Yes my mind tells me, yes it was.
So here I am running north towards the cave where a couple of bears lay sick and dying, as I got closer I saw that they had attacked each other, over what I wouldn't know but food is food. I pounced to the closest one, the biggest, snapping its neck and attaching my teeth to its jugular. I almost moan at the taste, so far bear is my favourite and much to the packs displeasure, wolf is my second.
My eyes shot to my mates as I could feel him watching, lust and love poured off him and a need began to grow within me.
I took care of how I moved as I finished with the bear, long, slow and sexy strides, pretending I was only interested in the meal, but I was anything but. I flicked my hair to the side, ensuring my neck was exposed, giving him a long smouldering through my lashes as I bit my bottom lip softly. My mate was at my side in an instant, the lust radiating from him was incredible but ever the southern gentleman, he only took my hand in his and squeezed it gently.
Could he not tell I needed more? Needed to feel his hands and lips on me? Memories or not, I know this is my mate, my true love, my only love. There is no need to hold back. I needed him, no wanted him, to feel him against me as we rocked together in a lovers embrace.
I tug him urgently away from the clearing, leaving the bear where it fell, and press him into the nearest sturdy tree trunk forcefully yet gently. His eyes widen as he takes in my emotions. Lust mostly, but more surprisingly, the desire to be made his. This is what I want most.
He reaches a hand up behind my neck and pulls my lips towards his. "Are you sure darlin'?" He murmurs as he kisses me gently, eyes of black swirling with desire.
"Yes. Jasper I have never been surer. I am yours. Please, make it so?" I told him, my voice hoarse and rough with desire.
I gasp in delight as he spins us around, deftly pinning me against the tree trunk. His lips are hot on mine and I moan suggestively as he tangles his hands in the buttons of my shirt. My hands tangled in his honey locks as his lips move to nip my neck.
Giving up with the buttons, he rips the shirt from me and I pant, my chest heaving with desire. He covers my exposed skin with hot kisses as I reach back and unhook my bra, letting it fall to our feet. The desire to be made his is strong and I can't wait for him to finish undressing that was agonizingly slow. I reach out and tear his clothes from him, until we are finally both naked against the tree trunk.
Still, he hesitates. I can tell, he doesn't want to hurt me, he's afraid my lack of memory will hold me back from him. This is not the case and I assure him by pushing him to the ground and straddling him. He responds eagerly, gripping my hips with wide desire filled eyes as I slide onto his length. It's like nothing I've ever felt before and I sob at the lost memories; perhaps I have never felt him before? Could it be so? Everything about usI will need to relearn. I wish I knew what he liked, I wish I could remember so I could please him the way he likes.
Fear fills me momentarily as I realise this, does he like it hard and rough or slow and steady?
"You are perfect, my Bella." He assures me as he runs his hands from my hips to my breasts as if he was memorising my skin while worshiping me. I relax in his embrace and shift myself over him, building friction, but still it doesn't feel right.
I am in control meaning he's not making me his, something I desire the most at this time. As if he reads my mind he pushes up, moving until he is on top of me. His weight is perfect, and I take the time to marvel at how the muscles in his chest and arms move so perfectly in our rhythm as he holds himself above me.
"Relax, my Bella." He kisses my eyelids softly and I give in to the sensations he is bringing me. Warmth begins in my toes and spreads upwards, leaving a pleasant burn as it goes. I moan delightedly as it spreads up, past my core, past my heart, through my throat and to the tip of my tongue. I snake a hand around my mates head curling my fingers once again in his honey locks and pull him close to me, covering his face and neck with kisses, never once missing a patch of soft skin. He moans appreciatively and continues to thrust gently, bringing us closer together, making me his.
My desire to be his becomes stronger and I kiss him hungrily, needing more. He increases his thrusting, pushing himself up on his arm and wrapping the other around me, lifting me for more friction growling with each moan I make. The new angle gives more pleasant sensation and the burning within me begins to tighten, the more I tighten, the harder Jasper pushes inside me and the closer I become to losing control.
His emotions wrap around me like a cocoon of heat, lust and love. The tightness becomes unbearable, making me unwind suddenly and violently. I shake hard and grip at the earth beneath me as I offer myself to him, screaming his name, causing him to swoop down and bite my neck causing me to orgasm again. I heard my mate roar with his release as I bite my mate to mark him as mine and the world around us shakes as love, lust and utter bliss swirls around us setting us off again.
He growls, low and feral as the scent of my desire surrounds us both. He pumps into me hard a few times coming down off his release before swooping down and once again biting me, but this time the soft tissue above my left breast. And as his venom reaches mine several things happen at once. We both orgasm with the sheer force of our emotions once again, the world rumbles, swirling around us and lastly as my hand trailed over a rough round scar I was hit with the very force of my memories.
I felt my mate fall on top of me in bliss as I watched every memory from childbirth till now hit me, every thought, every action, and every word. It finished as quickly as they came and I sob and my mate to purr. I sob for two reasons, I sob for my father and I sob for the now deep connection I felt with my mate. For once in my life I finally felt whole and complete.
"I love you Jay" I whisper softly as I run my hand through his hair softly and down his bare back to his hips and back up.
"I love you Isa, more than words can describe" he whispers trying to take his weight off me, I clutch him close not ready to feel his body and weight removed from mine.
"Stay" I half whimper out, sighing in content as I feel him lay back on me.
"That was amazing, I have never felt something so beautiful in my entire life" he whispers, pulling me his head back enough to look in my eyes.
"I'm so sorry" I choke out trying not to sob once again, he looks confused and afraid. I then realise my mistake, he thought I was sorry for what we had just shared. No it was for hurting him; my hand moved between us and presses the scar that will now forever be etched in the middle of his chest.
"No I'll never be sorry for what just happened, I meant I am sorry for hurting you and Peter…" I whisper out willing him to understand me, I felt shock pour through me both through the bond and his gift.
"What was that?" he whispers in disbelief, shaking his head as if he had heard wrong.
"I'm sorry for hurting you and Pete" I say again a little louder than our whisper. Suddenly I was up in the air with my mate shouting in glee as he spun us around; he stopped and pulled me in for a scorching kiss.
"YOU REMEMBER!" he yells happily pulling back while giving me a blinding smile.
"As soon as your venom reached my heart I remembered EVERYTHING!" I stressed the word everything to make him fully understand.
"Come we must go tell the others" he tells me excitedly and I couldn't help but chuckle and remain put, he turned, his brows furrowed with confusion.
"Are you forgetting something?" I tease while gesturing to the state of our undress, though I was amazed that I had somewhat was left of my jeans and my bra, Jasper's jeans were now were a weird 3 quarter tatter. He grinned sheepishly while pulling on his pants causing me to giggle at his boyish eagerness; I pulled on my jeans and my bra before taking his hand in mine.
The closer we got the more nervous I was, I didn't know how people would react and now that I could remember everything I didn't know how Char and Peter will be towards me, I felt calm, love and reassurance fill me as we came to a stop at the clearing we had left before, the others will still training but some stayed to keep watch and relax, I could feel their worry through my mate and the earth.
We emerged slowly from the tree line; I was slightly behind my mate my hand now on his back where the scar would be as I took in the shocked, confused eager faces of the others. Peter being the southern gentlemen like jasper removed his shirt and handed it to me with Jay's permission. I understood even though Jay was relaxed and Peter my brother, we had just mated and I was half naked, once the shirt was on my mate relaxed sending out a wave of gratitude to Pete.
Shame and self-hate filled me as I took in the mirroring scar on my brother's chest; my mate sent me some reassurance and love once again before telling Peter that he and I should talk. Pete took my hand and ran towards a different clearing then the one Jay and I just made love in.
"Bella?" Peter asked as I threw myself into his arms and sobbed.
"Oh Peter, I feel so horrible on what I have done, how could you ever forgive me?" I sobbed out my body shaking hard and I knew if my brother hadn't been holding me I would have fell to my knees.
"You remember?" he whispers softly while soothingly running his fingers through my hair, I nodded not trusting my voice causing him to sigh and pull back to look at me.
"I forgave you before it happened… did it hurt? Fuck yes and I understand what happened, Jasper shouldn't have run at you like that and I shouldn't have either, I forgive you Isa, no matter what you will always be my sister someone I will always love you." He tells me honestly and I couldn't help but sob once again, that's all I seem to be doing lately but I guess it's understandable.
"Now before you ask, Char doesn't hate you, she forgave you right away… Just try not to make a shish kebab out of me again" he told me jokingly causing me to crack a smile but I knew he was serious.
"Deal no Peter Shish Kebab…" I tease back, playfully giving him a shove.
"Now let's get back before your mate thinks I stole you" he laughed while heading back towards the others.
"Peter?" I ask gaining his attention.
"Yes Isa?"
"I love you too, now race you back!" I tell him while shoving him into a tree and sprinting off quickly laughing all the way.
A/N: well three chapters in one night… Tell me what you think!
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