I dressed and prepared to go to that interview, which I know they might ask anything and try to get the most out of me. I wanted her to be with me in that interview but I know that just because she's my everything doesn't mean she will always have to be with me in everything, unfortunately this is not how the world spins.
I sat in the makeup room while breathing in and out trying to relax; I wonder when the time will come where I don't have anxiety over these interviews and tv shows.
Suddenly my phone rang, and a smile took over my face, I eased up and answered with a full breath
Tiffany: Hi
Taeyeon: Hi babe
My face turned red and the makeup artist looked at me with a smile, I couldn't hide my face
Taeyeon: What are you doing now
Tiffany: makeup room, getting ready
Taeyeon: I bet you look stunning right now
Tiffany: *whispered* stop you are making me blush
Taeyeon: really...?! you know I can't help myself
Tiffany: Mmmm
I couldn't speak or breath
Taeyeon: I just thought of calling you because I know you are probably stressing, it will go good. I know you can do it and if they asked anything you don't want to answer then tell them before ahead your type of question you want to be asked.
Tiffany: yeah I was planning to put my conditions, don't worry I'm just glad you called hearing your voice ease me up
Taeyeon: i don't have any work today so I'll be watching you beautiful
Tiffany: that will make me happy knowing that you are watching.
Taeyeon: take care of yourself and don't pressure yourself... enjoy it.
Tiffany: I will, now I have to go they are almost starting.
Taeyeon: okay babe, I love you.
Tiffany: *I bit my lip* I love you more
Taeyeon: Bye bye
I waited till she hang up, and then put my phone down smiling on how strong my feelings are right now
"Boyfriend?!" The makeup artist asked and I looked at her surprised, taken back by her question
"Sorry don't mean anything, you just look super happy. Your face shined made my makeup look better" she said smiling
I shook my head, smiling back "No problem," I looked at my phone "Something like that you can say" I said then stood up for them to walk me to the stage
And before I walk in, They came to ask about the question as I was expecting,
"Which are the lines of questions that we can't cross?!" The guy with head phone and IPad in his hand asked
I took a moment the said "No line they can ask whatever they want to ask no problem with me"
He looked at me surprised "are you sure?"
I nodded, then he said "okay then I will need you to sign here just to make sure"
No problem I took the pen and signed then they walked me in,
"And look who's here" Dana the First MC said
"Oh my god look how gorgeous she is" Jully the second MC Said as she gave me a hug and Dana did the same when I walked to her
"How are you?" Dana said pointing for me to sit on the sofa beside her
"Good very good, how are you?" I said taking my seat
"We are good now after seeing you"Jully said
"This is the first time for you to be on our show right?" Dana asked
"Yeah, I'm very honored" I replied
"How's life how's everything with you? You always look beautiful but oh my god now you are more and more beautiful, what's happening girl gave us your tips" Jully said and I laughed thinking of Taeyeon...I wanted to say she is the reason, she is why everything in me beautiful but I just laughed it off
"Everything is going good, I'm just living life that's my tip" I giggled and they both smirked
"We will get back to that but First tell us about all those beautiful photoshoot like wow" Dana said and then they showed some of my news photoshoot and as the pictures passed my photoshoot with Taeyeon came up. And my face blushed all over, I had to hide it from the camera. When all the photos passed; I looked at the two MCs and they had some type of smile, a smile that says they know the answers of everything we will ask.
"That's all thanks to god and some luck that I suddenly got" I said giggling
"No I think all that because of how amazing you are, you are hard working and passionate, you deserve all of it" Jully said
"Thank you so much" I replied
"So you know to which photoshoot we will go, I mean this photoshoot took over the world" Jully said and I smiled hiding my panicking, I looked to the screen infront of me and it's our first kiss,
I giggled and covered my face putting my anxiety as a joke to hide
"You need to tell us something about this, it went viral and people can't stop talking about it" Dana said in excitement
"We heard that you were the one who went for it is that right?" jully added
"Really there's nothing more to it then that" I said pointing at the picture "It was all the feelings of that exact moment, It was super cold and the warmth took over me and I went for it," I said simplifying everything
"Honestly if it was me I would've done the same, I mean look at the weather and the whole esthetic of it all...if that kiss didn't happen then I think there won't be any point of all that, no offense to the cameraman or the people who planned the concept of this photoshoot but I think this kiss perfected it" Jully said and I nodded agreeing with her
"That's so true jully, I think this kiss took it to the maximum level perfection, you and Taeyeon did a magnificent job, honestly salut for that " Dana said
I smiled "Thank you so much"
"Talking about Taeyeon, this is the second work you guys did together right" Dana continued
And the subject of her is just making me more nervous yet put smile on my face,
"No I think this is the third one, because you two did running man together as well" jully corrected
I nodded "true, third work"
"Right, the first one was kind of, I don't know if I'll be using the right word but it was erotic, passion it, sexy like it will put you in your feelings" Dana said
I continued nodding giving them the space to talk
"This was your first ever work together, what was your thoughts and feelings to have the first work with this beautiful lady and to be it like that... you two were naked" Jully said giggling
I took a deep breath inside and talked "Oh you can't even imagine" I said giggling "Firstly i was taken back, like I will be naked with this stunning woman and I can't tell you it was just a nerve wrecking at the beginning but then Taeyeon made it way easy on me" I said
"Really?!" Jully said
Followed by Dana "Oh wow!"
"She is easygoing, very caring. She will ask and take permission before doing anything and then check if that is comfortable, if I'm comfortable doing this or that...she is just a gentlewoman, the gentlest" I said
"I agree with that" jully said and I looked at her, that was super fast way to answer "she is gentle in her nature, so no wonder she was with you as well. She makes things go easier than usual" jully added
And I switched in my seat, I felt jealousy for some reason and irritated. Maintain it Tiffany your girl is just a gentlewoman
"It's nice to work with someone like that it, she must've made really made you feel comfortable because the photos have natural outcome from it" Dana said
I smiled "she did"
"So how was your first impression? How did you two meet" Jully asked as she was looking at the papers in her hand
"It was coincidence actually" I said
"Really?!" Dana interrupted me
"Yeah, I was going to the photoshoot thinking that I will be the only model, I was siting there then between all the crowds there, my eyes met hers and she captured me" I said and then realized I took it too far but my inside just wanted to be possessive, she is mine and only mine. I'm not like this but I couldn't hold it...I want to shout it out loud.
"We just had a connection and became friends super fast, we understood each other and knew what we have to do. We are meant to be friends" I covered it up, or that's what I thought I did.
"That's so sweet" Jully said Uwu at me
"I think your friendship will last long" Dana said and I smiled
"Thank you"
"We are coming to an end, but we have one last question that the audience gave us" Dana said, reading from the paper "Are you currently dating someone?" She asked
And without hesitation I said "Yes I am" and I can see Yuri eyes widening at me. She said i can say what I want to say and I want to say that I am
"Oh my god...we have an exclusive news guys" Jully
"Wow I wasn't expecting this answer" Dana said surprised "Tiffany Young have a boyfriend, Will we be lucky to know who he is?"
I giggled "Maybe soon but not now" I winked to the camera knowing that Taeyeon is watching.
"Hopefully soon" Jully said
"Ohh that explains the glow" Dana said "It's love" she added and I giggled
"We wish you all the best in your life, your job and with your mysterious someone" Jully said winking to me
I smiled then they stopped recording,
"Oh my god who is he?" Dana asked immediately after taking the mic off
"I can't tell if there's no agreement from Both side right?" I said "I already took a step with discussing about it both of us"
"That's true" Jully said "but thank you so much for that"
"It's my pleasure" I said and they both hugged me.
"You are crazy" Yuri said as we walked out "wow super crazy, my god"
"I know I know, I just couldn't hold myself. I don't know what happened to me" I said looking at her
"Now we need to get you bodyguard, because paparazzi will not leave you alone" Yuri said
"I know but it's all worth it"
