Hello readers I am sorry that I haven't updated very much. also this is probably my best chapter yet i put a lot of emotion into it a very big emotional drain... so please pretty please review please!

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER WILL INCUDE BLOOD, VIOLENCE, SEXUAL CONTENT AND SADNESS. I'M SORRY!


Olive had ran, ran as fast as she could. This was finally her chance to get away. Knowing that the secret of the pregnancy was going to get out sooner or later. Ned wasn't the father. It was the stupid guy she had slept with during her last run away attempt. "Why do I have to be so stupid!?" She cursed to herself as she ran. She turned the corner and put her back to the hard cold wall. She knew she was pregnant months ago not telling anyone was her only option. She began to wear loose fitting clothing just two months ago to hide the baby bump.

"Mommy?"

Olive gasps looking down at little Carrie. "WHAT!? CARRIE GO HOME GO AWAY LEAVE MOMMY ALONE!" Olive yelled at her before running down the street away from her daughter. When she was far enough away she sat in an alley and began to cry. I need to find him. Olive didn't want to find him yet she wanted to wait. During the week waiting period she decided to go back and strip just for money. By the end of the week she was ready.

"$500 alright… you can go." Cameron handed off the bag and watched the customer leave. He quickly made his way back to his car.

"Cam…" Cameron looks up seeing Olive leaning against his car tears filled her eyes.

"Olive? What's wrong with you?" He scolded her grabbing her by the arm and throwing her in the car. He got in after her. "Are you CRAZY!" He yelled as he started the car.

"I- I- I'm sorry." She sobbed. Olive knew she couldn't tell him about the baby yet, it was a stupid idea she shouldn't have even tried to tell him yet.

"You should be!" He yelled. The rest of the car ride was silent.

When they got back to Cameron's place Olive sat herself down in one of the worn out chairs. "Why did you come here Olive?" Cameron asked as he took off his shoes and grabbing a beer. He was already drunk he didn't need another drink but Olive didn't protest.

"I- I wanted to tell you something…" Olive said quietly.

"Well what is it women?!" He yelled walking towards her. Olive's heart began to beat faster it felt like it was going to burst out of her chest.

"I- I- I'm…" Olive stuttered.

"If you're not going to say anything go make me a sandwich." Cameron yelled.

"NO." Olive yelled. "I am not going to be bossed around by you!" Olive gasped after saying it, she didn't know why she said it.

"WHAT?!" Cameron stood up and grabbed Olive's arm. Olive whimpered his grasp on her arm tightened.

"Nothing I didn't say anything." She whispered tears ran down her face.

"YOU DID SAY SOMETHIN'!" he pushed her against the wall, he was choking her. "WHAT DID YOU SAY BITCH WHAT DID YOU SAY!?" He yelled.

"I said… I'm pregnant." Olive gasped for air. Cameron let go of her and he started to pace. "No… NO!" He yelled before punching Olive in the stomach. She doubled over sobbing and holding her stomach.

"Why?!" Olive sobbed. "Why did you do that!?" Cameron said nothing just looked at her and laughed. He was defiantly drunk. He smiled wickedly and kicked her once, then a second time, and a third time. Olive sobbed she wanted him to stop he was going to hurt the baby, it was going to die! By the time it was over Olive couldn't even stand up. She just laid on the ground her head was bleeding badly, she could feel some broken ribs, and maybe even a finger or two. She slowly tried to get up and move herself to the bathroom. Cameron had drank a couple more beers and had passed out. When she reached the bathroom she just sat on the cold floor and cried. She looked down at her blood soaked shirt she was lucky that she had some old outfits still here. She took of her shirt slowly examining the already developing bruises on her skin. She felt like screaming but she couldn't her throat was raw she couldn't even talk. She slipped off her pants and looked at the blood dripping down her leg. "No…no…no…this isn't happening." She knew it was true, she had done this to herself. The baby was dead and it was her fault. She slowly cried herself to sleep in the bathroom.

Olive woke up sore and tired. Blood had dried on her body, which disgusted her. Her eyes were red and puffy, then it hit her, her baby was dead. It felt like a ton of bricks had crushed her lungs. She could hardly breathe. "I killed it… I killed it… I killed it…" She whispered to herself as she rocked back and forth on the dirty bathroom floor. "I killed it…" She just sat rocking back and forth for hours. She had run out of tears. She got up and limped out of the apartment. Of course she was in the worse part of town with the least amount of clothes on. "OLIVE!" Cameron yelled down at Olive he ran down to her and pushed her against the wall. "You shouldn't leave without a kiss." He smiled leaning closer to her. She could smell the whiskey. Olive screamed as he forced his lips on hers. He dragged her up the steps to the apartment throwing her to the floor.

"I will enjoy this." He laughed before he began to undress her. Tears ran down Olive's face as he continued to kiss her, touch her, and destroy her. She screamed and kicked nothing worked. Olive sobbed begging him to stop. When it was over she couldn't even scream. She grabbed her clothes and put them on. She grabbed a knife before running out the door.

-0-0- one week later -0-0-

Emerson walked down the street humming to himself. He was finally going to see Lauren, it had been three days since he had seen her. He stopped walking and looked down a small street. He saw a small figure rocking back and forth next to a trash can. "Hello?" he called down the street. The person continued to rock. He slowly walked down the street to the small person. "Hello… Oh my god! OLIVE!?" He looked down at the small figure. Cuts and bruise where covering her body, her clothes where soaked with blood.

"I killed it… I killed… gone… all gone…" Olive whispered to herself. Not even noticing Emerson. "Olive?" Emerson bends down to look at her. Dark circles surround her pail face. He gently lifted her up and hurried off to Lauren's Cafe.

"LAUREN COME HERE AND HELP ME!" Emerson yells cradling the small women in his arms.

April turns around and gasps at the sight in front of her. "Oh my god!!! CODFISH WHERE DID YOU FIND HER???" She screams.

"She was rocking back and forth talking to herself about three blocks from here!" Emerson explains.

"Oh my gosh. April close the shop. Here Emerson bring her upstairs." Lauren demands as she lead Emerson up the steps. "Put her here!" Lauren points to her bed where Emerson gently sets Olive down.

"I killed it… I killed it…" Olive whimpers as she rocks back and forth.

Lauren yells from upstairs. "APRIL GET UP HERE QUICK YOU NEED TO HELP OUT!"

"OH MY GOD WHATS HAPPENING???" April says as she makes it up the steps.

"She just keeps saying she killed it do you have any idea what that means?" Lauren asks. Olive quivers and rocks back and forth on Lauren's bed.

"Well all I can think if is Olive WAS pregnant." April points out.

"OLIVE WAS PREGNANT?!?!" Lauren and Emerson said together. Lauren gasped knowing that she needs to take action now to help Olive and her baby. "Alright I need to calm her down." She sits down next to her, "Olive honey? Olive?" Olive says nothing.

"Mommy?! Mommy is home!" April runs in the room towards Olive.

"Yes she was. Now Cookie, it's not a good idea to see mommy right now. Um…" April begins mutters, "it would be just great if I could have some wine now."

"DON'T EVEN MENTION WINE APRIL OR YOU ARE GOING TO GET IN SO MUCH TROUBLE IT WON'T EVEN BE FUNNY!" Lauren yells at her she didn't need another Snook to take care of at the moment. Carrie stares at her mom. "Mommy? Why is Mommy bleeding?" She asks looking up at the adults around her.

"Ok ok! Sorry! Cookie, I can't tell you now!" April sighed.

"Here Emerson take Carrie down stairs April and I will try to get Olive to talk." Lauren ordered.

"Alright..." Emerson groaned and picked up Carrie and leaves the room.

"Olive, what happened? Did someone attack you?" April asks quiet calmly. Olive nods as tears cascade down her face.

"Keep asking questions April when I asked her she didn't respond." Lauren said franticly.

"Were they drunk?" April asks. Olive nods again this was her only way of communicating. "Olive, sweetie, what happened?" April asked softly. Olive doesn't say anything she just sits there shaking silently.

"I think her brain is going through a protection system... It is shutting down like a bank does when it is getting robbed it is locking the vault, so nothing gets in." Lauren tries to explain.

"Oh crap." April starts to hug Olive but pulls away slightly due to blood. Olive flinches and pushes April away from her. "Olive, it's ok. You're with me now and whoever did this is going to go to jail, I'll make sure of it." April tries to comfort her. "I know a lawyer, a real good one!" April whispers to Lauren.

"Oh good." Lauren smiles. Olive just stares at them with a blank expression.

"Olive, I'm trying to help you, can you tell me something? Please?" She takes her hand gently. Olive looks around cautiously before saying in a hushed tone, "I killed it…"

"What, honey, what did you kill?" April asks her, Olive wanted to scream it to her but she couldn't it was a haze she couldn't talk she couldn't walk she couldn't function.

She looks down at her arms, reminding her of what she had done the life she had taken "I killed it..." Olive begins to cry.

"Olive, I don't think you killed anything. You're not the type."

"Ned." Olive said plainly. She wanted to tell her sister about the baby and Cameron and the drugs she had used only hours before she wanted to confess.

"Alright so she says I killed it and Ned? Well at least she is semi-talking." Lauren sighs.

"Um… does it have to do with the baby? Olive, if you want whoever did this arrested ya gotta help me!" April cries, she was getting frustrated with Olive by this point. Olive nods, "I killed it... I killed it!" She tries to get up, sitting up she stares blankly at the wall, tears form in her eyes.

"You can't leave without a kiss." Cameron holds her down he kisses her roughly.

Olive screams and starts to sob uncontrollably lying down in the bed and mumbled to herself. "I think she is having a flash back or something." Lauren tried to explain her crazy behavior.

"Olive, it's ok! I'll have them punished, whoever did this! Just help me, please!" April begged.

"Just let her sleep dear. She is probably tired."

"Good idea. Shoot, I should have gotten that cot from my apartment!"

"It is fine I will watch Olive tonight just go back to your apartment and rest."

"Um... I think it's still empty..."

"Alright, then go stay where Mark is…"

"Um… Avenue A is pretty dangerous."

"You can sleep on the couch in the other room."

"It'll do fine."

"Alright." Lauren sat next to Olive and petted her head gently pushing the blond hair out of her face.

"Well, night Lauren." April says before she starts singing softly.

"Night dear."

"Wake me if anything happens… if I get to sleep anyway. The baby started again."

"I will." Lauren smiles at the young girl, she always wished her sister was that concerned about her.

"Oh and keep all types of wine away. I'm. getting the urge to have some."

"Already did." Lauren smiled.

"Good. This stress with Olive turning up this way is killing me… crap. Pills. My (sober) mind can't bear it!" April began to freak out.

"April you're going to worry yourself to death just get some sleep."

"Alright…" She walks/waddles off slowly.