Rose: I've decided to upload this chapter as a present to you all. And I'd like to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. With a bit of luck the next chapter should be next week but if not it will be just after the New Year. Happy Holidays!
Disclaimer: I own the plot and the OC's
This is a very long chapter! So you better enjoy it…Please? Most of it is build up.
The Akatsuki hideout was in a cave. So on-top of that cave there was an expanse of lush green grass, and near the edge of the cliff-side was a lone, bare, oak with hundreds of candles hanging from the branches, (and hidden around the corner was Zetsu's greenhouse) under it was a dark blue blanket with some pillows around the edge and two more blankets folded at the side, on one of the pillows was a champagne bottle and two flutes,
"Tadaa!" Deidara grinned as he carried me towards the scene, he thought it was more romantic than me walking all the way; and set me down by the tree before taking a seat next to me "like it? Un"
"It's lovely" I sighed, we sat in silence for a few minutes, just watching the lights in the village flicker, the blond had his arm around my shoulders and was leaning close, his fingers making circular patterns across the skin, I was shivering lightly but he didn't seem to notice, I wrapped my arms around myself in an attempt to warm up and at the same time he leant over to press his lips to the shell of my ear, I closed my eyes and waited as he travelled down my neck to suck my shoulder, I heard him shift as he positioned himself better; I whimpered slightly,
"Are you ready? Un" he whispered as his nose brushed my cheek, I took a few deep breaths but didn't respond "don't worry. We'll go slow" he pulled me towards the centre of the blanket and lay me down gently so he could lean over me, one of my legs was bent up and he pressed his hand to the thigh while his other arm was above my head to support himself, he kissed me quickly and I felt his hand slide up under my dress. In response I twisted sharply and he pulled it away and instead pressed it onto my hip, my eyes were still clenched shut so he pecked the lids softly before I felt him move away, cracking them open I saw him removing his jacket and I felt my heart race but couldn't decide whether it was because of fear or anticipation, he caught me watching him and quickly tossed the article to the side and returned his attention to me, I was practically hyperventilating "you aren't going to have another panic attack are you? Un" he joked,
"I think I'm past that by now" I replied quickly, he lay one of his hands on my neck and nudged his knee between my own before kissing me again, I remained motionless under him as he carried on with what he was doing. I had finally calmed down and was slowly beginning to respond to him when his hand slipped behind my back and began to slide the straps of the dress down my shoulders, I cried out and wriggled wildly, twisting my body to the side so he was forced to lie on me to keep me still "get off!" I begged "I've changed my mind!"
"Akina, un, it's fine, it's fine!" he tried to console me but I wasn't listening "just calm down! Akin…Ah!" my heeled foot sunk into his stomach and he recoiled, I scrambled to my feet and tried to run when I felt his hands clamp down on my upper arms with so much force I was afraid they might break,
"Let GO!" I cried, fighting him,
"We don't have time for this" he grunted, trying to pull me back "you're over-reacting, un, it'll be alright just…Just…" I was still squirming and tried everything to make him release his iron grip "AKINA!" he roared angrily and I fell limp, panting slightly, I could feel his fury rolling off him in waves "now just calm down!" he ordered forcefully "and listen…To…Me…" he trailed off when he finally registered how violently I was shaking; the leaves by my feet were vibrating because of it, my shoulders shook as I sobbed quietly, he sighed loudly and let go of me to slip his arms around my body and hold me close to him "I'm sorry" he whispered, resting his forehead on my shoulder "I didn't mean to shout at you, un" it took a few minutes but I finally became still "shall we give it one more try?"
"I don't want to" I mumbled, keeping my head low so he had to strain to hear me,
"I know, un" he whispered, stroking my hair "but we don't have any other options"
"Can't you think of something?"
"I tired, un. I even asked for more time but with no luck. Tonight is our last chance" I starting shaking again so he rubbed my arms "just one more go?"
"O…Okay" he sat me back on the blanket with him in-front, gently he lifted my head up and wiped at my eyes,
"I don't…Have anything, un, if you were worried about that kind of thing" he blushed,
"W…What?" I sniffed,
"Diseases, un" he elaborated "I don't have anything that you could get. I had Konan check just in case…You know how I used to 'whore myself out'" he chuckled, repeating the words I'd used to insult him once before, I smiled lightly and he mimicked it "I like it better when you smile then when you're crying" he said, shifting closer and placing his hands on my waist "ready?"
"No" I replied, voice shaky, he pressed his lips to mine for a few seconds and as he did the straps of my dress were pulled down, with the slightest touch I was forced to my back with him over me,
"Okay" he breathed, blond tresses tickling my nose, he grabbed my hand and kissed the ring "I'll need to get you a new one of these, un, this one's cheap"
"I thought it was real silver"
"It is, un, but it's not good quality; look, it barely shines anymore" he kissed it again and then my palm and the inside of my elbow all the way to my throat, I shivered when his hot breath washed over my cold skin "shhhh" he cooed, kissing me again "you're fine, we're fine. It's going to be okay" I bit my lip and nodded; he pulled back and untied my shoes for me before removing his own pair and setting them down by his jacket. In my stomach I could feel dread setting in once more but tried to remain in a composed state. He stroked my calves and then my thighs, settling himself between them, I let out a small noise of protest "Akina" he sighed, staring down at me "you're really beautiful, un" I was shaking again, we'd gone further than this a few times but this time I knew…I wasn't going to be able to say 'no' when we got too close, this was all or nothing, now or never…
"Dei…" I whispered, he blinked "please …" I saw panic set in his eyes,
"Petal, we can't…You don't understand, un…We have to-"
"I do understand but if you'd let me…"
"No you don't, un" he shouted "if you understood at all then you wouldn't be acting so stupid! There're more to this than just sex!"
"Like what?"
"Like…Like…" he paused as if trying to find the words "forget it, un. Just fucking forget it" he stood up and kicked the pillows angrily, he grabbed the champagne and flung it with as much strength as he could muster, it smashed against the trunk of the tree so loudly I flinched, the flutes soon followed "fine! FINE!" he turned back to me "if you don't want to then FINE! I can find someone else, someone who will want to! But you're going to spend the rest of your life as a stupid slut for the subordinates and don't EVER EXPECT ME TO COME SAVE YOU!" he screamed finally before turning his back to me to leave, at the last second I reached out and grabbed his hand, he stopped but didn't look at me,
"You never let me finish" I stated, I saw his shoulders jerk "I'm scared" I said, my voice cracking "I'm scared" I repeated and I saw him glance at me "you keep saying we'll go slow but all I can see and feel is you…You're going too fast! I'm about to give up everything I've ever known and I have to forget everyone I've ever loved and I want you to comfort me but you aren't…You aren't! You just want me to get over it quickly so you can have your fun and I don't want that, I need you to be here for me but you're only thinking of yourself" hot tears ran down my cheeks in little rivers and Deidara turned around fully "you're asking me to let go of everything but you aren't sacrificing anything for me…I know I'm your prisoner and you shouldn't be expected to give up anything for me but I want you to…I'm scared and I want you to give up some time to make me feel better…" I let my hands drop away from his and used them to cover my eyes to try and stem the tears as my legs curled under me, I heard a thump and knew he'd dropped down onto his knees, his arms wrapped around me and pulled me into his chest, I clutched onto his shirt and cried loudly
"I know you're scared, un, I know…" he whispered, stroking my back and nuzzling the top of my head "I'm the stupid one. Not you, never you. I've been so cruel to you. All the things I've done to you that, if this were a real relationship, you would've left me for. But I'm so idiotic and stubborn; I just know Itachi or Sasori, if he were still here, would have separated you and I if you'd only asked them but you never did. You just let me carry on, even when I abused you and hurt you, you never complained and never told anyone…I've always relied on you to let me vent my emotions and help me and now, when you need me the most I've abandoned you" he cupped my chin and forced me to look at him "I'm sorry, un…I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you as long as you need me so please…Give me another chance" he begged,
"I want to go inside" I murmured, his shoulders dropped and his eyes fell "it's too cold" he chocked,
"You…You still want to…?" I nodded "o…Okay, un, we'll go back inside and get some drinks and then we'll try again in our room…That is…If you're really sure? I mean, I don't have any back up plans but I'm sure we could find a way to trick Konan or…Maybe bribe her!" he grinned,
"That first part sounds promising" I laughed, wiping my eyes with the balls of my palms.
Deidara had gone to get us drinks whiles I waited back in his room, I'd let down my hair and removed my make-up and earrings, my shoes were by the bed and all that was left was to wait for him to return; it didn't take long before he was back with two mugs of Hot Chocolate, he took a seat on the bed beside me and handed one over, I smiled as I took it and sipped it happily, letting the warmth spread to every part of my body "what possessed you to try and make us do it outside?"
"I thought it'd be romantic, un" he rubbed the back of his head sheepishly and took another gulp of his drink "but winter probably wasn't the best time to try it. We should've snuck into Zetsu's greenhouse" I laughed,
"That would have been fun" he slid closer to me,
"I'm sorry about trying to rush you, un" he apologised quietly "I just wanted you to get over the bad part of this…'Arrangement' quickly so I could show you the nice side of it, the side I've been trying to explain to you since we met. I thought I was doing the right thing"
"I understand…But you should have known pressuring me wasn't going to help, even if it had worked it wouldn't have been good in the long run"
"Yeah, un" the blond placed his cup on the floor "I thought that might have been a side-effect" mine was empty too but I was still holding on to it for the lingering warmth, he gently plucked it from my hands and placed it beside his own "I've pulled the curtain down to try and prevent some of the wind from getting in, I did have a hot water-bottle somewhere but I think Hidan stole it cause he lost his"
"That's okay" I smiled "the duvet is pretty thick and we have our blanket" I held up the corner of the navy fabric,
"And each other, un" Deidara sniggered, pressing closer, I blushed lightly "though I'm not sure how effective that'll be if we're naked" I giggled at his comment and felt his arm slide up mine and grip my shoulder to turn me on my side so I could look at him fully "Akina…"
"Yes" I breathed,
"Sorry to be serious but…It's getting late and…What I mean to say is…Yes or no? Un" I blinked my sky blue orbs at his darker blue ones "and just so you know, if you say 'yes' there's no turning back. I won't stop, I'll slow down or pause but…I won't let this chance slip away"
"I…" I gaped up at him "I…Um…" he waited patiently "I…Don't really have a choice do I? It has to be 'yes'" he released the breath he'd been holding,
"Thank you, un" he said with relief "are you sure?" I nodded and he pressed his lips to mine softly, I held onto his biceps, nails digging in through the fabric of his shirt, under it I could feel some of his fake skin and shuddered, he whispered against my skin in response and kissed my throat, I gasped "it's okay"
"I know" I gasped again, pulling my legs up onto the bed, he moved around my neck and down to my chest, using his nose to push the chain of my necklace to the side, my blush had spread by now and had caught up with his kisses,
"You're so cute, un" he laughed, I pressed the back of my hand to my mouth in embarrassment, his hands slid over my thighs and caressed my stomach tenderly, slowly I began to lie down, leaning back a little bit more as he moved further south until I was eventually using my elbows as support, he made his way back up to my lips, kissing my body through the material of my dress, every touch send a shiver through me "you're much calmer now"
"Yeah" I breathed, not really knowing what else to say, he smiled, blue eyes shining as he nuzzled my cheek, I slipped my hands from his arms to the front of his shirt and began to undo the buttons, at the same time he rested one of his palms against my breast, he didn't do anything with it but just let it sit there, I didn't even feel the mouth move. When all the buttons were free I pushed the shirt down his shoulders so his back was available to my hands "you have really soft skin" I muttered, mostly to myself as I traced his shoulder-blades and then his chest, he blushed, a small pink tinge that spread across the bridge of his nose, he'd been doing that a lot lately,
"I've never really noticed before, un" he drew my attention back to his lips when he kissed me much harder than before, his tongue slid between my own and stretched to every reachable part of my mouth "you taste like chocolate"
"So do you" I giggled and leaned up to start a kiss of my own, he wrapped an arm around my hips and the other held the base of my head, I felt him push me back onto the pillows and held onto his waist, the hand on my back began to chew through one of the straps of my dress, I knew because it was nipping me every so often, I made a noise of protest "mot do dat" mumbled against his mouth before pulled back slightly "you'll ruin it!"
"I'll buy you another one, un" he shrugged, I frowned but he didn't notice and began to shift about, moving his legs either side of my waist so he was straddling me, he sat back and pulled his shirt off completely, I felt my pace quicken and sat up also, but only reached his stomach, my fingers traced the imprint of his muscles and the fine hair above his belly-button, he shivered in delight when I leaned forwards to kiss the soft skin as I un-buckled his belt, his large hands clamped over my smaller ones when I clutched the zipper "no fair" he grinning cheekily, I flushed at his meaning, leaning down he pecked my forehead and then my nose, closing his eyes I heard him take a few deep breaths "I don't know how much longer I can last…You're so alluring"
"You must have some serious self control" I replied, fiddling with the broken strap of my dress,
"You have no idea, un" he said, voice and face expressionless, I couldn't help but laugh, in false anger he pushed me down and began to leave wet kisses across my neck,
"Ah! No" I laughed "ah…That tickles!" I cried as he began to nip behind my ear,
"I know, un" he sniggered, continuing with what he was doing, while he was busy I reached up and pulled his hair out of the low pony-tail he'd put it in, all the golden locks came tumbling down all at once, tickling my face and framing his, I tossed the band over my head and out of sight, he blinked down at me, I shrugged and began to twist some of the strands around my fingers causing him to smile "you know, I think that dress would look much better on the floor" he teased, I giggled but didn't struggle as the article was tugged down my body, Deidara was more focused on removing it than what was under it, so when he'd finally thrown it off to the side and turned back to me his eyes widened "I…Wow!" he gaped "that's…Really…Wow" I blushed for what felt like the hundredth time,
"Um…Do you like it?" I wriggled nervously under his gaze,
"Yeah!" he answered as if it was the dumbest question ever asked "I can't believe you did this! Un, you didn't have too! Makes me wish I'd bought special underwear…"
"I…I know" I stuttered "it's just…" he waited patiently "actually, I can't think of a reason why I bought it…I guess I just thought it would be nice to have something different than wraps for once" the blond stared down at me with half-lidded eyes,
"I can't get over how gorgeous you are right now, un" he stroked the bra delicately before moving down to my stomach, the tongue of his hand dipped into my belly-button causing me to gasp and then carried on further to the edges of the underwear "would you mind if I…?" I shook my head and he slipped his fingers inside to stroke me, I moaned quietly, a finger slipped inside and then another and I arched my back, twisted in pleasure and kicked my legs whilst moaning for more. He wasn't at it for long though and pulled out to remove his own pants, which left him in his boxers "are you okay?" he asked, licking his fingers,
"Yes" I replied, barely in a whisper, he pressed his lips to my forehead in a comforting sort of way "I like it like this"
"What? Slow and steady? Un"
"Uh huh" I nodded in reply, he purred in my ear causing me to giggle so he did it again "you sound like a cat" he repeated the noise,
"Does it sound sexy? Un" I was caught off guard and was unable to find the words to reply with, he merely laughed and slipped a hand behind my back whilst kissing me deeply "where's the clasp?" he grunted "damnit! The one time I need to remove a bra and I can't do it!" I pushed him away and he took it for something else "oh, Akina I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that, I'm-" he stopped when I reached down between my breasts to where the clasp was, I took a deep breath as it fell to the bed,
"I…I'm sorry about how they look" I whimpered, crossing my arms over them shyly, he didn't reply and instead gripped my wrists firmly and pried them away, I fell back and he followed, tracing each scar with his tongue, causing shivers to run down my spine and my back to arch "oh" I moaned, he pulled his head back and gripped the false skin on his right arm, I followed his lead and stroked it, the sensations caused me to grimace, Deidara frowned "sorry"
"No problem, un. I know it's not the nicest thing in the world. I should have been more careful…Lesson learnt" he shrugged whilst I fingered the thick black stitches cautiously,
"What were you doing? When you lost them I mean?" his eyebrows twitched,
"I can't say, un"
"Did it have something to do with…Gaara?" he visibly flinched and I withdrew my hands,
"I said 'I can't say', un" he repeated forcefully, I lowered my eyes sadly,
"Doesn't matter, you answered the question. It was the Shukaku right?"
"Akina" he ground out,
"Did you kill him?"
"YES!" he shouted, his patience gone "okay? Yes I killed him! Why are you talking about him when I'm right here? You should be focused on me, un, not that stupid Sand-Rat! You should never think of him, only me! ONLY ME! I don't ever want you to stop paying attention to me!"
"For how long?"
"Forever, un. Until we die and until the end of time I want you to only think of me! I don't want any other man to enter your mind! Not even Tobi!"
"Why?"
"Because…Because…" his eyes widened and he looked panicked; I yelped when he lunged forwards and buried his face in my breasts, straining my ears I heard him mumble something that I couldn't quite make out "that's why! Un" he growled when he pulled back,
"I didn't hear"
"Good, un. You'd only think I was an idiot"
"Alright…" I bit my lip and remained motionless for a few minutes,
"Fuck! Un" I heard him grunt, I looked up "I fucking lost it!"
"You mean your temper?"
"No. I mean I lost 'it'! I told you I'd get erectile dysfunction" I giggled lightly as he rubbed the back of his head sheepishly, sitting up I used one arm to cover my breasts and the other to grip his shoulder, turning him towards me so we could kiss, he moaned against my mouth "you think you can turn me on that easily? Un" I giggled again and he tackled me to pin me down, in an instant his hands were tugging off my last piece of clothing, I let out a little shriek of shock when I saw him rip off his boxers "just relax" he rolled his eye. I reached up and pushed the bangs covering the left to the side so I could see both of them, most of it fell back into his face so I continued to brush it back, he sighed and closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of my fingers though his hair, eventually I managed to pin it behind his ear, he looked very different with his face fully revealed, the blue orbs opened once more and stared down at me intently "beautiful" I lidded my eyes in response and gave as good as I got in the next kiss he delivered, I expected him to try and enter me but although he was in position he didn't, he was aroused once more, I could feel him but couldn't understand why he wasn't trying,
"Dei…" I panted but he pressed his mouth to mine again, his hands were everywhere, mouths licking and biting; the skin of his finger-tips was rough compared to the rest of his body but I liked it, they never stayed too long on a single body part and were sending ripples through me at every touch, setting me on fire "Dei…" I tried again, but he moved onto my neck, kissing and sucking "Dara…" I arched my back and one of his hands slipped behind, my head fell back and he nipped at my breasts "ah…Dei…Dara" I moaned, his mouth attached itself to my nipple, sucking and licking, his other hand tended to the right one but my focus was only on his hot, wet mouth, the mouth that was currently teasing my body, sending ripples of heat and something I couldn't place down my body until it came to a stop between my thighs, I moaned "hah…" sweat ran down my temple as his teeth pinched the pearl,
He swiped at my core "I think you're ready, un" he informed, pulling back and licking his finger clean as he stared down at me, I nodded, and watched as he moved up my body, letting butterfly kisses decorate my skin,
"Will it hurt?" I asked fearfully,
"Yes, un. But it varies from person to person"
"For how long?"
"I don't know, un"
"Can we go under the blankets?"
"Of course" he pulled away and allowed me to slide under the thick covers, he followed after me, returning to our original position, I clenched my eyes shut and waited expectantly "you'll have to relax, un. Otherwise it'll just hurt more" still with my eyes closed I willed my body to become lax, his warm one slipped between my thighs and one of his hands gripped my own by my head to lace our fingers "ready?"
"I think so" he lowered his body against mine and I felt the tip "ah!" his hard chest against my soft one, and my tight, flat stomach against his bumpy abs made me realise how close we really were "oh…" he was almost completely in now, I whimpered as I felt myself stretch to meet him, it stung badly,
"Any second now, un" he grunted "just a bit further…"
"C…Careful!" I cried out, still not looking at him "tell me when you're about to…To…"
"Yeah" he pecked my cheek and his grip on my hand tightened "I'm just about there…" I took some deep breaths "just say when" I bit my lip,
Three…Two…One…Go! Okay. Three…Two…One…Go…Go…SAY IT!
"T…Three…" I started "T…Two…" I licked my lips,
Just one more!
"Did you want me to count? Un" he asked lowly, I shook my head,
"O…One…G-AHHH!" my scream ripped through the air,
"Akina? Un, I thought you meant 'three, two, one, go' not 'go on go'!" his voice was panicked,
"PULL OUT!" I shrieked "I'VE CHANGED MY MIND!"
"It won't make any difference! Un" he consoled,
"Make it stop" I begged instead, trying to sit up only to find it hurt more, tears rolled down my cheeks,
"I can't…I can't" he chocked, kissing my eyes "I wish I could but I can't. We just have to wait, un"
"Ah!" I sobbed "ow, ow, ow, ow, ow" he squeezed my hand again, ignoring my nails digging into his skin,
"I know, I know. But it'll past, just tell me when it passes and then it'll be alright, un" I bit my lip so hard it bled "don't do that!" Deidara chastised, licking the blood away, I took a few deep, labouring breaths as I tried to fill my lungs, the male had buried his face into my neck and I could here him panting loudly "you're so…Oh!" he couldn't help but moan "do you feel it?" I wriggled under him "do you feel me? Oh…You're like silk, un. I'm holding myself back but there's so much I want to do right now…"
"It doesn't hurt as much now" he lifted his head away and I felt him pull out the tiniest bit before I was forced to take all of him again, I threw my head back and cried out painfully,
"It's ache for a few more moments, un" the blond explained, my chest heaved and I felt sweat begin to form elsewhere on my skin "open your eyes!" he ordered, I refused but then he pressed our bodies flush against each other once more and I withered under him as he dragged his mass over me with each thrust, I was gasping and panting,
"There's no more pain" as I said it he sped up his movements and I groaned lowly,
"Akina" he panted "please…Look at me, un" still my eyes remained closed "are you imagining me as someone else?" he was joking but I could hear an undertone of hurt,
"That's very hard to do when your hands are kissing me" I twisted around as heat pooled in my belly, he laughed,
Slowly I cracked my sky coloured orbs open, wincing slightly at the ache caused from clenching them so tightly and for so long; they met with Deidara's and my entire body flushed "God…You're…Beautiful…" he struggled to say the words when he moaned again and his eyes rolled back into his head "hah…There's never been a girl quite like you, Petal" he moved his spare hand down to my hips and lifted them off of the mattress "stay there" the next thing I knew he was wedging a pillow under my backside, I mewed tenderly as he pumped into me again, this time deeper "you're very quiet, un" he commented,
"Is that bad?" I asked, with uncertainty in my voice,
"Not at all, un. I just want you to do one thing for me"
"W…What?" I arched my back and he kissed my throat,
"When you come…Scream my name, un" he shuddered above me suddenly "can you do that?"
"I…I think so"
"Good" he grunted before he kissed me "how close are you? I want you to be first, un"
"I…I'm clo-" I cut my self off when a gurgling noise rose up from my chest "oh…Oh my God!" I bucked lightly and the blond grinned,
"Just a little more…" he pushed in especially hard which caused me to cry out; my insides tightened,
"Ah…Ah…Dei!" he cooed me on until it finally happened "DARA!" I screamed, he groaned and let himself finally release, whispering my name in the process. I panted shortly into his neck when he collapsed on-top of me "Dei" I whispered, fingering his damp locks, he forced himself up onto his elbow and slowly slipped his hand out of mine to caress my cheek,
"Are you okay?" he asked, concern evident in his tone, I saw sweat roll down his face, towards his neck and into the indents of the muscles on his chest,
"Yeah" I breathed, he rolled off of me so I was now between him and the wall, it was too hot to cover ourselves with the blankets, so we left them hanging around our hips as I struggled to fight sleep, my eye-lids were becoming heavy like lead; Deidara seemed unaffected, he stroked my neck and then my breasts, working his way down to my stomach where he traced meaningless patterns into the hot skin, I was jealous as his fingers were so cool when compared to my fiery body, I took his arm and lay the hand across my forehead, allowing my eyes to close at last "why aren't you tired?" I yawned,
"I'm used to this, un" I could here in his voice that he was still slightly breathless "do you want to sleep?" he removed his arm,
"Why? Was there something else?" I hummed; he brushed his nose against my cheek and pecked my lips,
"Only if you want there to be, un" he replied, chuckling, I didn't respond and let myself relax only to shiver as the cold air around me caught up with my body, Deidara moved closer and I turned to face the wall, he pulled the covers up and tugged me against his warm form; it seemed that whatever my body temperature, he was always the opposite. One arm wrapped around my waist while the other slipped under my head to cradle it and fiddle with my hair, I was dozing lightly by now but felt him nip my neck,
"Dei…" I muttered, not continuing for a lack of energy,
"Mine, un" he whispered "my girl, my flower, my beauty, my muse…All mine. Finally all mine" his possessive words made me shudder with anticipation for I found his tone arousing but I was too tired to think of asking for more, at the back of my mind I thought of Konoha but it was quickly replaced by an image of Deidara, his hair messy, face flushed and eyes wide, I hunkered down into his arms more. Content with where I was currently lying.
Rose: Holy crap! This is almost thirteen pages! That's the longest thing I've written…EVER!
Now to wait and see what you think…I'm gonna go get a shield so I can avoid anything you may or may not throw my way!
