Chapter 29
Another chapter! I went to the pits of Hell to find this and finally did, I thought I'd have to rewrite everything. This was supposed to be posted yesterday but I couldn't finish the ending, I'm sick and have a fever, so excuse this madness, I just took medicine and makes me go alkdjflasdj.
I'm not very good writing romantic scenes, at least I think I am not, you be the judge. Any guesses on what Sam is doing? We'll see…
I thought about the death of one of the characters, a minor character, that is, however, that would hurt the major characters, so I won't do that.
WARNING: slight angst, fluff and slight smut?
Also, I did not explain this but, Koreans are not called by their first name rather their surname and they do not have a middle name which is why I put Ian as Bae-Yung (his surname). It's their culture, so, I thought it was a good idea to do that here.
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She was alone in the room
Somehow, I knew that in time I would fall.
For the look on her face, what I'd do to embrace you tonight
And watch the dark turn into light.
I can't believe I was really lying next to you
Angel, she looks like an Angel
Take me to heaven with you when you go,
Oh, Angel, got to be Angel.
You can't leave me, baby, you're my home.
Fly, Angel, fly, with golden soul alive.
~Angel by The Jones Gang
You'll probably end up in Heaven,
And I'll be burning in Hell.
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I'm a wannabe, I'm a wannabe angel!
~Wannabe Angel by Foxy Shazam
His fingertip trailed gently across the smooth skin outlining all the features at his grasp, the jaw line and the nose moving it slowly to those flush, pink lips feeling their texture, a smile formed on them as his eyelids fluttered open revealing a pair of cerulean orbs. He smiled gently as his vision focused upon those familiar forest-green eyes, he kissed gently the finger on his lips and leaned down to kiss his lover's lips.
"Good morning, handsome." Dean smiled, his lips still on Castiel's, the boy blushed smiling.
"How long have you been awake?" he cupped Dean's face with his hand caressing the cheekbone gently with his thumb. He admired the intensity of the blue in his irises, the glow of his complexion on the flawless skin, the smile that formed on his lips as he stared into Dean's eyes and the tender love reflected in them.
"For a while now." he spoke, there was a brief moment of silence as Dean admired Castiel's beauty before he spoke again. "Cas, are you an Angel?" the blue eyed boy smiled at his boyfriend tenderly.
"I'm only human of flesh and bones but, I can be your Angel." Dean traced his fingertips gently down Castiel's back making the boy shiver at the tender touch, he closed his eyes as a pair of warm lips were placed upon his, the hand on his back pulled him gently towards the other body feeling the warmth transfer to his torso. His soft lips moved smoothly against the other's, his hands found their way to the boy's dark-blond hair digging into the locks, a gasp escaped from his parted lips feeling the soft lips trail along his jaw to his neck, he lost himself in the bliss of the moment enjoying the scent that was all Dean.
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"You have beautiful eyes." Balthazar smiled staring at the almond shaped brown eyes, he felt an arm wrap around his waist pulling him closer.
"You're obsessed with my eyes." he chuckled pulling his boyfriend for a kiss.
"Oh, you noticed." he smiled against the lips on his.
"I like yours better though, they remind me of the sky in the mornings."
"They're very common, almost everyone in my family has them, specially Castiel and Alistair." he shrugged while Bae-Yung rested his head on the crook of his neck softly kissing the smooth curve.
"I don't care though, I think they're beautiful." he whispered, Balthazar shivered feeling the hot breath on his skin. "Everything about you is beautiful." he trailed gentle kisses from the blond's clavicle to his chest, "even if you don't believe it." his eyes locked with the younger teen's for a brief moment before claiming his lips, Bae-Yung positioned himself on top of Balthazar straddling his hips without breaking their kiss. He caressed the smooth torso sending thrilling fire throughout Balthazar, the tip of his tongue licked the blond's bottom lip and he parted them inviting his lover's tongue to taste him, memorising every inch of him, tracing them over the ceiling of his mouth and his pearly white teeth; their tongues wrestled for a moment until Balthazar sucked gently on the tip of Bae-Yung's inciting a moan out of the boy. Their bodies pressed against each other feeling the heat build up inside of them asking for friction, they parted for a moment taking breaths in their lungs, Balthazar bucked up his hips feeling the building erection against the other boy's, a groan escaped his lips and his body asked for more, his hands moved gently to Bae-Yung's hips gripping them tightly as he began to grind against Balthazar. The older boy gently nibbled on Balthazar's earlobe and he moaned in delight at the sensation travelling throughout his body to his fingertips, making his hairs stand on end, his back arched slightly as the heat became unbearable as their bodies pressed harder and faster against each other, the familiar taste of those lips were on his once again hungrily claiming them, the grip on his lover's hips tightened as he sensed his release coming and he felt his bottom lip in between Bae-Yung's teeth as the boy moaned his name. Bae-Yung let his body drop on top of Balthazar's letting his vision clear as his limbs gained strength, their breathing slowed bit by bit.
"We should take a shower." Balthazar chuckled after a long moment of silence feeling the sticky come in his briefs, Bae-Yung placed a kiss on his lover's chest and smiled up at him.
"We should. Think they heard us?"
"Don't care." he shrugged. "Shower?" Bae-Yung nodded standing up to follow him.
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He felt the a cold breeze on his cheek waking him from sleep, the flipped on his back sensing the numbness of his left arm; the sunlight hit the wall above his head and he blinked as his vision focused around the room.
"Morning, kiddo." he looked up to see a pair of amber eyes fixed on him with a grin on the boy's face.
"Morning. What time is it?" he shielded his eyes from the sunlight with his hand.
"About eight-thirty." Gabriel shrugged sitting on his bed leaning against the headboard.
"Why didn't you wake me up?" he ran a hand through his hair yawning.
"You seemed to need sleep."
"Have you been staring at me sleep?" Sam narrowed his eyes at Gabriel who shifted in his position looking at his hands on his laps.
"Um…" he knit his eyebrows not looking at Sam, "Sorry."
"You're adorable." he heard Sam chuckle across the room, Gabriel looked up at the boy who was smiling.
"Me being a creeper?"
"No, you being nervous." Gabriel tried to fight the blush creeping on his face.
"Thank you, I guess." he bit his bottom lip playing with the strings on his pyjama pants, Sam shrugged smiling. They sat in comfortable silence staring at each other across the room before Sam's eyes widened at the noise coming from the other room.
"What is that?" he blinked multiple times debating whether his ears had heard correctly, Gabriel opened his mouth unable to form any words and closed it again. Sam stood up from his bed and walked towards Gabriel pulling his hand. "We should go downstairs."
"Yeah, we should." said Gabriel as the boy pulled out of the room almost running into everything on their way.
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"Dude, your brother needs to control himself, we don't need to wake up hearing them go at it." said Dean as he handed a cup of orange juice to Castiel and took a cup of dark coffee for himself.
"Sorry, lad, you'll need to speak to him about that." Crowley smirked as he sipped his coffee. Raphael and Anna prepared breakfast for the others since they were the first to wake up, Castiel sat on the stool with his hands around the glass of orange juice still blushing from what he'd heard upstairs. Sam sat next to Gabriel who was drowning a waffle in syrup and whipped cream.
"That's going to make you sick, Gabe." Sam scrunched his nose staring at the plate in front of Gabriel.
"Yeah right, I always eat this. You should try it." he grinned.
"That could clog my arteries, so no thanks." he shook his head.
"But it will make you happy, come on, try it!" he cut a piece of the waffle with a butter knife and lifted it with a fork towards Sam who frowned.
"If I try it, you have to eat some of my fruit." Gabriel put a horrified expression on his face which made Sam chuckle. "Deal?"
"That's, that's gross, Sammy, look at it!" he pointed at the melon.
"That's exactly what I think of your waffles."
"It's different and you haven't' tasted them, so you don't know." he pouted.
"And you haven't tasted the fruit." he raised his brows at the boy who narrowed his eyes at him. "I'll try it if you try the fruit." he crossed his arms smirking.
"Fine." Gabriel rolled his eyes, Sam smiled and took the piece of waffle on the fork Gabriel had in his hand. "So?" he smiled expectantly.
"Hmm," Sam raised an eyebrow swallowing the food, "Not bad, I like it." he shrugged with a smile. "Your turn." he poked a piece of melon with his fork bringing it up to Gabriel's mouth, he hesitated for a moment before taking it all in and scrunched his nose at the taste.
"Needs a little more sugar." he smiled, "I like it though."
"You can sprinkle sugar over it." he gave Gabriel another piece sprinkling sugar on top, "Try it now." they were unaware of all the eyes on them; Dean smirked as he watched his brother and his best friend, Castiel had a small smile on his face resting his head on Dean's shoulder. Raphael and Anna looked at each other with a small smile before continuing to prepare the breakfast, Crowley looked around the room in confusion before becoming aware of the two teens and he smirked. The silence was then broken the sound of footsteps and voices descending the staircase. Balthazar walked into the kitchen holding hands with Bae-Bae-Yung, they stopped once they noticed all eyes on them.
"Like what you see?" he raised an eyebrow at everyone continuing to sit on the stool at the breakfast bar, Bae-Yung sat next to him with a smirk.
"Are you two using protection?" Raphael asked with a smirk while he placed food on two plates, Dean coughed trying to pass the coffee going to the wrong place, Castiel's cheeks flushed fixing his eyes on his plate, Gabriel giggled while Sam sat there wide eyed, Crowley chuckled along with Anna.
"We're not having sex." he rolled his eyes at Raphael.
"Was that my imagination then?" Raphael raised an eyebrow at both teens who avoided eye contact eating their breakfast, Bae-Yung spoke first as he sensed Raphael awaited a response.
"Don't worry, we'll be safe when we do." he smirked while Balthazar rolled his eyes at them.
"Dude, this conversation is really awkward, can you stop talking about it?" interrupted Dean putting his plate with food aside. The room quieted down as they finished their breakfast.
The rest of the day was spent preparing the house for the Halloween party, they expected family and friends from school as well as other students. Castiel, Dean, Sam, Gabriel and Anna prepared the decorations in the living room and cleaned while Raphael, Crowley, Bae-Yung and Balthazar prepared the food, snacks and drinks for the event.
"What the hell was that for?" Dean turned around facing Anna as he rubbed the back of his head.
"You got paint on my jacket!" Anna glared at him.
"That was Gabriel, not me!" he pointed at Gabriel who sat on the edge of the sofa laughing with a chocolate bar in his hands, Anna stomped her foot on the floor heading towards him, he stood up running toward the kitchen. He ran through the kitchen pushing Balthazar who was decorating the fairy cakes with orange frosting, the bowl `tipped over smearing over his shirt; Gabriel let out a small, "oops" without stopping, Balthazar and Anna chased him as he made his way back to the living room; Gabriel ran past his twin and his best friend knocking him from the ladder, Dean landed on top of the younger boy who let out a gasp of air.
"Son of a bitch!" groaned Dean lifting up his body from his boyfriend's.
"I'm gonna kill him." said Castiel as Dean helped him up, he looked at his shirt stained with paint and chased after his twin along with Balthazar, Anna and Dean. Sam listened to the footsteps on the staircase and Gabriel screaming for help, he put down his work and ran upstairs to find a cornered Gabriel and an angry mob.
"Guys, guys, stop." Sam said putting himself in front of the older boy.
"He got paint on my jacket, it was a gift." said Anna making fists at her sides.
"He ruined my favourite shirt." said Castiel and Balthazar at the same time.
"C'mon, you guys, you know how clumsy he is, he didn't mean it. We should be finishing the work instead, we only have a few hours before the guests start arriving." Anna glared at Gabriel one last time before turning to leave, Balthazar rolled his eyes following Anna downstairs, Castiel sighed turning to Dean.
"Come on, let's get you clean." he took Castiel's hand heading toward their room. Gabriel sighed in relief still behind the younger boy.
"You need to stop getting in trouble, Gabe."
"I didn't mean to." he pouted, Sam rolled his eyes at him.
"Just be more careful."
"Thanks for not letting me get skinned alive." he grinned, Sam nodded not moving from his position, he felt a flutter in his stomach which he often found it happened around Gabriel yet he did not understand. They stood there for a moment, eyes locked, sensing the heat radiating from each other's body yet neither felt the need to move.
"Your eyes." Sam spoke after a while still not moving his gaze from Gabriel's, the older boy looked down shifting in his position. "Why do you do that?"
"Do what?"
"Look away." Gabriel knit his eyebrows still looking away.
"Because it's easier." he responded as he turned to leave, Sam stood there listening to his footsteps become more distant, he sighed and followed him.
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The skies began to darken, the temperature dropped creating a cool breeze comfortable enough to be outside. Castiel took a deep as he looked out the window, he felt the flutter of anxiety in his stomach, his limbs trembled from nervousness; he closed his eyes holding in the air in his lungs in an attempt to calm himself though the Captain America costume did not ease his discomfort, he was doing this for Dean, he could do this for Dean. A warm hand intertwined with his and he looked up to see Dean standing in front of him with concern in his eyes.
"We don't have to do this. Do you want to go take your anxiety pills?" he spoke rubbing his thumb softly on the back of Castiel's hand.
"No, I'm fine. If I need them, I will ask Raphael." he placed a small smile on his lips, Dean pulled him closer to him wrapping his arms around the younger boy who responded.
"Ready?" Dean asked fixing the helmet from his Iron Man costume.
"Yes, let's go. They must be waiting." he smiled slightly not letting go of Dean's hand as they left the room. They descended the stairs noticing the guests in the room finding familiar faces, Jo stood as Black Widow next to Ash in his Joe dirt costume, Becky and Chuck stood next to them as the perfect Corpse Bride and Groom. The music blared from the speakers, there was a stage set up in a corner of the large living room where Balthazar was dressed as Arthur, Bae-Yung as Merlin and Gabriel as the Time Lord dancing to The Oppa Gangnam Style; Sam stood watching in his Sherlock costume as they danced, his cheeks hurt from smiling yet he felt happy for the first time since Jessica had left; the smile disappeared once he noticed Ruby and Lilith approach him.
"Hello, Sam." she stood close to him dressed in her much inappropriate Devil costume, her cherry lips curling into an obnoxious smile, Lilith stood behind her in her Enchantress costume, a mischievous smirk planted on her face.
"Go away, Ruby." he glared at her taking a step back as she invaded his personal space.
"Can't I say hello to a friend?" she faked a pout.
"We are not friends."
"Come on, Sam, I was only trying to help."
"I didn't need your help, you got me in trouble." he glanced at Lilith who was smiling remembering the incident.
"But it worked, didn't it?"
"You made it worst." he growled in a low tone, she smirked raising her brow.
"Why don't you two fuck off?" they turned to see Gabriel panting next to Sam, his face flushed.
"I wasn't talking to you, Gabriel." she glared at her cousin.
"I know but you seem to be bothering Sam, Dean wouldn't be too happy about that, would he?" he smirked, Ruby snarled at him.
"You know, you're really annoying and I want punch that smirk off your face."
"I'd like to see you try." Gabriel spoke in a low tone leaning closer to her, she backed away a step glaring at him as he towered over her. "That's what I thought." he smirked.
"Come on, Gabe, let's get out of here." said Sam pulling his arm as he turned to leave, Gabriel followed him through the mass of people until they reached the kitchen which was much less crowded.
"Do you want a drink?" asked Sam walking towards the fridge, Gabriel leant against the counter.
"Yes, please."
"Water or a soft drink?"
"Uh, is there any Dr. Pepper?"
"Yeah." he took two drinks from the fridge giving one to Gabriel and one for himself, Sam leant against the wall opposite from the older boy. "You guys were awesome up there."
"Thanks, I didn't think the guys would actually do it." he grinned taking a sip of his drink.
"You guys made a bet?"
"No but I dared them to. You should've joined us."
"No thanks," Sam let out a small laugh staring at the floor, "I'm too awkward for that."
"Awkward is sexy." he smirked, Sam looked up at him with a small smile.
"I must be really sexy then."
"Hells yeah." he winked at Sam with a smile on his lips, the younger boy tried to hide the blush from his face though he smiled.
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Castiel stood next to Dean gripping his hand tighter than before, he took a deep breath once, twice and thrice to calm his nerves, the anxiety only built stronger feeling the flutter in his stomach, the heat of bodies around him, the smell of perfumes, colognes, sweat, food, the loud chatter and the music blaring suffocated him. He blinked away the thought of excusing himself to his room, he would not ruin this for Dean. He took another deep breath slightly smiling when Dean turned his gaze to him sensing the boy's discomfort.
"Do you want to get out of here?" he asked rubbing his thumb against Castiel's.
"I do not want to interrupt your time with your friends, Dean."
"Hey, I rather be with you, okay? C'mon, let's go outside." Castiel smiled at him, Dean said goodbye to his friends to leave the room, they pushed through the bodies grinding against each other at the beat of the music, Dean held his tight grip on the younger boy's hand pulling him out of the room, through the kitchen and out of the house.
They stood in the garden for a moment enjoying the fresh air, the dimmed lights made it possible for the stars to twinkle bright in the sky, the full moon illuminated the grass, the shrubs and the trees around them. Castiel sighed in relief proceeding to sit on the grass with Dean next to him, their hands intertwined.
"Thank you, Dean." he finally spoke resting his head on the boy's shoulder.
"It was getting a little crowded in there. I rather be here with you." he placed a small kiss on top of the boy's head, Castiel smiled. They were silent for a moment, listening to the soft breeze and the tree branches sway hitting each other until a loud growl interrupted them.
"You didn't eat dinner, did you?" Dean chuckled turning to Castiel who bit his lip embarrassed.
"I was too nervous to do so."
"Do you want me to get you something?"
"I would like that." he looked up at Dean with a small smile.
"Okay, stay here, I'll be right back." Castiel nodded with a smile watching as Dean disappeared into the house. He looked around the garden noticing the shadows in the distance, he narrowed his eyes in attempt to see further but it was impossible with the lack of light. There was a slight sound of movement yet he assumed it was the wind, perhaps the trees or perhaps a rodent moving around.
"Hey, Jude, don't make it bad, take a sad song and make it better." he started to sing, he'd become familiar with the song since Dean would sing it to him seldom to calm him successfully, "remember to let her into your heart, then you can start to make it better." he fixed his eyes on the grass as he sang though he could hear the sound approaching, moving closer, faster. His hairs stood on end, the flutter in his stomach appeared again yet he stood up determined to find out what was causing it. Castiel surpassed the bushes surrounding the garden walking further in search for the object, human or animal in motion, his feet took him farther than he intended yet he could not stop.
"Smile!" Castiel's eyes widened as the flash of a camera blinded him, a creature on four legs stood before him, his speech did not form though he could hear himself speak in his mind, his body stiffed unable to respond, he felt suffocated, terrified and he forgot to breathe as he panicked. The camera flashed once again as the paparazzi in the Soul Walker costume laughed at the boy until Castiel dropped on the ground unconscious.
There was darkness around him, he found himself standing up almost as if floating on air, he could not see his hands nor his body yet he knew he was alone; Cas, Cas. The voice sounded familiar, Cas, Cas, Castiel. It sent a warmth throughout him in the coldness of the empty place he found himself in. His eyelids fluttered open slowly to find a pair of forest-green eyes staring into his with worry, panic and fear. He could not speak, could not force his vocal cords to make out any words, his body was still not responding. His eyes closed slowly once again into the oblivion of consciousness.
"How is he?" Gabriel stepped quietly into the room proceeding to sit on the edge of the bed where his twin lay, he took his hand into his giving it a soft squeeze yet Castiel did not move at all, simply stared up the ceiling.
"I have to call Michael, I don't know what's wrong with him." responded Raphael exhausted, he sighed taking the mobile from Crowley who had dialled to Michael.
Dean sat on the other side of the bed holding Castiel's hand, he clenched his jaw tightly until it hurt yet he did not care. Anger seeped through his veins as well as guilt for leaving Castiel by himself.
"No, Lucian. I rather damn myself before bringing them into this. You will not say a word to them or I promise you will regret it." Michael spoke in a firm and angry tone glaring at his brother, he leant against his desk in his office, feeling the strain in his muscles, he was exhausted with the weight he carried upon him. He felt the ache in his chest at the thought of his younger siblings going through what he, Lucifer and even Raphael had to endure; childhood was foreign to them.
"You will have to, if the man dies you will have to." responded Lucifer standing in front of Michael with his arms folded across his chest.
"Do not say that, do not dare say that. He will live, he has lived with this for so long and he is strong, he will live." he clenched his teeth gripping the edges of the desk tightly, making the veins in his arms more noticeable.
"Michael, he won't live forever. You will have to take over the company. I know you don't want to and don't even lie to me. I can do that for you."
"No. It is my responsibility. I promised father I would." he looked up at his brother.
"I can't let you do this, Michael, they need you more than me. You're like a father to them, please.."
"Lucian, father will live. If he doesn't, I know you will care for them as I have." Lucifer sighed, he felt anger towards his father, pity and sympathy for his older brother wishing he could carry his weight, yet it was impossible.
"You're tired. C'mon, I'll make you dinner." he took a step closer bringing his brother in for a comforting embrace which Michael found himself craving. The door closed behind them as they stepped out of the office, their footsteps fading in the distance as they descended the stairs into the kitchen just in time to catch the ringing sound of Michael's mobile.
NOTE TO SELF: please save the written chapters in a compressed zipped folder so you don't have to rewrite them. K, thanks.
Aldkfjaldk the ending for this is so much different than the original. Sorry for those of you who had already read it. And I apologise for the late update, kinda not feeling well at the moment.
