Chapter 29

Shit Screwier

[Jade's POV]

That Night

RING, RING, RING, RING

"Hello?" Shiloh answered in a sad voice.

"Shilo-"

"-Jade not right now."

I sighed. "Where are you?"

"I'm out."

"Out where?"

"Out."

"Shiloh. give me a location."

"No."

I felt myself starting to heat with anger but I tried to calm myself. "Shiloh, you aren't grown okay. If I'm asking where you are, you tell me where you are." I stated in a calm voice.

"Oh."

"Oh where are you?"

"Out."

This time I had to bite my tongue.

"Hey who's that?" Tori asked as she walked into the living room.

Before I accidently said anything that I would regret later, I handed Tori the phone. "It's Shiloh. Put it on speaker." I whispered to her.

Tori took the phone from me hitting the speaker button before she spoke. "Shiloh?"

"Oh hey Tori." Her voice had a whole different demeanor; now sounding happy and excited.

"Hey baby, are you having fun?" Tori asked with a smile.

"Yeah kind of I guess, better than nothing."

"Really? What did you do?"

"Roxy took me to lunch, roller skating, space center, spa, and we took a walk down Sunset."

"Sounds like fun. I'm glad you are enjoying yourself. Where are you guys now?"

"We are on the way to dinner. I don't know where she's taking me. She won't tell me."

"It's a surprise!" Roxy yelled out in the background which made Shiloh chuckle and it just touched my heart. It's been a long time since I heard Shiloh give off any type of laugh and it felt so good to hear it.

"Well you girls have a good night. I'll see you later. Love you."

"I love you too."

With that Tori hung up the phone and handed it back to me with a smile as I sat with my mouth half opened. "Why the hell wouldn't she tell that to me!?"

"What did she tell you?"

"She wouldn't answer any of my questions. She was pissing me off on purpose."

"Well what did you ask?"

"I asked where she was."

"You probably demanded where she was Jade. Did you ask her about how her birthday was going? If she's doing okay? If she's having fun?"

I looked down for a moment.

"Yeah, I wouldn't think you would. And especially after all you said to her this morning Jade, I wouldn't be happy with you either. You still owe her an apology."

I sighed. "What do you think I called her for?"

"And not over the phone!"

I sighed again.

Tori gave a weak smile. "Want to watch a movie?"

"No." I said as I stood up and yanked her to me. "I rather do something else."

Tori gave a smile before her lips crashed into mine. The way she shoved her tongue into my mouth gave me a small shiver as she backed me onto the couch.

The back of my knees hit the edge of the couch making me fall into a sitting position before she sat on top of me with her legs on either side of me. Our lips met again as I brought my hands to the back of her thighs and started to rub my hands up slowly before she hit them away breaking the kiss. "No. It's all about you." She whispered before she met my lips again.

"Lay down."

I did as I was told as I laid back on the couch. She got back on top of me as she straddled my hips. I grabbed onto her sides before she let out an agonizing scream causing me to jump and remove my hands.

I stared at her wide eyed. "What!?"

She lifted up her shirt.

"Oh my god! Tori!" I said as I sat up making her fall off of me slightly. I looked at the bloody, disgusting looking wound that looked to be fucking eating her alive.

"Has this looked like this all day!?" I asked as I touched the skin around it.

She shook her head. "You just made it bleed."

"C'mon I didn't grab you that hard!" I said as I still messed around it. "Doesn't that hurt?"

"It does when you touch it."

I shook my head as I removed her from me and stood up. "C'mon."

"Come on where? Where are we going?" She asked as she stood up.

"To the fucking emergency room. Where the hell else?"

"Nooooo." Tori stomped like a five year old.

"What the hell do you mean no? C'mon on here." I said as I put on a small jacket and grabbed my keys.

"Jade, no. It'll get better."

"Tori are you crazy! That thing is going to make you sick! It's not getting better! Let's go."

"No."

What the hell!?

"Tori what's your fucking problem? Are you scared or something?"

"No. I'm not scared. I just don't want to go."

I grabbed the bridge of my nose before I shook my head. "Tori I really don't know what your problem is right now. But seriously, let's go."

She took a step back as she scratched the palm of her hand; her nervous sign.

"Baby, what's wrong, seriously?" I said as I walked over to her.

"I just….can't we just wait until tomorrow and go to a regular doctor. I'm sick of going to that emergency room Jade."

I sighed. I can't blame her. The emergency room is like our second home.

I grabbed her shirt and lifted it again to get another look. I mean…it looked sickening, but if she's more comfortable with waiting until morning, fine but that's it. Only until morning.

"First thing tomorrow morning Tori. Dr. Michaels open's at 7:00am." Tori's lucky we are off on weekends or she would definitely be going tonight.

She smiled before she wrapped her arms around my neck and gave me a small peck. "Good, now where were we?"

I pulled away. "Nowhere until you go to the doctor."

She crossed her arms. "Fine, it's your loss."

She was right, but I'll live. She doesn't need to be rubbing that wound up against anything and having sex….not a good idea.

I gave her a small kiss on her cheek. "Let order some dinner. I'm hungry."

She nodded. "Okay. Pizza?"

"Hell no. Chinese."

She shrugged. "Okay that's fine."

She turned to grab the phone but I grabbed her arm and turned her around to before lifting up her shirt once again.

"Baby just let me take you." I said in a begged voice.

"Jade…nooo. It'll be okay until morning!"

I sighed. I just don't like the way it looks. "Well let me put some more medicine on it and cover it back up so no more germs will get into it."

"Please don't touch it. Just let it be."

"Tori you have two options. Go to the ER now or let me fix it up until morning."

She sighed. "Okay. But please don't push down hard."

"No promises." I gave a smirk before grabbing her wrist and pulling her to the bathroom with me.


[Roxy's POV]

"Thanks for this Roxy. I had a lot of fun today. It's been so long since I could just….breathe. I felt like everything was behind me today and it's just been so long since I could just…smile. And I have you to thank for that." Shiloh said to me as we walked out of the small restaurant I took her to for dinner.

I didn't say anything. I just turned to her and gave her a small smile before opening the passenger's door for her.

She slid in before I walked over to my side and slid in as well. "Anywhere else you would like to go?" I asked with a lifted brow as I started the car.

She shook her head. "I couldn't ask anything else of you Roxy."

"It's still your birthday and the night is still young." I smiled.

She shrugged. "Want to watch a movie?"

"What movies are out?"

She shook her head. "No you've spent enough money today. Let's just watch one at your house or something."

I nodded quickly in agreement and I can't lie, I barely have any money left. I've been buying her way and her food all day along with mine. I mean I wasn't going to make her pay for anything on her birthday, that's just rude.

We finally pulled up to my house and turned the car off. She didn't make any effort to get out, she just sat there so I did the same.

"Something wrong?" I asked as I reached over and put my hand on top of hers.

"Roxy." She said in a serious voice and my heart rate increased.

"Yes?"

"What happened between you and my sister those years ago? Did you really, seriously sleep with her girlfriend?"

My breath got caught in my throat at her question. This is it, she's going to hate me now. I have to tell her the truth though. I mean…I never meant to do what I did. I was…being pushed, but still I have no excuse for my actions.

I took a breath. "You know what Shiloh." I threw my hand up slightly before letting fall back to my knee. "As much as I want to sit here and explain the whole story and try and try to get you on my side…I'm not. Yes, I slept with Stallone's girlfriend. Yes I did it behind her back. Did I do it to hurt Stallone? No. Did I do it for my own good? No. Do I regret what happened? Everyday. I understand if what I did then will have you judge me for who I am now. I was wrong. Point blank. If you feel that you can't trust me Shiloh… it's okay. I'll take you for that, but I'm still going to say this. I learn from my mistakes. I've changed over the years. I've matured. I never would ever want to hurt anyone like I hurt Stallone, and I just…I still think about that night when I almost made Stallone…take her own life. It still scares me especially because I was the cause. If there was anything I could do to take that night back and to take my stupid ass actions back I would, but I can't and now I have to live with them. It's almost like having to put you are a felon on a job application, I have to mark backstabber as my label. But just as a felon gets released from prison and tries so hard to get a job and change his life, I'm trying to move on and change mine as well. He'll always be a felon, but does that mean he will commit another crime? I'll always be labeled as a backstabber/heartbreaker, but does that mean I will ever do that again. No. It doesn't. And I won't. I never will and whether you take me for who I am or not Shiloh it won't make me stop…having these feelings that I have for you. You can run from me if you want I'll understand, but…I genuinely like you Shiloh and I would do anything in this world to make sure no one ever hurts you, especially not me. I would never hurt you in anyway and that's a promise. I've never promised anyone anything so sincere. You already mean a lot to me and I already care so much for you. I'm still not 100% on how you feel about me, and I don't want to rush you into anything. Losing Sunshine, that has to be…so hard. I have no idea what you've been feeling. I just want you to know that I'm here for you. I'm not pulling you into a relationship with me, I just want to always be here and maybe one day when you are ready, I would love to call you my girlfriend."

I stopped babbling as I looked her in her eyes. She just stared at me with a blank expression on her face with no intentions on saying anything and the tension was just getting thicker by the second.

"God, Shiloh please say something, anything."

"…I want to go home. Take me home." She stated blankly as she turned her glare from me.

My. Heart. Died.

I let out a small sigh but I didn't ask why. I'm not going to ask why. It's not my business why she wants to go home.

I nodded as I started the car and started to back out of my driveway.

Roxy if you aren't good for nothing you're good for screwing shit up!

You shit screwier!


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