I felt that I was carried into the house, and set down on the sofa.
"I thought she was at La Push with Emily," I heard Rose's murmured as she had my head in her lap.
"Something must of happen, and it can't be with Embry." Bella replied.
"Something did happen," I muttered as I sat up from Rose's lap. "Nothing is wrong with any of the wolves, Charlie or Emily."
I stared at the carpet not looking at anyone. "I ran away from everyone, they wouldn't understand what I did."
"What did you do?" asked Alice, staring at me.
I couldn't bring myself to say what I did, so I glanced at Edward and thought about what I did.
"Elena," whispered Edward as he finished reading my mind.
"Please explain to them, I can't bring myself to repeat what I just thought about." I requested in fact I felt like throwing up after just thinking about it.
"She was forced to kill a demon." Edward explained though gritted teeth,
I felt my eyes pick with tears, I wanted to be understood, someone who could talk sense into me, someone who has been in my place before. Someone who had to kill or be killed,
"Elena, come with me." my head shot up at the only voice and person I don't really talk too all that much, Jasper.
I stood up and glanced between Jasper and Alice,
"Jazz, understands better then we would," Alice answered my confused expression,
I nodded and stood up and walked over Jasper, "Lead the way,"
Jasper walked out the back door and head at slightly faster pace then a human, he walked for a while until we reached the river, and just stood there,
"How can you understand what I'm going though?" I asked first.
"You're not losing control of yourself," Jasper replied, "You just have basic instincts; it the flight or fight respond every creature has."
I leaned against a tree trunk, and crossed my arms.
Jasper turned and faced me, "You don't believe me?"
"You're the one who reads emotions, not me." I replied, even with the calm washing over me, I still felt doubt and guilt.
"Also I can understand, because I didn't have the same kind of upbringing, as my adopted siblings," Jasper explained, he pulled one of his sleeves up and shown me scars, my eyes widened at the scars. I never really thought about Jasper having a past that was different then the rest of my vampiric cousins. I always thought they were created by Carlisle.
Jasper then told me of his past and the southern vampire wars.
"It's territorial instinct, this is my land so stay off?" I asked.
"Yes, You will get use to the new demonic instincts, maybe ask Aniu when and if she comes back." Jasper suggested,
"I think I will, thank you for shoving sense into me, I didn't want to think about what I've done, now I know it wasn't because of my demon side," I stated.
Then I realized I have some explaining to do back on the rez. Everyone saw my ears, that wasn't wolf or imprintee.
"Oh great," I moaned.
