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The kids were asleep and I was lay in bed. I was tired yet wide awake. Carlisle hadn't talked to me since I got back. He hugged me. That was all. I had been here for 4 hours and we had only been in the same room once...

I lay staring at the ceiling wondering what was up with him. He was in the study writing up some notes. Esme told me. It was 2am and he still wasn't in bed I got up and walked to the study. I opened the door slightly and realised he was on the phone.

"Yes I know… but how can I trust her? She lied and is trying to act like she did nothing wrong." Was he talking about me? But how could he possibly know? I opened the door more now eager to listen. "Look I love her. I always will but I think we need time apart… hum… yep… I know" he huffed. He was going to leave me. What about Harry and Toya? Did he even care? I didn't hear him get off the phone, I didn't see him walk over to me but I saw the menacing look on his face.

"What are you doing? Were you listening in?" I just looked into his eyes. Where had all the love gone? I hadn't been gone long, what had happened? I wanted to stroke his cheek but I held back. I thought that it would make things worse.

"I came to see where you were. It is 2 in the morning and you haven't come to bed. And I didn't mean to listen in." I was about to cry I could feel the sting in my eyes… "Were you talking about me?" it was burning in my head. The question was forever there now.

"Yes, I was. Look I know you didn't go to –"just then there was a knock at the door. It is 2 in the fucking morning who the hell! I wanted my answer but I wanted to know who was at the door. Carlisle stormed out of the room and swung the door open. Stood there, looking like he just walked off a modelling agency poster was Edward. My heart stopped. My head started to float. My eyes misted over. My breath hitched. He was here… and while Carlisle was in a foul mood.

"Edward… what are you doing here?"

"I am sorry I haven't been replying. It has been rude of me. I now understand we have to put the past behind us. I thought I would come and visit."

"Wow. Erm… come in." Carlisle looked bewildered yet let him in like it was an everyday thing to do. "Drink?"

"No I thought I could crash on your couch… the time and all…" he nodded.

"Go and get him some blankets Bella. Please." He looked at me but this time it was warm. I was forgiven for what ever I had done wrong. I came back put the blankets on the arm of the sofa and went back to bed. I had to avoid him at all costs.

The bed was cold so I made a cocoon inside for myself while lay there. I say cocoon but I just lay there kicking and moving until I was trapped. I suddenly felt two warm arms around my waist. Soft, eager lips were at my neck kissing there way up to my jaw.

"I am sorry. I love you." I smiled at that. "I would never leave you, not really. I was just mad." I turned over and faced him. His face was illuminated by the moon making him look more handsome than usual. I loved this man so much. I made a promise with myself that I would never do anything behind his back again.

"Thank you. It is the best thing you have done for me." He kissed my cheek and rolled over. The sound of his soft snoring told me he was asleep. My head started to hurt. Edward was asleep outside the bedroom… I was terrified. My children were in the same house as him. That scared me even more. I wasn't quite sure what I had done for Carlisle but I was going to find out.