KAGEYAMA

"Tobio, I missed….." he stares at me with his face falling. "Oh my god! You're bleeding!" I look down realizing I have Oikawa blood on my shirt from the blows I delivered.

"It's not my blood," I tell him walking inside. I can hear Bokuto banging Akaashi immediately. They just need to move in together already. "We need to talk can you come with me?"

"Of course," he replies. "Let me just grab my phone." Hinata goes into his room to grab his phone. I start pacing back and forth with my mind buzzing. I don't feel right, I feel off. I thought kicking Oikawa ass would make me feel better but it hasn't. "Are you okay Kageyama?"

"I'll explain when we get to the apartment," I reply. "I need just a little longer to gather my thoughts." Hinata follows me to my car. I can tell he is happy to see me but also very worried. He has a good reason to be worried. I don't think I have ever been so mad in my life. We ride in silence. I can tell Hinata notices we are not going to the condo. He doesn't say anything but just continues to stare at me instead. I can't even meet his glance.

I pull into my apartment complex which is very nice. I paid extra to get an apartment on the first floor. The unit looks like a little house. It was feature I really liked about it. One day soon I might get a house. I would like to get one with my love. Hinata looks impressed as I park the car. We both get out of the car. I walk quickly up the walkway unlocking my door. We head inside my apartment that is still bare bones.

"Oh wow….." says Hinata looking around. I pull my shirt over my head walking into my bedroom with Hinata close behind.

"You have your own place?" he asks.

"Yes," I replied walking over to a box with my clothes in it. I did a pretty decent job at labeling everything when I moved. I can hear Hinata enter my room as I open the box labeled clothes. "I was planning for this to be a surprise." I sigh closing my eyes. I feel Hinata's hand on my back.

"What happened?" he asked softly. I can't even look at him so I'm facing away from him. I open my eyes.

"Why didn't you tell you remember trying to visit me that summer we went to camp?" I asked. The silence is so thick I could cut it with a knife.

"My reasons I know won't be good enough," he says lowly. "I didn't want you to think the accident was your fault." I turn around to face him.

"So, Oikawa had nothing to do with you not telling me?" I ask. Hinata bites his bottom lip looking down before looking back up at me.

"I didn't want you to think I was seeing him," he explains in a shaky voice. "I was on my way to see you when he pulled up on me in a car. He didn't want me to tell you about what happened at camp. I didn't want there to be any secrets between us…. He started freaking out so I wanted to get away from him as quickly as possible… Oikawa is stronger than me. I became afraid of what he could do." I walk away from Hinata sitting down on my bed. He walks over getting on his knees in front of me. "Do you hate me?"

"No," I replied glancing at him. "I appreciate the fact back then you wanted to tell me the truth." Hinata still looks worried. "Even now I know that wasn't the easy thing to do." He nods.

"How did you find out the truth?" he asked.

"Oikawa spilled the beans," I replied. "I always wondered why you didn't want to be around him. I can't believe I was so stupid." Hinata grabs my hand.

"You're not stupid," he says softly. "I didn't want you to hate Oikawa so I didn't want to tell you. Why would I want you to hurt in that way?" I stare at Hinata for a moment. I lean down kissing him. "Mmmppphhh…."

"I love you," I tell him against his lips. "Oikawa knew that, that is why it hurt so badly. For years I wondered why you stopped talking to me. He knew the truth and never said a word. We could have met sooner." Hinata nods his head in agreement sliding his hand into my hair.

"My heart always belonged to you," he says softly. "You could have awakened me sooner." I stare into his eyes almost wanting to cry. I kiss him instead of pulling him close to my body. I can feel those wet tears on his cheek as I begin to cradle his face kissing him passionately. I begin to cry a little because in my heart I still personally feel responsible. I left Oikawa around Hinata knowing what kind of guy he was. In my mind, Oikawa may have raped Hinata. I know he definitely assaulted him.

"I'm sorry," I whisper into the kiss. "I'm so sorry."

"Why are you apologizing," says Hinata wiping my tears with his thumb.

"I should have known Oikawa would have tried something," I whimper. "I-I should have never left you alone with him. Can….Can you tell me what happened?" I don't miss the fear that comes across his face.

"I did already," he whispers looking down. I grab Hinata's hand.

"I don't see you willingly having sex with my friend," I say lowly. "Please…..tell me." Hinata makes eye contact with me before looking back down at his lap. As Hinata tells me what happened all those years ago I confirmed my instincts was right. Oikawa basically raped my boyfriend. I start crying as Hinata hugs me. I can't stop my mind from thinking of how scared he was, the guilt he felt. He did nothing wrong. I begin to sniffle feeling Hinata's lips on the side of my neck. "Ahhh….mmmm…" He's going to be my husband. He is going to be mine for the rest of my life. I wrap my arm around his waist causing him to moan into my mouth.

"Ohhh….." he moans. I need to feel him, I need that connect I haven't felt in weeks. I pull Hinata by his arm causing him to stand. He looks down at me with dried tears on his face. I raise his shirt kissing his lower stomach softly. "Ha…haaa…." he moans. I slide my hands up to his waist as he pulls the shirt over his head. His cheeks are becoming red as he continues to moan with me kissing all over his stomach. I wrap my arms around his waist laying him down on the bed. I don't have any sheets on my bed and I don't give a fuck right now. I need this, we need this. I unbuttoned Hinata's jeans sliding his briefs off along with his jeans.

"Mmmppphhh….." I groan looking at him so erect. Hinata closes his eyes trying to steady his breathing. I take this time to lean down taking his hard cock into my mouth.

"Aarrgghhh….." moans Hinata. I begin to bob my head up and down slowly hollowing out my cheeks. "Haaa…..shit…..ummmm…" He likes this, he seems to like this a lot. I take Hinata further into my mouth wanting to lick every part of him. "Ohhh…..haaa…."

"Mmm…" I hum watching him arch his back. I continue to go down on him watching him withering in pleasure. I release my mouth off his cock causing him to start panting. I'm not done. I push his legs back. "Hold your legs like this for me." Hinata grabs his ankles keeping his legs bent back towards his shoulders with his legs spread apart a little. Now I can do what I really want to do. I take his dick into my right hand and begin stroking him slowly.

"Ahhh….." he whimpers. I lean down giving his hole an experimental lick. "Haaa….." I begin to lick over the area repeatedly getting it nice and wet. "Tobio…..ahhh…." I rub his ass as I continue to eat him feeling confident as I can smell his body wash.

"You got this ass ready for me didn't you," I mutter lowly.

"Haaa…..yessss…." moans Hinata. That is all I need to hear before I stick my tongue inside his hole. "Arrrrgggghhh….." he cries. I begin to stroke his cock as my tongue dives inside of him. "Ohhh…..god…hahhhh…."

"Fuck yeah….." I mutter before licking him some more. I continue to stroke him feeling pre-cum leak from his crown. I run my thumb over it moaning. "Nnngghhh…." I take his crown into my mouth sucking in quick motions.

"Ohhh…..fuccckkk….." moans Hinata as he releases his ankles to grab my hair. His fist grips my hair tightly as he begins to guide me up and down his cock. "Aaaannnggghhh…I'm going to cum…oh shit…ahhh…." I pull my head away although I know he doesn't want me too. He continues to thrusts his hips up towards my mouth. "Tobio…" I remove my jeans and boxers not breaking eye contact with him. I wiggle between his legs looking at his eyes trace over his face. I line my head up at his entrance sliding inside only allowing my salvia to be our lube.

"I'm inside of you…." I moan. "In every way….."

"Ggghhhnnn….." moans Hinata arching his back. Yeah, take this dick. I begin rolling my hips slowly into him. That ass is being greedy tightening around my cock.

"Ahhhh…..Shoyo…"I moan fighting not to climax. Hinata slides his hand into his hair moving if off his forehead.

"Tobio….." he moans with his cheeks turning red. "I-I'm going to cum…..ahhhh…..so good…"

"Yeah…" I pant leaning closer to him. "This….mmm…..is all for you…..aarrgghhh….." I begin to kiss Hinata sliding my tongue into his mouth. He wraps his arms and legs around my waist. His legs cause me to go deeper inside of him. "Haaaa…..fuck…" Hinata arches his back moaning.

"Tobio I want your cum…" he moans. I continue to roll my hips almost blowing my load at the way he said that. I start rocking towards his spot as my spine begins to tingle. "Aaarrhhhh…..c-cum deep inside…nnngggghhh…..please." My hips begin to speed up although I want to keep going slow.

"Oh, Shoyo…"I cry my hips begin to snap as much as they can within his legs trapping me. "I'm going to cum…..ahhhh….haaaa….."

"Yessss….Tobio…" moans Hinata. "Right there….ahhh…..c-cum…haaaa…inside…mmmm…"

"Take my cum….." I groan. I feel my center explode as I dive inside of him. "Ohhhh babe…aaarrrggghhhhh….." I continue to thrust wildly inside of Hinata. Hinata arches his back his chest heaving.

"Ohhhh Tobio…" he cries as his cum lands his stomach. "Yessss…yesss….aaagggaahhh….." Hinata legs grips me tighter.

"Mmmpphhh….." I moan.

"Yesss….." he whimpers rolling his hips into mine. "Give me it all….."

"Shit…"I mutter looking into his eyes. He can barely open them as I'm struggling with my own afterglow. I lean down kissing him sloppy as we pant into each other mouth.

"Don't pull out yet…" he whispers. I lean over him, still inside of him laying my face on his shoulder as if I'm a baby. "I love you so much…..I was so scared you wouldn't love me anymore."

"No way….." I tell him softly. "I love you."

"I know that now," he replies. "It seems like we are stuck with each other."

"Yeah," I chuckle. I get quiet for a moment. "I was thinking of quitting the team."

"What!" exclaims Hinata. I sigh.

"I don't know if I can play with him," I mutter. Hinata shifts his body forcing me to move from my comfortable spot on his shoulder. He cups my face looking into my eyes.

"Don't do that," he says softly. "Don't let something from years ago ruin your chances." He chuckles looking down for a moment and I wonder what is so funny. "I wish I could play beside you but we both know that is not going to happen." My lips get tight because I feel really bad about that. "It's okay though, I just really want you to play. Don't you want to?"

"I do but Oikawa…" I let my voice trail off.

"I don't want him to ruin this for you," says Hinata. He leans up kissing me causing me to groan. "I think you're sliding out."

"I am," I chuckle. "Hold on I don't want to mess up my mattress." I wrap my arms around his waist sitting up carefully. Hinata wraps his legs around my waist before I stand up walking into my bathroom. I think about what he says as we get cleaned up and he is right. This would be a horrible opportunity to waste. I end up finding my box with my bedding because I know Hinata and I will be making love all night long.