All Nighters WRH Style

Okay my evil side is coming out… NOW

Bill leaned against the lobby wall waiting for Tom. That was probably the biggest mistake of his life.

"Bill Kaulitz?" a female voice asked. Bill looked up to see a girl looking at him.

"Yes?"

"My name is Marie," she said Bill gave her the 'And' look and she continued, "it is my job as a member of your fan base to inform you of our opinion about your new girlfriend!" Bill's ears roared his stomach dropped this could not be happening.

"No," Bill whispered.

"I'm sorry but you have to leave her, I didn't vote for this, but there scary, I don't want your girl to die, and if you don't either you'll have to leave her!"

"I can't" Bill knew he couldn't he knew for almost complete certainty that if he dumped Alex she would kill herself she'd already done it once.

"You have too, if you want her too survive, how much do you love her Bill? You have till the end of the day," she walked away but the security guard that was coming with Tom caught her and looked at Bill. He arrested her. Bill hoped they could take down the group and Alex would live long enough to give him a chance to get her back. He walked up the stairs to do the hardest thing he had ever done. Alex was on her way down with Colista and jump hugged him. His resolution wavered as he held her there in that moment. He couldn't say no to her happy face. He kissed her then set her down and the group went to breakfast.

It started raining while they were inside and Alex tugged Bill outside she loved the rain. Bill couldn't stand the water but Alex looked so peaceful. It made him want to shoot himself to know that in a few moments he would destroy her and he knew that was what he would be doing she was so delicate and he had taken her heart, her soul, her body, everything she had he loved her for her perfections and her flaws and he was about to destroy her. Bill watched her run around so child like so free. He could see Colista watching from inside she was smiling he knew as well as she that it had been along time since Alex had been this free. Once again Bill hated himself.

Alex spun in circles dancing over to wear Bill stood. She looked up at him her happy eyes clouding over at the serious expression on his face. She was used to a smile on his face as he watched her. He wanted to kiss her to make her smile to tell her it was all going to be fine but he couldn't because if he did he would never let her go he had to do it now or he never would.

"Alex, I'm so sorry, but it's for the best," he felt his heart breaking he knew he deserved it for doing this to her.

"No!" Alex's face was full of horror as she stared into his eyes she knew what he was saying, "no," her voice was soft almost a whisper. It took all the strength Bill had to keep from saying he was wrong that he didn't want her to go.

"Yes, it's better for both of us if…" he could barely force the words past his lips it was like choking on ashes, "we never see each other again." There was a silence that nearly killed both of them. Bill could see Alex's heart breaking it was all over her face.

"Please, I'll change, I'll do what ever you want, please tell me what I'm doing wrong, and I'll fix it I promise!" Bill thought what could he say to make her leave the words formed in his mind and he could barely force them out. He felt like fire was coming out of his mouth burning him. Part of him wished she never got her voice back the pain in her eyes was killing him but the sound of her voice cut deeper he knew he was never going to be the same again.

"Alex, I don't love you anymore, just leave!" Bill turned so she wouldn't see his tears. he walked towards his car he sat inside and looked at her through the tinted window her figure was blurred by the rain and by his tears. She was crying, he realized he had never seen her cry, he looked away he couldn't stand to see her like that he was glad he had locked the car door because if he hadn't he would have run out of the car and grabbed her, told her he was sorry, tell her it was a lie, tell her why he did it, he would get on his knees and beg for her to forgive him, for her to stop crying, but he couldn't he had to look away.

Colista ran out of the restaurant she couldn't believe her eyes she had seen the way Alex and Bill looked at each other. He could not have just dumped her she knew that he loved her anyone with half a brain could see it. She walked up to Alex who was standing there her eyes closed tears pouring down her face she must have heard Colista approaching because she spoke without opening her eyes.


Authoress Note

DAMN IT I'M CRYING

I want some reviews

This was the hardest thing I have ever written

I can't stand this

I swear my heart just broke