really short part this will probably be the last one for tonight. hope its okay i really struggled with this part

the next day.

Ronnie parked her motorbike and turned it off removing her helmet and stepping off of the motorbike and lifting a bunch of flowers off of the handle bars before walking into Telford cemetery. Ronnie walked around the cemetery until she reached the point that she wanted to be. Ronnie smiled as she reached the grave and sat down in front of it

Ronnie: hi baby. Ronnie said smiling at the photo of Danielle on the grave stone and rubbing her thumb over it lovingly

Ronnie: I hope your looking after your baby brother or sister babe. Gives you something to keep you busy wont it. I know you would make a great big sister if you had the chance you always were good with Amy. Amy. God Danielle why am I such a horrible person. I look at Amy and I don't know how to feel any more I love her of course I do but all I ever see if Jack staring back at me. Roxy's got a beautiful baby to the man that I love and I couldn't even be a mother to you. I know I shouldn't be jealous of Roxy she's my kid sister I should be happy for her. I should be proud of Roxy considering what she was like before she had Amy but I cant help it. Am jealous that she can be a mother to her daughter and I couldn't. I failed you Danielle and am so sorry. If I could do anything to change what happened between us I would. Am such a terrible person I would make an awful mother wouldn't I. Maybe that's why I lost the baby I didn't deserve it. I didn't deserve you either. Oh god Danielle I don't know what to do any more. I don't know how to feel. I just feel empty and numb. I just want to be with my two babies. maybe this is where I should be. Ronnie said looking around the graveyard at all the gravestone before turning back and touching the gravestone and looked up at the photo of Danielle before she smiled.