btw ...This chapter is rated T for cursing
Aria
Sweet Lord I need Coffee, I thought to myself as I tapped my fingers impatiently on the counter and waited for the coffee machine to start working. It was 12 n the noon and I was still in my pj´s and had a horrible week of examination behind me. They really had put all of the second year's exams in one week. In the morning we had the written test from core class and after lunch the dance exams. It was awful and that they had put classical and anatomy in one day was simply brutal.
I wasn't sure how I´ve done, surely passed everything but I was not sure whether I´ve done great. Jen on the other hand was satisfied with herself, she was smiling to herself last evening while preparing some things for the meet and greet tomorrow. I must say she did well in classical and pas de deux, even Luke had looked like a twice killed zombie.
I hadn´t talked to him in a week, he became quite distant towards…well everybody…
Jackson, one of the boys Luke was kind of closer with told me he ( Luke) spend most of his time in the studio or gym, lifting weights or boxing rather aggressively.
Tomorrow our families would arrive but most importantly today was the end of term party, I had looked forward to. 2nd year and above. Poor ickle 1st years still had exams today and tomorrow they had practice. Their families will arrive in two days. The 3rd years are having their families over today and leave for vacation tomorrow for a week and then return for tour. The academy had made this arrangement so that the floors weren't full packed with gawking families.
Finally I poured the black liquid into my favorite cup and inhaled the scent. I woke up to realize that Jen had apparently started baking some cupcakes. Why I knew that? The neatly mess on one part of the kitchen was Jens' ,well, who else had the time to bake cupcakes in exam week….I saw about a few dozen of steaming cupcakes, cooling on the table a large " hands off these are for your mommies" sign. Piping bags ready to use…but not user….where was Jen?
I had poured my second cup when I finally got my answer. Jen came into the kitchen, fully dressed humming to herselve and smiling.
"Oh hey" she said and looked a bit busted "You´re up"
"Yeah…where were you?"
"Jogging!"
I nipped at my cup and looked up and down at her. A blue jeans skirt, a flowy top and sandals.
"You´re sure?"
"No... Not jogging…I was…um walking…taking a walk in the park"
"Jen, you hate walking….tell me why are you lying to me?"
"Sorry Ari, but …I guess…I was afraid you´ll get angry"
No, I mostly get angry when somebody is not honest with me….I paused put down my cup and analyzed the situation….Why in the world would Jen think I´d get angry…there weren't many things that got me angry with her…I reminiscent….the last time I was angry at her was when Charlie had….
"You met up with Daniel Freaking Barrington again?" I shouted.
"Keep it quite will ya" Jen looked around…but nobody was there.
"Jen, this is not good. You'll get in trouble"
"How can I get in trouble…I just made him some cupcakes…." She pouted.
"And delivered it probably to the company for everybody to see it"
"No I did not. I´m not stupid…we met in the park…"
"You´re unbelievable" I muttered "Honestly Jen….it´s wrong"
"What's wrong with that?" she argued "Is he a bad person? NO, he´s very nice a real gentleman. Is he making me uncomfortable? No I feel good when I´m with him…so tell me why that is wrong?"
"Because it's…forbidden"
"Would be a first, you trying to avoid the forbidden thing"
Luke´s voice let me and Jen jump up a little, it was so very low and husky. He stood at the doorway. His hair was still a little damp from showering, a bit curly at the tips. A towel draped over his shoulders….his naked shoulders…he forgot to wear a shirt…god damn it …stop staring. Well then I noticed that he had a t-shirt grabbedon one hand and luckly pulled it over his head as made his way into the room. But first he glared at us.
"Keep it quitter next time will ya? You´re lucky that 99% of our year is outside…you could be heard all the way in the showers…pretty annoying"
He opened the kitchen cabinet for a glass, got some milk out of the fridge, searched in another cupboard and got some protein powder. I caught Jen looking at Luke in concern. She shot me a look of Let´s-talk-to-him-about-what-is-wrong. But I was not finished with the 1st matter.
"Jen" I said, keeping my voice quieter "Look, all I want is that you don't get in trouble. You know how fast rumors travel around the academy…there was this story once about Tara Webster and Damien Lang….a good few years ago but it's still"
"That wasn´t true" Jen interrupted "It was made up, their mothers knew eachother…and I recall that in Webster's year was this Benjamin Pickle"
"Tickle, Ben Tickle"
"Whatever…well there was this Ben and Saskia Duncan, they also trained together…"
"That´s different Duncan was a principal and Ben was a third year"
"So what?"
"He was in the company"
"Partly, he was still a student"
"And what did it benefit him? He messed up that Gala and never got into the company in the end."
"Ari, he is now a principal at the Austin Ballet…with the age of 22!"
"Jen" I rolled my eyes "That's well and good but he is the son of the choreographer, a board member…..I mean Charlie Higgston already said there is the rumor of….you know what…"
I paused.
"Say it "Jen glared "Of me apparently wanting to get privileges so bad that I let him in my panties…..do you think I´m that low?" She kept her voice barely hearable; it bothered me that she did not yell.
"No Jen…I never. But the rumors"
"Fuck the rumors Aria" Luke yelled and made both me and Jen jump again, he had slammed his glass on the table "I never thought you off all the girls was one who cared about the chit chat in the academy, at least you did not when it was about you…..what matters is the truth.." He paused.
"What matters" he said "Jen obviously likes Daniel and he likes her, it´s just the beginning, and I don't think that Daniel is a rude person, he is the type that is patient and will wait for the right time"
I turned away from Luke. No I would not take this from him. Who did he think he was talking to me like this…?
"What about Marlon?" I asked Jen
"There is nothing between Marlon and me" Jen said, though hesitating.
"Don't you deny, there was something"
"Yeah" Luke muttered in "But he hadn´t made he clear, he left her hanging in midair, with messed up feelings and left for six months without telling, thinking that everything will be the same when he will come back."
There was some bitterness in his voice.
"Geez Lucky calm your farm" I said and regretted it immediately when I realized what it meant.
SHATTER! The glass was swept off the table.
"ARE YOU KIDDING ME?" Luke yelled and looked at me. Hurt and angry. Yes I knew he hated being called Lucky, that he hated that we made fun of him growing up on a farm. He hated being naive country boy Luke. Lucky Luke who was in Ballet Wonderland by accident. Why did I say that, when I knew that it hurt him….he had hurt me by saying that I was the one who did forbidden things…for judging me. I was angry that this person had the ability to do so…hurt me deeply….No one….I had promised myself was ever going to make me feel this way. I would never be that miserable girl crying because of hurt feelings…of guilt…
It was for a few minutes before any of us moves. Luke practically steamed with anger and flexed his hand (and winced? a little) before he moved to pick up the glass shards. Jen hurried to help him.
"No…!" Luke said "It´s better you back off me….leave me alone…I can't guarantee for anything"
We watched as he threw the shards into the bin…and left the room.
"Ari…that last sentence was really not necessary" Jen said.
"Yours neither" I spat and ran upstairs, slamming the door I went to my side of the room. Grabbed my backpack and stuffed mp3 player, headphones, my sketchpad, pencils mobile and keys into it, then threw over a light leather jacket and made my way to the nearby park. I sat down on a bench on a hill, the harbor bridge in the view before me and decided to sketch a bit. I plugged in the headphones and pressed play. A random playlist.
I don't know how long I sat there…it could have been minutes…since my sketchpad was empty…but the sun had traveled quite a bit.
My mobile rang. I recognized who it was immediately. I had the habit to personalize my ringtones…it was …
"Marlon? Hey…" Was that my voice that spoke…so fragile…I sounded like I was about to burst into tears.
"Ari what's wrong?"
"N…nothing"
"You´re lying"
"I just chocked on something that's all (Man that was a bad lie). SO what's up?"
"I just called to ask if everything is fine…had this stupid feeling in the gut….well you know…end of term"
"Yeah it´s fine I guess…exams were pretty tough"
"tell me about it….I´m so glad I´m returning…so what are you up to….let me guess you guys are having a picnic at our beach, Jen had made her cupcakes and Luke is asking who of us would like to spend their holidays at the farm"
Yes that is exactly what we are doing….
"No….we…Jen is busy with the meet and greet preparation…and Luke is not there"
"What was the reason of your fight?"
"Why do you assume that-"
"Ladybug, honestly you don´t sound like yourself and the fact that you are not together says enough"
"To be honest…yes we had a little fight"
Should I tell him about Barrington and Jen?
"…uh…Luke was really stressed and us to and well it all exploded"
"So…I can´t expect cool pictures on Facebook on tonight´s party to comment on?"
"Oh yeah I forgot" I looked at the time. "WHAT THE HELL IT`S ALREADY 4Pm?"
I heard laughter through the phone.
"Better hurry up Ladybug, you only have 4 hours to get ready!"
"Ha-ha" I grinned "Oh and stop with those nicknames"
"I´ll stop with the nicknames when you´ll stop to dye your hair, Jen will stop being called cupcake when she´ll stop baking and Luke will be Lucky until he is out of luck."
I guess that last was now, was it….
"All right Maxim" I said his middle name with my most thickly false Russian accent to imitate his dad.
"Oh stop it; I would love it to be called Marlon again"
"Then get your ass in leggings here quick, are you flying over?"
"In two weeks exactly…I´ll be having a major jetlag but I couldn´t find a better flight…and I´ll be visiting the family here for a few days…"
"Make sure to get me a gift….but not those creepy dolls Babushka or what they´ re are called"
He laughed "All right…but what should I do with the 50 custom made Matrjoshka dolls then?"
I grinned "Come home safely"
"I will…and next term we´ll live up the party"
I hung up a few minutes later. Had I really sat here 4 hours…doing nothing… I made my way back to the academy slowly. I was going up the stairs to the boarding house when I saw Barrington leaning on his car and waving in the direction of the boarding house entrance, then he saw me, looked a bit surprised but gave me a smile.
"Hey Aria"
"What are you doing here?" I glared at him. He was the reason she felt like this in the first place.
"Hey Daniel, how are you? Fine, I thanks for asking and you?" Daniel sarcastically "Calm down, I´m just here to see my sister…is that forbidden?"
Tony stood at the entrance and was talking to Cece, she turned back to her brother looked at him weirdly than to the box in her hands. Shook head, grinned a tiny bit then shrugged and went inside.
"Are you okay?" Barrington asked
"Yeah why?"
"Well…um" he scratched his head "Well you are still in …your pj´s"
I looked down at me…..damn it.
"My new style" I said rather sassily.
"Okay?" he gave me a grin.
Seriously what did she saw in him? Okay he was muscular, tall but all of the company dancers were... He had the light brown hair, that resembled his dads and brothers and brownish eyes, also his dads, but his facial features were softer than Barrington Sr., they were more like Tony´s, more like Chloe Barrington's…and that constant half grin of his was pretty annoying.
"You sure you´re okay?"
"I´m sure...now sod off…"
"All right" he turned and fumbled with his car keys "Oh "he turned back to me "When you see Jen, can you tell her thanks and that I gave Gemma her number? She´ll know what-"
"Barrington" I interrupted him " I´m not a messenger….talk to her yourself…you are doing it more than normal anyways…but let me tell you…if you care for her just a tiny bit…don't get her into the situation where she has to explain herself to the academy because of you!"
I turned and stomped into the boarding house. Turned left into the second year´s section and passed the kitchen. Jen was sitting at the table, her back turned to the door piping a bit of frosting onto a cupcake. Zoe from our year was helping her. It should have been me there. I went upstairs into my room. Saw that Jen had already picked out her outfit; it lay neatly on her bed.
I was not really in the mood of partying. I slumped down on my bed and pulled my blanket up.
4:30
5:00
5:30
Sleep
I heard Jen coming in, first louder then she must have realized that I was lying there, presumably asleep.
"Zoe?" she whispered "Can we get ready in your room…Aria is asleep…I don´t think she´s going…and I don´t want to wake her up"
I heard Zoe come in quietly, shuffling of clothes and clacking of Jen´s shoes and make up bag.
"Goodnight Ari" she whispered and closed the door. I looked at the clock
7:30
If Jen wanted to go herself, that was fine…I don´t need her…I can go by myself…I thought and got out of bed, stripped off my pj´s and grabbed some things from the closet. Ripped tights, leather look shorts, a shirt that was worn over one shoulder. Some jewelry. Then grabbed my curling iron to fix up my hair, hairspray. Makeup, eyeliner, eyeshadow, Smokey eyes and lip-gloss. It did not take long...I searched for my phone in my backpack, put it in the back pocket of my shorts. Then returned to my closet and took out the bottle of liquid. I wasn´t a big fan of alcohol, but once in a while was okay…I took a gulp. Yep, end of term …I had a lot to party about.
Luke
I had a lot to party about…..not. I felt miserable, I hadn´t done well in my exams…I knew it. I had a huge fight with one of my best friends…So you can guess how much I was in the mood of partying. If it wasn´t for Jen and Zoe, who busted into my room with Jackson (Zoes boyfriend) in tow.
"Please don't leave me with those two" Jackson and Jen said in unison and I had no choice but to get ready (in boys language….put on a clean shirt).
As soon as we arrived at the party Jackson and Zoe left us for the dance floor, Jen and I decided to get a drink first.
"Aria was sleeping…I don't think she´ coming" Jen said as she sipped at her coke. Eyed me carefully.
I said nothing….what should I say. I felt miserable; I yelled at her…I felt angry because she had made me do it. I regret it…because she did not knew it better….It was her fault…and it wasn´t both at the same time.
"Come on Luke…let ´s hit the floor"
"I´ll pass" I said "My legs are aching a bit from yesterday…"
Jen rolled her eyes, but grinned "All righty…but this is not stopping me"
I saw her join Jackson and Zoe and watched them for a couple songs. I´d love to join them but I wasn´t really in the mood. Again I checked my mobile…No calls from my aunt…all right…I guess I could book it. I zapped through the internet until I found the website of the travel bus agency….quickly booked some one way ticket for tomorrow. Wrote my dad, brother and aunt the time of my arrival then looked up to see Jen and the others join me again.
"Music seems to be better this time" I said and Jackson nodded
"Luckily that Mousy hair.-what´s his name isn't in charge yes…he and his gang is always trouble"
"That reminds me….where is he?" Jen asked.
"I saw them getting themselves a bit tipsy in the 3rd year's living room…"Zoe said disgusted.
"Oh no…the 3rd years living room is connected to the 1st years´ what is when the ickle firsties get their hands on it" Jackson joked and we all laughed.
"They are busy enough tomorrow is their last exam and their training for their performance…" Zoe said "I´m so glad that we don't have to embarrass ourselves this year."
We remembered how Charlie Higgston had messed up his turns in his solo part, slipped and fell into the chore behind him, landing on Zoe…who had a fractured ankle….
"Yeah we can wait for end of the school year to do so…you know that most of us will do the main roles in the Christmas performance" Jackson said
It was true. For a few years the academy had a bit change of plan. Only first and second years took part in the Christmas performance. 3rd years were getting ready for their company entry solos.
So this year it was our chance to get main roles.
"What do you think will the piece be?" Zoe asked
"I just don´t hope it´s the nutcracker…" Jen mumbled "It´s been done too many times"
We sat and talked about the pieces we could do and who would do which roles if. When the obviously tipsy group of third years came to join the party. Joined with a couple of girls, who were giggling and looking around. Yes, outsiders. Definitely Ballet girls had a certain grace about them, how they hold themselves…those girls didn´t have them. Except Aria….
wait what?
I rubbed my eyes, looked again and yes…one of the girls was Aria. She was sitting on the lap of….Peter Johnson…or so…and was laughing at one of his jokes. Then took a sip out of a flask.
"What on earth is she doing" Jen spoke out my thoughts we kept staring.
Aria was drunk. On Peter Johnsons lap, he had his hand on her tight…hip..
"Let me get her here" I mumbled but Jackson held me back "Dude….they are a group of 7 grown 3rd years…you have no chance…"
As much I liked Jackson for who he was, he was a man of words, not like Marlon a man of action who would have jumped up to help me.
"She´ll get bored eventually" Jen whispered to herself "I mean she does not even like the guy…I guess it´s just…oh…" She stopped and put a hand on her mouth. My head whipped back to the scene….Aria was now kissing Johnson…no they were basically eating each other's face.
My fist clenched. Inside my stomach something roared. Not because of hunger…it was an angry beast I did not know existed.
Johnson whispered something in Arias ear. She shook her head slightly…but was so tipsy that her head just slumped on his shoulder. He laughed put his hand around her waist and pulled her up, then with him. His hand now slowly tugging the hem of her shirt. Noticeably going under it. They left the terrace, went down the stairs.
That was it. I stood up and went after them. I barely heard Jen call after me. I rushed down the steps and found Aria and Johnson snogging at the Boarding Houses wall, then his hands slowly made his way up her shirt. I snapped…..
I took Jacksons full body strength to stop me from beating Johnson to pulp. I came to my senses again when I saw that Johnson was knocked out on the ground. My fist had connected with his jaw with a crack Jen and Zoe were sitting next to Aria, they all looked at me in shock. Then I hissed up in pain. My hand started to throb then hurt badly that I had to hold my fist in my other hand. It had already hurt at noon, after I had shattered the glass and slammed it on the table but now….
Jackson let go of my arms and went to Johnson who was groggy.
"He´s okay….only ko, has a bit of a bloody nose…but I think you are hurt more….I´ll go up and get his friends as soon as you get out of here"
"Thanks mate" I mumbled and went to the girls. I said nothing grabbed Arias arm with my good hand and dragged her with me.
I hardly could look at her , eyes teary, yes she was tipsy but I think she realized what happened, what could have had happened. I dragged her into the kitchen, sat her down at the table grabbed a water bottle from the fridge and put it infront of her.I was kind of hard, i was shaking from anger and from pain.
"Drink " I throb throb the pulse in my arm quickly had made its way to my head.
I heard Jen come in to. She quietly went to the freezer and made a cool pack out of ice cubes and a zipper bag.
"For your hand" she said quietly then sat down on the other end of the table. Watching us.
Aria looked at me, at my hand. I stared back
"I won't repeat myself a third time….drink"
She opened the bottle with shaking fingers and drank a few sips.
"Good" I said, then turned to get the ice pack, Jen had left on the counter. Took it with my good hand. Turned to Jen gave her a nod of thank you, then looked at Aria, who stared back teary eyes, I looked away. Closed my eyes and went to my room without a glance back.
In my room when I sat down on my bed I finally put the cooling pack on my hurting hand and threw in some pain killers.
I would see Mrs. Wiggs first thing in the morning…
Jen
Aria had cried herself to sleep that night. We both did actually. I had pushed our beds together and we cuddled, held eachother, said sorry and then fell asleep eventually. Luckily it was Zoe who woke us up, if she wasn´t there we would have overslept. Neither of us had packet yet so we quickly gathered out belongings, somehow put them in out bags and tidied up so well Miss Cotterjee , the 1st year core class teacher and the boarding house keeper did not had a thing to criticize. We put the bags downstairs in the 2nd year common room and joined a few of our year mates for breakfast.
I wasn´t even angry that a few of the cupcakes had already been eaten. In fact I told the year that they could take them. Zoe and Jackson joined us; Aria thanked both of them shyly. She had a major headache and Hangover. As we put away out dishes and joined the rest of the year cleaning up the common room and kitchen, I send some girls and guys to bring down the cupcake trays into studio 14, where I had put up the meet and greet yesterday.
I looked around. Yes , I was not mistaken. He was not here.
"Jackson…have you seen Luke?" I asked him.
"No, I was there right after I woke up…but his room was empty, cleaned…and bags were packed and not there anymore…but he was done with that yesterday…I guess he´s just at Mrs. Wiggs´"
I nodded and eyes Aria who was listening in our conversation. The rooms were tidy at 8:45 at 9:30 our parents would arrive at the parking lot. So slowly the year made their way down the stairs, over the street to the academy and it´s parking lot. A few first years hurried and overtook us on the way to their last exam.
I took a last stroll to check Studio 14, all set for a little get together. Put the cd in the player and pressed play, then joined Aria again and waited.
A lot of the parents came and went inside. I guessed that my family would be late, as always, but that's how I knew and loved them, but then I saw the navy car parking at and I started grinning.
"MOM ! JULIET! JON!" I yelled out and tried to hug all of them at once. Jon had grown a couple inces, Juliet had got herself a pair of glasses and they looked really good on her.
"You look good" Mom smiled and stroke my cheek " Sorry you dad couldn´t come…but somebody had to stay with grandma"
My smile faded, yes of course….I remembered Das was not really fond of my career choice…
"Jen?" I suddenly saw Daniel Barrington standing in front of the entrance.
"Dan?" I asked shyly, please don´t turn red Jen not in front of your family…and Aria is watching….
"Um….hi" he stammered " Uh...I guess I just wanted to wish you happy holidays…I was bringing …um Gabe back here…he stayed over at home …then saw…you and well…." He looked nervously around "Catch you later…sometimes…bye"
"Bye Dan" I smiled and did not bring up the fact that I had seen Gabriel Barrington being one of the 1st years that had overtaken us a good half an hour ago.
Luckily my family had talked with Aria who was one of the last two waiting for their Parents. The Higgstons came the next second and Aria stood there alone.
"I guess my mother was held up by something again…" she sighted, but then we saw the red sports car arriving.
"Why don't you go in?" I smiled at my family "Cupcakes are waiting"
"Yay your baking" Jon exclaimed and began to ran.
Arias mother Blair, was tall and pretty with dark hair and hazel eyes just like Aria. She wore a very chic dress, obviously designed herself and she was telephoning as she came towards us in her heels.
"Dolce!" she exclaimed and kissed Aria on both cheeks. Gave me a smile before she told the person on the phone to call her back.
"Aria Darling, you look so pale, are okay? Sorry we need to leave pretty quickly today, can´t stay long. Hello Jennifer, was it? Nice to see you, lovely dress, Aria, look how she dresses such a beautiful style. It would suit you too…" She spoke without taking breath. Aria rolled her eyes in annoyance.
We joined the other families in studio 14, who were already chatting , eating and laughing. Soon after we entered Miss Raine came in and talked with every family for a minute or so.
"Unfortunately Aria has been lacking a bit, she needs to focus more" she said to Mrs. Fletcher
"That´s what I always tell her, Focus and discipline but she won't listen"
Then Miss Raine turned to my mom
"Mrs Marshall Right. Well I must say Jenneva has improved quite a bit. Her flexibility is a bit sloppy, the arabesques can be higher, but she needs to adjust into her body more, I believe she had grown in size a bit...but time will do. "
I smiled. That was a very nice to hear. After she had reached the last family she pinned two white sheets at the board.
"Congratulation to next terms scholarship winners" she said and tapped at the sheets " If you will excuse me I have to return to the first years´ examination. If any of you and your families want to talk to the teachers we will be happy to see you in our staff room after 12 o clock".
She rushed out, and immediately my year rushed to the sheets. Many of them sighted. I was one of the last to get to see the sheets.
Congratulation to 2nd year 2nd term scholarship holder
Girls:
Jenneva Marshall
I grinned I got it. The full scholarship. Me alone. Then my grin faded as I looked at Aria.
"No biggie she said, I know my mom will not shut up about it for a few days but I learned how to ignore her" Her eyes fell on the other sheet and saddened " Oh no…."
"Aria? Are you coming? We have to go"
"Geez….bye Jen…call me as soon as you can will you?
"I will" I hugged her. After she left my gaze fell on the other sheet again
Congratulation to 2nd year 2nd term scholarship holder
Boys:
Charles Higgston
Poor Luke… I looked around to comfort him, but it hit me then. Luke wasn´t there…neither was his family.
It was Tony later who told me what happened. I was loading my bags into the trunk of our car when she jogged down the parking lot.
"Jen? Can I talk with you for a sec?"
We stepped aside. I noticed a brand new frog button on her beanie. Weird…
"I have been ordered to give this to you" she said holding out a piece of paper.
"Thanks? I guess"
"By the way what happened to Lukes hand`? I saw it wrapped in bandages this morning"
"Boxing accident" hey it wasn't a lie….it was a boxing accident….sort of then I realized something
"You saw him? When? Where"I asked her.
"He was leaving when I came from my jog this morning…met him at the bus station…he said he was going to take the coach back to Adelaide, and a second one from there…his family can't pick him up…He looked quite beaten down…"
He did not get the scholarship..
"Anyway….thanks for the…this thing" I waved the paper around.
"No big deal" She wanted to go then turned around to give me a smile, a half-smile to be exact that stupid Barrington half smile that her elder brother also had.
"Around 9pm is the best time" she nodded to the letter "and don't ask me what that meant I´m only the delivery service"
She waved a goodbye.
I opened up the letter.
Jen,
Sorry for being so awkward earlier. I did not plan your family in….I know stupid right. I wanted to congratulate you on the scholarship too but it was to early…for that. Just for you to know, my dad has no say in who wins the scholarship. The board only gives suggestion. The teachers are the one with the decision. So if anyone talks bullcrap so don't let anyone take that away from you because of me. We will not see eachother for quite a while. I will be on tour with the company. All though I´ll be busy we can talk if you want, you have my phone number. I miss you already
Have a nice holiday,
Love best wishesall the best love Dan
I smiled at the piece of paper and the parts where he had tried to obliterate some of his expression. I grabbed my phone and added a memo at 8:55 tonight.
Phone Dan
Did i mention that I like drama? ;P
The stay tuned for the next two chapters, they are a special. One will be there on wednesday the other the next saturday ( hopefully) and will be loooong :)
How do you think our first years will do meeting their families?
love and chocolate muffins DeGuddi
