A/N: 80 miles worth of motor cycle riding later I am back to give you guys another chapter. Holy Shista my bum is hurting! My joints are hurting and my ankles are killing me. My face is frozen and my hands can barely move. I FELL GREAT! I haven't ridden for two years and that was just great! Anyway. Here is the next chapter for those of you who are feening for another chapter.

Chapter Twenty Nine: Can't Wait Another Day

Nicol and I sat on the back deck watching Orael play on the new swing set I had put up. He had invited the friend he had met at the park over to the house and her mother had brought her over thankful to get a few hours off from mothering. Nicol had insured her that nothing would go wrong. It had been four months since Beth died and Orael was healing nicely. Nicol had gotten her casts taken off a while ago and life seemed to be going back into place.

Something was bothering me though. Something deep inside of me was itching and I couldn't figure out what I needed to scratch to sustain that itch. I had tried drawing, I had tried writing poetry, I had tried racing on my motocross bikes, and I had even tried hanging out with the guys and being crazy. Nothing seemed to quell the itch that was forming in me. It wasn't the fact that I needed sex and I was overly horny. It was a different kind of itch, something I needed to do that I hadn't done in a long time.

Nicol saw me staring off into space trying to figure out what is was and put her hand on my cheek. Orael and Alonza were watching us from their swings as Nicol kissed me on the cheek. I put my hand up to hide the passionate kiss that I gave to her. Orael made a disgusted noise and I could hear Alonza make a soft giggle.

"What are you thinking about there Jeffrey?" She asked putting her hand on my knee and rubbing her thumb along it.

"There is something bothering me and I can't figure out what it is." I responded to her rubbing by putting my own hand on her thigh. It sat there without motion. Anything closer and I would be showing the children something they shouldn't see at their age.

"Well could it be you need to get back into the ring?" She asked and I looked at her. I hadn't thought of the ring since Beth's death. I had been so wrapped up in raising Orael to notice I needed to give back to my fans.

Matt had opened his arms to Orael, and so did my father. Orael was happy to find out that there are people in the world that don't always want to cause him pain. Matt had asked if he could write something about Orael on his myspace. With a couple quick pictures through out the day Matt had put pictures of his new nephew up on his myspace with an entire blog telling our fans about him.

"I…I didn't think about my fans." I admitted and looked back out at Orael and Alonza. Alonza was sitting there with a smile on her face looking at us and Orael looked thoughtful.

"I think your Mommy and Daddy love each other." I heard Alonza say to Orael and he looked at her. I thought he was going to deny Nicol as his mother.

"Yea my Mommy and Daddy love each other a lot." Nicol looked to me with a brightness in her eyes that I had never seen.

"He called me Mommy, Jeffrey." She whispered, which made me smile at her.

"Yea he did." That was another thing that had been bothering me. Nicol and I had been dating for almost three years. We had loved each other, both admittedly, for almost four. 'Maybe It's time to make her my wife.' I thought looking from Orael to Nicol. We could make our own family now. One full of love. No hitting, no cruel words, only love. Orael would have a mother, something I went almost my whole life without. He wouldn't have to deal with me going through girlfriend after girlfriend.

I needed to do so many things to feel complete. I needed to get back into the ring. Maybe Nicol would be interested in home schooling Orael so that both of them would be able to come on the road with me. If the constant moving around bothered Orael, I'm sure we could make arrangements for Orael and Nicol to stay here at the house when he got tired of it.

I had to get back to my fans though. Some of them had no clue that I was better. Some didn't have a clue that I had new hope within me. Almost none of them knew that I had a son and hopefully within some time, a new wife. I had to repay them for what they did for me, not even just for me, for the world.

Then there was Nicol. I had to be ready to make a solid commitment, something permanent. I had never wanted to settle down. I was always the crazy one. Now I wanted nothing but to settle down with a family. I had to get a ring for her. I have to get her a ring and I have to figure out how to propose to her. I had to propose to her in a way that she would like something out of the middle of no where.

She wouldn't like the normal restaurant proposal. I would have to figure that out sometime. First off I had to call McMahon and schedule a time when I can come in for a contract signing. That would be the first thing I did. I pulled my cell phone out of my pocket and dialed McMahon's secretary to schedule and appointment. I couldn't wait to get back in that ring.

"Hi Chrissy." I said which caused Nicol to look from the children to me. I smiled and squeezed her thigh affectionately. "This is Jeff Hardy."

"Jeff! How are you feeling? I heard you went through a successful operation." Chrissy had always liked me.

"Yea I wanted to schedule an appointment with McMahon, I want to come back." I could hear her flipping through papers on the other side of the phone. She must have put me on her ear piece because I could hear everything.

"Well we are going to be in Atlanta in three days. Should I schedule you for a conference then?" She was still flipping through the book.

"I'll take that appointment, it's fine you don't need to find me another time. I might be waiting until I'm eighty if we were to do that." She laughed at my comment and penciled me in.

"Alright, I'll get you, your plane ticket also." I heard some clicking on the computer.

"Actually Chrissy, I need three tickets." She stopped and cleared her throat.

"Oh, so your back with Beth?" She asked and I felt a pang in my chest.

"No, Beth died four months ago." I whispered into the phone. "I wanted a ticket for my new girlfriend Nicol and my son Orael." She sniffed and I think that I had hurt her feelings. It's not that we would ever be able to go out together anyway. Her parents were Puerto Rican and they had gone back to find her a husband, as was tradition for them.

"You work quick don't you Jeff?" She said jokingly. I didn't hold it against her. I knew that she didn't want to marry someone her parents would find. Someone who would make her stop working even if they had a horrible paying job.

"I've been dating her for three years, Orael is mine and Beth's son." She didn't' say anything and I think I got her to shut up. Not that I was trying to make her be quiet.

"Alright, well I have three plane tickets for the three of you. Have a good flight Jeff." I thanked her and we both hung up.

"We are going to Atlanta!" I said and Nicol looked at me with a smile.

A/N: YAY JEFFREY IS GOING BACK TO THE WWE!!!!! YAY!!!! Well you know the drill. I STILL NEED BABY NAMES!!!! Oh and one last thing, REVIEW PLEASUMS!!!!

~*Morna*~