Thanks be to EBT.
I'm not an idiot. I know what we were doing then ‒ what we're doing now ‒ was wrong and fucked up in every sense of the word.
Maybe I could've understood my actions the first time. But it was that second time…
That second time changed everything.
Because that was when I knew we were in for a world of hurt.
And Bella?
She'll never forgive us.
She'll never forget.
Even still, I needed to be responsible in this irresponsible situation.
So, I went on the pill.
