~ is internal conversation between host and symbiote
bold is symbiote speaking with symbiote voice
Sam POV
~You will have to go dormant now?~ I ask.
~Yes. For the rest of the pregnancy.~ She hugs me.
~I will miss you terribly.~
~Do not worry. It is only about two and a half month. That time will pass quickly.~ She sighs. ~Now I must inform Apophis that I will be dormant. His scientist will scan me, no doubt, and then you will take control. You must pretend to have been suppressed the whole time. Panic a little.~
~I understand. I will do that.~ I assure her.
Jilinet embrace Martouf and then Lantash, and they kiss. Then Jilinet gives me control, and I kiss and embrace Martouf and Lantash.
"As we agreed, we will try to leave this planet as quickly as possible. We are very sure that Apophis will lighten the guard by the chaapa'ai when you have left for Pliskana." Martouf says.
I nod. "Be careful." I hug them. "I love you so much!"
"And we love you, both of you."
We kiss some more, before Martouf and Lantash return to their secret room, and I make sure to hide the entrance well.
Jilinet then takes control and we go to inform Apophis it is time for her to become dormant.
"All looks well?" Apophis asks Seflar.
"Yes. The child is developing as it shall. Trinella is transforming according to schedule. The rest of the transformation will happen while she is dormant." Sef'lar says.
"Perfect!" Apophis grins. He pulls Trinella to him and kiss her. "We will see each other soon, my queen."
"Yes, my Lord. I look forward to it." She sighs dramatically. "Now I shall have to go dormant. My... host will wake and come into control. I feel troubled at that thought!"
"That is no wonder, my queen. Anyone would, but I assure you we will make sure you are safe and that she does not do anything dangerous, or attempt to flee." Apophis says.
"Good. I shall trust that." Jilinet nods. "Until then." We are lying on an examination table, and Jilinet lies back on it as she allows herself to slip into unconsciousness, then dormancy. ~Good luck, my dear Samantha.~
~I will look forward to you waking up.~ She is already dormant, and does not answer. I feel control returning to me. Now it is time for me to act. I raise my hand, with an expression of surprise. Then I look around and gasp. I stare at Sef'lar and Apophis. "Where am I? Help! HELP!" I scream.
I sit up quickly and try to jump of the table, but almost falls. Jilinet's dormancy is affecting me somewhat. I grab for the table, but Sef'lar is faster.
"Relax, human! Your god will return to you soon."
I touch my stomach. "What have you done to me?" I insist. "Bastards! Have you raped me?" I cry. I fight Sef'lar as much as I can, trying furiously to get away.
Apophis laughs uproariously. "She is quite the little wild cat, is she not? She has spirit! I shall remember to ask Trinella to let her have control one time with me. I cannot wait to sink my staff into her as she fights me! It will be delightful! I love it when they try to fight me!"
"You should be honoured that a god owns your body, and that she has chosen to honour you by using it to create a child with another god!" Sef'lar insists.
I make another attempt to fight them, to make it look more believable, but then Sef'lar injects me with something and all becomes black.
When I wake up again, I am lying on a bed in a room I do not recognize. I feel woozy as I sit up, and really just want to lie back and go to sleep, but my bladder is forcing me to stand and look for a bathroom.
I make it to my feet, and cling to the bedpost for a few moments, taking several deep breaths. My head slowly clears, and I look around.
The room is smaller than the one we had as bedchamber before, in Apophis's palace. It is also much less opulently furnished. There is a large window - but with bars, and it is half-covered by a thin white curtain. The room is light. There is a bed, a desk with a chair, a table with chairs, a couch with a low table, some bookcases mostly with knick-knacks, and a few figurines and pictures here and there. I see two doors, and slowly, somewhat unstable, make for the nearest.
It is unlocked, and opening it reveals another room, with closets, a dressing table, and a chair. There is also mirrors on the walls. Clearly a dressing room. I continue to the door at the other end.
Thankfully there is a bathroom, and I hurry to take care of my urgent business there.
I also drank some water, and I am now feeling better, though my head again feels as if there is cotton in it. I slowly examine the rooms that I am in, finding that most of my clothing have been moved here, as well as most of my toiletry.
The bedroom holds little of interest. Most of the decor, paintings, and figurines are clearly from when Sokar owned the place. Many of them show grotesque scenes of people being tortured - and/or raped, usually by several people. I shudder and get a vision of Bynarr, obviously from Jolinar's memories. I suppose she was 'lucky' that he was the only one she had to give herself to.
I push those thoughts aside, and find some sheets that I use to cover the worst of the 'art'. The rest of the pictures and figurines, at least, seems to depict consenting sex scenes. I think.
I turn my back on them and go to the other door, and push down the handle. To my surprise it is not locked. From the barred window, I had kind of expected it would be.
Outside the door stands a Jaffa.
"I am Sitek, in commander of the Jaffa assigned to you. Are you in need of something..." He hesitated. "Lady Trinella?"
So he doesn't know how to address me, but clearly knows I am not the queen. I consider telling him I am the host, and what my name is, but decides it is irrelevant and would do nothing. He probably already knows. I wonder how he feels about it? He must be one of the most loyal of Apophis's Jaffa, to have been picked for this job.
"No. I just... felt like taking a walk. Is that permitted?"
"Yes. I shall accompany you."
"No, that's okay. I can walk on my own." I say, hurriedly.
He again hesitates, used to having to obey the Goa'uld, and I look like his queen. "I insist."
I realize he has probably been ordered not to leave me alone, so I just shrug and starts walking. If there is nothing else I can do, I can at least examine this place. Might help me when it's time to escape.
I wonder if Martouf and Lantash have made it out of the secret room in the palace? If they have managed to escape the planet? I miss them, just like I miss Jilinet. I miss Jilinet a lot. It is really strange to be alone in my head again. Strange - and not pleasant.
