Chapter 29: Walls Rebuilt

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When Brona woke up the first thing she saw was a t-shirt and the first thing she felt were strong arms wrapped around her. She looked up to see her fiancé fast asleep. She sighed knowing that she had to get up to get ready for work. Yup, work.

Gustavo told her there was no need that she should stay with her family. But she wasn't allowed in the hospital till eleven o'clock anyways and she told him she would come early. The brunette needed the secessions anyways there's been enough delays.

But she now immediately regretted her decisions seeing that she was so cosy and warm cuddling up against Kendall. She glanced at the time over the blonde's shoulder to see the digital clock. It was six thirty, half an hour more in bed. The brunette sighed, cuddling up to her lover clinging onto his t-shirt softly and planted a kiss on his collar bone.

"You're up, aren't yeah?" The blonde asked opening his eyes smiling down at the shocked looking girl.

"Babe go back to sleep." Brona ordered cupping the back of his head and letting it rest on her shoulder.

Kendall started fake gasping for air. "C-Can't….b-breath…"

"Good." She replied rolling her eyes.


Brona sighed as she pushed the heavy door of Rocque Records open. She had just gotten ambushed by a bunch of paparazzi and she was in her sweats and her hair was just in a messy bun. Why couldn't the world just leave her alone? Everyone was asking her how was she ever since yesterday, well the brunette was fine. Just fine. See this is why she had walls in the first place and why she regretted not keeping them there always.

With her walls no one could hurt her. They protected her. Brona bit her lip trying to shake those thoughts from her head; she knew no good could come of those thoughts.

She spent the next hour dancing her ass off with Mr X who was one of the most annoyingness people in the world but the brunette knew how to handle him. Kelly walked into the studio looking worried at Brona.

"Brona, go home." Kelly said softly. Kelly knew Brona wasn't herself, you could tell by her eyes. Her eyes were usually bubbly and full of life, now they were just dull.

"Ok, Kelly." Brona replied as she wiped the sweat of her forehead with a towel.

"But we're not done with the dance secession and you have not got the whole dance right yet." Mr X intervened crossing his arms.

Brona and Kelly both rolled their eyes at the dance instructor. The brunette turned back on her heel to face him and did the whole dance routine perfectly. She always got it right the first time then she would get wrong on purpose the next few times just to piss him off. See, she knew how to handle him.

"There, was that ex-cellent?" The young mother asked raising an eyebrow at the speechless dancer. "I thought so."


Brona groaned as she entered 2K throwing her duffel bag on a chair that was at the kitchen table. She watched her fiancé come out of there room and he just stood in the doorway looking at her with a soft gaze which made her just want to run over to him letting him hold her while she just cried about everything. But she didn't.

"Hey." Kendall said softly walking into the sitting room and over to the couch. He kneeled down on it and faced the kitchen which had Brona in it.

Brona tilted her head slightly as she walked over to the couch. "I'm going to take a shower."

The blonde nodded waiting for a kiss but he didn't get one, she just walked straight into the bathroom. He sighed, it wasn't a big deal. Kendall turned his head back to the TV. Although his eyes were glued on it he wasn't watching it. His thoughts were elsewhere.

The blonde's thoughts lingered on his daughter and her surgery that was scheduled for four o'clock today. His daughter was half Knight, half Cox, which meant that she was a fighter. But it wasn't up to Nicole; it was up to the damn surgeons.

His thoughts then changed to his fiancée, which made him turn his head slight to the bathroom door but he quickly looked back at the TV. Kendall knew Brona had 'walls' the first time they were built was when her Granddad had a heart attack then they remained up for a while. They would come and go. It was mostly him, the guys, her family –except for her bitch of a cousin, Matilda- and her best friends. But they were stubborn and it took a lot of work to make the brunette trust anyone.

Personally, Kendall blamed her first boyfriend Chip, who cheated on her with a bunch of different girls but Brona only knew about the one. And the blonde would like to keep it that way.

Kendall did admit he had walls at times, sure everyone has walls. With him he's just be totally pissed and try ignore everything, everyone. He did want the world to just leave him alone and stop asking him how he was. It was really annoying sometimes and it was constant.

The blonde groaned and threw his head into his lap running his hands through his strands of hair. He heard the bathroom door open and he turned around to see Brona with a towel wrapped around her body that Kendall wanted to rip off and then make love to her. Not because he was one of those guys who wanted to fuck every chance the get, but because he loved her. And everything about her. Sex with her was the best; even though she's the only girl he ever made love too. But isn't sex better with the girl you love?

Kendall shook his head viciously wondering how his thoughts went from Nicole's surgery to walls to sex. He looked at Brona walking to their bedroom usually he'd follow her and watch her get ready and tell her constantly that she shouldn't wear makeup. But right now, he didn't feel like it.


The drive to the hospital was one in silence. Kendall drove keeping his eyes focused on the road trying not to let the thoughts in the back of his head conquer his mind. He also glanced a couple of times in the rear view mirror, checking on Daniel, who was playing with his teddy bear while holding onto Nicole's bunny. Brona at her head leaning against the window while she focused on the blonde's hands. She never really realised how much she loved those big white hands. The brunette loved when he'd cup her cheeks or when his hand would hold hers.

A small smile was about to grace her lips but the car stopped in the parking lot of the hospital. She sighed; this was the last place she wanted to be. She watched Kendall unbuckle his seat belt and open the door on his side before getting out of the car. The brunette waited for a few seconds hoping he'd be romantic and open her door like he always did.

But he didn't. Brona looked out her window to see Kendall walk up to the hospital not caring that she or his son wasn't with him and he looked sort of pissed. She didn't mind that he didn't open the door, it was the fact that he walked off without them was what bother her.

The brunette rolled her eyes before opening her door and slamming it shut. She opened the back door and took out the baby carrier, where Daniel was strapped in securely.

"Bitch. What crawled up his ass?" She said under her breath as she walked casually up to the hospital as she did she started to think if her fiancé was pissed at her or was he just upset about Nicole.

She was upset too because Nicole reminded her of Leslie and she lost Leslie. Brona did admit that she was vague with him before they left for the hospital, answering all his questions or statements with 'whatever', 'that's cool', or just a simple shrug.

Brona pushed her thoughts aside as went through the doors of the hospital. She went straight to reception trying to remember what hallway she had to through. She looked around but all the hallways looked the same. A small giggle left her lips when she saw a packet of fruit smackers open that where dropped on the floor with a few of the sweets scattered on the floor.

Carlos, the brunette thought shaking her head smiling as if it was only something her little buddy could do. Brona took out her iPhone and took a picture of it, uploading it to Instagram.

I got lost #onlyme but thanks to helmet I found my way! ;) #hanselandgretel

She walked down the hallway to see the guys, Mama Knight and Katie, who were asking Kendall questions. Brona watched Carlos look at his phone smiling and she walked down to them.

"Hey Hansel." Brona said to him as she placed the baby carrier on one of the chairs in the waiting area.

"Hey Gretel." Carlos replied playfully, putting an arm around her waist.

"Did you guys not come in the same car, or something?" James asked raising an eyebrow looking at the engaged couple seeing there was a time gap between the two arriving.

Kendall shook his head as he shoved his hands in his pockets looking down at the ground. Katie scrunched up her face in a confused expression as she glanced at Brona and Kendall. Something didn't feel right… The smart girl shook it off knowing that it was best let sleeping dogs lie in this case. She decided that she'd distract herself with her nephew while saying silent prayers for her niece.

Dr Harper came over to them wearing surgical scrubs and holding a clipboard. "Hey guys. Would you mind filling out a few forms before we start surgery?"

"No problem." The young mother replied taking the forms and pen off him before sitting down. She scanned the forms briefly before looking up at Kendall. "Kendall!" She called snapping him out of his thoughts and making him sit down beside her to help her with the forms.

It only took a few minutes to fill them all up and they handed them back to Dr Harper who thanked them.

"So we are going to start the surgery in a few minutes, I'll be sure to send a resident to update you on Nicole hour or so." The doctor told them with a sort of confidence in his tone.

"Thank you doctor." Mama Knight said kindly forcing a smile to grace her lips and Dr Harper left.


Brona's feet where tapping the floor and her fingers were drumming in her lap impatiently. She sighed when she looked up at the clock seeing that Nicole's surgery was far from over. She felt her stomach rumble and looked around to see Kendall hadn't come back from the vending machine yet.

"Hey, I'm going to meet Kendall at the vending machine." The brunette said to Katie who was playing on her iPad. All the others were asleep. "Want anything?"

"No thanks, I'm good." Katie replied politely giving her a small smile. "I'll mind Danny for you."

Brona nodded slowly before bringing herself up onto her feet. She walked slowly over to where the vending machines. As she walked she fixed her hair but she stopped abruptly. Brona felt her heart sink in her chest as she saw Kendall talking to another girl at the vending machine.

The brunette didn't mind her fiancé talking or being friends with other girls but he was flirting with her. Brona watched the small blonde girl twirl her hair around her finger as she talked to Kendall and he was acting all cool.

Brona bit down on her lip, slowly turning on her heel and walked back to Katie. She sat back down wordlessly and she looked pale. Katie looked at her concern written all over her face.

"Hey, are you ok?" Katie asked softly.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm fine." The older girl retorted shakily and her lip began to tremble.

"You're not fine, are you?" The brunette said wrapping her arms around Brona allowing her to rest her head on her shoulder. Katie felt her shake her head against her shoulder.


"Hey baby sister. Where's Daniel?" Kendall asked handing his sister her packet of skittles.

Katie took them off her older brother. "Brona was going to the cafeteria to get a muffin so she brought him with her."

"Right." The blonde replied scratching the back of his neck awkwardly.

He turned on his heel and walked towards the canteen. Kendall spotted Brona in the queue looking happily down at their son. He smiled happily but said a silent prayer for Nicole. But Kendall's smile soon turned into a frown when he saw his fiancée look at her engagement ring for a few seconds before shaking her head.

Kendall ran a hand through his short strands of hair before walking away.


A few more minutes and Nicole's surgery would be over. Butterflies were lingering in everybody's stomach as the seconds turned into minutes. Kendall and Brona wanted to hold onto each other for dear life but both of them were too proud. Brona sighed and rested her head on Logan's shoulder making Kendall jealous but she didn't notice.

"The Knights?" A female voice said softly causing the bunch of people turn their heads.

Good or bad news?


A/N: I heard this song called it Comes and Goes by Greg Laswell and I think that describe Kena's (Kendall and Brona) relationship. What do you think is going to happen next? Who is more to blame? And what do you think about the whole thing? Also I'll be updating Big Time Devils soon! :) Please review and I'll try to update soon.

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