Ellie's POV:
I know that Emma needs help, but I don't know how to help her. None of us do. I don't want to do an intervention, but it seems like it's our only option right now. Emma isn't talking to any of us, but I feel like an intervention will work. "We have to keep trying." Jay said, as everyone looked at him "I agree. We can't give up on this." I told them. "Jay, I think you should try talking to her. If that doesn't work, then we will have to try something else." I told him as everyone looked at me.
He nodded before he left the apartment. Sean looked worried. "Emma will be okay." I told him. "She has to be." I mumbled. "Cause Girl will be fine. She always is." Alex said, as I nodded. "Sean, trust me." I said, as I placed a hand on his shoulder. "No one tells me anything." He mumbled before leaving the room. "Sean." I said, as everyone looked at me. I sighed as I followed him. He went out in the hallway and sat down against the wall. "Sean, are you okay?" I asked worried, as he sighed.
"I just feel like no one is telling me anything. I want to know what's going on with Emma. I love her more than anything." He sighed as he looked at me. "Sorry."
I nodded. "Sean, it's fine. I know that you'll always love her. We all are worried, but we can't help her if she won't help herself first." I said, as Sean held onto me. After a few moments, I stood up and held my arm out to him. "Come on." He looked at me, then took my hand just like he did when we were in detention.
"Where are we going?" He asked, as I shrugged. "We are going to go somewhere else, because I know it's stressing you out." He nodded, as I got in my car and he got in next to me.
Soon, we made it back to his apartment. He sighed as we walked in. "I can't believe this." Sean said, with tears in his eyes. "Sean, I would tell you everything I know, but I think you need to hear it from Emma." He closed his eyes as he leaned back against the couch. "I just hope she will talk to me about this." I nodded. "I know she will."
Emma's POV:
I stayed at the Ravine for a bit. I turned my phone off after I called someone for help. I love Sean, but I have to let him go. I have to let Jay go, too. This isn't fair on either of them. I waited awhile, but got tired of it after awhile. I couldn't believe this is happening to me. I can't believe the messages I've got recently, but who would do this to me?
I sighed as I wrote in my diary again and started drinking Vodka. How could this be me? I love Sean and Jay is a great boyfriend. I don't understand why I'm receiving these text message and that note. Who could do that? I'm so confused about my feelings right now. I know I love Sean, but at the same time I like Jay, a lot, which is a problem due to our past history and the face that Jay is Sean's best friend.
I don't know what to do now. I don't even feel like myself anymore. I don't feel anything anymore, except pain, anger and fear. I'm scared because the messages are getting worse which is why I've been distancing myself.
I have a few secrets that I've kept from Sean, Jay and everyone else: I can't tell them anything until I get my life back on track.
I'm scared about what could happen next. Sean wants to get back together, but I'm scared of getting hurt again. I love him, I really do, but I can't go through another break up with him. He needs to get back together with Ellie. He needs to get back together with her because I don't want to risk getting her again. He always leaves when things get difficult. I understand why he left for Wasaga, but I still missed him.
I know I have feelings for Jay, but I just don't feel like myself right now. Maybe I need to break up with him and get my life straightened out first. I don't know what the Text Message Nightmare is going to do, but it terrifies me.
I've NEVER been more scared in my life other then time when Rick almost killed me and Sean got hurt trying to protect me. I'm scared that I will never get over the shooting. I think I know what I need to do, but if I do end up making that choice, then I will never be able to show my face around Toronto ever again.
I've NEVER told Sean this, but I kind of wish I told Rick to pull the damn trigger, but I knew what that would do to Sean, so I didn't. I'm NEVER going to tell Sean how I thought about telling Rick to kill me like he planned to do. I don't know how to handle this anymore.
Speaking of Jay, I wonder what he is hiding. I'm happy when now that I'm dating him, but I need to get my life straightened out before I can truly be with someone.
I know what I'm going to do and I'm not going to back down. I have to do this, but before I do, I have to talk to Jay.
I sighed, as I read what I wrote, knowing that I will never be able to look at Sean or Jay again after this.
I started crying as I heard Jay call my name. "I thought Ellie was coming, since I kind of expected her to." I said, as he looked at me. "I guess she didn't hear my voicemail."
"Are you okay?" He asked, as he sat next to me. I put my diary back in my bag. "Emma, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to, but when you are ready." I nodded at him, as he looked into my eyes. I leaned in and kissed him. Soon, I pulled away. He looked at the van and I nodded. I went in first and we continued kissing before he closed the door.
Awhile after, I fixed my hair and we both got out of the van. I was breathless and so was he. When we both caught our breath, I noticed my bag still sitting on the table. I looked through it and made sure that my diary was still in there. "Emma, I love you." He said, as I looked at him in shock. I knew that I would never be able to be with him unless I get my life straightened out. I was worried because I didn't know what to say. I know how I feel about him, but I also knew that I can't do anything about it. I sighed, as I gave him a small smile.
Soon, I received a text from the text message nightmare. I see you broke up with Jay Hogart. Good job, Emma, but this isn't over yet. You deserve to know what Jay did, since he isn't going to tell you. I'm going to tell you:
Jay is the reason for the shooting.
I glared at him in shock. "I can't do this anymore, Jay. I'm sorry." I told him. "Emma," he said, as I tried to stop thinking about everything that happened recently. I knew I wouldn't be able to say it back because I had to take care of myself first, but now I have a bigger reason now. "Are you okay?" I shook my head and started crying before I grabbed my bag, got in my car and left. I was so scared and there was nothing I could do about it. I had to get out of there. I drove off and went to my house. Still crying, I got out of the car and walked into the house. I quickly made it to my bedroom and grabbed some paper and a pen. I began writing my letters to everyone. Alex, Jay, Ellie, Sean, Manny, JT, Liberty and Toby and my parents.
I avoided Jay for the next couple of weeks because I couldn't handle being around him. Everything has changed. He still tries to talk to me, but I ignore him. I was busy making plans to leave after graduation. Sean and I went to the prom together and then it was exam time. Manny walked up to me as I remembered the decision I made a couple of weeks before. I knew that this would be the last time I saw her, Sean, Jay or any of them again after this.
"Are you excited about graduation?" I nodded, since I won't have to see Jay again.
"Jay has been sulking for weeks about your break up. Why did you break up with him?" She asked, as I turned behind me to see him looking at me sadly. I glared at him, slammed my locker and walked away, pissed off again, ignoring him. "Emma," He said, sadly as I saw the sadness in his eyes. "why did you break up with me?" He asked, as I got out of his hold. "Stay the hell away from me, Jason." I said, as he looked shocked.
"Whoa, what the hell happened between you two?" Sean asked, as I glared at his best friend. "Ask him." I said, not once moving my eyes from Jay, who looked defeated. "You know what sucks about all of this? I thought you changed, but you haven't. You're still the same jerk you were when I first met you." He looked hurt, but I kept going.
"You want to know the worst part? I fell in love with you and I was told not to trust you because you will NEVER change. I didn't think you could ever change, but I gave you a chance. I told myself that I shouldn't let myself fall for you because of several reasons, but mainly because Sean is your best friend. Did I listen to myself? Hell, no." Everyone was staring at me. "I never should have trusted you because you are still the same jerk you were the day I met you. We are done and I don't want to talk to you ever again." He tried stepping closer to me, but I stopped him.
"Don't touch me. Don't talk to me or I'll deck your smug face, too." I said, quoting Alex from when she broke up with Jay after the Ravine incident. I walked away from him. I went to the bathroom and threw up. "Emma, are you alright?" I nodded without looking at Manny, lying.
After graduation was over, I handed Alex the letters to everyone without saying a word, before I got in my car and left Toronto, not looking back.
This is the last chapter of the story, but there is a sequel coming, so, please look out for it.
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