Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight and I never will.
A/N: So it's come to attention that a lot of people with questions also don't have a fanfiction account or I feel is a public question so I'm just going to answer their questions here real quick.
Guest: Actually, can you spend more time developing Tanya and Bella?
A: Why yes. Yes I can. I was actually already planning on doing that. Kinda
: Omg where is the sequel and when are bellanya gonna get bizzay?
A: I can't post the sequel until I finish the story. People keep saying make it one long story though so I'm talking to a few people trying to figure it all out. And Bellanya? Will eventually have sex in good time. I'm not one of those writes that have them jump into bed the first chance they get just because they're mates. I personally find that a little disrespectful because if I was in that position I wouldn't just hop into bed mates for life be damned. Of course that's just who I am.
Bella's P.O.V.
I snuggle further into my pillow as I feel the sun starting to creep in through the bedroom windows. I groan as my pillow starts to laugh at me as I hide under the covers even more.
"I don't believe I even seen a human with such an aversion to the sun quite like you." Tanya laughs even harder as I growl at her. "Are you a dog now too?" She is so lucky I love her and that she's comfy.
"You're so lucky I really love you or I would really hate you right now." I groan as I move to look up at her.
"You could never hate me! I'm too pretty plus I make sure Carmen feeds you at least twice a day, three times if you stay the weekend. I even make sure you're bathed! Why? Because you're such a good girl!" She emphasizes by patting my head.
"Tatiana Veronika Denali I am not a dog!" I shout loud enough for the whole house to hear. I smile as I got the result I was hoping for. From downstairs I could hear Emmett and Kate laugh hard enough to shake the house.
"Emmett did you hear that? It was the sound of the whip cracks as Bella puts Tatiana's ass in place!" I smile as I feel Tanya growl beneath me as she sends Kate a warning.
"I bet you regret calling me a dog now, don't you?" I ask with a smile on my face knowing that I had won this time.
"I'm so going to get you back for that." Tanya groans as she rolls her eyes. I love how she knows how to make me smile in the morning even though she referred to me as a dog.
"I'll be waiting on that love." I say as I lean up and kiss her before laying my head back down on her shoulder. I sigh as I allow my thoughts to wander to what all happened yesterday. I'm still not sure how to feel towards Renee, but I know I owe Charlie an apology. I can understand why he would never tell me about moms heritage and was just trying to protect me, but everything just became too much.
"What's wrong angel?" Tanya asks as almost like she can feel my inner turmoil.
"I feel bad for the way I treated Charlie yesterday. He didn't do anything wrong in fact if it weren't for him I probably still wouldn't know what I am." In all honesty I just hate this whole situation, and thanks to my mom I am no closer to figuring anything out. Her little summary yesterday left me with more questions than answers and I am in no mood to call her right now.
"You handled it as well as you could angel. I'm sure Charlie doesn't blame you for your reaction. It was all a lot to process, and nobody could fault you for just being angry about it all." I know Tanya is just trying to make me feel better, but I honestly don't think anything can right now.
"I still could have handled it better, but I guess you're right." I say as I give her a weak smile and move to get up.
Tanya quickly wraps her arms around my waist pulling me back into her body. "Angel, please talk to me. I just want to help and I feel like you're trying to shut me out." I sigh as I shake my head slowly as I rest it on her shoulder.
"I feel so out of control over everything and it seems like I'm lashing out on everybody." I gently place my hands on top of hers that are around my waist.
"What is everything? Bella I'm going to need you to give me something to work with here. I can feel the rest rolling off of you, and I want to help." I slowly turn around in Tanya's arms and rest my forehead against hers.
"I didn't want the Cullen's to come back. I mean Emmett and Alice yes, but not the rest of the Cullen's. They always made me feel like I was less than because I was human. I just feel like they're still trying to control my life every time they show up here and demand sometimes from me. I don't want to hate them, but they make it so hard..." I sigh as I wrap my arms around Tanya's neck.
"One down, two more to go angel." Tanya says as she gently kisses my cheek encouraging me to continue.
"In the time over spent with Charlie he's been great, but why did he never fight for me? He just allowed mom to take me away to another state and never once did he come visit me? I feel like he knows so much about me and in reality I don't know all that much about him and that scares me." I whisper as my vision starts to become blurry with tears.
"That's not true. You do still know him because he's your father. I can't tell you why he let you go or why he never visited, but I can tell you right here right now that I will never let you go. I will always fight to be with you and I will never treat you as though you are less than me. You are my mate which makes you my equal...also I'm pretty sure you could kick my ass." Tanya says with a cheeky smile as I release a watery laugh. I absolutely adore how she knows how to make me laugh even at her own expense.
"I don't think you will ever understand just how much I love you." I whisper as I gently kiss her lips.
"You're probably right, but I think I have an idea. Now let's get back on track. Two down one more go to." I close my eyes as I feel Tanya running her fingers up and down my spine gently trying to relax me.
"I don't know what to say about Renee. I knew she never wanted to be a mom based on how I spent more time taking care of her rather than her taking care of me. I wanted to believe it was because she was a free spirit, but I saw the looks she used to give me. I was more of a bother than anything which is why I left the first chance I got. I spent so much time waiting for her to love me again, but I honestly don't know if she ever loved me to begin with." The built up tears finally fall as Tanya places my head in her shoulder as she starts rocking us back and forth.
She doesn't say anything as she continues to gently rock as she rubs gently circles on my back as she runs her fingers through my hair trying to soothe me. Small things like that confirm that Tanya could easily make me happy for the rest of eternity.
"Bella, my angel, please look at me." She gently whispers into my ear as I finally start to calm down. I release a shaky breath as I move to look her in the eyes.
My breath catches in my throat as I look into the most intense set of burnt gold eyes that make my heart constrict. Tanya with the pad of her thumb gently starts wiping away my tears as they fall.
"Did you know that I love you more than life itself? Did you know that I would do anything to see you smile or make you laugh? Did you know that I would kill anybody stupid enough to cause you pain?" After each question she gently placed a kiss on one of my cheeks.
"I don't want you to kill my mom Tanya. No matter what she's done at the end of this she's still my mom." I sigh as I realize the point that Tanya was trying to make. I watch as smile spread across her face as she realized that I finally clued in.
I chuckle as I run both of my hands through Tanya's hair as I pull her into an intense kiss. I don't know what came over me, but I can't stop myself from grinding into her lap. I moan as I feel Tanya starting to get hard beneath me. I hear Tanya growl as she places her hands on my hips forcing me to grind into her harder.
I moan her name as she starts kisses down my neck hitting sensitive spots I honestly don't even know existed. I'm caught off guard as Tanya flips us over so she's on top. I feel myself becoming wetter just thinking about being dominating by Tanya.
"Please," I whisper faintly as I feel Tanya's hands gently teasing the skin along the edge of my shirt.
She growls louder as she rips my shirt away and starts kissing down my chest. I release a loud moan as Tanya pulls one of my nipples into her mouth as she moves her hand up to tease the other one. By now I'm sure I've soaked through my underwear and probably my shorts.
I release my own growl as I pull at her shirt hoping she gets the hint. Less than a second later Tanya tears her own shirt off as she switches her mouth to my other nipple lavishing it in the same loving attention as the other.
"Oh god," I groan as Tanya delivers a particularly hard thrust. I had a feeling Tanya would be more of a shower than a grower but damn she's huge!
Tanya releases my nipple and she moves back up to attack my lips again. "You're arousal smells delicious." She growls into my ear. I shiver as she wraps her arms around my waist and rolls us over again placing me on top.
I sit up in Tanya's lap as she places her hands in my hips. I grind down into her moaning loud as I lean my head back to look at the ceiling. I've never felt like this before. It feels like our souls are connecting on a whole new level.
"Fuck," I moan as Tanya delivers another hard throat right where I need her. I think I would die from pleasure if we didn't have layers of clothes in our way right now.
"God you look beautiful on top of me." Tanya growls as she tightened her grip on my hips.
Suddenly she stops moving as I look down at her in concern. "What's wrong love? Did I do something wrong?" I ask as I see the pained look on her face.
"Do...do you feel like I'm taking advantage of you right now?" She asks softly as her grasp on my hips slips away.
"Why would you think that?" I ask genuinely confused.
"Kate," she whispers as I release such a fierce growl that for a second I scare myself.
Before I have time to think about what I'm doing I feel my eyes change as I grab Tanya's hands and pin both of them over her head. I lean down close enough for our lips to almost touch and our breasts to brush against each other.
"What does your sister have anything to do with me wanting to ride you?" I ask seductively as I emphasized my point by grinding into Tanya one time.
"She...she's worried that if we were to have...have sex that you would regret it afterwards. You are dealing with a lot right now and I would hate myself if I took advantage of you." I focus on Tanya's eyes as she speaks and I can see that she feels strongly about this. I don't feel like I would regret it, but maybe they're right.
I sigh as I release Tanya's hands and lay my head down on her shoulder. I place my hands along her sides as she places her around my waist. "I'm sorry," I whisper softly as I close my eyes trying to calm down.
"Please don't apologize angel. I should have known better." Tanya sighs as starts rubbing her hands up and down my back.
I shake my head vigorously as I lean up to look into her beautiful eyes. "Don't do that. Don't make it sound like I wasn't a willing participate in all of this. God Tanya you don't understand just how much I want you….all of you. I want to be able to say that I'm yours in every sense of the word, but you're right. Now probably isn't the right time, but one day it will be love." I finish my miniature speech by gently kissing her lips.
"I think you're the only person who can completely fluster me in ways that I can't even begin to describe." Tanya sighs as she stares up at the ceiling.
"You make that sound like a bad thing." I say with a cheeky smile as I kiss her along her neck gently.
"It is when you're trying to test my self-control. Like right now for instant!" She growls as I apparently kiss a rather sensitive spot on her neck.
I sigh dejectedly as I stop and rest my head back on her shoulder. Tanya and I lay in silence with nothing besides the subtle sounds of my heartbeat and breathing to fill the silence.
After a little while I feel Tanya starting to shift underneath clearly in discomfort. "What's wrong love?" I ask as I look my head off her shoulder to look down at her.
"I...ummm...well little Tanya is still uncomfortable hard and you lying here in all of your topless glory isn't helping." I feel like if vampires could blush Tanya would be the color of a tomato right now.
"Love, based on our very intense make out session I know for a fact little Tanya is anything but little. And if it would make you feel better I guess I could find a shirt to put on, but I make no promises of it staying on once we come back in here tonight." I can't resist laughing as Tanya releases a deep groan of distress.
"It's official! You're trying to kill me with sexual frustration! I didn't know that was possible, but we're clearly about to find out." Tanya says probably louder than necessary as I hear Emmett's booming laughter from downstairs. Nice to know they were listening in on everything. Assholes.
"But baby you can't die. I would miss you too much. Also I never would have gotten the chance to try out little Tanya!" I say with a wicked smile as Tanya groans again even louder this time.
"Get off me. Go take a shower or something. I need to take a shower and find some inner peace before I jump your bones." Tanya says as she gently shoves me off her lap and stands up effectively separating us.
"You know we could shower together and conserve water. You know how much I hate contributing to the abuse of our environment." I could stop laughing as Tanya quickly rushes out of our room and into another bathroom slamming the door behind her. "Wait! Was that a no?" I add around my laughter.
"I hate you so much right now Bella!" Tanya shouts from the bathroom as I hear the shower start running.
I lie back down on the bed clutching my stomach in pain as I continue laughing. "Well clearly the corruption has been set deep into her bones, and she has quickly become a pro at sexual frustration." I hear Kate say from downstairs. I can practically feel the proud smile she has plastered across her face.
I begrudgingly slide out of bed and head into the in suite bathroom connected to our room. I don't know what came over me today, but I can't say that I didn't enjoy it. Watch my vampire become so hot and bothered was truly a beautiful sight to behold.
A/N 2: So my beta and I have been discussing it and I have decided on doing the sequel. Yes, it has to be a sequel and not one long story. Also, Amber, girl I'm going to need you to get an account on here because your idea was fantastic and I have a few ideas of my own and I want to try and tie them together.
