Author's Note: This chapter is very depressing. I know after this chapter I will be killed! LOL! But, please continue reading!!! I promise it will get happy again! Thanks to my lovely readers! Sorry I haven't updated since last week! Life has been busy! But, now that school is starting again I should be updating daily again!
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5 months later
No one's POV
"Stop it Jake!!!" she screamed. He was use to it. They always fought now.
"Stop what?" he asked coldly.
"I can't do this! I can't live in this place," she said.
"Then just go home Nessie. You say this every night!"he argued. They fought the same
fight every night. She would come home from her job and he would come from his and they would
fight. Their excitement from the first night here was long gone
"So this it!" she whispered as she climbed ontop of him.
"This is the first night at our new home!" she said now straddling his waist.
"Let's make the best of it," he said as he pulled her into a kiss. His tongue met with hers
and the electricity sparked something in both of them.
"I love you," he whispered in between kisses.
"Love you too," she said as she wrapped her legs around his waist.
Jacob stood up and walked to one of the bedrooms.
"Are you sure... you really want to do this?" he asked her as he layed her down on top of t
the bed hovering above her.
"Yes," she whispered then pulled his mouth into hers.
Later that evening
"Now that was a home warming party," Jacob joked causing her body to shake when he
laughed. Her head was lying on his naked chest; their clothes were discarded randomly around the
room, a remembrance of the evening.
She remembered that evening as a beautiful night, but now realized it was the beginning of
the end. The day she left with him was the beginning of the end. They hadn't even acknowledged
their engagement in months. There were a few wedding planning books and bridal magazines that
acted as coasters, but she couldn't even imagine a wedding without her family. And it was too late
for that. She had made her choice and she can't back out now. Or can she?
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"Ness? Baby, let me in," he begged as he lightly tapped on the door to their now shared
bedroom.
"No! Go away! I am still mad at you," she said, but he could hear her motivation slipping
away. He sunk to the floor of the hallway waiting for his fiance' to forgive him. He was tired. She was
tired. He knew he was going to lose her if he didn't step up to the plate. She chose him, but he
made her choose. He made her unnhappy. And now he was facing the consequences.
A few minutes later the door clicked open and immediately woke him up. His head fell
down into their room.
"Hi," she whispered.
"Hi," he said sleepily.
"I am sorry. I know that you've given up so much and I've taken you for granted," he
whispered.
She leaned down until she was looking at him. He could see. Her eyes told him that she was tired
and that she was done and he wasn't forgiven, but her lips said "Okay," and that was the end. He
didn't stop to remember her eyes. He never did anymore. He just listened, but she lied. She always
lied now. He kissed her, soft at first then harder, rougher. He grabbed her and she instinctively
wrapped her legs around his waist. He moved them to the wall. Passion and anger pulsed through
their veins. They couldn't even say they were making love. They didn't even know if there was any
love left. She knew it was over. Their love was over and so were they.
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"Honey! I am home!" he shouted as soon as he opened the front door, but something was
wrong. The house was cold and melancholy. He ran through the house to the bedroom then to the
kitchen and the living room and the basement and the attic and the pool and then the beach.
She wasn't anywhere. He sprinted back to the house frantically searching for his fiance'.
He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw it. Placed on the kitchen counter. It couldn't be right!
She couldn't leave! He sprinted into their room and ripped open the drawers to the dresser. Empty.
He ran to the closet. Empty. All that was left was the note. Still on the kitchen counter.
Jake-
I am sorry, but I think last night proved it. We aren't in love anymore. Our love ended
the day we left my family. It was a mistake. A terrible mistake.I wish I could go back to the day I told you we should leave. I wish we didn't. Maybe we would be married by now. But, we can't go back. We can only go forward. This is for the best. Maybe someday we can make us work. Maybe someday we can have that storybook life. That happily ever after. But, not now. I needed to leave. If I stayed we would never be happy. Never have a chance at happily ever after. If you meet someone else I understand. I want you to be happy. That's why I left.
Forever yours,
Nessie
He ripped up the note and threw the scraps into the trash can. He grabbed his keys and threw a
bunch of clothes into a suitcase. He ran to the car and drove ridiculously fast to the house rental
office. He ran to the door and dropped the key into the slot. He got back into the car and drove to
the airport hoping to catch her. He had no idea where she was. He hoped she was going where he
thought she was.
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Nessie's POV
I walked up the steps and knocked on the door. Someone opened it.
"Hi," I said as tears poured down my face.
"I left him. I left Jake," I said in between tears.
"Come in," the person said.
That's it! Okay guys I hate to say it, but I have been thinking about putting this story on hiatus (which means on hold indefinitely). I want to finish it, but I don't know if I can right now! At the moment, I am going to continue writing, but I am warning you that anyday now it may be put on hiatus! Also, I know I know this was a really sad chapter and I put another cliffhanger in! I love them!!! lol!
