After they left the building Kori flew them to their safe house in star city where they got their bikes and started heading back to Virginia. The trip was quiet, only small glances were exchanged between them. weather they weren't morning Sasha who would have been part of this team and was even if only for a short time.

The moment they had left was when the guilt started to seep into his chest and spread the coldness threw his veins, he was so used to it but this, this time it was different, He promised Sasha protection and yet he failed her. In her case, she was never supposed to die, she trusted him and he completely let her down because he couldn't beat some stupid guy in pink, he was in more ways then one pathetic.

After getting to the house the sun had come, gone come again and it was now mid day. he speed walked threw the door, threw his things onto the floor by the sofa and headed upstairs locking him self in the restroom. There he washed the blood, both his, Sasha's and flamingo`s off of his hands. he could still hear Kori and Roy talking under the muffled sound of running water.

He didn't care, slowly he pulled off the top part of his suit and ran his fingers over the bruises left by the whip when it had shocked him their was a almost a clear imprint of the whip going around his waist and if he could see behind he back that's where it would have connected. Un-like some things it would heal. he ran his hand down the thick scar on his side, it wouldn't ever go away just like the few on his back upper chest and thighs from getting beat to death, their was still a small scar on the back of his hand from when Bruce had broken it after stopping the gun from killing himself, Joker and Batman.

their were very few faded ones from his Robin years but those were done, meaningless. Jason slowly stepped into the shower and let the hot water slide down his back and front, drench his black hair and burn his fresh bruise.

Jason stayed their for a while, losing himself in thought and it was driving him crazy. Things seemed to be taken from him the moment they arrived, at least anything good, he was surrounded by death, mostly at his own hands but those his wished to be safe seemed to be the first to go, it was a miracle Kori and Roy weren't dead yet, maybe they thought the same.

Having this messed up of a life, it was... unnatural so the fact they found each other, but who`s to say this make shift family they had was every really going to work?

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"Jason!"

Jason gasped against the pain that was sent threw his body, none the less he still reached out for Sasha, he was so close! he could fell the blood running down his skin and soaking his suit, everything hurt, it was like he was burning on the inside, "Jason help me!"

He lunged of her but with a scream that could have been mourned in hell she was gone and he was falling again. He didn't know where he was or how he`d gotten here but he wanted out. "JASON!"

"Where are you!" he yelled out desperately searching for something, Suddenly someone jumped out laughing and giggling insanely and Jason leapt for the maniac, they hit the floor and Jason`s hands were tight around the man`s skinny neck, Joker continued to laugh and giggled, somewhere in the dark of it all Jason pulled out his blade and started at the man`s chest over and over covering every inch of the mans body with gashes and gushing blood, only his face remained untouched, but something covered his eyes, something that wasn't their before.

Slowly he pulled the mask from the mans eye and gasped at familiar green eyes that belonged to the one and only Roy harper.

"NO!" Jason ran off and ended up in a dark room, one light shining on a small frozen form, "Not you..." he shook his head and stumbled over to Kori and lifted her in his arms, "Kori..."

"Why Jason? How could you..." she cried tears draining from her eyes and down her bloody face. Jason pushed her hair back, "Please don't leave me, I`m so sorry, this is my fault, Sasha, you and Roy, just please don't leave me like this." he pleaded, begged but the green glow in Kori`s eyes faded and all he could do was hold her closer.

"This is my fault." he said.

Jason`s eyes snapped open and he bolted up right breathing deeply in his bed, a cold sweat had started in the middle of his sleep and had drenched his shirt and a few strands of black hair clung to his forehead. He could feel his heart pulsing and after a few moment it seemed to dull down and he was able to get a good grip on his surroundings, his eyes adjusted well to the darkness having been with it for so long.

He groaned inwardly and held his face in his heads, a nightmare, another one, this time Sasha was haunting his dream along with the more vivid images of his team`s death, something he caused obviously.

"No..." he shook his head, he wasn't going to get pulled into that possibility, he wasn't going to be drown with guilt and worry and spend every one of his nights in a cold sweat after a dream that seemed all to real and some times he wished it was...just to get it over with, just to stop fate from teasing him with something bound to happen sooner or later.

Jason got off the bed and pulled on a pair of dark jeans and a gray shirt, he grabbed his signature light brown jacket and threw it on. Quickly but quietly he went into the closet and pulled a few more thing out along with a backpack.

Jason snuck into Roy`s room glad to see he wasn't in there, and took one of his baseball caps putting it on. Jason slung the bag over his shoulder after stuffing his suit and helmet inside and headed downstairs.

There on the sofa was Roy and Kori, sound asleep leaning against the back of the couch and snoring peacefully. Jason sighed sadly, swallowing what ever had formed in the back of his throat and walked over to them. He leaned over and pulled the blanked further over Kori`s shoulders. She sifted and rubbed her eyes looking up at him, "Jason?" She asked sleepily.

"Shh," he said leaning down and kissing her forehead, "I`m going to get some things, I`ll see you in the morning."

"M`kay." she yawned and leaned back up against Roy and fell asleep instantly. Jason smiled but it was soon muffed when he grabbed to paper on the coffee table and wrote down his note. he sent it down and after taking one long look at the only two people who really knew him in almost every way, before he closed the door behind him and pulled the cap on his head further down to hide his face while and pushed the bike far enough down the road so no one would hear it start, then just like that, he was gone.

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Roy and Kori sat on the sofa sharing confused and betrayed glances while the note in their hands was the only thing they had that told them what had happened to Jason.

The note only read two words: I quit.

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