HI... So I know this doesn't make sense but here's the deal ... after taking a few days to re-read all three stories along with all of your comments and reviews. I realized that I am not happy with how this story ended and where part two is going! I realized that there are some unanswered questions and the ending seemed a little rushed. I am sorry that some of you felt like reading these stories was a waste of time that was not my intention. I know most of you were disappointed with the ending I am not too , so I have decided to rewrite this story. I guess my inspiration for this story wasn't there at the time and in result I rushed an ending I thought I was happy with. I know it doesn't make sense and hope that you will continue to support these stories. In reality you can't change when something bad happens but the beauty of fanfiction is that you can change whatever you want. So please let me know what you think! Again sorry for the rushed ending and hope you give this story another chance. I read all of you comments and reviews and look forward to what you have to say!
Chapter 29
A few months later: Kate is 28 weeks and Randy wasn't kidding when he told Dean a several months ago game on. He meant it he was fighting the divorce with everything he had. It was even court ordered that they go to family therapy sessions to work out their issues. Kate and Randy went twice a week , once with the kids and then the other just the two of them. Christmas this year was a little different for them they did Christmas eve together just Randy, Kate and the kids but Kate took the kids to Chicago for a few days where Dean spent time with them as well. Then Randy got them for New Years Eve and a few days before the needed to head back to work. Dean wanted Kate to go to Vegas and spend time with him but she wanted to stay in St. Louis just in case the kids needed anything. They were trying to make this work but Randy wasn't giving up on his family.
"Hi honey! How was dance glass?" Kate asked as Gracie as she was putting Kiley in the car.
Gracie buckled as she started driving down the road.
"It was funny Mommy. We got to dance more hip hop today." Gracie said with a smile.
"You like that better than Ballet?" Kate asked with a smile.
"Way better. What's for dinner?" Gracie asked.
"I don't know honey. I will find something. It's just us girls. Logan is with Dean."
They were almost home when Kiley started to get really fussy.
"I know baby girl." Kate said looking in the review mirror. "We're almost home."
Gracie tried to entertain her little sister with a few toys that were in the back but nothing seemed to be working. Finally Kate pulled into the drive way. Kate carried a screaming crying Kiley in the house and there stood Randy.
"Dad!" Gracie said with a smile as she ran to him and gave him a hug.
"Hi Princess." He said as he hugged her.
"Kate Lynn?" Randy questioned as he took Kiley from her.
"Yeah?"
"Did you forget?" He questioned still trying to calm Kiley down.
"Forget what?" Kate said.
There was a moment of silence.
"Shit. Yes I am so sorry. We were suppose to have dinner weren't we?"
"Yes Kate! Date night?" Randy said.
"I am sorry. I just forgot I don't know what else am I suppose to say."
"Where's Logan?" Randy asked as he put Kiley down in the living room as she began to play. Kate headed to the kitchen to start dinner.
"He's with Dean remember. It's his night to have him."
"Kate Lynn is that where you were tonight?" Randy questioned.
"No Gracie had dance class remember. Randy you're just pissed because I forgot about out date. I don't know what else you want me to say other than I am sorry. I am just a little over whelmed lately." Kate said. "I'm doing the best I can we have therapy twice a week and I am raising three kids by myself and I'm pregnant. It's just hard alright."
"Kate maybe I should move back in? Just until the baby comes because I honestly think that you're doing too much." Randy said as he got up off the kitchen stool and stood closer to her.
"Randy you know that it's just not that simple."
"Kate it can be. I still love you with all my heart. I want this ... us to work." He told her.
"Can we be honest for a minute shall we ... do you really honestly think we can work. There will always be apart of me that wont trust you and there will always be a part you that doesn't trust me. You and Dean fight all the time and you know who gets hurt when you do that? Logan he needs to be able to know who is father is and I know that , that isn't what you want to hear but we need to make this fucked up situation work some how."
"Fine. But Kate just know that it isn't that easy for me."
"Hell Randy you think it's easy for me? It's not ... I love you ... but I love Dean. I didn't want to fall in love with him I just did. It pains me to think that I hurt you after everything we've been through but you've hurt me. You know when we renewed our wedding vows I thought that would be a new beginning for us ... but instead it was more like the end."
"Kate I wont give up on us ... I know I've done horrible things to you. You know I'm not that guy and I would never hurt you. Do you remember when I proposed?"
"How could I forget. You in a suit surrounded by candles." Kate smiled remembering that evening.
Flash Back:
Kate stood there shocked at what she saw, there were rose petals on the floor and the bed surrounded by lit candles that lit up the room. Randy stood there in a suit and tie. Kate couldn't believe her eyes.
"Randy?" Kate said as she stood in the door way.
" Kate Lynn ... I love you so much." he told her while he walked closer to her and softly grabbed both her hands.
"Randy what are ..." Kate started to say but before she could finish he softly place one finger over her lips.
"I know you're the only one I want to share the rest of my life with. The thought of you not being by my side just breaks my heart. Kate Lynn there are many ways to be happy in this life, but all I really need is you. I know my life will never be complete without you beside me to share it." He said as he got down on one knee and pulled out a box and opened it to show a good side diamond ring with Diamonds around the band. "Will you be my wife?"
Kate stood there shocked this wasn't happening this couldn't be happening they've only known each other 6-7 months at the most.
"Randy? Get up please." She said as her voice cracked a little.
" Kate?"
"Randy I ... I..." She hesitated.
Randy looked nervous "Kit Kat Will you marry me?" He asked again.
Kate just stood there she tried to speak but the words just couldn't come out. She wanted to say yes but was it too soon? She looked deep in to the Vipers eyes and they go lost in each others gaze. As a smile appeared on her face.
"Yes Randy! Yes I will be your wife." She finally said as a smile appeared on her face.
Randy smiled as he place the ring on Kate's finger and he picked her up twirled her around then dipped her into a passionate romantic kiss.
End Flash back.
"Kate Lynn that was one of the happiest days of my life. You agreeing to marry me changed my life in ways I can't explain. Please ... Please don't give up on us ... not yet." Randy told her as he pulled her in to a hug.
After dinner Randy helped Gracie with her homework and play around with Kiley before heading out. Kate had just put Kiley to bed when Dean came in carrying Logan who had fallen asleep in the car.
"Looks like someone had fun." Kate whispered as she kissed her son's head.
"He did. We also did his homework page. Homework in preschool are they kidding." Dean laughed as he carried Logan up stairs and put him to bed.
It was now a little before 9pm Kate finally had time to sit down on the couch he hands resting on her round belly.
"Baby Boy. What are we gonna do. Things are a mess huh. But just know that you are so loved." She said in a soft tone.
"Hey kitten." Dean said as he came in a sat next to her. "How are you and baby doing?" He asked as he softly placed his hand on hers.
"We are fine. Dean ... thank you for taking Logan I know he loves it when you spend time with him."
"Katie I told you I am his dad. I want to continue to be here for him and this little guy." He told her as he rubbed her hand.
"Do you remember that night at Denny's?" Dean asked.
Once again Kate smiled at the memory.
Flash Back:
Kate and Randy were having a disagreement about her coming back to work Gracie and Randy were sound asleep in the hotel when Kate went for a walk. She ended up at the Denny's across the streets she ordered some food and began to play on her phone. When she looked up she noticed Seth, Roman and Dean coming up to her.
"Hi There Mrs. Viper! Where's the husband?" Seth asked her as they sat down with her.
" He's sleeping!" Kate told them.
" Nice... so your alone?" Dean questioned.
" Yup!"
"If you were my wife I would never leave you alone!" Dean said as he flashed her his flirty smile.
Kate couldn't help but blush there was just something about Dean that she liked!
"Hey Now Man... She's Married to Mr. Money in the bank!" Seth reminded his friend.
"Yeah but we still Triple power bombed his ass!" Roman said with a grin on his face.
Kate couldn't help but laugh out loud.
"See Seth even his wife thinks it's funny! Care if we join you?" Dean asked her.
Kate thought a minute then was like what the hell!
"Not at all the more the merrier!" She told them as all three guys sat down with her. Dean made sure to sit across from her.
That night Kate, Dean, Roman and Seth, ate at Denny's and just talked about everything... they guys were so funny and Kate hadn't laughed that hard in a while!
"I couldn't get enough of them... they were so funny and though Dean was a lunatic fringe in the ring he was actually a really nice guy ... he was even nice enough to offer to pay for my food... but I treated the hounds instead!" Kate told herself.
"No guys here I got this!" Kate said as she I handed the waitress the credit card.
" Kate You really don't have too!" Roman told her.
" It's fine ... My treat... or well the Vipers!" Kate joked.
" Nice... I like you Kate you are sassy as hell! How did Randy ever get so lucky!" Dean said.
End Flash Back.
"Kate that night when I saw you laughing and smiling I knew you were something special. I knew you were married and I just didn't care ... hell I still don't. I fell in love with you and you gave me a son. We have a son together. I want us to work out. But I don't want to pressure you or stress you out." Dean told her. "I love you Kate. Please tell me that you love me too."
"Dean of course I love you but you both act like this is easy for me. I fell in love with two amazing men and whatever I chose who ever I chose... I need to make sure it's the right choice for me and the kids. All four of them. Please I just need time."
"Time ... I can give you time. I love you Kitten." He said as he kissed her cheek before getting up and leaving.
Kate checked in on the kids before going laying down in bed herself ... she couldn't get to sleep all of these thoughts kept flooding her mind.
"Is Randy's right and he should move back in at least until after the baby arrives. Is it crazy that there is a part of me that wants to stay married to him? But then again I am in love with Dean, I know I've said it before but I love them both , why is it so hard to choose. But I guess if they forced me to choose today right here in this moment I chose my kids, all four of them my Gracie Lynn , Logan Scott , Kiley Rae and my little boy. Who still needs a name , they are my life and I love them with my whole heart so above all I choose them!"
I hope you give this re-write a chance! Sorry if this is confusing I owe it to you and the characters to give you a better story! Let's just the say muse for this story has been revived! Please let me know what you think!
For those of you who were wondering I did delete the part two " Life Goes On!" because this story is still going!
