Ch36: Reinforce

JPOV

"Seriously Dude, don't mess with Bella." Emmett reiterated after the lovely, centering Bella was coerced into leaving.

"I was just answering her question." I said even though i was squirming.

"You touched her." He said in a dark voice as he stood up. i wanted to tear him apart for- Years! Years! Years of slaughter- and he had the nerve-

"Em, I don't think you should threaten him." Rosalie whispered while looking at Me. Her anxiety and fear was back full force. Baby Fear-

At least the fractured, tormented female knew-

"It's okay Rosalie. He's right. I shouldn't have touched her." I said against my will. As I spoke she seemed to shy away from Me. "After all... I am the big, bad vampire that kidnapped her." I joked, but when neither of them laughed I became serious again. "I'll try to refrain henceforth."

i wanted to stab Myself, Self- immolation, evisceration-leaving behind nothing but me!

I'm just placating them so stop making threats- or I'll really hurt me…

i'll stop…

Good, just remember that the more they trust me the more likely it is for them to let me see Bella. Now, pay attention.

I was sitting in Carlisle's office. He had a grim frown on his face and was very much looking like an authority figure.

i hate authority figures and I loved killing them or did i love killing them?

Why was he frowning?

If they try and keep me from Bella I'll kill him, I'll kill them all!

"Of course, as I told Emmett and Rosalie I won't bother Bella."

Carlisle was feeling suspicion and fatigue.

"I never asked, but what made you choose Bella to kidnap?"

i blanched for a second. Why had I done that again?

"Her blood is oddly alluring. I knew there were others of my kind around, so I scooped her up and was going to kill her once I felt I was far enough away." i could feel My eyes darken even though Mistress Thirst wasn't with Me. "I promise I won't kidnap her again." Carlisle doubted Me so I smiled in what I knew was a charming manner. His doubt didn't lessen though.

"I also have to ask…" Carlisle hesitated. "Are you the Jasper from the Southern Wars?"

the? The! THE!

How can he doubt My magnificent! My most noblest title, The Major! The vampire above all others, The destroyer of armies! Of Maria! Feeder of Mother Fire-

Should I intimidate him?

No-

"Yes, is that going to be a problem for you?" I said while leaning forward slightly. I was surprised when he was only slightly scared. It quickly mixed with determination and resolve.

"It's only a problem if you're not planning to stick to this diet. Do you plan to stick to it? Or are you here for other reasons?"

This male has balls! Talking to Me like this!

He knows who I am!

i should feed him to Mother Fi-

"i want this lifestyle. i want to stop killing-slaying. I'm-i'm just so tired of all the death." I said.

Carlisle's suspicion completely dissipated, but i couldn't tell if I was speaking the truth.

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